"Is it the shock of the resemblance to her grandmother?" Vanderbank had asked of Mr. Longdon on rejoining him in his retreat. This victim of memory, with his back turned, was gazing out of the window, and when in answer he showed his face there were tears in his eyes. His answer in fact was just these tears, the significance of which Vanderbank immediately recognised. "It's still greater then than you gathered from her photograph?"
"It's the most extraordinary thing in the world. I'm too absurd to be so upset"-Mr. Longdon smiled through his tears-"but if you had known Lady Julia you'd understand. It's SHE again, as I first knew her, to the life; and not only in feature, in stature, in colour, in movement, but in every bodily mark and sign, in every look of the eyes above all-oh to a degree!-in the sound, in the charm of the voice." He spoke low and confidentially, but with an intensity that now relieved him-he was as restless as with a discovery. He moved about as with a sacred awe-he might a few steps away have been in the very presence. "She's ALL Lady Julia. There isn't a touch of her mother. It's unique-an absolute revival. I see nothing of her father, I see nothing of any one else. Isn't it thought wonderful by every one?" he went on. "Why didn't you tell me?"
"To have prepared you a little?"-Vanderbank felt almost guilty. "I see-I should have liked to make more of it; though," he added all lucidly, "I might so, by putting you on your guard, have caused myself to lose what, if you'll allow me to say it, strikes me as one of the most touching tributes I've ever seen rendered to a woman. In fact, however, how could I know? I never saw Lady Julia, and you had in advance all the evidence I could have: the portrait-pretty bad, in the taste of the time, I admit-and the three or four photographs you must have noticed with it at Mrs. Brook's. These things must have compared themselves for you with my photograph in there of the granddaughter. The similarity of course we had all observed, but it has taken your wonderful memory and your happy vision to put into it all the detail."
Mr. Longdon thought a moment, giving a dab with his pocket-handkerchief. "Very true-you're quite right. It's far beyond any identity in the pictures. But why did you tell me," he added more sharply, "that she isn't beautiful?"
"You've deprived me," Vanderbank laughed, "of the power of expressing civilly any surprise at your finding her so. But I said to you, please remember, nothing that qualified a jot my sense of the special stamp of her face. I've always positively found in it a recall of the type of the period you must be thinking of. It isn't a bit modern. It's a face of Sir Thomas Lawrence-"
"It's a face of Gainsborough!" Mr. Longdon returned with spirit. "Lady Julia herself harked back."
Vanderbank, clearly, was equally touched and amused. "Let us say at once that it's a face of Raphael."
His old friend's hand was instantly on his arm. "That's exactly what I often said to myself of Lady Julia's."
"The forehead's a little too high," said Vanderbank.
"But it's just that excess that, with the exquisite eyes and the particular disposition round it of the fair hair, makes the individual grace, makes the beauty of the resemblance."
Released by Lady Julia's lover, the young man in turn grasped him as an encouragement to confidence. "It's a face that should have the long side-ringlets of 1830. It should have the rest of the personal arrangement, the pelisse, the shape of bonnet, the sprigged muslin dress and the cross-laced sandals. It should have arrived in a pea-green 'tilbury' and be a reader of Mrs. Radcliffe. And all this to complete the Raphael!"
Mr. Longdon, who, his discovery proclaimed, had begun, as might have been said, to live with it, looked hard a moment at his companion. "How you've observed her!"
Vanderbank met it without confusion. "Whom haven't I observed? Do you like her?" he then rather oddly and abruptly asked.
The old man broke away again. "How can I tell-with such disparities?"
"The manner must be different," Vanderbank suggested. "And the things she says."
His visitor was before him again. "I don't know what to make of them. They don't go with the rest of her. Lady Julia," said Mr. Longdon, "was rather shy."
On this too his host could meet him. "She must have been. And Nanda-yes, certainly-doesn't give that impression."
"On the contrary. But Lady Julia was gay!" he added with an eagerness that made Vanderbank smile.
"I can also see that. Nanda doesn't joke. And yet," Vanderbank continued with his exemplary candour, "we mustn't speak of her, must we? as if she were bold and grim."
Mr. Longdon fixed him. "Do you think she's sad?"
