Chapter 5 Unwanted Touch

Damon's POV

I snap the image down, fighting the urge to snap at her as well. "I have let her into my mind again. I am out of practice keeping my guard up. It is my own damn fault she got in. I need to work on that."

"Work on what?" she asks me.

"Nothing," I tell her, my words terse, letting her know in tone and body language that she needs to drop this. "You are right. I did have a big family. End of story."

Of course she is not about to let that lie. "What happened?"

"We had our differences."

"I see." She leans back against the edge of the couch, her arms folded behind her like a cushion. "Well, a lot of families fail to get along at some point."

I turn my head to look at her. "What about your family?" I ask to distract her, to get her off my past and somewhere else. I feel almost guilty about it when I sense a pang of sadness from her, but it lasts only a moment.

"I was raised on a farm," she says, and it is her who is choosing her words carefully this time. "No siblings."

I see the farm, acres of fields and meadows stretching out from every direction, a large house against the horizon and a few trees dotting the landscape.

"It looks nice."

Seraphina nudges my shoulder. "Hey. Do not read my mind without my permission."

"You did it first," I remind her, maybe a little harsher than necessary.

She sticks out her lower lip. "It is not like I can control it. I am new to all this, remember?"

"Neither can I."

We are at an impasse. She lets out a sigh as she rests her head on the edge of the couch, staring up at the ceiling. "This is so awkward."

I have to agree. The way I have experienced it, the bond comes first, the telepathy a natural consequence of it. This time, however, there is no bond, just the telepathy. It is like having a musical instrument in an orchestra but not knowing what part of the piece you have to play.

Seraphina turns her head toward me. "How do you do it? I mean, what if you are on a date and you find out your date does not like you? Do you just walk away? Or what if you find out your date likes you, but you do not like her? What if you realize she is lying?"

I scratch my chin. "Actually, I have never been on a date before."

She gasps, sitting up. "No way."

I raise my eyebrows at her.

"I mean, I am just..." She shakes her head as she lifts her hands then clasps them on her lap. "Surprised, that is all. I mean, look at you. You are... not that bad."

That was not her first choice of words, but I let it go.

"Really? The first time you saw me, you thought I looked like a homeless beggar."

She gapes. "You..."

I shrug, the quilt falling off one of my shoulders. "Cannot control it."

She frowns. "Well, yeah, that was my first impression, but that was before..."

She stops, her gaze falling on my chest. I tense, catching a whiff of that scent of desire off her again, but it is faint and fleeting.

Seraphina stands up. "You know, you really should put on a shirt. Why do not you go and do that while I bring these bowls to the kitchen?"

Before I can say anything, she picks up the bowls and walks out of the room.

I do not need a shirt, but I do not argue, grabbing the white one off a chair and slipping it on.

"Well, that looks better," she says, nodding in approval when she comes back.

I pull on the hem. "Does it?"

She holds a finger up in the air. "Now, just one more thing."

She walks around behind me. I cannot figure out what she is up to. My eyes narrow. "What are you doing?"

"I am just going to comb your hair," she answers. "I realize you do not do that, since I did not see a comb around when I was looking for one. I know finger combing is a little awkward, but I will be careful. I promise."

I shake my head. This is too intimate. "No."

"What?" Seraphina walks around to where I can see her. "Are you scared of having your hair combed or something?"

"It is not that. It is..."

"Shh." She takes a lock of my hair, twirling it around her fingers. "It is fine."

She starts combing my hair with her fingers.

Like bolts of lightning, the buzz from her fingertips travels to the root of each hair and spreads through my scalp. The tingling sensation travels down to my toes.

Fuck.

"Am I hurting you?" she asks. "Just tell me if I am, okay?"

I do not answer, gritting my teeth as I try to get my thoughts under control. That is easier to do than my body, my hairs standing on end as heat rages throughout my veins, the mad rush of adrenaline with it.

This is why I do not like having my hair combed.

"Damon?" Seraphina appears in front of me, eyebrows furrowed in concern. "Are you...?"

She stops, her eyes holding mine. Without releasing them, she brushes a tangle of hair out of my forehead, her touch sending a jolt of heat through me.

"Now, that is better."

Her soft voice, paired with that gaze and that scent of desire I now pick up from her in waves, makes my nostrils flare.

I swallow as she purses her lips. My gaze is drawn to them, watching each lip as they unfurl like petals coming into bloom and then part.

My cock throbs.

This is dangerous. Very dangerous.

Suddenly, Seraphina steps back, unsure.

The scent is gone, the moment lost. And I am left torn between relief and frustration.

"Now I know why you do not comb your hair," she mutters. "It is hard."

"It is," I answer through my clenched jaw.

"By the way..." She taps her fingers on the mantel. "I have decided that as soon as the storm dies down, I will go to wherever the nearest phone is and make a few phone calls. Someone still has to know what happened."

I take a deep breath. "Are you sure?"

She nods.

"Because I was thinking that maybe you should stay," I tell her, stretching my neck from side to side to relieve some tension. I cannot believe I am suggesting this.

"Stay? I cannot..."

"Just until I can get some answers." I sit down, putting some distance between us, while I lay things out. "While I was out earlier, I thought that since you do not know what is going on with you, and neither do I, but I know someone who might."

Seraphina walks toward me. "Then I will come with you."