Chapter 4 The Second Day

Selena's POV

The morning air bit at my skin as I stepped outside, and I realized I was already waiting. Waiting for Darius. Waiting for a chance to see if the fire I'd felt yesterday under his gaze, under his hands, under the rhythm of training was real or just a dangerous illusion my tired mind had conjured.

I hated that I wanted it to be real.

The pack grounds were quiet, still wet from the early dew, the scent of grass heavy in the air. I moved carefully, each step a little hesitant. My wolf prowled alongside me, restless, sensing tension I wasn't fully aware of yet.

And then I saw him.

Darius stood at the edge of the training arena, shadowed by the rising sun, his posture effortless but alert. He didn't look at me right away. He watched the perimeter, the wind, the faint rustle of leaves, and the subtle shifts in the pack's aura. Alpha instincts, I thought bitterly, always observing, always controlling. Always knowing more than anyone had a right to.

He turned when I called his name, and that simple action of turning, looking at me made my chest constrict.

"Selena," he said, voice low, steady, commanding.

"Alpha," I replied automatically, but the word sounded hollow even to me.

His eyes didn't soften. They never did. But there was a weight in them, an unspoken acknowledgment of what had happened yesterday. Of the fight, of the vulnerability, of the cracks I didn't know how to hide.

"Are you ready?" he asked, tone deceptively casual.

I squared my shoulders, trying to push down the tremor in my fingers. "I think so."

He nodded, slow, deliberate, like he was measuring every word, every thought. "Then follow me."

* * *

Training (in Silence)

We moved together through drills that felt endless. My muscles ached, my lungs burned, and my mind struggled to keep up with the rhythm he demanded. There was no small talk, no easy camaraderie. Just movement and focus. Just the way he looked at me like he could see every hesitation, every hidden thought.

And the more he watched, the more I realized how badly I wanted to impress him. Not to win his approval, not exactly, but to prove something to myself. That I wasn't weak, that I wasn't broken, that I could stand.

At one point, I stumbled during a combination, catching myself just before my ankle twisted. Darius's hand shot out, gripping my waist, steadying me.

"Careful," he said quietly.

The simple contact, the weight of his palm, the firmness of his grip, sent heat straight through me. I jerked slightly, embarrassed, and stepped back.

"You're distracted," he said, eyes narrowing. "Your mind isn't in the fight. It's elsewhere. And elsewhere doesn't win fights."

I wanted to tell him everything, wanted to spill the betrayal, the heartbreak, the fury, the loneliness. But I didn't. Instead, I clenched my fists and focused on breathing, on movement, on surviving his gaze.

"I'm here," I said tightly.

"You're present," he replied, voice flat, almost approving. "Now be effective."

* * *

By the time we finished, sweat clinging to my hair and skin, I felt something I hadn't felt in days... alive. Not healed, not whole, but alive. And when I looked at Darius, standing there, calm and composed, I realized he felt it too.

He didn't praise me, he didn't smile, hee didn't even say the words that might have made my pulse spike in fear and desire all at once. But there was acknowledgment.

And maybe that was enough... for now.

"You did well," he said simply, stepping closer, close enough that I could feel the heat radiating off him, close enough that I could smell the faint scent of him, pine, leather, something sharp that made my pulse hitch.

"thank you but barely," I muttered, wiping the blood from a grazed knuckle.

"it still counts," he replied, and I realized the words weren't dismissal.

I wanted to argue, to tell him I was stronger than he thought, that I didn't need anyone to see me this way. But I couldn't. The weight of his gaze pinned me in place, but I didn't want to move.

"Tomorrow," he said finally, breaking the silence, "we start again."

I nodded, heart hammering. And when he walked away, leaving me alone in the cooling air, I realized that whatever this was, whatever dangerous pull he had over me, I was already caught.

* * *

That night, I found myself wandering through the pack grounds, unable to sleep, unable to stop replaying every word, every glance, every touch from earlier.

My wolf padded silently in my head, restless, sensitive to the tension I didn't fully understand yet. And then, somewhere deep in the quiet, I spoke aloud.

"I don't understand him," I whispered. "I don't understand why..."

There was no answer. Not from him, not from anyone. Only the rustle of leaves, the faint scent of night, and the steady, calming presence of my wolf.

I let my hands trail over the rough bark of a tree, feeling the texture beneath my fingertips, grounding myself. And somewhere in that grounding, I realized something dangerous.

I wanted him to notice me, not as the Alpha, not as the teacher, not as the distant, untouchable force he was supposed to be. I wanted him to see me. All of me.

And that thought, terrifying, thrilling, and ridiculous made my pulse spike in ways I wasn't prepared to admit.

I wanted to use him but I also want him.

And the realization didn't just shock me. It scared me.

* * *

The following days were a blur of training, silent observations, subtle corrections, and moments that made my body ache in ways I couldn't name.

Darius didn't soften, not really, not yet. But there were flashes, moments when his eyes lingered too long, or his hand brushed mine just slightly during a correction, or he said something quietly, almost to himself, that made my stomach flip.

And with every session, the pull between us grew stronger.

I hated that I craved it, hated that I wanted to see him, to fight, to be near him. Hated that my body responded to the heat in his presence, the steady, unwavering attention, the rare flickers of softness he let slip through.

But most of all, I hated that I knew he was aware. That he was testing me as much as I was testing myself.

One evening, as the sun dipped below the horizon and the pack grounds glowed gold, he stopped mid-training.

"You're improving," he said quietly. Not loud enough for anyone else to hear. "Faster than I expected."

I blinked, caught off guard. "You make it sound... easy."

"Easy?" He arched a brow. "Nothing about you is easy, Selena. Nothing about you ever was. And I don't think anything about you ever will be. Not for me. Not for anyone who actually sees you."

The words landed like a weight, pressing into me, making my pulse spike and my chest tighten.

"Good," I whispered.

He didn't answer. He just watched me, calm, steady, like a storm held at bay.

And I realized, finally, that I didn't want him to look away.

Later, alone in my room, I traced the bruises forming along my forearms, the ones he didn't inflict but the ones I earned in the fight with myself.

I thought about Kael, thought about Lyria. Thought about betrayal and heartbreak, and how easily it had all shattered me.

And then I thought about Darius. About the way he saw me. About the dangerous pull between us. About how his gaze could strip me bare without a single touch.

And somewhere deep inside, I admitted it to myself:

I wasn't ready, i couldn't be ready after everything that has happened. But I wanted him anyway.

Wanted the fight, wanted the tension. Wanted the impossible, infuriating connection that made my pulse race and my wolf growl with anticipation.

And for the first time in days, I didn't feel entirely broken.

I felt... alive.