They had preserved their lowered tone and might, with their heads together, have been conferring as the party "out" in some game with the couple in the other room. "Yes. Sad." But Vanderbank broke off. "I'll send her to you." Thus it was he had come back to her.
Nanda, on joining the elder man, went straight to the point. "He says it's so beautiful-what you feel on seeing me: if that IS what he meant." Mr. Longdon kept silent again at first, only smiling at her, but less strangely now, and then appeared to look about him for some place where she could sit near him. There was a sofa in this room too, on which, observing it, she quickly sank down, so that they were presently together, placed a little sideways and face to face. She had shown perhaps that she supposed him to have wished to take her hand, but he forbore to touch her, though letting her feel all the kindness of his eyes and their long backward vision. These things she evidently felt soon enough; she went on before he had spoken. "I know how well you knew my grandmother. Mother has told me-and I'm so glad. She told me to say to you that she wants YOU to tell me." Just a shade, at this, might have appeared to drop over his face, but who was there to know if the girl observed it? It didn't prevent at any rate her completing her statement. "That's why she wished me to-day to come alone. She said she wished you to have me all to yourself."
No, decidedly, she wasn't shy: that mute reflexion was in the air an instant. "That, no doubt, is the best way. I thank her very much. I called, after having had the honour of dining-I called, I think, three times," he went on with a sudden displacement of the question; "but I had the misfortune each time to miss her."
She kept looking at him with her crude young clearness. "I didn't know about that. Mother thinks she's more at home than almost any one. She does it on purpose: she knows what it is," Nanda pursued with her perfect gravity, "for people to be disappointed of finding her."
"Oh I shall find her yet," said Mr. Longdon. "And then I hope I shall also find YOU."
She appeared simply to consider the possibility and after an instant to think well of it. "I dare say you will now, for now I shall be down."
Her companion just blinked. "In the drawing-room, you mean-always?"
It was quite what she meant. "Always. I shall see all the people who come. It will be a great thing for me. I want to hear all the talk. Mr. Mitchett says I ought to-that it helps to form the young mind. I hoped, for that reason," she went on with the directness that made her honesty almost violent-"I hoped there would be more people here to-day."
"I'm very glad there are not!"-the old man rang equally clear. "Mr. Vanderbank kindly arranged the matter for me just this way. I met him at dinner, at your mother's, three weeks ago, and he brought me home here that night, when, as knowing you so differently, we took the liberty of talking you all over. It naturally had the effect of making me want to begin with you afresh-only that seemed difficult too without further help. This he good-naturedly offered me; he said"-and Mr. Longdon recovered his spirits to repeat it-"'Hang it, I'll have 'em here for you!'"
"I see-he knew we'd come." Then she caught herself up. "But we haven't come, have we?"
"Oh it's all right-it's all right. To me the occasion's brilliant and the affluence great. I've had such talk with those young men-"
"I see"-she was again prompt, but beyond any young person he had ever met she might have struck him as literal. "You're not used to such talk. Neither am I. It's rather wonderful, isn't it? They're thought awfully clever, Mr. Van and Mr. Mitchy. Do you like them?" she pushed on.
Mr. Longdon, who, as compared with her, might have struck a spectator as infernally subtle, took an instant to think. "I've never met Mr. Mitchett before."
"Well, he always thinks one doesn't like him," Nanda explained. "But one does. One ought to," she added.
Her companion had another pause. "He likes YOU."
Oh Mr. Longdon needn't have hesitated! "I know he does. He has told mother. He has told lots of people."
"He has told even you," Mr. Longdon smiled.
"Yes-but that isn't the same. I don't think he's a bit dreadful," she pursued. Still, there was a greater interest. "Do you like Mr. Van?"
This time her interlocutor indeed hung fire. "How can I tell? He dazzles me."
"But don't you like that?" Then before he could really say: "You're afraid he may be false?"
At this he fairly laughed. "You go to the point!" She just coloured to have amused him so, but he quickly went on: "I think one has a little natural nervousness at being carried off one's feet. I'm afraid I've always liked too much to see where I'm going."
"And you don't with him?" She spoke with her curious hard interest. "I understand. But I think I like to be dazzled."
"Oh you've got time-you can come round again; you've a margin for accidents, for disappointments and recoveries: you can take one thing with another. But I've only my last little scrap."
