Chapter 5

June walked out of the gallery and into the blinding afternoon sun. The noise of SoHo-the traffic, the chatter, the distant wail of a siren-rushed in to fill the silence in her head. She put one foot in front of the other, her body moving on autopilot. She had no destination.

The sky, a brilliant blue moments before, began to curdle. A dark, bruised-purple cloud rolled in from the west, swallowing the sun. The first drop of rain hit her cheek, cold and startling. Then another, and another.

Within a minute, the heavens opened up. A torrential downpour began, sending pedestrians scrambling for cover under awnings and into doorways.

June kept walking.

The rain plastered her hair to her scalp and soaked through her cashmere sweater, the cold seeping deep into her bones. But she barely felt it. The chill inside her was far more profound.

The dam of her composure finally broke. A sob, raw and ragged, tore from her throat. She stumbled to the side, ducking under the awning of a closed bookstore. She slid down the brick wall until she was crouched on the wet pavement, wrapping her arms around her knees.

The tears came then, hot and silent, mixing with the cold rain on her face. She cried for the painting. She cried for the baby she would never have. She cried for the three years she had wasted, loving a man who was a black hole of contempt.

The sound of the downpour masked her weeping, giving her the illusion of privacy.

A pair of gleaming, hand-stitched leather shoes appeared in her line of sight. They stopped directly in front of her, splashing dirty rainwater onto the hem of her jeans.

Slowly, June lifted her head.

Through a blur of tears and rain, she saw Augustus. He was standing over her, his expensive suit soaked, his dark hair plastered to his forehead. He wasn't holding an umbrella. He was just standing there, in the deluge, looking down at her.

The flicker of irritation he'd felt in the gallery had morphed into a familiar, satisfying certainty. This. This was what he had expected. A pathetic, public display of weakness.

"Are you done with the performance?" he asked, his voice as cold and hard as the rain.

June stared at him, the tears freezing on her cheeks. He had followed her out here not out of concern, but to deliver another blow.

"To fall apart over a painting," he continued, his lip curling in a sneer. "It's disgusting, June. Truly."

He crouched down, bringing his face level with hers. "Or is this part of the act? You think if you cry in the rain, I'll feel sorry for you? That I'll go back in there and give it to you?" He let out a humorless chuckle. "Dream on."

Something inside her, something that had been broken and bleeding, turned to stone.

She slowly, deliberately, got to her feet. She stood before him, rain and tears streaming down her face, indistinguishable from one another. She looked at this man, her husband, and felt nothing. Not love, not hate. Just a vast, empty distance.

She said nothing. She simply turned to walk away, to move past him.

Her silence, her dismissal of him, was more than he could tolerate. He lunged forward, his hand clamping around her wrist like a manacle. The force of it sent a jolt of pain up her arm.

"I'm not done with you," he snarled, his grip tightening.

"Let go of me, Augustus," she said. Her voice was flat, exhausted.

He didn't release her. Instead, he pulled her closer. "You will come with me. You will not stand on a public street and make a fool of me."

He started dragging her toward the curb, where his black Bentley was idling, the driver standing stoically by the door with an umbrella.

June didn't fight. She was a doll, a thing with no will of its own. He opened the back door and practically shoved her inside, then slid in after her, slamming the door shut.

The world outside, the noise and the rain, was instantly cut off.

Inside the car, the only sounds were the soft hum of the engine, the drip of water from their soaked clothes onto the plush leather seats, and the ragged sound of their breathing in the small, suffocating space.

Augustus stared out the window, his jaw clenched. He had won. He had the painting, and he had his wife, compliant and silent beside him. So why did he feel this gnawing, unfamiliar rage, a feeling that tasted suspiciously like defeat?