Chapter 3 3

Gisele moved to the study. She had to be thorough. If she was leaving, she was leaving no trace of the woman Evander thought he owned. She wiped the browser history on the desktop. She shredded the few physical sketches she had left on the drafting table.

Her eyes fell on the bottom drawer of the antique mahogany desk. It was usually locked. Evander kept his "nostalgia" there. He had forbidden her from opening it, claiming it was boring tax records.

She pulled a bobby pin from her hair. She wasn't a thief, but she had grown up in a house where survival meant knowing where the keys were. She worked the pin into the lock. A click. The drawer slid open.

There were no tax records. Just a rusted metal tin.

She opened it. Inside were photographs. Dozens of them.

The top one was dated five years ago. University campus. Evander, younger, less hardened, laughing with his arm around a girl in a white dress.

Gisele's heart stopped. For a second, she thought it was her. The long dark hair, the jawline, the way the girl tilted her head. But then she saw it. The tiny mole under the left eye.

Daneen.

She flipped the photo. In Evander's handwriting: Farewell, my love. Waiting for you. - E.

She dug deeper. Letters. Unsent letters addressed to Daneen. "I found someone today. She is a shadow of you, Dee. A temporary comfort. When she turns her head, I can almost pretend it's you. I am trying to find you in her, but she is just an echo. I'm keeping her close until you come back."

Gisele dropped the letter. It fluttered to the floor like a dead leaf.

The white dresses. The long hair. The specific perfume he bought for her every Christmas. He hadn't been loving her. He had been curating a placeholder. She was a living breathing memorial to a sister who wasn't even dead.

She ran to the bathroom. She gripped the porcelain sink, staring at her reflection. The long, dark waves of hair that Evander loved to run his fingers through felt heavy, like parasites feeding on her scalp.

She opened the medicine cabinet. She grabbed the fabric scissors.

She didn't hesitate. She grabbed a handful of hair and squeezed the blades shut. The sound of the steel cutting through the strands was the most satisfying thing she had heard in years. Snip. A thick lock of hair fell into the sink.

Snip. Another.

She hacked at it. She didn't care about style. She cared about removal. Within minutes, the heavy curtain was gone. Her hair was now a jagged, chin-length bob that exposed the sharp line of her jaw and the long curve of her neck. She looked wild. She looked dangerous.

She looked like herself.

Her phone buzzed. Evander.

She stared at the screen. Three rings. Four. She picked it up.

Where are you? His voice was impatient. The gala is tonight. The car will be there at six.

I'm not feeling well, Gisele said. Her voice sounded different to her own ears. Deeper.

Don't start this, Gisele. Daneen will be there. She's making a recovery appearance. You need to be there to support her. You're the big sister.

The audacity choked her. Support her. Support the woman who stole her life.

Actually, Gisele said, looking at the scissors in her hand. You're right. I should be there.

Good, Evander said, relieved. Wear the white dress. The chiffon one.

I'll wear whatever I want, she whispered, but he had already hung up.

Gisele looked at the hair in the sink. She turned on the faucet and watched the water swirl, unable to wash the past away. Tonight, she wouldn't be the substitute. Tonight, she would be the disaster.