"And you want to make no mistakes-I see."
"Well, I'm too easily upset."
"Ah so am I," said Nanda. "I assure you that in spite of what you say I want to make no mistakes either. I've seen a great many-though you mightn't think it," she persisted; "I really know what they may be. Do you like ME?" she brought forth. But even on this she spared him too; a look appeared to have been enough for her. "How can you say, of course, already?-if you can't say for Mr. Van. I mean as you've seen him so much. When he asked me just now if I liked YOU I told him it was too soon. But it isn't now; you see it goes fast. I DO like you." She gave him no time to acknowledge this tribute, but-as if it were a matter of course-tried him quickly with something else. "Can you say if you like mother?"
He could meet it pretty well now. "There are immense reasons why I should."
"Yes-I know about them, as I mentioned: mother has told me." But what she had to put to him kept up his surprise. "Have reasons anything to do with it? I don't believe you like her!" she exclaimed. "SHE doesn't think so," she added.
The old man's face at last, partly bewildered, partly reassured, showed something finer still in the effect she produced. "Into what mysteries you plunge!"
"Oh we do; that's what every one says of us. We discuss everything and every one-we're always discussing each other. I think we must be rather celebrated for it, and it's a kind of trick-isn't it?-that's catching. But don't you think it's the most interesting sort of talk? Mother says we haven't any prejudices. YOU have, probably, quantities-and beautiful ones: so perhaps I oughtn't to tell you. But you'll find out for yourself."
"Yes-I'm rather slow; but I generally end by finding out. And I've got, thank heaven," said Mr. Longdon, "quite prejudices enough."
"Then I hope you'll tell me some of them," Nanda replied in a tone evidently marking how much he pleased her.
"Ah you must do as I do-you must find out for yourself. Your resemblance to your grandmother is quite prodigious," he immediately added.
"That's what I wish you'd tell me about-your recollection of her and your wonderful feeling about her. Mother has told me things, but that I should have something straight from you is exactly what she also wants. My grandmother must have been awfully nice," the girl rambled on, "and I somehow don't see myself at all as the same sort of person."
"Oh I don't say you're in the least the same sort: all I allude to," Mr. Longdon returned, "is the miracle of the physical heredity. Nothing could be less like her than your manner and your talk."
Nanda looked at him with all her honesty. "They're not so good, you must think."
He hung fire an instant, but was as honest as she. "You're separated from her by a gulf-and not only of time. Personally, you see, you breathe a different air."
She thought-she quite took it in. "Of course. And you breathe the same-the same old one, I mean, as my grandmother."
"The same old one," Mr. Longdon smiled, "as much as possible. Some day I'll tell you more of what you're curious of. I can't go into it now."
"Because I've upset you so?" Nanda frankly asked.
"That's one of the reasons."
"I think I can see another too," she observed after a moment. "You're not sure how much I shall understand. But I shall understand," she went on, "more, perhaps, than you think. In fact," she said earnestly, "I PROMISE to understand. I've some imagination. Had my grandmother?" she asked. Her actual sequences were not rapid, but she had already anticipated him. "I've thought of that before, because I put the same question to mother."
"And what did your mother say?"
"'Imagination-dear mamma? Not a grain!'"
The old man showed a faint flush. "Your mother then has a supply that makes up for it."
The girl fixed him on this with a deeper attention. "You don't like her having said that."
His colour came stronger, though a slightly strained smile did what it could to diffuse coolness. "I don't care a single scrap, my dear, in respect to the friend I'm speaking of, for any judgement but my own."
"Not even for her daughter's?"
"Not even for her daughter's." Mr. Longdon had not spoken loud, but he rang as clear as a bell.
Nanda, for admiration of it, broke almost for the first time into the semblance of a smile. "You feel as if my grandmother were quite YOUR property!"
"Oh quite."
"I say-that's splendid!"
"I'm glad you like it," he answered kindly.
The very kindness pulled her up. "Pardon my speaking so, but I'm sure you know what I mean. You mustn't think," she eagerly continued, "that mother won't also want to hear you."
"On the subject of Lady Julia?" He gently, but very effectively, shook his head. "Your mother shall never hear me."
