Chapter 4 Feelings

Drake's POV

I woke up this morning just like any other days I sat on my bed and thought about my life and the pains and heart breaks I have been through, nevertheless I won't let them break me

"you are more stronger than this Drake" I said to myself

I took a quick shower although it's Saturday and I can choose not to work since am the boss but nope cause work is the only thing that keeps my mind from wandering to unnecessary things or so I thought..

I dressed up and picked my phone to call my assistant Shawn who equally happens to be my best friend and the only one I trust for as long as I could remember

"hey man watssup, can I have the files for the new contract to be reviewed on Monday" I said

"come on Drake it's Saturday for christ sake take a break"

"you know I can't man, please get that for me at the Cafe around the mall I would be waiting there for you",

"alright man see you in a bit", and with that I ended the call and took my keys and left the house

Getting to the Cafe I didn't see Shawn so I decided to grab a coffee while I wait for him

Soon I received his text that his outside the Cafe and with that I made my way to him while checking my emails on my phone but suddenly I bumped into someone and my white shit was stained and am sure with the hotness of the coffee my skin underneath will be scalding red but it wasn't that painful

Just as I looked up to scold the person who bumped into me I was carried away by the beauty of the woman before me, those eyes were so beautiful that I felt like protecting them from the world and I could tell she too was fascinated by me cause I could see the want in her eyes, she suddenly started talking and those small red lips caught my attention, I wanted to kiss them so badly and I wondered how it will feel to have it wrapped around my dick,..

Damn she's too beautiful just the kind of woman that suits me and just as I thought of the word "women" I remembered it was her who caused me so much pain and still left me to die despite all I did for her, all women are just the same gold diggers

I snapped back to the present and she is still staring at me, and I said to her " when you are done eye raping me, how do you plan to compensate for my clothes" I said through clenched teeth.

Something flashed past her eyes I don't know if it's hurt or disappointment but before I could grab what it was she has already started apologizing again offering to get me a new shirt but I cut her off telling her to never mind since all women were virtually the same and walked out on her entering Shawn's car parked right in front of the Cafe and he drove off.

"hey bro the girl caught ur fancy?" he asked but I ignored him cause am not in the mood to talk right now

"you know she's beautiful and has a nice figure too" I heared him say

" will you just shut up and drive Shawn, if you find her attractive you can go have her for all I care" I said. I don't know why I felt angry hearing admit she's beautiful, I felt like she's meant to be mine to admire..

"chill man you don't have to be obsessive towards her you know.."

"Yeah whatever, just drive" I said as I leaned towards the window thinking about the foreign feeling I just experienced few moments back..

'you can't allow her to invade you mind' Drake my subconscious yelled, you have been through so much to love and trust another woman and with that I made up my mind to clear it off my mind and move on like nothing happened.