Chapter 2

The sterile scent of the hospital room was a stark contrast to the chaos of the park. The doctor, her face grave, spoke to Elliott in hushed tones about the fragility of my condition, the danger to the baby, the absolute need for rest and zero stress. Elliott nodded, his shoulders slumped, looking like a ghost. He looked tired. Worn out. Good.

He came to my bedside, his eyes red-rimmed. "Jalynn," he whispered, his hand hovering over mine, not daring to touch. "I am so sorry. I messed up. So badly."

I stared at the ceiling, my gaze empty. His words meant nothing. They were just sounds in the air.

"I won't leave you," he vowed, his voice breaking. "Not ever again. I promise."

The tinny ring of his phone cut through his desperate plea. He flinched, pulling it from his pocket as if it were a snake. He saw the caller ID, then shoved it back.

"It's nothing," he mumbled, his eyes shifting away from mine. "Just work. I'll call them back later."

He wouldn't. He couldn't. I knew.

"Go," I said, my voice raspy, a stranger's voice. "Go to her."

He looked up, startled, his eyes wide. "What?"

"Go," I repeated, the word a stone in my mouth. "I want you to leave. I want you to go to Kenya and her son. And I want you to stay there. Don't come back."

His face paled, the color draining from it as if someone had pulled a plug. "Jalynn, don't talk like that," he pleaded, his voice thin. "You're upset. You're hurt. You don't mean that."

"Oh, but I do," I said, my voice flat, devoid of emotion. "I mean every single word."

He reached for me again, his fingers brushing my arm. I recoiled, my body tensing. He pulled his hand back as if burned.

"Jalynn, please," he begged, his voice cracking. "We can fix this. I can fix this. You, me, our baby... we're a family. I'll get you the best doctors. Anything you need. Anything we need. Just... don't say that."

He was rambling, desperately throwing words at a wall that had already been built.

"My favorite coffee is black, no sugar, no cream," I said, my voice a whisper. "You always order it with a splash of milk for me now. Because she likes a splash of milk."

He froze, his mouth slightly open.

"My favorite flowers are lilies," I continued, my gaze fixed on the IV drip. "You bought me roses last week. Red roses. Just like she loves."

He stared at me, his face crumpled.

"You've been loving her, Elliott," I said, finally meeting his eyes. My own felt dead. "You never stopped. You just pretended."

"That's not true!" he cried, a desperate, pathetic denial.

"It is," I said, closing my eyes. "And I'm done pretending too. We're over. I want a divorce."

"No!" he shouted, his voice echoing in the quiet room. "No, you don't mean that! What about our baby? What about our marriage? Our vows?"

"Our vows?" I scoffed, opening my eyes to pin him with a stare. "What vows, Elliott? The ones you broke the moment you looked at her again? The ones you trampled while you were playing happy families in the park, while I was sitting alone in a waiting room, fearing for our child's life?"

His face went ashen. He tried to speak, but no words came out.

"Where were you, Elliott?" I pressed, my voice gaining strength, a cold fury rising within me. "When I was in excruciating pain? When I was bleeding? When I thought I was losing our baby? Where were you, my loving husband?"

He finally found his voice, a guttural sound. "I... I was with Kenya. I was trying to explain."

"Explain?" I laughed, a harsh, brittle sound that tore at my throat. "Explain what? How you were posing for pictures, looking like the perfect father, the perfect husband, with her son? The picture she sent me, by the way. A little souvenir of your perfect family moment."

I felt a surge of adrenaline, a dangerous energy coursing through my veins. I pushed myself up, ripping the IV from my arm with a savage yank. The small wound bled freely, but I didn't care.

"You are a liar!" I screamed, grabbing the nearest object-a plastic water cup-and hurling it at the wall. It clattered uselessly. "A selfish, pathetic liar! You let me believe your lies! You let me get hurt! You let our baby get hurt!"

"Jalynn, stop! You'll hurt yourself!" He rushed forward, but I pushed him away with all my strength.

"Why didn't you just tell me?" I sobbed, the tears finally coming, hot and furious. "Why didn't you just say you wanted her? Why did you drag me through this hell? Did you enjoy it? Watching me fall apart? Watching me lose everything?"

He looked like he'd been punched. "I... I didn't want to hurt you," he stammered, his voice weak. "I thought... I thought I could handle it. She was dying. And Leo... he needed a father. I just wanted to do the right thing."

"The right thing?" The words tasted like ash. My heart, which had been racing, suddenly felt heavy, cold, like a stone sinking in a dark well. "Your 'right thing' nearly killed our baby, Elliott. Your 'right thing' broke me."

"What about us?" he asked again, his voice cracking. "What about our child? Don't we matter?"

"You had your chance to make us matter," I said, my voice barely a whisper, as if the last embers of my love had finally died out. "You chose them. Every single time. And now... now it's too late."

I watched him. His face, frozen in a mask of shock and regret, was now a stranger's face. I felt nothing but a vast, empty wasteland inside me.