Nanda appeared to wonder at it an instant, and it made her completely grave again. "It will be all for ME?"
"Whatever there may be of it, my dear."
"Oh I shall get it all out of you," she returned without hesitation. Her mixture of free familiarity and of the vividness of evocation of something, whatever it was, sharply opposed-the little worry of this contradiction, not altogether unpleasant, continued to fill his consciousness more discernibly than anything else. It was really reflected in his quick brown eyes that she alternately drew him on and warned him off, but also that what they were beginning more and more to make out was an emotion of her own trembling there beneath her tension. His glimpse of it widened-his glimpse of it fairly triumphed when suddenly, after this last declaration, she threw off with quite the same accent but quite another effect: "I'm glad to be like any one the thought of whom makes you so good! You ARE good," she continued; "I see already how I shall feel it." She stared at him with tears, the sight of which brought his own straight back; so that thus for a moment they sat there together.
"My dear child!" he at last simply murmured. But he laid his hand on her now, and her own immediately met it.
"You'll get used to me," she said with the same gentleness that the response of her touch had tried to express; "and I shall be so careful with you that-well, you'll see!" She broke short off with a quaver and the next instant she turned-there was some one at the door. Vanderbank, still not quite at his ease, had come back to smile upon them. Detaching herself from Mr. Longdon she got straight up to meet him. "You were right, Mr. Van. It's beautiful, beautiful, beautiful!"
BOOK FOURTH. MR. CASHMORE
Harold Brookenham, whom Mr. Cashmore, ushered in and announced, had found in the act of helping himself to a cup of tea at the table apparently just prepared-Harold Brookenham arrived at the point with a dash so direct as to leave the visitor an option between but two suppositions: that of a desperate plunge, to have his shame soon over, or that of the acquired habit of such appeals, which had taught him the easiest way. There was no great sharpness in the face of Mr. Cashmore, who was somehow massive without majesty; yet he mightn't have been proof against the suspicion that his young friend's embarrassment was an easy precaution, a conscious corrective to the danger of audacity. It wouldn't have been impossible to divine that if Harold shut his eyes and jumped it was mainly for the appearance of doing so. Experience was to be taken as showing that one might get a five-pound note as one got a light for a cigarette; but one had to check the friendly impulse to ask for it in the same way. Mr. Cashmore had in fact looked surprised, yet not on the whole so surprised as the young man seemed to have expected of him. There was almost a quiet grace in the combination of promptitude and diffidence with which Harold took over the responsibility of all proprietorship of the crisp morsel of paper that he slipped with slow firmness into the pocket of his waistcoat, rubbing it gently in its passage against the delicately buff-coloured duck of which that garment was composed. "So quite too awfully kind of you that I really don't know what to say"-there was a marked recall, in the manner of this speech, of the sweetness of his mother's droop and the tenderness of her wail. It was as if he had been moved for the moment to moralise, but the eyes he raised to his benefactor had the oddest effect of marking that personage himself as a theme for the moralist.
Mr. Cashmore, who would have been very red-haired if he had not been very bald, showed a single eye-glass and a long upper lip; he was large and jaunty, with little petulant movements and intense ejaculations that were not in the line of his type. "You may say anything you like if you don't say you'll repay it. That's always nonsense-I hate it."
Harold remained sad, but showed himself really superior. "Then I won't say it." Pensively, a minute, he appeared to figure the words, in their absurdity, on the lips of some young man not, like himself, tactful. "I know just what you mean."
"But I think, you know, that you ought to tell your father," Mr. Cashmore said.
"Tell him I've borrowed of you?"
Mr. Cashmore good-humouredly demurred. "It would serve me right-it's so wretched my having listened to you. Tell him, certainly," he went on after an instant. "But what I mean is that if you're in such straits you should speak to him like a man."
Harold smiled at the innocence of a friend who could suppose him not to have exhausted that resource. "I'm ALWAYS speaking to him like a man, and that's just what puts him so awfully out. He denies to my face that I AM one. One would suppose, to hear him, not only that I'm a small objectionable child, but that I'm scarcely even human. He doesn't conceive me as with human wants."
"Oh," Mr. Cashmore laughed, "you've all-you youngsters-as many wants, I know, as an advertisement page of the Times."
