Chapter 1 1

She whispered to the empty room, "Show's over, Cara." Brittain Austin stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling mirror, adjusting the knot of his silk tie. The morning light of Manhattan filtered through the blinds, casting cold, slat-like shadows across the minimalist bedroom. Cara stood three feet behind him, her hands clasped in front of her stomach, waiting. This was the routine. This was the performance.

He turned around. His eyes, the color of a stormy Atlantic, swept over her but didn't actually see her. He saw the silk robe he bought. He saw the hair she styled the way he liked. He saw her compliance.

"I'm going to London," he said. It wasn't a discussion. It was a notification. "I'll be back in a week."

Cara stepped forward and reached for his collar. Her fingers brushed against the warm skin of his neck. She felt his pulse, steady and slow. He didn't lean into her touch. He didn't pull away. He just existed, like a statue she was allowed to dust but never own.

"Safe travels," she said. Her voice was soft, pitched half an octave higher than her natural register. It was the voice of a woman who didn't ask questions.

Brittain checked his watch. He pulled a sleek black card from his suit pocket and placed it on the marble nightstand. The plastic made a sharp click against the stone.

"Get yourself something," he said. "Don't call unless it is an emergency."

He didn't kiss her goodbye. He walked past her, his scent of expensive cedar and rain lingering in the air for exactly three seconds before the heavy oak door clicked shut. She listened to his footsteps fade down the hallway. She waited for the chime of the private elevator.

Ding.

The doors opened and closed.

Cara's shoulders dropped three inches. The smile she had plastered on her face vanished so fast it made her jaw ache. She let out a breath that had been trapped in her lungs for two years. The silence in the penthouse wasn't peaceful. It was suffocating. It was a vacuum that sucked the oxygen out of the room.

She walked to the nightstand and stared at the black card. It was a Centurion card. No limit. It was an apology for his absence, or maybe a payment for her silence. She didn't touch it. She felt bile rise in the back of her throat.

Her phone buzzed on the bed. It was Zack.

Did you ask him? Zack's text read. The gala is next month. We need that invite.

She typed back with one thumb. No.

The phone rang immediately. She declined the call. She wasn't in the mood to be yelled at by a man who saw her as a commission check.

She walked into the bathroom. The lighting here was unforgiving. She looked at the woman in the mirror. Nude lipstick. Subtle blush. Passive eyes. She looked like a ghost. She looked like Caryn Newman.

She turned on the faucet. The water was freezing. She splashed it onto her face, scrubbing hard. She rubbed until her skin turned red, until the expensive foundation dissolved and washed down the drain. She wanted to scrub off the last two years.

Her phone lit up again. Not Zack this time. A news alert.

Caryn Newman Spotted at JFK. The Woman Who Almost Became an Austin Returns?

Her heart skipped a beat. It wasn't fear. It was a physical jolt, like missing a step on a staircase. She gripped the edge of the sink. The porcelain was cold under her palms.

So, it was over. The original was back. The placeholder was no longer required.

She looked at her reflection again. Water dripped from her chin. For the first time in months, she didn't see a victim. She saw an opportunity.

She walked back into the bedroom and kicked off the silk slippers. She pulled a cardboard box from under the bed. It was dusty. Inside was a single, unmarked Blu-ray disc and a notebook filled with her character analysis for White Poplar. The final cut. Her secret weapon. The pages were dog-eared, covered in her scribbles, stained with coffee and highlighter ink. This was her. Not the girl in the silk robe.

She pulled out a pair of grey sweatpants and a worn-out t-shirt. The fabric was rough against her skin, and it felt like armor.

She looked at the calendar on the wall. Next Wednesday. The contract expiration date.

She sat on the floor and opened her laptop. Her fingers hovered over the keyboard. She didn't search for shoes or handbags. She typed into the search bar: Studio apartments Brooklyn under $2000.

Then she opened a new tab. Penalty for breach of NDA.

The city lights outside were starting to twinkle, a billion dollars of electricity burning in the dark. Brittain Austin owned a significant chunk of that view. But he didn't own her. Not anymore.

She dragged a battered overnight bag from the back of the closet. She didn't pack the diamonds. She didn't pack the couture gowns. She packed her notebook. She packed her old sneakers.

She looked at the black card one last time.