Chapter 3 No.3

Kaylene Boyd POV:

My son. The hope for him was gone, a silent, extinguished promise amidst the wreckage of my world. The room had stopped spinning, replaced by a deafening silence that echoed in my brain. My mind, moments ago a maelstrom of pain and fear, was now a blank canvas, save for that single, horrifying realization of absolute loss.

Reality crashed back, a cold, hard wave. With a guttural sob, I dragged my broken body across the chilly floor. My limbs felt alien, heavy, unresponsive. The memory of my ordeal clung to my skin, a cold and phantom reminder. My entire being shuddered, a silent scream trapped within me.

A sharp, unbearable ache bloomed in my chest, squeezing my lungs until I couldn't draw a full breath. It was the crushing weight of a grief so immense it threatened to tear me apart from the inside out. My hands, trembling violently, reached out, but there was nothing to hold. I gathered my arms to my chest, clutching at the profound emptiness. The fragile sound I had imagined moments before was now a distant memory, a cruel phantom limb of hope.

I could only see his face in my mind, a delicate canvas I had imagined for months. I had pictured his eyelids, soft and closed in peaceful sleep. But now, that image was a torment. There would be no breath. No warmth.

Despair, black and suffocating, swallowed me whole. I tried to scream, to unleash the torrent of agony churning within me, but only a dry, rasping sound escaped my lips. My throat was raw, constricted by unshed tears.

With a desperate surge of adrenaline, I tried to push myself up, to find help, to find someone, anyone, who could reverse the irreversible. But my legs, heavy and unresponsive, gave way. I stumbled, collapsing back onto the floor, hugging myself against the cold.

I rocked back and forth, a meaningless, instinctive gesture, a futile attempt to soothe the unsoothable. My mind was a whirlwind of shattered dreams, of a future that had been stolen in the space of a heartbeat.

I remembered the countless hours spent poring over baby names, picturing his tiny fingers wrapped around mine. I had devoured every book on parenting, meticulously prepared his nursery, each tiny garment folded with trembling anticipation. My hands, the same hands that now held nothing but air, had lovingly knitted a soft blue blanket, imagining him swaddled in its warmth.

I had dreamt of his first steps, his first words, his laughter echoing through our home. I had seen him playing in the park, learning to ride a bicycle, graduating from college, falling in love. A lifetime of moments, vibrant and real in my imagination, now reduced to dust. All the plans, all the hopes, all the boundless, overwhelming love I felt for this tiny human, had been snuffed out. Just like that.

The weight of his absence was impossibly heavy, crushing me. He was so small, so innocent, untouched by the cruelty of this world, yet he paid the ultimate price.

Finally, the tears came. Hot, silent streams that carved paths through the grime on my face, blurring my vision. They fell, one by one, onto the cold floor, a futile baptism of sorrow.

I rocked, humming a lullaby, my voice a broken, trembling whisper. It was a song I had sung to him every night, a promise of protection, of unwavering love. Now, it was a eulogy for a life that never began.

Around me, the brutal tormentors had fallen back, a flicker of unease, perhaps even fear, in their eyes. My grief, vast and consuming, seemed to have momentarily stunned them into silence.

But I barely registered their retreat. I was adrift in my own private hell, a sea of despair. The world outside, its cruelty and indifference, ceased to exist. Only the cold and silent void in my arms mattered.

A shadow fell over us. I slowly lifted my head, my eyes, raw and swollen, struggling to focus. Standing over me, his face a mask of shock and disgust, was Kenton.