Chapter 5 No.5

JILLIAN BELL POV:

Kasen's words were a final, brutal blow, shattering whatever remained of my heart. The pain was so profound it transcended tears, leaving behind a cold, desolate calm. My son, the reason I had sacrificed everything, had chosen her. He had chosen them. My abandonment was complete.

I walked past them, my body moving on autopilot, and closed the bedroom door behind me. I just needed to lie down, to escape the suffocating reality of my life. My mind, however, refused to be silenced, replaying Kasen's cutting words, Cristian's cruel dismissal.

A knock. Then, the door creaked open. It was Kallie. She stood framed in the doorway, a smug smile playing on her lips, her eyes glittering with malicious triumph. "Sleeping already, Jillian? Some wife you are." Her voice was a low purr, meant to taunt.

"What do you want, Kallie?" I asked, my voice flat, devoid of emotion. I was beyond anger, beyond fear.

She glided into the room, her gaze sweeping over the space as if she already owned it. "Just checking on you. Cristian's worried, you know. He really cares about his reputation. He said you were trying to make him look bad." She laughed, a brittle, mocking sound. "But then again, you always did."

"Cristian's reputation?" I echoed, a bitter laugh escaping me. "Is that what you call it? Or is it his pathetic need to have two women orbiting him, one for show and one for pleasure?" I watched her, a strange sense of detachment washing over me. "You can have him, Kallie. You already do. And Kasen, too, it seems. You've successfully stolen my entire family."

Her face tightened, the smugness replaced by a flicker of irritation. "Don't you dare talk about Kasen like that. He loves me. He chose me. He sees me as his mother now." Her eyes narrowed. "And Cristian? He always wanted me. You were just... convenient." She took another step closer, her voice dropping to a venomous whisper. "They're mine now, Jillian. All of them. There's nothing left for you here."

I closed my eyes, a wave of exhaustion washing over me. "Then get out," I said, my voice barely audible. "Just leave me alone." I didn't want to fight anymore. I just wanted it all to be over.

"Oh, I'm not going anywhere," she purred. "But you are." She took a small, sharp object from her pocket. A small, ornate letter opener. And then, in a swift, sickening motion, she shrieked and threw herself backwards, landing hard on the floor.

"What the hell?" I stared, dumbfounded, at her crumpled form on the floor.

Before I could process what she was doing, she let out another piercing scream. "Jillian! What are you doing?!" Her voice was filled with theatrical terror.

Footsteps pounded down the hallway. "Kallie!" Cristian's panicked voice.

The door burst open. Cristian stood there, Kasen beside him, both their faces etched with alarm. Kallie lay on the floor, clutching her arm, her eyes fixed on me with a look of terrified accusation. "She... she attacked me! She tried to hurt me with this!" She pointed to the letter opener, which had skittered across the floor to land near my feet.

"Jillian!" Cristian roared, his face contorted with rage. He saw the letter opener, Kallie on the ground, and his mind immediately filled in the blanks. His eyes, usually so calculating, were clouded by a blind fury fueled by Kallie's performance.

His rage exploded. I felt a searing pain as the world went dark.

"How could you, Mom?" Kasen cried, his small voice filled with betrayal. He ran to Kallie, his arms wrapping around her protectively. "She's hurt, Dad! Mom did this!" His face was streaked with tears, tears for Kallie, not for me.

My head swam. The throbbing ache in my abdomen intensified, mirroring the ache in my heart. I looked up at Kasen, his face twisted with a resentment I didn't understand, and then at Cristian, his hand still raised, his eyes devoid of any humanity.

"She's crazy, Dad!" Kasen screamed, pointing at me. "She's always been angry! Just divorce her already! Kallie should be my mom!" His words, sharp and deliberate, were designed to inflict maximum pain. "You're not the same anymore! You're not fun! Kallie is nice and she always plays with me!"

Cristian nodded, his face grim. "He's right. You're a monster, Jillian." He looked at me with pure disgust. "Get out of my house. Now."

But in that moment, as their accusations rained down on me, something shifted. The pain, the humiliation, the exhaustion-it all coalesced into a profound, chilling clarity. They were right. I was done. Done with this farce, done with this family, done with this life. My heart, truly, had died. The numbness I had felt earlier solidified into an unshakeable resolve.

I pushed myself up, slowly, painfully. My face throbbed. "Fine," I rasped, my voice barely audible. "Divorce me. I'm done fighting."

Cristian scoffed. "You think it's that easy? You think I'll just let you walk away after this stunt? We'll talk about divorce when I'm good and ready. And when I am, you'll regret every single moment you spent under my roof." He grabbed Kallie's arm, pulling her up. "Come on, Kallie. Let's get you to a doctor." He led her out, his arm protectively around her, Kasen trailing behind them, his small hand clutching Kallie's skirt.

I watched them go, a family portrait of my undoing. My hand instinctively went to my lower abdomen, a phantom ache for the life that was, the life that could have been. It was all gone. Everything.