Harold showed an admiration. "That's awfully good. If you think you ought to speak of it," he continued, "do it rather to mamma." He noted the hour. "I'll go, if you'll excuse me, to give you the chance."
The visitor referred to his own watch. "It's your mother herself who gives the chances-the chances YOU take."
Harold looked kind and simple. "She HAS come in, I know. She'll be with you in a moment."
He was halfway to the door, but Mr. Cashmore, though so easy, had not done with him. "I suppose you mean that if it's only your mother who's told, you may depend on her to shield you."
Harold turned this over as if it were a questionable sovereign, but on second thoughts he wonderfully smiled. "Do you think that after you've let me have it you can tell? You could, of course, if you hadn't." He appeared to work it out for Mr. Cashmore's benefit. "But I don't mind," he added, "your telling mamma."
"Don't mind, you mean really, its annoying her so awfully?"
The invitation to repent thrown off in this could only strike the young man as absurd-it was so previous to any enjoyment. Harold liked things in their proper order; but at the same time his evolutions were quick. "I dare say I AM selfish, but what I was thinking was that the terrific wigging, don't you know?-well, I'd take it from HER. She knows about one's life-about our having to go on, by no fault of our own, as our parents start us. She knows all about wants-no one has more than mamma."
Mr. Cashmore soundlessly glared his amusement. "So she'll say it's all right?"
"Oh no; she'll let me have it hot. But she'll recognise that at such a pass more must be done for a fellow, and that may lead to something-indirectly, don't you see? for she won't TELL my father, she'll only, in her own way, work on him-that will put me on a better footing and for which therefore at bottom I shall have to thank YOU!"
The eye assisted by Mr. Cashmore's glass had with a discernible growth of something like alarm fixed during this address the subject of his beneficence. The thread of their relations somehow lost itself in the subtler twist, and he fell back on mere stature, position and property, things always convenient in the presence of crookedness. "I shall say nothing to your mother, but I think I shall be rather glad you're not a son of mine."
Harold wondered at this new element in their talk. "Do your sons never-?"
"Borrow money of their mother's visitors?" Mr. Cashmore had taken him up, eager, evidently, quite to satisfy him; but the question was caught on the wing by Mrs. Brookenham herself, who had opened the door as her friend spoke and who quickly advanced with an echo of it.
"Lady Fanny's visitors?"-and, though her eyes rather avoided than met his own, she seemed to cover her ladyship's husband with a vague but practised sympathy. "What on earth are you saying to Harold about them?" Thus it was that at the end of a few minutes Mr. Cashmore, on the sofa face to face with her, found his consciousness quite purged of its actual sense of his weakness and a new turn given to the idea of what, in one's very drawing-room, might go on behind one's back. Harold had quickly vanished-had been tacitly disposed of, and Mrs. Brook's caller had moved even in the short space of time so far in another direction as to have drawn from her the little cold question: "'Presents'? You don't mean money?"
He clearly felt the importance of expressing at least by his silence and his eye-glass what he meant. "Her extravagance is beyond everything, and though there are bills enough, God knows, that do come in to me, I don't see how she pulls through unless there are others that go elsewhere."
Mrs. Brookenham had given him his tea-her own she had placed on a small table near her; and she could now respond freely to the impulse felt, on this, of settling herself to something of real interest. Except to Harold she was incapable of reproach, though there were of course shades in her resignation, and her daughter's report of her to Mr. Longdon as conscious of an absence of prejudice would have been justified for a spectator by the particular feeling that Mr. Cashmore's speech caused her to disclose. What did this feeling wonderfully appear unless strangely irrelevant? "I've no patience when I hear you talk as if you weren't horribly rich."
He looked at her an instant as if guessing she might have derived that impression from Harold. "What has that to do with it? Does a rich man enjoy any more than a poor his wife's making a fool of him?"
Her eyes opened wider: it was one of her very few ways of betraying amusement. There was little indeed to be amused at here except his choice of the particular invidious name. "You know I don't believe a word you say."
