Chapter 4 The price of a secret

The door to the bedroom clicked shut, and the silence felt like a heavy weight. I stood in the middle of the room, my hand still wrapped in a bloody napkin. Now that the adrenaline was fading, the pain was starting to scream.

Kaelen didn't say a word. He walked to a small cabinet, pulled out a black medical kit, and pointed to the edge of the bed.

"Sit," he said. His voice was different now. It wasn't the cold, hard voice he used with his father. It sounded tight, like he was holding back a storm.

I sat down. My legs were shaking so hard I wasn't sure I could stand anyway. Kaelen knelt on the floor between my knees. He reached out and took my hand, his touch firm but careful. He unwrapped the napkin, and I hissed as the fabric pulled at the cut.

"I told you to act," he muttered, looking at the deep slice in my palm. "I didn't tell you to mutilate yourself."

"It was the only way," I whispered. I watched him pour antiseptic over the wound. It stung like fire, and I gripped the silk of my dress with my other hand. "Your father wanted me to be a killer, Kaelen. I couldn't do it. I'm not like you."

Kaelen stopped what he was doing and looked up at me. His blue eyes were dark. "You think I like doing what I do? You think I enjoy having blood on my hands every night?"

"You're good at it," I said, looking away.

"I'm good at it because I have to be," he snapped. He went back to stitching the wound. He was fast and precise. "In this family, if you aren't the one holding the knife, you're the one feeling the blade. You just invited my father to look at you more closely, Ivy. That was a mistake."

"He already knows, doesn't he?" I asked. "He mentioned the name Thorne. He saw the birthmark. He knows who I am."

Kaelen finished the last stitch and began wrapping my hand in clean white gauze. "He suspects. But as long as I say you're a nobody from the streets, he can't prove it. If he finds out the truth-that you're Silas Thorne's daughter-nothing I say will save you."

"Why does he hate my father's name so much?"

Kaelen stood up, towering over me. He walked to the window and stared out at the dark city. "Because Silas Thorne was a man of honor. My father... my father is a man of power. You can't have both in this world. Silas wanted to change things. He wanted to stop the drugs, stop the killing. So my father removed him."

I felt a chill run down my spine. "He killed him? My father was his best friend."

"Friendship means nothing to a Volkov," Kaelen said, turning to face me. "Only loyalty to the crown matters."

I looked at the diamond ring on my finger. "And you? Are you loyal to him?"

Kaelen walked back to me, stopping so close I could smell the whiskey and the iron on him. He leaned down, his hands resting on the bed on either side of me, pinning me in.

"I've spent fifteen years doing exactly what he told me to do," Kaelen whispered. His face was so close to mine I could see the tiny gold flecks in his blue eyes. "I became his shadow. His weapon. But then I saw you again in that alley. And for the first time in my life, I wanted to break the rules."

"Why me?" I breathed. My heart was beating so fast I thought he could see it through my dress.

Kaelen reached out, his thumb tracing my lower lip. It was a slow, heavy touch that made my breath hitch. "Because you're the only thing in this world that isn't stained, Ivy. You're the girl from the fire. And I'm the boy who should have let you burn but couldn't."

He leaned in closer. I should have pushed him away. I should have been afraid. But all I could feel was the heat between us.

"Kaelen..." I started, but my voice failed me.

"Don't," he murmured against my lips. "Don't say my name like that unless you mean it."

Just as his lips brushed mine, his phone vibrated on the nightstand. The sound was like a gunshot in the quiet room.

Kaelen pulled back, the warmth in his eyes vanishing instantly. He answered the phone, his face turning into a mask of stone. "Talk to me," he said.

He listened for a few seconds, his jaw tightening. "How many? Fine. Lock the gates. I'll be there in ten minutes."

He hung up and looked at me. The romantic tension was gone, replaced by pure, cold danger.

"What's happening?" I asked, standing up.

"The Romanovs," Kaelen said, grabbing a jacket from the chair. "They heard a rumor that I've found a 'prize.' They think if they kill you, they can start a war with my father while he's distracted. There's a hit out on you, Ivy. One million dollars to the man who brings them your head."

He walked to a drawer, pulled out a small, sleek pistol, and handed it to me.

"Kaelen, I don't know how to use this," I said, holding it like it was a poisonous snake.

"You'd better learn fast," he said, his eyes fierce. "I have to go to the docks to handle the breach. I've put guards at your door, but don't trust anyone. If someone who isn't me tries to come through that door, you pull the trigger. Do you understand?"

I looked at the gun, then at him. "Will you come back?"

Kaelen paused at the door. He looked at me, and for a split second, I saw the boy from the fire again. "I've been looking for you for fifteen years, Little Bird. I'm not losing you to a Romanov bullet."

Then he was gone, and the sound of the lock clicking felt like the start of a countdown.