Chapter 4

Elisa POV:

I remembered the first time Kiyoshi cheated on me. It wasn't with a Heidi Ray, but with a quiet, unassuming intern from his company. I had found them in his office, his hand resting on her back, just as he had done with Heidi. I had cried then, my body wracked with sobs, my pleas for him to come back ringing hollow in the silent office.

When I was eight months pregnant, bloated and aching, I had traveled halfway across the world to find him. He was holed up in a secluded villa in the South of France, surrounded by a rotating cast of women. He'd looked at me, my swollen belly, my tear-streaked face, with utter indifference. He hadn't bothered to hide the silk scarf belonging to his latest conquest, draped carelessly over a chair in the living room.

"What are you doing here, Elisa?" he'd asked, his voice devoid of warmth. "Didn't you get the message? You're just a Donovan wife, a pretty face to sit beside me at galas. You're not meant to follow me around like a desperate puppy." He'd even ordered me to kneel, to fetch champagne for his mistress, to watch as he kissed her, openly, brazenly, in front of me. The humiliation had been a physical blow, worse than any slap.

That night, after a screaming match fueled by my desperation and his cruelty, I'd stumbled. A misstep on the grand marble staircase, my body tumbling down, an agonizing blur of pain. I remembered the sharp crack as I hit the bottom stair, the searing pain in my abdomen, and the sudden, terrifying gush of blood.

Eight months pregnant, and I was bleeding out. Alone.

I remembered the flurry of doctors, the panicked nurses, the blur of sterile white walls. They' d handed me one emergency consent form after another, each one carrying the terrifying phrase, "life-threatening condition." Kiyoshi never came. Not once. Not to hold my hand, not to offer a word of comfort, not even to sign the papers for the emergency C-section. I signed them myself, my hand shaking, my vision swimming, praying, begging, pleading with a God I wasn't sure existed to save my child.

They saved her. They pulled my daughter, Luna, from my body, tiny and fragile, her cries a faint whisper in the operating room. But I never got to hold her. Joette was there, her face grim. She snatched Luna from the nurse's arms, before I could even glimpse her face. "A girl," she'd stated, her voice heavy with disappointment. "You will try again, Elisa. For a son."

I spent my recovery not in the warmth of a nursery, but in the cold, cavernous Donovan family ancestral hall. Weeks after my emergency surgery, barely able to sit up, I was dragged before the family altar, the rich scent of incense filling my nostrils, mingling with the bitter taste of the traditional Chinese medicine Joette forced down my throat.

"Kneel, Elisa," Joette commanded, her voice like a whip. "You have failed this family. You have failed to secure the lineage. You will kneel here, every day, until a son is born. And you will pray for forgiveness." She pointed to Kiyoshi's portrait, hanging prominently on the wall. "Kiyoshi is a man, Elisa. Men have needs. We do not question his entertainment. Your duty is to provide an heir. And you will provide a son. I have arranged for the best traditional doctors to ensure your body is ready."

Kiyoshi himself, when he finally returned, offered no comfort. He just stood there, watching me, his eyes cold and distant. Later, at a family dinner, he' d leaned over, his voice low enough for only me to hear. "Look at you," he'd sneered, his gaze raking over my healing body. "Stretch marks, saggy skin. You're a mess, Elisa. Heidi has the body of a goddess. Maybe you should take lessons from her, on how to please a man." He' d said it loudly enough for the servants to hear, for the whispers to start. The media, of course, picked up on it. My humiliation was complete. My dignity, my very being, was trampled underfoot.