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My Ruthless General
img img My Ruthless General img Chapter 3 My past mistakes
3 Chapters
Chapter 6 Military Ball img
Chapter 7 Adam is your nephew img
Chapter 8 Letting go img
Chapter 9 Tell me something about her img
Chapter 10 I am going to marry her img
Chapter 11 Soulmate for Adam img
Chapter 12 The Confession img
Chapter 13 Meeting Savannah's relatives img
Chapter 14 Butterfly farm img
Chapter 15 Impromptu Wedding img
Chapter 16 Pre-sabbatical leave plans img
Chapter 17 Interrogation img
Chapter 18 I am proud to be your wife img
Chapter 19 Blood Pact img
Chapter 20 News Flash img
Chapter 21 Task Force New Hope New Life img
Chapter 22 Meeting with Ari's team img
Chapter 23 Phase 2 Plans img
Chapter 24 Moving on img
Chapter 25 Moving On img
Chapter 26 Missing her so bad img
Chapter 27 When the cat is away the mouse will play img
Chapter 28 Car accident img
Chapter 29 I will kill them myself img
Chapter 30 I will fix everything img
Chapter 31 I would like my wife to see me first when she wakes up img
Chapter 32 CBI meeting img
Chapter 33 The Orphanage img
Chapter 34 Selective Amnesia img
Chapter 35 Hypnosis img
Chapter 36 Meeting with the Hypnotherapist img
Chapter 37 My Happy Times img
Chapter 38 Heart to Heart Conversation img
Chapter 39 Coping with her Pain img
Chapter 40 I will help you Heal img
Chapter 41 Camp Roberts Army Base img
Chapter 42 I Love Monterey img
Chapter 43 Meeting with Colleagues img
Chapter 44 The love of my Life img
Chapter 45 We can do this together! img
Chapter 46 Healing starts with Me img
Chapter 47 Welcome back to CN province, Ms Sav img
Chapter 48 The Medical Volunteers Trip Plan img
Chapter 49 Lunch in the Office img
Chapter 50 Who is Matilda img
Chapter 51 12K Triad img
Chapter 52 I will put all of them in jail img
Chapter 53 News Flash img
Chapter 54 Friends and Relatives from the Community img
Chapter 55 Gen Tim and Gen Rex img
Chapter 56 My Military Family img
Chapter 57 I will be an obedient wife img
Chapter 58 Medical Volunteer Initiative Meeting img
Chapter 59 Challenging Times img
Chapter 60 We can resolve this. img
Chapter 61 Marriage Counselor img
Chapter 62 Medical Volunteer Event img
Chapter 63 Your parents love you! img
Chapter 64 First move img
Chapter 65 Day 1 Medical Volunteer Event img
Chapter 66 Day 2 Medical Volunteer Event img
Chapter 67 Day 3 Final day img
Chapter 68 After event R and R img
Chapter 69 My wife is my priority img
Chapter 70 Interrogation of Matilda img
Chapter 71 The Raid img
Chapter 72 The soft side of General Ari de la Lucca img
Chapter 73 Meeting with the residents of New Hope img
Chapter 74 Welcome to the de la Lucca family! img
Chapter 75 Getting to know the de la Lucca's img
Chapter 76 I can feel his love to me. img
Chapter 77 Lovely evening with the de la Lucca img
Chapter 78 You're despicable! img
Chapter 79 I am Ari's childhood sweetheart img
Chapter 80 You're very precious to me img
Chapter 81 His Anxiety img
Chapter 82 Get together with old friends img
Chapter 83 R E G R E T S img
Chapter 84 You're the woman I am looking for since I started looking img
Chapter 85 My wife hates me img
Chapter 86 Breakfast in bed img
Chapter 87 Medal of Honor img
Chapter 88 I like your wife very much! img
Chapter 89 Guest speaker and awardee img
Chapter 90 Friends, classmates and neighbors img
Chapter 91 Acting weird and jealous img
Chapter 92 My heart is full of love img
Chapter 93 Overwhelmed by love and support img
Chapter 94 Lucky to have each other img
Chapter 95 My wife love Monterey! img
Chapter 96 I love my life now img
Chapter 97 Goodluck, Goodbye and See you soon img
Chapter 98 Flight to SF img
Chapter 99 Welcome back Ari and Savannah img
Chapter 100 New Chapter of our Life and Love together. img
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Chapter 3 My past mistakes

When I was 18 years old, I had my first boyfriend. He is older than me, around 5 years gap. We have been boyfriend/girlfriend for 5 years until I called it off. I was immature at that time. I was jealous and insecure, still a student. He is a bank manager. He travels and brought her secretary cum teller. Words reached me that they are having a relationship though he did not confirm that. I was mad as hell. I turned around and marry the first man who offered marriage to me and that was my ex-husband. After 18 years of marriage, my husband left us for another younger woman.

