Chapter 4

Tristan stopped breathing.

The sudden, scalding heat on his jeans and the shock of Eleanor diving under the table hit him like a physical blow. He stood frozen, hunched over, his heart hammering against his ribs like a war drum. His brain completely short-circuited at her uncharacteristic clumsiness.

Under the table, Eleanor kept her peripheral vision locked on the window through the gap in the chairs. She watched the liquidator's back until he disappeared around the street corner.

Slowly, she grabbed a handful of napkins and stood back up, her face a mask of perfect composure.

She stepped back into her safe zone and began dabbing at the spilled coffee on the wood. She smoothed down her hair.

"There was a massive spider on your cup," she said. Her voice was completely flat, offering a seamless lie for her sudden panic.

Tristan stood frozen. He stared at her pale cheeks. There was no blush. But deep inside him, a violent craving ignited.

He looked at this eternally calm woman, and his mind was dragged back to eight months ago. The darkest night of his life.

It was a rundown indie theater in Los Angeles. They were screening his failed arthouse movie.

The theater was empty except for a few sleeping bodies. The screen flashed with his forced, terrible acting.

Tristan had been sitting in the back row, wearing a mask and a hat. He felt like a ghost. He was drowning in self-hatred.

He watched himself cry on screen. His stomach churned with shame. He stood up so fast he kicked over his popcorn bucket. He bolted for the exit.

Outside, in the alleyway behind the theater, Tristan leaned against a brick wall covered in graffiti. He ripped off his mask. He gasped for air, his eyes burning red.

He clenched his right fist. He slammed it into the rough bricks.

His knuckles split open. Blood dripped down his fingers, but he couldn't feel the pain.

He pulled his arm back to punch the wall again.

A thin, strong hand shot out from the shadows. It grabbed his wrist perfectly.

Tristan snapped his head around. A woman in a trench coat was standing there. Her eyes were ice cold.

Eleanor didn't act like a screaming fan. She pulled a sterile wet wipe from her pocket and handed it to him.

"Self-harm won't fix the emotional disconnect in your third act," she said. Her voice had zero inflection.

Tristan bristled like a cornered animal. He yelled at her, asking what the hell she knew about acting.

Eleanor didn't flinch. She clinically dissected his performance. She listed three fatal physical mistakes he made in that scene.

She told him he cared too much about the camera angles and completely missed the character's core tragedy. Every word drew blood.

Tristan's rage evaporated. A violent shiver ran down his spine. He felt completely, terrifyingly seen.

He was used to Hollywood kissing his ass or tearing him down. He had never heard someone analyze his soul so coldly.

Eleanor saw his shoulders drop. She pulled a black business card from her coat and slid it between his bloody fingers.

She introduced herself as a private emotional stabilization consultant. She fixed broken actors.

Tristan stared at the card. He let out a bitter laugh. "Are you just a high-end scammer?"

"If you want to survive this industry, hiring me is the cheapest investment you'll ever make," she replied.

She didn't wait for an answer. She turned and walked away into the Los Angeles night.

Tristan blinked, snapping back to the present. He looked at Eleanor standing in the Brooklyn cafe.

His eyes were darker now. He was absolutely convinced that the cold woman in the alley had just panicked and spilled the coffee because her strict professional facade was cracking under the intense emotional weight of their connection.

He suddenly reached out and grabbed her wrist. He didn't care that she looked shocked. He pulled her toward the door.

"We're going to my apartment right now," he growled. "I'm going to show you how much I've changed."