Chapter 5

Liv Hayes POV

The rhythmic, sterile beeping of a monitor was the first thing to chip away at the darkness.

*Beep... beep... beep...*

I kept my eyes squeezed shut, fighting the pull of consciousness. Waking up meant facing the reality I had tried to escape. Waking up meant remembering.

"Save the child," Michael's voice cut through the haze. It was ragged, desperate, a tone I had rarely heard from him. "I don't care what it costs. Save the heir."

*The heir.*

Not the baby. Not our son. The heir.

I forced my heavy lids open. The hospital room was bathed in dim, suffocating twilight. A nurse stood by my bedside, adjusting the drip of my IV. Her expression was kind, but her eyes held a profound, professional sadness.

My hand drifted to my stomach.

The firm, reassuring swell was gone. In its place was a soft, hollow emptiness and a cramping ache that tore through my core.

The scream died in my throat before it could be born, strangled by a grief too large for sound.

The nurse noticed I was awake. She paused, then leaned in close, her voice a gentle murmur.

"Mrs. Hayes?"

"Where is he?" My voice was a shards-of-glass rasp. "My baby."

She hesitated, her gaze flickering to the door before returning to me. Tears welled in her eyes, spilling over. "There was too much trauma, ma'am. The stress... the fall... the severity of the burns. I'm so, so sorry."

Gone.

My little spare. My bridge to safety. My only reason for breathing in this suffocating marriage.

"Does he know?" I asked, my eyes darting toward the heavy wooden door where Michael's muffled arguing with a doctor could still be heard.

"Not yet," she whispered. "The doctor is preparing to tell him now."

"No."

The word was iron. Despite my weakness, I shot my hand out and grabbed her wrist. My grip was frail, trembling, but my eyes burned with a fierce, terrified intensity.

"Don't tell him."

"Mrs. Hayes, I can't-legally, I have to-"

"He wants an heir," I hissed, the desperation lending me strength. "If he knows the baby is gone, he will never let me leave. He'll keep me trapped in this hospital, in that house, until I give him another one. Please."

She stopped. She looked down at me, really looked at me, and saw past the physical injuries. She saw the bruises on my soul, the terror of a trapped animal.

"I'll chart it as a threatened miscarriage," she whispered, making a decision that could cost her everything. "Stable for now. But you need to leave. Soon."

"Thank you," I breathed, my head falling back against the pillow.

The door burst open.

Michael rushed in, bringing a gust of frantic energy with him. He looked like a wreck-hair wild, eyes bloodshot, his white dress shirt stained with the tomato soup I had made hours ago. The soup he had thrown.

"Liv," he choked out, falling to his knees beside the bed. "Oh God, Liv."

He reached for my hand. I let him take it. It lay limp in his grip, cold and unresponsive.

"I'm so sorry," he said, burying his face in my palm. "I panicked. I didn't mean what I said at the restaurant. I was just... shocked. The stress of the merger..."

"It's okay," I said. My voice was monotone, void of any vibration.

He lifted his head, searching my face. "Is the baby okay?"

Fear. Genuine, palpable fear. Not for me. Not for his wife covered in burns. But for the legacy.

"The baby is... still here," I lied.

He let out a breath that shuddered through his entire body, sounding almost like a sob. "Thank God. Thank God."

He kissed my knuckles, fervent and relieved. "I'll make it up to you. I swear it on my life. I'll send Selena away. I'll be better."

"I'm tired, Michael," I said, closing my eyes to shut him out. "I want to sleep."

"Okay. Okay, rest." He stood up, smoothing his ruined shirt. "I'll be right outside. I won't leave your door."

He walked out.

I waited ten minutes. Ten eternities.

Then, I forced my limbs to obey. I dragged my broken body out of the bed. The burns on my legs screamed in protest, a searing, white-hot agony, but the pain was grounding. It reminded me I was still alive.

I shuffled to the door and opened it a mere crack.

Michael was down the hall, near the nurses' station. Selena was there, looking impeccable and out of place in the sterile hallway.

"Is she okay?" Selena asked. She sounded annoyed, as if my hospitalization was a scheduling conflict.

"She's fine," Michael said, his voice dropping in relief. "The baby is fine."

"Good," Selena replied, checking her nails. "I was worried."

"You were?" Michael asked, softening.

"Of course. If she lost the baby, it would complicate the merger with the Russians. You know they value family stability above all else."

Michael chuckled, a low, dark sound. He reached out and took her hand, squeezing it intimately.

"You always see the big picture, Selena. That's why I love you. You're strong. Pragmatic. Not like her."

"When are you going to tell her?" Selena asked.

"Soon. Let her have the baby first. Secure the heir. Then... we'll deal with the divorce."

"I'll wait for you, Michael," she purred.

I watched as his shoulders relaxed. I watched the love shine in his eyes-a look of respect and adoration he had never, ever bestowed upon me.

I closed the door without a sound.

I limped to the small ensuite bathroom and gripped the edges of the sink. I looked at myself in the mirror. Pale. Ghostly. Empty eyes staring back from a face I barely recognized.

"Forget them," I whispered to my reflection.

I wasn't Liv Hayes anymore. Liv Hayes died in that restaurant when the first bowl shattered. The woman in the mirror was someone else entirely.

I walked back to the bed and dug my phone out of my purse.

I texted Elizabeth first.

*It's done. I'm ready.*

Then I texted Thorne.

*Execute the clause. Now.*

I lay back in the bed, the adrenaline numbing the throbbing in my legs. I closed my eyes and pictured a map. I pictured a small, forgotten town in Maine where nobody knew the name Hayes.

I wasn't just leaving Michael.

I was erasing him.

When he walked back into the room an hour later, holding a bouquet of white lilies-funeral flowers, how fitting-I smiled at him.

It was the sweetest, most dangerous smile I had ever worn.

"Michael," I said softly.

"Yes, my love?"

"Go home. Get some rest. You look exhausted. I'll be here when you wake up."

He hesitated, then kissed my forehead. "I love you, Liv."

"I know," I said.

He left.

I waited for the *ding* of the elevator down the hall. As soon as the metal doors slid shut, I ripped the IV out of my arm.

Pain flared, sharp and biting. Blood welled up and dripped onto the pristine white sheets, bright and red, blooming like a violent flower.

I didn't clean it up.

I wanted him to see the blood. I wanted him to panic.

I walked out of the room, bypassing the nurses' station, and slipped through the heavy door to the fire escape. The cool night air hit me as I descended into the alley where the black sedan was waiting.

I didn't look back.

The cage was open. And the bird had flown.