Mr. Cashmore drank his tea, then rose to carry the cup somewhere and put it down, declining with a motion any assistance. When he was on the sofa again he resumed their intimate talk. "I like tremendously to be with you, but you mustn't think I've come here to let you say to me such dreadful things as that." He was an odd compound, Mr. Cashmore, and the air of personal good health, the untarnished bloom which sometimes lent a monstrous serenity to his mention of the barely mentionable, was on occasion balanced or matched by his playful application of extravagant terms to matters of much less moment. "You know what I come to you for, Mrs. Brook: I won't come any more if you're going to be horrid and impossible."
"You come to me, I suppose, because-for my deep misfortune, I assure you-I've a kind of vision of things, of the wretched miseries in which you all knot yourselves up, which you yourselves are as little blessed with as if, tumbling about together in your heap, you were a litter of blind kittens."
"Awfully good that-you do lift the burden of my trouble!" He had laughed out in the manner of the man who made notes for platform use of things that might serve; but the next moment he was grave again, as if his observation had reminded him of Harold's praise of his wit. It was in this spirit that he abruptly brought out: "Where, by the way, is your daughter?"
"I haven't the least idea. I do all I can to enter into her life, but you can't get into a railway train while it's on the rush."
Mr. Cashmore swung back to hilarity. "You give me lots of things. Do you mean she's so 'fast'?" He could keep the ball going.
Mrs. Brookenham obliged him with what she meant. "No; she's a tremendous dear, and we're great friends. But she has her free young life, which, by that law of our time that I'm sure I only want, like all other laws, once I know what they ARE, to accept-she has her precious freshness of feeling which I say to myself that, so far as control is concerned, I ought to respect. I try to get her to sit with me, and she does so a little, because she's kind. But before I know it she leaves me again: she feels what a difference her presence makes in one's liberty of talk."
Mr. Cashmore was struck by this picture. "That's awfully charming of her."
"Isn't it too dear?" The thought of it, for Mrs. Brook, seemed fairly to open out vistas. "The modern daughter!"
"But not the ancient mother!" Mr. Cashmore smiled.
She shook her head with a world of accepted woe. "'Give me back, give me back one hour of my youth'! Oh I haven't a single thrill left to answer a compliment. I sit here now face to face with things as they are. They come in their turn, I assure you-and they find me," Mrs. Brook sighed, "ready. Nanda has stepped on the stage and I give her up the house. Besides," she went on musingly, "it's awfully interesting. It IS the modern daughter-we're really 'doing' her, the child and I; and as the modern has always been my own note-I've gone in, I mean, frankly for my very own Time-who is one, after all, that one should pretend to decline to go where it may lead?" Mr. Cashmore was unprepared with an answer to this question, and his hostess continued in a different tone: "It's sweet her sparing one!"
This, for the visitor, was firmer ground. "Do you mean about talking before her?"
Mrs. Brook's assent was positively tender. "She won't have a difference in my freedom. It's as if the dear thing KNEW, don't you see? what we must keep back. She wants us not to have to think. It's quite maternal!" she mused again. Then as if with the pleasure of presenting it to him afresh: "That's the modern daughter!"
"Well," said Mr. Cashmore, "I can't help wishing she were a trifle less considerate. In that case I might find her with you, and I may tell you frankly that I get more from her than I do from you. She has the great merit for me, in the first place, of not being such an admirer of my wife."
Mrs. Brookenham took this up with interest. "No-you're right; she doesn't, as I do, SEE Lady Fanny, and that's a kind of mercy."
"There you are then, you inconsistent creature," he cried with a laugh: "after all you DO believe me! You recognise how benighted it would be for your daughter not to feel that Fanny's bad."
"You're too tiresome, my dear man," Mrs. Brook returned, "with your ridiculous simplifications. Fanny's NOT 'bad'; she's magnificently good-in the sense of being generous and simple and true, too adorably unaffected and without the least mesquinerie. She's a great calm silver statue."
Mr. Cashmore showed, on this, something of the strength that comes from the practice of public debate. "Then why are you glad your daughter doesn't like her?"
Mrs. Brook smiled as with the sadness of having too much to triumph. "Because I'm not, like Fanny, without mesquinerie. I'm not generous and simple. I'm exaggeratedly anxious about Nanda. I care, in spite of myself, for what people may say. Your wife doesn't-she towers above them. I can be a shade less brave through the chance of my girl's not happening to feel her as the rest of us do."
Mr. Cashmore too heavily followed. "To 'feel' her?"
