Reva, three seats from the head of the table, did not look at me once. Which was worse than looking.
When Reva looked at you, you were a target. When she refused to look at you, she was communicating to everyone in the room that you were beneath her acknowledgment.
I watched the wolves nearest her take their social cue from her posture the way flowers turned toward a light source.
Nobody spoke to me. Except Pip.
He materialized beside me with the focused determination of someone who had made a decision and was committing to it before his courage failed.
He sat down at the lower table, where he belonged and put bread on his plate and said absolutely nothing for three full minutes while he arranged his nerve.
"The stew is better with the bread soaked in it," he said.
"Thank you, Pip," I replied.
He nodded. Ate his bread. Did not leave.
Small mercies. I had learned to collect them carefully.
The Alpha's chair was empty.
He did not eat with the pack. I did not know if he ever had.
The chair existed - head of
the table, larger than the others, the slight distance from it that people maintained even
when it was unoccupied. But he was not in it.
Had it not been, I gathered, in some time.
I was nearly done with my meal when the hall doors opened.
Not Caius. A stranger.
He was tall and silver-haired despite being young - perhaps thirty with pale grey eyes
and the particular ease of a man who moved through spaces that didn't belong to him with
total comfort.
He wore a traveling cloak over dark clothing and carried no visible weapons, which in a room full of wolves meant either he was very stupid or very confident that he didn't need them.
He looked around the hall with those pale eyes and smiled - not warmly, but coldly. With the satisfaction of a man arriving exactly where he intended.
His gaze found me.
Don't move. Pip went very still beside me.
"Who is that?" I murmured.
"Dorian Vex," Pip said. Very quietly. "Envoy for Alpha Zoran of the Greyveil pack. He's
been here before. He always..." Pip stopped.
"He always what?" I swallowed.
"He always leaves with something that wasn't his," Pip said. "And he's looking at you."
Dorian Vex crossed the hall toward the upper table with that easy smile, stopping to
exchange a brief word with Heda who materialized to intercept him.
But before he reached her, before he stopped moving - his eyes came back to me one more time.
A look that said: noted. Filed. Interesting.
I kept my face neutral and finished my stew.
But under the table my hands were not quite steady. I was shivering. Cold passed through my body.
I was crossing the courtyard back to the east wing when Kael fell into step beside me.
He had a talent for appearing. Like weather.
"Dorian Vex," I started, before he could speak.
"You already know," he replied.
"Pip told me enough. He's here for Zoran."
"He's here because Zoran heard a substitute bride arrived at Ironveil," Kael said. "Zoran
collects things connected to Caius's curse. Information. Objects. People."
I stopped walking. I froze.
"People?" I repeated.
"He had the previous mate candidate taken from the forest's edge before Ironveil could
retrieve her," Kael said. "Lirien. She's alive. In Greyveil."
The cold that moved through me had nothing to do with the winter air.
"So he wants me?" I asked.
"He wants whatever you are to the curse," Kael said. "Which is apparently something he doesn't have yet."
I stood in the courtyard in the cold and looked at the east wing windows and felt the full weight of what I had walked into settle across my shoulders like something physical.
I was not just a substitute bride in a hostile house anymore.
I was a chess piece on a board between two powerful men; one cursed, one hunting - and I had not even known I was playing.
But I was still standing. And standing, I had learned, was always the first move.