That' s when I uncovered the sickest truth of all.
Hillery wasn't just his lover. She was a fraud who had stolen my dead sister's art legacy-and was the very reason my sister was murdered.
Conor thought he could torture me into silence.
Instead, I escaped.
On the night of Hillery's lavish engagement party, I hijacked the global live stream.
I looked into the camera, smiling at the husband watching in horror.
"I' m giving you exactly what you wanted, Conor. You' re free."
Chapter 1
They always said I was too much. Too loud, too energetic, too... everything. Multiple boyfriends had dumped me, each with the same tired line: "Jacey, you're just a little... overwhelming." So when Conor Hudson, with his quiet eyes and even quieter demeanor, looked at me like I was exactly enough, I fell, hard and fast. I didn't know then that his silence wasn't acceptance, but a carefully constructed cage for his own secrets.
I'd been down this road before, the one where they promised forever, then left me in a heap of insecurities. My friends would listen, pat my hand, and tell me I'd find someone who appreciated my "spark." But each breakup chipped away a little more of that spark. I started to wonder if being myself was a flaw, something to be hidden.
Then Conor walked into my life. He was everything I wasn't – calm, composed, impossibly wealthy. He moved through rooms like a silent storm, all power and no wasted words. I, on the other hand, was a whirlwind of chatter, a constant stream of thoughts spilling out. It should have been a clash, a disaster waiting to happen.
We met at a charity gala, a stiff, formal affair where I felt utterly out of place. I was there as a graphic designer for a small art foundation, feeling the weight of the elaborate dress and the even more elaborate expectations. Conor was the guest of honor, the stoic heir to Hudson Enterprises, a man whose name whispered "power" and "billions." He stood in a corner, perfectly still, observing. I, fueled by nerves and too much champagne, found myself rambling about the history of abstract expressionism to a gilded statue of a man.
My words tumbled out, a chaotic cascade of facts, opinions, and tangential anecdotes. I talked about Alina, my sister, who saw the world in colors and shapes I could only dream of. I talked about my own small attempts at curating, my passion for art that burned brighter than any social anxiety. Conor just listened. He didn't interrupt, didn't fidget, didn't glance at his watch. He just held my gaze, a slight, almost imperceptible tilt of his head.
His stillness was intoxicating. I'd never had anyone listen to me so completely, not even my closest friends, who usually managed a polite nod while their eyes darted around the room. Conor's presence was like a vacuum, pulling in every single word I uttered. I mistook his deep quiet for profound understanding, his measured responses for thoughtful insight. He was my calm harbor, I thought, a man who truly saw me, ADHD and all, and found it endearing.
"You're very passionate," he said, his voice a low rumble that vibrated through the air, sending a shiver down my spine. It was the first full sentence he'd spoken to me.
Just then, a sleek, suited woman, one of the gala organizers, glided over. "Mr. Hudson, we need you for the auction. And Jacey, dear, I think Mr. Hudson has heard enough about Pollock for one evening." Her smile was brittle, her tone dismissive.
My cheeks burned. The familiar wave of shame washed over me. I' d done it again, been too much. My relentless talking, my inability to filter. I started to apologize, my voice shrinking.
Conor' s hand, warm and firm, suddenly rested on the small of my back. It was a subtle gesture, barely there, but it stopped my apology mid-sentence. He didn't look at the organizer. He just kept his eyes on me, a flicker of something unreadable in their depths.
Then he turned to the woman. "She keeps things interesting," he said, his voice softer than I expected. "And I'm quite enjoying the insights. Five more minutes, perhaps?"
My breath hitched. He had stood up for me. For my voice. For my "too much." It was a tiny victory, but it felt like the sun breaking through a storm. He turned back to me, that same unblinking gaze. "So, you were saying about the symbolism of the drip technique?" he prompted, a faint, almost imperceptible curve playing on his lips.
The question hit me like a jolt of electricity. No one had ever asked me to continue when someone else tried to silence me. My throat tightened. The words, usually so ready to leap, got stuck. My mind, usually a chaotic whirlwind, went utterly blank. I, Jacey Hamilton, the talkative, chatty, never-runs-out-of-things-to-say Jacey, was speechless.
He chuckled then, a low, melodic sound that melted the last of my embarrassment. "Cat got your tongue, Jacey?" he teased gently. "That's a first."
I stammered, "No, no, it's just... you actually want to know?" The question felt foreign, fragile, in my own mouth.