Take note..younger woman. I left with my children and immigrated to California. Got a working visa and the rest is history. The story of my life......You bored?

Adam: No, I am listening...go-ahead

Savannah: I had relationships, actually 2. Because I was busy working, paying credit cards, student loans, mortgage, and other miscellaneous expenses, they got tired of waiting.

Boyfriend #1, impregnated his secretary. I found out, he blamed me because I don't spend time with him. He would like to travel with me but my time did not permit due to work, I have 2 jobs...work 7 days a week. We only had dinner every other weekend. Got tired of the arrangement, he looked for attention and care, he found those including intimacy to his current secretary who is 10 years younger than me. Though they did not get married because he told me that he still cares and loved me dearly....well, I can't be in a third wheel. We called it quits after 5 years of dating.

Boyfriend #2, same case scenario, impregnated our colleague though she is married their love story is so scandalous. The woman filed for divorce while pregnant. They lived together with the child but did not marry each other. We talked and we compromise not to even see each other.

That was the story of my failed relationships after my divorce.

Savannah: On another note......When my sister attended a family reunion in Vancouver BC, one of our relatives there work with my first ex-boyfriend in the bank, told her that, my ex-boyfriend was then so in love with me that he almost ruined his life after I got married. He continues to have a girlfriend even though he is married for many many years. He keeps on searching. Question for you....is that true?

Adam: For some yes...especially if the guy is so in love with the woman and they got separated for some reason. This guy cannot be content with his wife or girlfriend because in his mind, why did she left me? Something is wrong with me. That's why he is restless or maybe he is calling your attention to get back to him.....joke

Savannah: I know you're joking, you're playing with my emotions....

Adam: So what's your plan? Saving their marriage? You felt guilty why is he acting that way? I am sure he did not get it over with yet....love is very complicated or just an excuse to get a girlfriend while married hahaha

Savannah: I just wanted to talk to him and hopefully help to straighten his life and I will ask for forgiveness for what I had done to him. Maybe, I will tell him that I am not worthy of his love. To make him feel better. And at the same time close the book. I was told also by my cousin that every time they bumped at each other, he will always tell her that I am still the love of his life. Creepy huh!

Adam: He really loves you...sad but as a guy, he fell for you so bad that he neglected his wife to search for someone like you. I feel him.

Savannah: Sad huh...I am really responsible for his behavior? Tell me honestly please...I don't want to die having this whole in my heart that I hurt someone and was not able to recover, I felt so bad, very bad. I felt that I am a monster, a bad person.

Adam: Hey, be kind to yourself. You're not totally responsible, he is part of it that he can't move on, he is so weak. Falling in love with you is worth it.

Savannah: You're playing with my emotions again....let us change the topic. Anything you want to share? Happy stories!

Adam: I don't have many life stories to tell except I am moving on from the nightmare of my life.

Savannah: I can feel your sadness, it shows in your eyes. Well, I hope you'll be able to meet someone soon to make your life interesting and worth starting over again. Do you believe in destiny?

Adam: Yes, I do now.

Hannah: What do you mean, you do now?

Adam: It's secret hahaha....can I offer you a drink? I think we can order wine, red or white? This is going to be a long trip and I am glad I seated beside you, we can talk over a glass of wine.

Savannah: I only drink Moscato de Asti but if they don't have that, red is fine.

Adam ordered wine and they continue to talk about life's experiences good and bad until Adam notices that Savannah is dozing off.

He put Savannah's head to his chest so she will be comfortable. He looked at her admiring her lovely face, I will make you mine, kissing her forehead and caressing her hair. Goodnight Savannah, then he started to doze off himself.

Savannah woke up in the smell of food shoving on her nostril by Adam.

Adam: Lunch is ready, chicken or beef?

Savannah: Chicken for me, can I order coffee?

Adam: I will call the steward...can she have coffee with creamer? 3 and 3, please.

Steward: Sure, anything else, water, tea?

Adam: Extra water for me, please.

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