Chapter 2 2

The underground parking garage of the Whitmore Hotel smelled of exhaust and desperation.

Alexandra pulled the black Tesla into a handicapped spot near the service elevator, ignoring the yellow lines. Her sunglasses were unnecessary at 11 PM, but they made her feel armored. The valet had tried to take her keys; she had tipped him two hundred dollars to forget he'd seen her face.

The elevator required a key card. She produced one from her jacket pocket-cloned from a housekeeping supervisor she'd found through Queen's network, a single mother in Queens who sold access for tuition money. The scanner beeped green.

Floor 14. The "Executive Wellness Suites." A euphemism for apartments rented by the hour to people who couldn't afford to be seen checking into hotels.

She found Room 1427 and knocked three times, then two, then once. The code Cary had used in their old life, when he'd needed to sneak her into his SoHo loft without his roommates knowing.

The door opened a crack. One bloodshot eye appeared, then widened.

"Alexandra?" Cary's voice was shredded, unrecognizable. "What the fuck-how did you find me?"

She pushed past him into the room. It was worse than she'd imagined. Takeout containers covered every surface. The bed was unmade, sheets tangled with the remnants of clothing she didn't want to identify. A laptop sat open on the desk, its screen showing a trading platform frozen on a margin call notification. Negative seven figures. Red as arterial blood.

Cary shut the door and leaned against it, his white shirt-yesterday's victory suit-now gray with sweat and stains. His face was gray too, the handsome planes collapsed into something feral and cornered.

"You destroyed me." He said it flatly, like a weather report. "You knew. You knew exactly what would happen."

"I warned you." Alexandra removed her sunglasses and tucked them into her pocket. Her hands were steady. She had practiced this in the mirror, the way she would hold herself, the tone she would use. "I told you not to go after Holt. You didn't listen."

"Because you were supposed to help me!" He pushed off the door and staggered toward her, whiskey on his breath, desperation in his pores. "We had a plan. You and me. Get the money, get out, start over somewhere-"

"Where?" Alexandra interrupted. "Where were we starting over, Cary? With what? Your charm? My trust fund?" She laughed, and this time it didn't break. It cut. "You never had a plan. You had a fantasy. And I was too stupid to see it until I was choking on my own vomit in a hospital bed."

Cary stopped. His eyes narrowed, the calculation returning despite everything. "That's not what happened. You were acting. The whole time. The tears, the pills-"

"The pills were real." She let him see it then, the darkness that lived behind her eyes now. The memory of fire, of betrayal sharp as grinding bone, of a signature that had once sealed her fate. "I died, Cary. And when I came back, I decided I wasn't going to die again. Not for you. Not for anyone."

She reached into her jacket and withdrew a folded envelope. Threw it onto the bed between them.

"What's this?"

"Your way out." She watched him snatch it up, watched his fingers tremble as he opened it. "Fifty thousand in cash. A passport with a new name. A bus ticket to Montreal leaving in four hours. There's a contact there who can get you to Vancouver, then overseas. Thailand, maybe. Cambodia. Places that don't ask questions about bankrupt Americans."

Cary stared at the documents, then at her. "Why?"

"Because I need you to disappear." She stepped closer, close enough to smell the fear on him, sour and metallic. "Because the people you borrowed money from to make those trades aren't going to accept bankruptcy as an answer. They're going to want their pound of flesh. And they're going to start with whatever's left of your life, then move on to whoever helped you."

"You're threatening me?"

"I'm saving you." She corrected. "The same way you saved me, once. Remember? Sophomore year. That professor who wouldn't take no for an answer. You found the photos on his hard drive. You made him resign." She tilted her head. "You were good at finding things, once. Before you decided it was easier to take from women who loved you."

Cary's face crumpled. For a moment, she saw the boy he had been-the one who had walked her home in the rain, who had taught her to drive stick shift in an empty parking lot, who had cried when she told him about her father's affair. Then the moment passed, and the man remained. Hollow. Hungry. Hopeless.

"What's the catch?" He asked.

"You never contact me again. You never contact Holt, or my family, or anyone who knows us. You become a ghost." She paused. "And you tell me who backed your trades. The real money. Not the leverage from your broker-the seed capital. The people who told you about Apex in the first place."

Cary looked away. His jaw worked.

"I don't know names. It was all through intermediaries. A lawyer downtown. Marr & Associates."

Alexandra's blood went cold. She kept her face still.

"Lilith's firm."

"Her uncle's. She set up the meetings. Said they had clients who wanted to see Blanchard taken down a peg." He laughed, broken. "I thought I was so smart. Playing both sides. Getting her intel, getting your money-"

"You were playing yourself." Alexandra turned toward the door. "Bus leaves at 3:15. Don't miss it."

"Alexandra." His voice stopped her, softer than she'd ever heard it. "Did you ever-was any of it real? Us?"

She didn't turn back. Her hand found the door handle, cold brass against her palm.

"That's the wrong question, Cary." She pulled it open. "The right question is: was any of it real for you? And we both know the answer to that."

The door clicked shut behind her.

She made it to the elevator before her legs gave out. Leaned against the mirrored wall and watched her reflection multiply into infinity, a thousand Alexandras stretching into darkness, all of them alone, all of them armed, none of them safe.

Marr & Associates. Lilith's uncle. The connection she hadn't seen, the thread that tied her best friend to her destruction in a way that couldn't be explained by simple jealousy or greed.

The elevator opened onto the garage. She walked to the Tesla, her footsteps echoing, her mind already constructing the next move. She would need to access Lilith's communications. Her financials. Her travel records. The tools were all there, waiting in Queen's arsenal.

But first, she needed to get home before Holt did.

She had left her laptop open. The terminal still blinking. And she had learned enough about her husband in this life and the last to know that he wouldn't knock twice.