I slumped against him. The last thing I felt was his arm tightening around me, an anchor in the spinning void, before darkness swallowed me whole.
*
I woke to the scent of sage, lavender, and strong antiseptic.
I wasn't in a cold, gray cell. I was lying in a bed with crisp, high-thread-count sheets, in a room with large windows overlooking a lush green valley. The sunlight was warm on my face, a sensation so foreign it almost felt heavy.
"She's awake."
An elderly woman with kind eyes and silver hair braided down her back was checking a monitor. I recognized her from the stories-this was the Royal Pack's Elder Healer.
"Where..." I croaked. My throat felt like shredded sandpaper.
"You are safe," the Healer said gently. "You are in the Royal Infirmary. Your body... child, the silver nearly corroded your liver entirely. And your wolf is comatose from the transition."
Julian was sitting in a wingback chair in the corner. He looked like he hadn't slept in days. His shirt was rumpled, sleeves rolled up, and his golden eyes were dark with a simmering, quiet fury.
"Did he really do it?" the Healer asked Julian, her voice trembling with professional rage. "Did Marcus Thorne really leave his mate to rot with silver in her veins for a sprained ankle?"
Julian nodded grimly. "Yes. The medical reports from their pack confirm it. He explicitly denied the authorization for the antidote."
Hearing it from a third party, stripped of Marcus's gaslighting, made it undeniable. It wasn't a misunderstanding. It was attempted murder by neglect.
I closed my eyes. The last ember of hope-that tiny, stupid, pathetic part of me that thought maybe he had just been busy or unaware-flickered and died.
"I rejected him," I whispered, my voice hollow.
The room went silent.
"I heard," Julian said softly. He moved to the side of the bed, his presence a warm weight against the chill in my bones. "Eleanor, what do you want to do?"
I looked at him. "I want to live. I want to start over. I don't want to be an architect for a pack that hates me. I don't want to be a 'Chosen Mate' to a man who treats me like an accessory."
"Then you won't be," Julian said firmly.
Over the next few days, I met Julian's family. His sister, the Pack Beta, brought me clothes that actually fit, replacing the rags I had fled in. His mother, the Luna Dowager, brought me soup and sat with me, asking nothing, just offering her quiet, grounding presence.
They didn't treat me like a broken refugee. They treated me like... a person worthy of space.
One night, Julian performed a healing ceremony. His hands hovered over my abdomen, his Alpha energy pushing the lingering toxins out.
A strange warmth bloomed beneath my skin. Then, the room lit up.
My skin began to glow with a faint, iridescent pearlescent light.
I gasped, the old legends crashing into my mind. *The White Wolf.*
"Hide it," I hissed, grabbing his wrist, panic spiking my heart rate. "Please. If people know... if Marcus knows..."
If Marcus knew I carried the blood of the ancients, he wouldn't just reject me. He would cage me. He would use me as a battery for his own power.
Julian's eyes widened, realizing the implication, but he nodded. "Your secret is safe. We will mask your scent until you are strong enough to control it."
A week later, I was well enough to walk. My first destination was the incinerator room of the hospital.
I had brought the few sketches I had saved-designs I had made specifically for Marcus's dream house. The nursery with the morning light. The garden sanctuary I had designed for his mother.
I threw them into the fire.
I watched the edges curl and blacken, watched the ink vanish into ash.
"We are holding a farewell ceremony for the old year tonight," the Luna Dowager told me later, finding me staring at the flames. "A symbolic burning of regrets. Will you join?"
"No," I said, turning away from the furnace. "I'm done with ceremonies. I'm done looking back."
Despite my declaration, I decided to take a walk to the edge of the Royal territory later that afternoon, just to test my legs. Julian insisted on accompanying me.
We reached a clearing where a diplomatic outpost stood. Ironically, a delegation from Thorne Pack was there, negotiating trade routes. I recognized a few faces-warriors I had fed, Gammas I had helped organize schedules for.
They saw me. They looked uncomfortable, shifting on their feet, eyes darting away.
"Eleanor," one of them started, guilt heavy in his tone. "We... we didn't know about the silver."
"It doesn't matter," I said coldly.
Then, the purr of a high-performance engine cut through the air. A sleek black car pulled up. Marcus stepped out, looking impeccable in a tailored suit that cost more than my life was apparently worth. Isabelle hung on his arm, draped in white furs.
They were laughing.
They walked right past the group. Marcus's eyes swept over the area. He saw me.
For a second, our eyes locked.
I expected anger. I expected pain. I braced myself for his sneer.
Instead, he just... looked away. His gaze slid off me as if I were a tree, or a rock.
He turned his head, whispered something into Isabelle's ear that made her giggle, and they kept walking toward the VIP entrance.
He erased me. Again.
Julian growled low in his chest, stepping forward, his Alpha aura flaring.
I grabbed his arm, holding him back. "No. Let them go."
"How can you stand it?" Julian asked, his voice tight with vicarious pain.
"Because," I said, watching Marcus fawn over Isabelle, "that isn't my life anymore. That is a stranger."
Just then, a thunderous boom echoed from the mountains above the pass where Marcus and Isabelle had just walked.
The ground shook violently beneath our feet.
I looked up. Snow-tons of it, white and deadly-cascaded down the mountainside like a collapsing wave.
An avalanche.
And Marcus was right in its path.