Chapter 4 4

The Uber smelled of pine air freshener and stale cigarettes.

Ariel sat in the back, her knees pressed together, clutching a clear plastic folder. Inside were her study guides for the DALF C1 exam-the advanced French certification she needed to finalize her enrollment.

She wore a beige trench coat over a simple white shirt and jeans. Her hair was pulled back in a low bun, and she wore thick-rimmed glasses she usually only needed for reading.

She looked like a student. A nobody.

"Traffic is bad on 5th," the driver grunted, glancing in the rearview mirror. "Accident. I gotta cut through 51st."

"That's fine," Ariel murmured, her eyes scanning the conjugation of subjonctif.

The car swerved right, the tires hitting a pothole that sent a jolt of pain through her leg. She winced but didn't complain.

The car slowed to a crawl as they turned onto West 51st Street.

They were passing Le Bernardin.

The three-Michelin-star seafood temple. Fielding's favorite place to close a deal.

Or open a wound.

Ariel glanced out the window idly. The massive glass windows were usually tinted, but the interior lights were bright enough to cast silhouettes.

And then she saw him.

He was sitting at one of the prime tables near the window, but screened by a large decorative palm.

Fielding.

He wasn't alone.

Sitting next to him, leaning in so close her shoulder brushed his chest, was Corinna. She was wearing white-a dress that looked suspiciously bridal in its cut.

Across from them sat Archer Vance, Fielding's college roommate and lifelong enabler, along with two other men Ariel recognized from the hedge fund circuit.

"Stop," Ariel said. The word was out of her mouth before she could think.

"Here?" the driver asked. "It's a no-stopping zone, lady."

"Just let me out. Please."

She fumbled with the door handle, shoving a twenty-dollar bill at the driver. It was part of the cash stack she had received from the reseller the night before-fresh, crisp bills that felt like freedom.

She wasn't going in to make a scene. Her exam center, the Alliance Française, was two blocks away. But a morbid, masochistic curiosity seized her.

She had to know.

Ariel walked into the restaurant. The maître d' stepped forward, his face composing itself into a polite mask of rejection. "Madame, do you have a reservation?"

Ariel reached into her purse and pulled out the black titanium card. She hadn't sold the jewelry yet; the reseller was coming tonight. This was still her only weapon.

She flashed the card. "I'm looking for Mr. Gardner. I'm his wife."

The maître d's eyes widened slightly. He recognized the name, if not the woman. "Of course, Mrs. Gardner. He is... right this way."

"Don't disturb him," Ariel said quickly. "I just want to surprise him. Is there a table nearby? Perhaps behind the screen?"

The maître d' hesitated, but money and status spoke louder than protocol. He led her to a small two-top tucked behind a dense arrangement of birds of paradise and frosted glass.

She was invisible to them, but she could hear everything.

Ariel sat down, her heart hammering against her ribs like a trapped bird. She ordered a sparkling water.

Archer's voice drifted over the partition, loud and boisterous.

"So, Fielding, where is the little Lame Duck today? Surprised she didn't track you down on the GPS."

Laughter. Cruel, sharp laughter.

Ariel gripped her water glass. Lame Duck. So that's what they called her.

"Archer, stop," Corinna's voice was sugary sweet. "Don't be mean. Ariel has a hard time getting around. It's not her fault she's... limited."

It was a defense that cut deeper than the insult.

"Limited," Archer scoffed. "She's a millstone, Fielding. A depressed, limping millstone around your neck. How long are you going to play nursemaid?"

Ariel stopped breathing. She waited. She waited for Fielding to slam his hand on the table. To defend his wife. To tell Archer to shut his mouth.

Silence stretched for three seconds.

Then Fielding spoke. His voice was calm, devoid of passion.

"She saved my life, Archer. You know that."

"So?" Archer countered. "Write her a check. Set up a trust. You don't have to stay married to a woman who brings nothing to the table. She's a dropout, for Christ's sake."

"I owe her," Fielding said. "It's a debt. I pay my debts."

A debt.

Not a wife. Not a partner. Not a lover.

An invoice that hadn't been settled.

Ariel felt the blood drain from her face. The room seemed to tilt.

"It's sad, really," Corinna sighed. "If she hadn't tried to play hero, she'd probably still be dancing. Now she just... exists."

"Let's not talk about her," Fielding said, his tone softening as he evidently turned to Corinna. "Try the caviar, Corinna. It's your favorite."

The sounds of the restaurant-the clinking cutlery, the low hum of conversation-faded into a buzzing white noise in Ariel's ears.

She looked down at her study guide. L'avenir. The future.

There was no future here. Only a past that was being cannibalized for their amusement.

Suddenly, a loud, cheerful chime rang out.

Beep-beep-beep!

Ariel froze. It was the alarm on her phone. The reminder for her exam check-in.

In the hush of the high-end dining room, it sounded like a fire alarm.

The laughter at the next table cut off instantly.

"What was that?" Fielding's voice was sharp. "Is someone there?"

Ariel fumbled with the phone, her fingers shaking so badly she dropped it onto the table. Clatter.

Footsteps. Heavy, authoritative footsteps coming around the screen.

There was nowhere to hide.