Chapter 5 Changes

Omnipresent narrator

Namjoon was currently watching the scene that made him most angry. Although he pretended to be indifferent to Eun-Yeong's stay at Bts, it clearly disturbed him inside. For how can you forget the woman you love, when the love you have for her goes beyond the corporal?

Nam's love for Eun-Yeong is aimed at that love that goes beyond bodily or superficial attraction, as it is not centered on the physical, but on Eun-Yeong's simple but transparent way of being, of each of the simple or everyday things that Eun-Yeong did that characterized her in the past (and still does) that cause a stir in her thoughts and changes in her actions that affirmed that it was not a simple physical attraction but a sentimental one, she fell in love with her soul, her essence, and that is almost irreparable. And he was just checking it now.

It had already been 5 days since Eun-Yeong and Jung Kook disappeared, but Eun-Yeong was still taking care of Jung Kook and that tormented Nam, because every time Jung Kook finished the photo sections or just took a break, Eun-Yeong would run to Jung Kook with water, snacks or whatever he would need.

Therefore, from Nam's perspective, this scene saw her as a woman in love with Jung Kook, in which her thoughts and every action to be performed were only for him, Eun-Yeong would perform all her duties ahead of time so that she could ask the manager's permission to be close to Jung Kook and although he objected to that with the excuse that Eun-Yeong and Jung Kook were boys, in which so much contact could be dangerous, the manager would just reply in:

-" Eun-Yeong already fulfilled her duties with me, so she can take her free time on whatever she wants and if it is in taking care of Jung Kook or any of the boys, I have no problem since instead of affecting me, it benefits us because he is a boy who would be under someone's good care and Eun-Yeong fulfills is.

>> Besides, whether they are together or not, if something happens between them there will be no human power to prevent it, so I would only ask caution for the fans and to use condoms if it happens, so relax, their closeness will not affect us for now and they are already grown up and they know what they are doing and whether it is good or bad.

Narrated Nam

And there he was again with his rage at the highest level, and the manager's answer did not help him at all. On the contrary, he felt how it disturbed him to the point that he couldn't sleep with one thought in mind.

"Jung Kook and Eun-Yeong are guys that at any time can have a relationship and that would be normal, in the end neither of them have any sentimental commitment and the worst, of the 24 hours of the day they are together 18 or more, so it would be normal for something to happen between them.

At any moment they could come with the news of "Guys, we are boyfriend and girlfriend" and Nam would not be able to prevent it.

- Damn," I said as I tossed and turned on the bed I share with Tae.

I was afraid that would happen, I was angry at how long the two of them had been together and I was jealous of how much care Eun-Yeong was giving Jung Kook.

Jealousy is the word that described me perfectly, but I'm not willing to accept that I fell for it.

With rage and insomnia that wouldn't leave me alone tonight - and all the nights before - I got out of bed and went for a walk around the place for a while.

Little by little, this helped me to relax my emotions to the swaying of the night sounds produced by that place, and although I had a thousand and one thoughts, the tranquility of the place gave me the calm I needed so much, but that calm only lasted a short time.

While I was immersed in the sounds of the place, I unconsciously went to the pond, where Eun-Yeong and Jung Kook were contemplating the moonlight.

Great, I go out to calm my emotions and ignore the closeness of them these days and I find them on my evening stroll contemplating the night, as if they were two lovers. My luck could not be worse.

The rage increases in me and I feel how jealousy consumes me.

"and you can't claim her if you and she are nothing. In theory she's not being unfaithful to you and judging by your behavior with her, it's normal that she's forgotten you, that she doesn't love you anymore -a voice made itself present in her head-"

As angry as that thought made me, the truth of it was palpable. She might not love me anymore, at least not like before.

Narrated Eun-Yeong

It's been 5 days since Jung Kook and I got lost, although I was bitten by the snake, there is no more discomfort in my body, definitely the antidote gave very positive responses in me. However, I cannot say the same for Jung Kook, although several days have passed since his fall, his foot still hurts the same or worse, according to what he tells me.

Moreover, he still cannot rest his foot without feeling pain and although he insists on saying that it is not my fault, the blame does not leave me, and that is because if I had not been bitten by the snake, he would not have had to run for help and then fall.

So these days I have been more than the manager's assistant, for although I cannot forget or neglect my responsibilities, they do not prevent me from taking care of Jung Kook just as he took care of me, while I was in that difficult time.

Although I still blush a little when I remember the scene where he is undressing, since at first I thought it was part of a delirium caused by the poison in my body and that theory was discarded when I woke up that day and saw him with the same clothes he had put on that night.

I have to admit that although at first I started to help him in whatever way he would need because of the guilt that was in me, I can now say that I enjoy spending time with him.

Many would say, "wow those must be some very conceited and superficial kids, with haughtiness and thinking they are the best of the best for being idols" but the truth is that they are very sweet, funny, attentive and other descriptions that make you love them not for being youth idols but for how great they are as a person.

And that can be noticed in Jung Kook, these days he has become a friend that I can talk to for hours and hours of trivia and I wouldn't get tired of it. Besides, we share a love for photography and walking around the place together - of course, with someone who knows this place, so we don't get lost again - makes our talks and moments together last longer, and where can you find a guy like him? So sweet and attentive, who listens to you without judging and even though he sometimes does very immature things on his part when I ask him for advice or listen to me and if it's the case give me a shoulder to cry on, he does it in a selfless way.

I definitely had to do something good in my past life to find a great friend in my first job -I thought-.

But a voice pulls me out of my thoughts

- What are you thinking about, my dear Eun-Yeong?

- Ee-e-e-e-e J-Jung Kook What are you-doing here? -I stammered a little in surprise.

Jung Kook places one of her hands on the back of her neck and I can notice a slight blush on her cheeks.

- I'm sorry Eun-Yeong if I scared you, I just couldn't sleep and since I saw the lamp in your room on I thought you'd be awake and well... I came in case you wanted to go get some air with me -he sighs- I called you from the doorway to see if I could enter your room but you were a little lost.

- Yes," I sighed, "I was doing some thinking and got lost in these.

- What were you thinking about? -I asked, taking small steps into my room.

- How fast the days have gone by here," I lied, "I think I'll miss this quiet place a lot," I said looking at my room.

- Quiet while Tae and Hoseok are asleep -she smiled- because with those two together there is no quiet.

- Yes, it's true -I smiled- their witticisms are incomparable, but well -I commented getting up from the bed- let's walk a little bit to see if this way the insomnia will go away.

Jk nodded and we left the room.

I decided to lie to Jung Kook about my thoughts because they could be misinterpreted with a wrong thought that I started to like him as a man, or something like that and yes, Jung Kook is cute and has many qualities that make him unique, but in my heart there is only one person and that is Namjoon, which I can't change.

Besides, I really enjoy the friendship that I've had with Jung Kook these days, to the point that I see him as my best friend and yes, it's true that we've only been together for a few days but we've bonded so much that I feel as if we've known each other all our lives.

Minutes later...

We are in the middle of a small bridge contemplating the reflection of the moon in the small pond, since the serenity that reflects this and the silence of the place in a perfect coupling that transmits tranquility.

Jung Kook and I contemplate how beautiful the night looks as well as the moon. Moments that make you wish you had a good night camera to capture this scene at this moment.

- I wish I had a super camera with all the implements to take a good night picture right now," said Jung Kook placing both hands on the bridge railing.

- We think alike my dear Jung Kook, the night is very beautiful.