Chapter 5 5

Jordi found her on the balcony.

She'd dressed herself-clothes from a closet that still held her sizes, styles that had apparently come back into fashion or never left, she couldn't tell which-and made her way through the apartment she didn't recognize to the outdoor space that overlooked Central Park.

It was autumn. The trees were burning with color, orange and red and gold, and the air had the crisp edge that meant winter was coming. People moved through the park like ants, tiny and purposeful, living lives that had continued uninterrupted while she was-

Elsewhere.

"Issy."

She didn't turn. She heard him approach, felt him stop a few feet behind her, close enough to touch but not touching. Giving her space she hadn't asked for and didn't want.

"You drugged me." It wasn't a question. Her voice was low and shaking with a fury that surprised them both. "You held me, you promised you'd never leave me, and then you drugged me like an animal."

"Dr. Finch told you."

"Yes."

"The results. The-"

"Yes, Jordi. I know what he found." She turned then, saw him flinch at whatever was in her expression. "I know that I'm biologically impossible. That I should be forty-three and I'm not. That your doctor can't explain it and neither can I."

His face was carefully blank, the mask he'd worn in the bathroom before he recognized her. But his hands gave him away-clenching and unclenching at his sides, the fingers that had once played piano concertos for her now scarred and rough in ways she didn't understand.

"What do you remember?" he asked. "Exactly. Precisely. Don't-don't interpret, just tell me what you know."

"The flight." She turned back to the park, unable to look at him and lie, unable to tell the truth when she didn't know what it was. "Turbulence. The captain's voice, something about losing altitude. Then-pressure. The kind of pressure that makes your ears bleed. And cold. So cold I couldn't think."

She wrapped her arms around herself, felt the autumn wind cut through the thin sweater she'd found.

"Then I was here. In your bathroom. In water that smelled like eucalyptus and cost more than most people's rent." She laughed, harsh and brief. "I thought I was dead. I thought this was some kind of-of afterlife. A very specific, very expensive hell designed just for me."

"You're not dead."

"No." She looked at him again, at the man who'd been her husband and was now something else, something she was only beginning to understand. "I'm just lost. Fifteen years lost. And I don't know how to find my way back."

He moved then, closing the distance between them with two long strides. His hands found her shoulders, his grip firm but not painful, anchoring her in place.

"Then I'll find it for you." His voice was low, intense, the voice of a man who'd built empires and destroyed competitors and never learned how to accept defeat. "I'll give you everything you need. Time. Space. Information. Whatever it takes to-"

"And the children?" She watched his expression shutter, saw the mask slip back into place. "What about Hector, who thinks I'm some kind of prostitute you've hired to replace his mother? What about Blossom and Benjamin, who don't even know I exist?"

"I'll handle them."

"How?" She stepped back, forcing his hands to fall. "By drugging them, too? By hiring doctors to prove I'm real?"

The words hit home. She saw him flinch, saw something dark move behind his eyes.

"I shouldn't have-" He stopped, ran a hand through his hair, the gesture so familiar it hurt. "I panicked. You were collapsing, I couldn't-I didn't know how to help, and I thought if I could just get proof, if I could show you, show everyone-"

"That I'm not a threat." She finished for him. "That I'm not some spy sent to steal your secrets. That I'm exactly what I claim to be, even though what I claim is impossible."

"Yes."

They stood in silence, the autumn wind moving between them, the city spreading out below like a promise neither of them knew how to keep.

"I want to go home," she said finally. "Not here. Not this-this glass box you live in now. I want to go to the house. The real house. Where the children grew up, where our life-" She stopped, swallowed hard. "Where our life happened."

"The Hamptons." He said it like a prayer. "The estate. Yes. Of course. I'll have it prepared. I'll-"

"Now." She held his gaze, saw the resistance form and dissolve in the same breath. "I want to go now, Jordi. Before I lose my nerve. Before I convince myself that this is all a dream and I'm actually dead at the bottom of the Pacific."

He looked at her for a long moment, his expression unreadable. Then he reached into his pocket, pulled out a phone, and made a call she couldn't hear.

"Mr. Pim," he said, his eyes locked on hers, his tone stripped of the raw desperation he'd shown her, replaced by the chilling efficiency of a man who commanded empires. "Mrs. Vaughan is coming home. The west wing. Have it ready in an hour. And Pim..." A slight pause, a heartbeat where the CEO vanished and the husband returned. "The painting above the master fireplace. Make sure it's been cleaned and the lighting is perfect."

He ended the call. Held out his hand.

"Helicopter's on the roof," he said. "Twenty minutes to the estate. If you're sure-"

"I'm sure." She took his hand, felt the calluses and the scars and the warmth that was still, impossibly, still there beneath everything else. "I'm not sure of anything else. But I need to see our home. I need to remember what we were, before I can understand what we've become."