Chapter 9

Beck's thumb brushed over the frantic pulse point on her wrist. His eyes, dark and heavy-lidded, held hers captive. The look in them was a raw, elemental thing that stripped away the layers of CEO and assistant, leaving only man and woman.

Slowly, deliberately, he pulled her hand away from him, but he did not release her wrist. With his free hand, he cupped her chin, his touch surprisingly gentle, tilting her face up to his.

"Aubree," he rasped, his voice thick with a desire that sent a tremor through her. "Why did you lie to me?"

The question barely registered. His face was getting closer, his lips parting slightly. She could see the flecks of silver in his gray eyes, feel the warmth of his breath on her skin.

Her own lips parted in a silent, involuntary invitation. Her mind was a white-hot blank. The world had narrowed to this single, terrifying, electrifying point in time.

He was going to kiss her. And she was going to let him.

And then it hit.

A violent, overwhelming wave of nausea, more powerful than anything she had felt before. It surged up from the pit of her stomach, hot and acidic, tasting of bile.

Primal, biological instinct obliterated everything else.

With a strength born of pure desperation, she shoved him. Hard.

Beck, caught off guard by the sudden violence of her rejection, stumbled back a step. The raw hunger in his eyes was instantly replaced by shock, then a flash of disbelief.

Aubree didn't have time to see it. She slapped a hand over her mouth, spun around, and bolted for the bathroom, slamming the door and fumbling with the lock.

The sound that came next was ugly, violent, and unmistakable. She was retching, her body convulsing as she threw up into the toilet.

Out in the living room, Beck stood frozen. The last vestiges of desire vanished, replaced by a cold, profound humiliation.

His mind raced, searching for an explanation. Was she ill? Had she eaten something bad? The thoughts were fleeting, immediately discarded. He remembered the fierce determination with which she had lied to him, the panic in her eyes as she fled his car, the absolute terror on the sidewalk. No, this wasn't a coincidence. It was a pattern. This was a visceral, physical rejection of him. The conclusion was brutal and inescapable.

She would rather be physically sick than kiss him. The very thought of his touch made her want to vomit.

It was the most profound, most visceral rejection a man could experience. A complete and utter repudiation of his very being.

His fists clenched at his sides, the newly bandaged knuckles straining against the fabric. The wound throbbed, a dull echo of the gaping injury just inflicted on his pride.

He didn't wait. He turned, strode to the door, and walked out of her apartment, pulling it shut behind him with a sharp, definitive crack that echoed the shattering of something inside him.

In the bathroom, Aubree finally finished. She slumped against the cool tile, weak and trembling. After a few minutes, she flushed the toilet and dragged herself to the sink, rinsing her mouth.

She looked at her reflection. A pale, hollow-eyed stranger stared back. And in that moment, a single, terrifying thought cut through the fog of her misery.

This wasn't stress. This wasn't a hangover. This was something else.

She stumbled out of the bathroom. The apartment was empty. Beck was gone. A part of her was relieved, but a much larger part was consumed by a new and rapidly growing panic.

She scrambled for her purse, the one Jordyn had dumped on the sidewalk. Her fingers closed around the small, crushed white box.

With trembling hands, she turned it over, her eyes searching for the fine print on the bottom flap.

EXP: 04/2023.

Her breath caught in her throat. The current month was June. The pill had expired last month.

All the strength left her body. She slid down the wall, landing in a heap on the floor. The world tilted on its axis.

She remembered the pregnancy test she kept in the back of her medicine cabinet, bought ages ago for a scare that had turned out to be nothing.

She crawled back into the bathroom, her movements clumsy, robotic. She tore open the foil packet, her hands shaking so badly she could barely hold the plastic stick. She followed the instructions, her mind numb.

She placed the test on the edge of the sink, preparing for the longest three minutes of her life.

She didn't need it.

Almost instantly, a second pink line began to bloom in the small window, a vivid, undeniable slash of color.

Two lines.

Positive.