Mrs. Brook floated over. "There would be in that case perhaps something to hint to her not to shriek on the house-tops. When you say," she continued, "that one admits, as regards Fanny, anything wrong, you pervert dreadfully what one does freely grant-that she's a great glorious pagan. It's a real relief to know such a type-it's like a flash of insight into history. None the less if you ask me why then it isn't all right for young things to 'shriek' as I say, I have my answer perfectly ready." After which, as her visitor seemed not only too reduced to doubt it, but too baffled to distinguish audibly, for his credit, between resignation and admiration, she produced: "Because she's purely instinctive. Her instincts are splendid-but it's terrific."
"That's all I ever maintained it to be!" Mr. Cashmore cried. "It IS terrific."
"Well," his friend answered, "I'm watching her. We're all watching her. It's like some great natural poetic thing-an Alpine sunrise or a big high tide."
"You're amazing!" Mr. Cashmore laughed. "I'm watching her too."
"And I'm also watching YOU!" Mrs. Brook lucidly continued. "What I don't for a moment believe is that her bills are paid by any one. It's MUCH more probable," she sagaciously observed, "that they're not paid at all."
"Oh well, if she can get on that way-!"
"There can't be a place in London," Mrs. Brook pursued, "where they're not delighted to dress such a woman. She shows things, don't you see? as some fine tourist region shows the placards in the fields and the posters on the rocks. And what proof can you adduce?" she asked.
Mr. Cashmore had grown restless; he picked a stray thread off the knee of his trousers. "Ah when you talk about 'adducing'-!" He appeared to intimate-as with the hint that if she didn't take care she might bore him-that it was the kind of word he used only in the House of Commons.
"When I talk about it you can't meet me," she placidly returned. But she fixed him with her weary penetration. "You try to believe what you CAN'T believe, in order to give yourself excuses. And she does the same-only less, for she recognises less in general the need of them. She's so grand and simple."
Poor Mr. Cashmore stared. "Grander and simpler than I, you mean?"
Mrs. Brookenham thought. "Not simpler-no; but very much grander. She wouldn't, in the case you conceive, recognise really the need of WHAT you conceive."
Mr. Cashmore wondered-it was almost mystic. "I don't understand you."
Mrs. Brook, seeing it all from dim depths, tracked it further and further. "We've talked her over so!"
Mr. Cashmore groaned as if too conscious of it. "Indeed we have!"
"I mean WE"-and it was wonderful how her accent discriminated. "We've talked you too-but of course we talk to every one." She had a pause through which there glimmered a ray from luminous hours, the inner intimacy which, privileged as he was, he couldn't pretend to share; then she broke out almost impatiently: "We're looking after her-leave her to US!"
His envy of this nearer approach to what so touched him than he could himself achieve was in his face, but he tried to throw it off. "I doubt if after all you're good for her."
But Mrs. Brookenham knew. "She's just the sort of person we ARE good for, and the thing for her is to be with us as much as possible-just live with us naturally and easily, listen to our talk, feel our confidence in her, be kept up, don't you know? by the sense of what we expect of her splendid type, and so, little by little, let our influence act. What I meant to say just now is that I do perfectly see her taking what you call presents."
"Well then," Mr. Cashmore enquired, "what do you want more?"
Mrs. Brook hung fire an instant-she seemed on the point of telling him. "I DON'T see her, as I said, recognising the obligation."
"The obligation-?"
"To give anything back. Anything at all." Mrs. Brook was positive. "The comprehension of petty calculations? Never!"
"I don't say the calculations are petty," Mr. Cashmore objected.
"Well, she's a great creature. If she does fall-!" His hostess lost herself in the view, which was at last all before her. "Be sure we shall all know it."
"That's exactly what I'm afraid of!"
"Then don't be afraid till we do. She would fall, as it were, on US, don't you see? and," said Mrs. Brook, with decision this time in her headshake, "that couldn't be. We MUST keep her up-that's your guarantee. It's rather too much," she added with the same increase of briskness, "to have to keep YOU up too. Be very sure that if Carrie really wavers-"
"Carrie?"
