Chapter 4

Dessie POV

The charity gala was a sea of black ties and designer gowns, a masquerade where the masks were made of Botox, diamonds, and indifference. The chandelier above us cost more than most people earned in a lifetime, casting a fractured light over the room that made everyone look like broken glass.

I wore red. Not the cheap, bright red of a stop sign, but a deep, blood-red velvet that swallowed the light. It was a declaration of war.

Craig stood beside me, his hand resting possessively on the small of my back. To the world, we were the power couple of the underworld. To me, his touch felt like a parasite burrowing into my skin.

"You look... intense," Craig muttered, leaning down close to my ear.

"I feel intense," I said, flashing a smile that was all teeth.

Chanel Murphy made her entrance ten minutes later. She was wearing white. Of course she was. Innocence. Purity. The virgin bride to the mob king.

She walked straight to us. Her eyes didn't even flick to me; they were glued to Craig like a heat-seeking missile.

"Craig!" she trilled, ignoring the social protocol of greeting the wife first. "Daddy is looking for you."

Craig's hand slid from my back instantly. He stepped toward her, a magnetic pull he didn't even try to hide.

"I'll be right there," he said. His voice dropped an octave. It was the voice he used for things he wanted to keep.

He reached into his pocket and pulled out a velvet box. "For you," he said to me, but his eyes were on her. "Happy anniversary, Dessie."

Our anniversary was three months ago.

I opened the box. It was a necklace. A delicate silver chain with a butterfly pendant. It was whimsical. Childish.

It was exactly Chanel's style. He had bought it for her and gotten the boxes mixed up, or maybe he just didn't care enough to check.

"It's lovely," I said. My voice was dead.

"Here, let me," Chanel chirped. She reached out, her fingers lingering on Craig's arm. "It's so cute! I love butterflies."

She smiled at me. It was a smile full of venom. She knew. She knew everything, and she was enjoying the show.

A waiter passed by with a tray of red wine. Chanel turned, her movements exaggerated, and her elbow clipped the tray with calculated precision.

Glass shattered. Wine splashed.

It went all over her white dress. A crimson stain blossomed across her chest like a gunshot wound.

"Oh my god!" she shrieked. She jumped back, pointing a manicured finger at me. "She pushed me! She tripped the waiter!"

The room went silent. The music stopped. Three hundred pairs of eyes swiveled to me.

I hadn't moved. I was standing three feet away.

"I didn't touch you," I said calmly.

"She did!" Chanel cried, tears instantly welling up in her eyes. "She's jealous! She knows!"

Craig didn't look at the waiter. He didn't look at the witnesses. He looked at Chanel, soaking wet and crying.

Then he turned to me. His face was a mask of fury.

"What is wrong with you?" he hissed.

"Craig, I didn't-"

"Stop lying!" he shouted. His voice echoed in the silent hall. "You're embarrassing yourself. You're embarrassing me."

"She ruined my dress!" Chanel sobbed, clinging to his arm.

Craig stepped forward. He invaded my space, looming over me, using his height, his power, and his rage to shrink me.

"Apologize," he ordered.

"No," I said. I lifted my chin. "I won't apologize for something I didn't do."

He grabbed my wrist. Hard. I gasped.

"Do not defy me here, Dessie," he warned, his voice low and dangerous. "Apologize to her."

"She's your mistress, Craig," I said, my voice ringing clear and loud. "Why should I apologize to the woman sleeping with my husband?"

The gasp from the crowd was audible.

Craig's eyes went wide. Then, they went black.

He didn't think. He reacted.

His hand lashed out.

The slap knocked me off balance. I fell to the marble floor. My cheek burned. My ear rang.

I tasted blood.

I looked up. Craig was breathing hard, his hand still raised. He looked shocked at his own violence for a split second, but not sorry.

He looked down at me. There was no love. No regret. Just disgust.

"You're hysterical," he said coldly.

He reached down, grabbed my left hand, and yanked the wedding ring off my finger. It scraped my knuckle, drawing more blood.

"You're not fit to wear this," he spat.

He turned to Chanel. He took her hand and placed the ring-my ring, the ring he promised me forever with-into her palm.

"Let's go," he said to her.

He stepped over me. Like I was trash. Like I was roadkill.

Chanel looked down at me. She clutched the ring to her chest. She smirked. It was a look of pure, unadulterated triumph.

"Bye, Dessie," she whispered.

They walked away. Her father, the Senator, stepped out of the crowd. He looked at me on the floor, shook his head in disapproval, and followed them.

The whispers started. A buzzing hive of judgment.

"Did you see that?"

"She pushed her."

"He left her."

"It's over."

I sat on the cold floor. My face throbbed. My heart was shattered into a million pieces.

I looked at my hand. The pale band of skin where the ring used to be looked naked. Vulnerable.

But as I stared at it, I realized something.

The weight was gone.

The heavy, suffocating weight of being Mrs. Craig Snyder was gone.

I reached into my pocket. My fingers closed around the butterfly necklace he had given me. The symbol of his carelessness.

I squeezed it until the cheap metal bent, until the butterfly's wings dug into my palm and drew blood.

Pain. It was clarifying.

I wasn't dizzy anymore. I wasn't sick.

I stood up. My legs were shaky, but I stood.

I wiped the blood from my lip with the back of my hand. I looked around the room. I looked at the faces of the people who had watched me fall and did nothing.

I memorized every single one of them.

I wasn't the canary in the cage anymore. The cage was open.

I turned and walked out. I didn't run. I didn't cry.

I walked into the night, leaving the blood on the floor behind me.