Chapter 3 3

The next day, at her wedding, the stained glass windows of St. Monica's Cathedral threw colored light across Karley's face-ruby, sapphire, gold. She sat in the bride's preparation room, her reflection multiplied in three antique mirrors, while Siobhan fussed with the train of her Vera Wang gown.

"Stop moving," her best friend muttered, mouth full of pearl-tipped pins. "You're going to make me stab you."

"I'm not moving."

"You're vibrating. Same thing."

Karley forced herself to still. Her hands were clasped in her lap, the diamond on her left finger catching the light and throwing prisms against the walls. She'd slept for ten hours in the Beverly Hills suite, waking to find Kevon gone and a note on his pillow in his precise architect's handwriting: Back at noon. I love you. Don't doubt it.

She hadn't doubted it. Not after last night, not after the way he'd looked at her, touched her, held her like she was the only solid ground in his world. The GPS tracker was forgotten, or nearly so, filed away in the mental drawer where she kept things that didn't fit the narrative of their love story.

The door opened.

Devora Mcconnell entered without knocking. She was wearing a dress that Karley recognized from a recent Vogue spread-pale pink silk, couture, the kind of garment that whispered money with every movement. It was almost the same shade as Karley's own bridesmaid dresses, but more expensive, more elaborate, more everything.

She looked beautiful. She also looked like she might faint at any moment.

Two assistants hovered behind her, ready to catch her. Devora waved them off with a graceful gesture and made her way to Karley's chair, each step deliberate, as if walking required conscious effort.

"Karley." Her voice was breathy, intimate, the tone of someone sharing a secret. "You look stunning."

"Thank you." Karley tried to smile. "You look-are you feeling okay? You seem-"

"Perfectly fine." Devora's hands settled on Karley's shoulders, cool through the silk of her robe. Their eyes met in the mirror. "Just a little tired. I wanted to see you before the chaos started. To welcome you to the family properly."

Her fingers tightened. Not quite a massage, not quite a threat. Something in between.

Siobhan had frozen mid-pin, watching the interaction with the sharp gaze of a woman who'd spent ten years in corporate law before burning out. Karley caught her eye in the mirror and shook her head almost imperceptibly.

Don't. Please don't make a scene.

Devora noticed. Of course she noticed. Her smile widened, showing teeth that were too perfect to be natural.

"Let me help with your veil," she said, and before Karley could respond, she was positioning herself between Karley and the mirrors, blocking Siobhan's view, blocking the photographer who had just raised his camera. "There. Perfect."

The cathedral bells began to ring. Deep, resonant tones that vibrated in Karley's sternum.

"That's your cue," Devora whispered, her lips close enough to Karley's ear that she could smell the mint on her breath. "Don't keep him waiting."

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The walk down the aisle took four minutes and thirty-seven seconds. Karley counted, focusing on the numbers to keep her knees from buckling.

Her father was beside her, Frank Brown in a rented tuxedo that didn't quite fit his shoulders, his arm trembling where it linked with hers. He'd cried when he saw her in the dress. She'd cried too, though she wasn't sure anymore what the tears meant.

The cathedral was full. Five hundred guests, just as the gossip sites had promised. Karley recognized faces from magazine covers, from Kevon's dinner parties, from the architectural world that had become her world by association. Mayors. Museum directors. A senator's wife in the third row.

They were all looking at her. Judging the dress, the diamonds, the girl from Queens who'd caught the golden ticket.

Then she saw Kevon.

He stood at the altar in black tie, his posture perfect, his face composed in an expression of reverence that made her chest ache. For a moment, the crowd disappeared. The doubts disappeared. There was only him, and the promise in his eyes, and the memory of his hands on her skin twelve hours ago.

He didn't look at Devora.

Karley was certain of it later, replaying the moment in her mind. His eyes were fixed on her, only her, as she walked toward him on her father's arm. But in the instant before she reached the altar steps, his gaze flickered. Just slightly. Just enough to find the pale pink dress in the front row, to confirm that his sister was in her place, that she was watching, that she was safe.

Then Karley was beside him, and he was taking her hand, and the priest was beginning the ancient words that would bind them together.

"Do you, Karley Anne Brown, take this man..."

She said yes. Of course she said yes. She was wearing his ring, his name, his life. There was no other answer available to her.

