Chapter 5

The silence following a crash is always louder than the collision itself.

It smelled like gunpowder, ozone, and burnt rubber.

I was pinned. The roof had caved in over the rear passenger seat, crushing the space around me. My legs were trapped beneath the crumpled metal. Warm liquid trickled down my forehead, stinging my eyes.

Blood.

I blinked, trying to clear my vision through the haze.

"Dante," I whispered.

The front of the car was a mess of deployed airbags, like deflated lungs.

Dante was moving. He was groaning, pushing the white bag away from his face. He was alive.

He looked to his right.

"Seraphina!" His voice was panic-stricken. Pure, raw panic.

Seraphina was screaming. "My arm! My arm!"

She wasn't unconscious. She was loud.

Dante kicked his door open with a grunt of effort. He stumbled out onto the asphalt. He was bleeding from a cut on his head, but he was standing.

He ran to the passenger side. He ripped the door open, his strength fueled by a surge of adrenaline.

He pulled Seraphina out. She was clinging to him, wailing about a scratch on her wrist.

I tried to move. Agony shot through my spine, paralyzing me.

"Dante," I said louder, forcing air from my compressed lungs. "I'm stuck."

He heard me. He looked back into the wreckage.

Our eyes met through the shattered rear window.

He saw the blood on my face. He saw the metal crushing my legs.

He looked at Seraphina in his arms. Then he looked at the smoke rising from the hood.

"Take her first!" Dante screamed at the approaching sirens.

He wasn't talking about me.

He turned his back.

He carried Seraphina away from the car. He walked toward the ambulance that was just arriving, shielding her body with his own.

"My fiancée is hurt!" he yelled at the paramedics. "Help her!"

Fiancée.

I watched him walk away.

The smoke was getting thicker inside the cabin, choking me. I could feel the heat licking at my skin.

He left me.

He chose the mistress. He chose the lie.

I closed my eyes.

I will burn the world to save you. That was his vow at the altar.

He burned me instead.

Darkness took me before the fire could.

I woke up to the cloying smell of lilies.

Funeral flowers.

I was in a hospital bed. My legs were casted, heavy and immobile. My head was wrapped in tight gauze.

A nurse was adjusting my IV. She smiled brightly when she saw I was awake.

"Oh, honey, you're awake," she said. "You are so lucky. Your husband is a hero."

I frowned, my throat dry as sandpaper. "What?"

She picked up the remote and turned on the TV mounted on the wall.

It was the news. A sensational headline flashed: MOB BOSS SAVES LOVE OF HIS LIFE FROM FIERY CRASH.

The video played. It was cell phone footage from a bystander.

It showed Dante carrying Seraphina out of the smoke, looking rugged and heroically desperate. He laid her on the stretcher and kissed her forehead.

The reporter's voiceover was gushing. "Dante Volkov risked his life to pull his partner from the wreckage, proving that even the city's most notorious bad boys have hearts."

There was no mention of the woman in the back seat.

I was a ghost.

The door opened.

Dante walked in. He had a bandage on his forehead and a bouquet of white lilies in his hand.

Dante placed the vase on the bedside table.

Lilies.

They were white, stark, and reeking of a funeral home.

He didn't even realize what he had done. He had brought the flowers of death to a woman who had just watched her brother turn into ash.

"Elara," he said. His voice was rough, tired. It was the voice of a man who believed he carried the weight of the world, when all he truly carried was his own ego. "You're awake."

I looked at the flowers. Then I looked at the bandage on his forehead. A small, white square. A hero's wound.

My legs were encased in plaster. My ribs felt like they were knit together with barbed wire.

"Get out," I said.

My voice was a rusty gate swinging shut.

Dante blinked, looking genuinely confused. He reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out a small, gold box.

"I brought you truffles," he said. "The hazelnut ones. You like these."

He held it out as if I were a stray dog he was trying to coax out from under a porch.

I didn't look at the chocolate. I looked at his hand. The hand that had dragged me into that car. The hand that had pulled Seraphina from the wreckage while I burned.

I swung my arm.

It cost me a jagged scream of pain from my ribs, but it was worth it.

My hand connected with the vase.

Glass exploded.

Water splashed across the linoleum like a severed artery. The lilies scattered, broken and wet, mixing with the gold box of chocolates on the floor.

"Get out!" I screamed.

Dante took a step back. A drop of water rolled down his expensive Italian shoe.

His face changed. The concern vanished. The Husband vanished.

The Boss appeared.

He stepped over the broken glass and loomed over the bed, blocking out the fluorescent light.

"You are being ungrateful," he hissed.

"Ungrateful?" I laughed. It hurt. "You left me to die."

"I saved you," he corrected, his voice dropping to a dangerous register. "I pay for this room. I pay for the doctors. I pay for the very air you are breathing right now, Elara."

He leaned down, his face inches from mine. I could smell his cologne. It used to smell like safety. Now it smelled like a cage.

"Without me," he whispered, "you are nothing. You are a girl from the Outskirts with a dead brother and no skills. Do not bite the hand that feeds you."

He straightened his jacket, looking down at the mess on the floor with disgust.

"Clean this up," he commanded the empty room.

He turned and walked out.

He didn't look back.

I stared at the door.

He was right. He paid for everything.

But he was wrong about one thing.

I wasn't nothing.

I was a woman with absolutely nothing left to lose.

And that made me more dangerous than he could ever imagine.