His interruption was clearly too vague to be sincere, and it was as such that, going straight on, she treated it. "I shall never again give her three minutes' attention. To answer to you for Fanny without being able-"
"To answer to Fanny for me, do you mean?" He had flushed quickly as if he awaited her there. "It wouldn't suit you, you contend? Well then, I hope it will ease you off," he went on with spirit, "to know that I wholly LOATHE Mrs. Donner."
Mrs. Brook, staring, met the announcement with an absolute change of colour. "And since when, pray?" It was as if a fabric had crumbled. "She was here but the other day, and as full of you, poor thing, as an egg of meat."
Mr. Cashmore could only blush for her. "I don't say she wasn't. My life's a burden from her."
Nothing, for a spectator, could have been so odd as Mrs. Brook's disappointment unless it had been her determination. "Have you done with her already?"
"One has never done with a buzzing insect-!"
"Until one has literally killed it?" Mrs. Brookenham wailed. "I can't take that from you, my dear man: it was yourself who originally distilled the poison that courses through her veins." He jumped up at this as if he couldn't bear it, presenting as he walked across the room, however, a large foolish fugitive back on which her eyes rested as on a proof of her penetration. "If you spoil everything by trying to deceive me, how can I help you?"
He had looked, in his restlessness, at a picture or two, but he finally turned round. "With whom is it you talk us over? With Petherton and his friend Mitchy? With your adored Vanderbank? With your awful Duchess?"
"You know my little circle, and you've not always despised it." She met him on his return with a figure that had visibly flashed out for her. "Don't foul your own nest! Remember that after all we've more or less produced you." She had a smile that attenuated a little her image, for there were things that on a second thought he appeared ready to take from her. She patted the sofa as if to invite him again to be seated, and though he still stood before her it was with a face that seemed to show how her touch went home. "You know I've never quite thought you do us full honour, but it was because SHE took you for one of us that Carrie first-"
At this, to stop her, he dropped straight into the seat. "I assure you there has really been nothing." With a continuation of his fidget he pulled out his watch. "Won't she come in at all?"
"Do you mean Nanda?"
"Talk me over with HER!" he smiled, "if you like. If you don't believe Mrs. Donner is dust and ashes to me," he continued, "you do little justice to your daughter."
"Do you wish to break it to me that you're in love with Nanda?"
He hesitated, but only as if to give weight to his reply. "Awfully. I can't tell you how I like her."
She wondered. "And pray how will THAT help me? Help me, I mean, to help you. Is it what I'm to tell your wife?"
He sat looking away, but he evidently had his idea, which he at last produced. "Why wouldn't it be just the thing? It would exactly prove my purity."
There might have been in her momentary silence a hint of acceptance of it as a practical contribution to their problem, and there were indeed several lights in which it could be considered. Mrs. Brook, on a quick survey, selected the ironic. "I see, I see. I might by the same law arrange somehow that Lady Fanny should find herself in love with Edward. That would 'prove' HER purity. And you could be quite at ease," she laughed-"he wouldn't make any presents!"
Mr. Cashmore regarded her with a candour that was almost a reproach to her mirth. "I like your daughter better than I like you."
But it only amused her more. "Is that perhaps because I don't prove your purity?"
What he might have replied remained in the air, for the door opened so exactly at the moment she spoke that he rose again with a start and the butler, coming in, received her enquiry full in the face. This functionary's answer to it, however, had no more than the usual austerity. "Mr. Vanderbank and Mr. Longdon."
These visitors took a minute to appear, and Mrs. Brook, not stirring-still only looking from the sofa calmly up at Mr. Cashmore-used the time, it might have seemed, for correcting any impression of undue levity made by her recent question. "Where did you last meet Nanda?"
He glanced at the door to see if he were heard. "At the Grendons'."
"So you do go there?"
"I went over from Hicks the other day for an hour."
"And Carrie was there?"
"Yes. It was a dreadful horrid bore. But I talked only to your daughter."
She got up-the others were at hand-and offered Mr. Cashmore an expression that might have struck him as strange. "It's serious."
"Serious?"-he had no eyes for the others.
"She didn't tell me."
He gave a sound, controlled by discretion, which sufficed none the less to make Mr. Longdon-beholding him for the first time-receive it with a little of the stiffness of a person greeted with a guffaw. Mr. Cashmore visibly liked this silence of Nanda's about their meeting.