Kevon's hands were steady as he slid the wedding band onto her finger, platinum to match her engagement diamond. His voice didn't waver when he made his own vows. When he kissed her, the cathedral erupted in applause, and she felt his smile against her lips, real and warm and hers.

For seventeen minutes, Karley Mcconnell was happy.

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The reception was held in the cathedral's glass-domed annex, a Victorian structure that Kevon's firm had restored pro bono. Ten thousand roses filled the space, their scent thick enough to taste. Champagne towers glittered at twelve stations around the dance floor. A string quartet played something by Ravel that Karley didn't recognize.

She was dancing with her husband. His hand rested at the small of her back, guiding her through steps she'd never learned, making her feel graceful, chosen, loved.

"You've barely eaten," he murmured against her hair. "The caterer will be devastated."

"I'm not hungry." She pressed closer, breathing him in. "I just want this. Just you."

His hand tightened. She felt him inhale, felt the moment of tension in his shoulders that she'd learned to read over eight months together.

"Kevon?"

"Nothing." He smiled down at her, but his eyes had moved, scanning the crowd over her head. "Just making sure everything is-"

The scream cut through the music like a blade through silk.

It came from the edge of the dance floor, from the direction of the champagne towers. Karley turned, still held in Kevon's arms, and saw Devora on her feet, one hand pressed to her chest, her face the color of old parchment.

Brenda Mcconnell was beside her, clutching her elbow, her voice carrying in the sudden silence. "Devora, sit down. You need to sit down. Someone get her water-"

Devora took a step forward. Her knees buckled. She stumbled sideways, away from her mother, lurching toward a tall, decorative marble column that stood near the dance floor. Her shoulder hit the column with a dull thud, and her hand shot out to steady herself against it.

The sound was wrong from the start. A deep, grinding groan from the ceiling, a vibration that Karley felt in her teeth. She looked up and saw the massive crystal fixture swaying, its ornate brass anchor plate visibly shifting, a crack spiderwebbing across the plaster around it.

"Kevon-"

She never finished the sentence.

The chandelier fell.

It seemed to happen slowly, a disaster in dream-time. Karley watched the crystals scatter like frozen rain, watched the heavy brass frame tilt and descend, watched the crowd scatter in waves of screaming bodies.

Kevon's arms released her.

She felt it physically, the sudden absence of his support, the cold air where his body had been. She stumbled, caught herself, and turned to find him already gone.

He was running.

Across the dance floor, through the falling glass, toward the spot where Devora had collapsed. He moved like a man possessed, like a man who had forgotten how to be afraid, shoving guests aside, leaping over toppled chairs.

A crystal shard the size of Karley's hand buried itself in the floor three inches from her left foot.

She didn't move. She couldn't. Her eyes were fixed on her husband, on the way he dropped to his knees in the spreading pool of blood, on the way he gathered Devora's limp body against his chest.

"Call 911!" His voice cracked, raw and desperate, nothing like the controlled man she knew. "Someone call a fucking ambulance! She's bleeding. She's bleeding everywhere-"

Brenda appeared beside him, her face contorted with rage. She pointed at Karley, still standing frozen on the dance floor, and screamed something that might have been words or might have been pure hatred.

Kevon didn't look up.

Karley watched him press his hand against Devora's forehead, watched blood seep between his fingers, watched his shoulders shake with sobs that seemed to tear themselves from his chest. He was crying. Openly, desperately, the way he'd never cried for anything in their entire relationship.

"Karley!" Siobhan's hands grabbed her shoulders, yanking her backward. "Move. You have to move. There's more falling-"

She let herself be pulled. Her feet moved mechanically, carrying her away from the destruction, away from her husband, away from the wedding that had lasted less than an hour.

At the edge of the annex, she turned back.

Kevon was on his feet, Devora cradled in his arms like a child. He was moving toward the exit, toward the waiting ambulances, his face streaked with tears and blood that wasn't his own.

He passed within five feet of Karley.

She reached for him. Her hand, cut by some flying shard she hadn't felt, left a smear of red on the sleeve of his tuxedo. He didn't stop. He didn't look at her. His eyes were fixed on Devora's pale face, on the flutter of her eyelashes, on the life that seemed to be draining out of her with every second.

Then he was gone, and the sirens were screaming, and Karley was standing in the ruins of her wedding reception with blood on her hands and her husband's name on her lips, unable to make a sound.