He leaned in slightly, his eyes sparkling. "Every fascinating detail." He truly looked captivating in that moment, all sharp angles and suppressed power, a dark suit that seemed to melt into the shadows, yet somehow he illuminated my world.
In that instant, my heart made its decision. This was him. This was the man who wouldn't just tolerate my noise, but would cherish it. This was my soulmate. I swore then and there, I would marry Conor Hudson.
My parents, always pragmatic, quickly approved. The Hamiltons weren't as old-money as the Hudsons, but our family had a respectable lineage and a burgeoning tech fortune. A union would solidify our social standing and provide new business opportunities. They saw a quiet, steady man who would provide stability for their "spirited" daughter. Even my friends, who knew my penchant for dramatic, fleeting romances, nodded in approval. "He seems so grounded, Jacey," they said. "Exactly what you need." They saw the contrast, the way his calm balanced my chaos, and assumed it was perfect compatibility.
Everything moved at lightning speed. A whirlwind courtship, a lavish engagement party, a wedding that made the society pages. I floated through it all, convinced I had finally found my haven, my safe space from a world that constantly wanted to dim my light. I had escaped the curse of being "too much." I was Mrs. Jacey Hamilton-Hudson, and I was finally enough.
The honeymoon was a blur of understated luxury. Days bled into nights in remote villas, on private yachts. Conor was attentive, gentle, if still... quiet. Back home, life as Mrs. Hudson was opulent but strangely sterile. Our sprawling mansion felt like a museum, perfectly furnished, meticulously kept, yet devoid of warmth. I tried to fill the silence with my endless chatter, with stories, with laughter.
But slowly, subtly, the cracks began to show. Conor' s silence, once a comfort, started to feel like a wall. His responses to my longest, most winding anecdotes were often a series of polite grunts, or a simple, "Hm. Interesting." He rarely initiated conversation. His words, when they came, were like polished stones – few, perfect, and utterly devoid of emotion.
I'd watch him at board meetings, his voice clear and commanding, every word precise, impactful. But at home, it was like he spoke a different language, one of extreme brevity. "Good morning." "Dinner at eight." "I'm off to the office." That was often the extent of our daily exchanges. I tried everything. I told him about my day in excruciating detail, hoping to draw him out. I cooked his favorite elaborate meals, hoping to spark a compliment. I even started playing loud music, just to break the hushed reverence of the house.
He would listen, always, with that same placid expression. "That's nice, Jacey," he'd say, or "You certainly have a lot to say." It was never harsh, never unkind, but it was just... there. A gentle dismissal. His patience was boundless, his tolerance infinite. And that, I realized, was the most unsettling thing of all. He didn't engage. He endured.
I began to prod, to test, to intentionally create chaos. I' d leave my art supplies sprawled across the antique dining table, or accidentally spill coffee on his pristine white couch. Anything to elicit a stronger reaction, a flash of anger, a hint of frustration.
He never yelled. He never even raised his voice. "Jacey, please be more careful," he'd say, his tone perfectly even, as he calmly called the cleaning staff. His "patience" felt less like love and more like an unnerving indifference. No matter what I did, he remained serenely unbothered, as if my chaotic energy was merely background noise, a minor inconvenience to be managed.
Then came the crisis. Hudson Enterprises faced a hostile takeover bid. It was a brutal, drawn-out battle. Conor was consumed, working day and night. I, wanting to feel useful, offered to help. I had ideas, connections from my art world, creative strategies to leverage public opinion.
"I can help you create a campaign," I insisted, pacing his study. "Something outside the box, to appeal to the public directly, not just the shareholders."
He looked up from his stacks of documents, a rare frown creasing his brow. "Jacey, this is a serious business matter. It's not a canvas for your... artistic endeavors."
"But it is an art," I argued, my voice picking up speed. "The art of persuasion! I can get people to care, to rally behind you. Just tell me what you need."
He sighed, running a hand through his dark hair. "I need you to stay out of the way, Jacey. This isn't your world." His words were soft, but they landed like cold stones.
I felt a surge of indignation. "Fine," I snapped, "then if you want my help, you need to talk to me. Really talk. Tell me how you feel, what you're afraid of. Open up, Conor. Just a little. About anything."
He stared at me, his gaze unblinking. "My feelings are irrelevant to corporate strategy." He said it with such finality, such chilling composure, it was as if he' d said the sky was blue. He' d rather face financial ruin than reveal a sliver of emotion. The silence stretched between us, thick and suffocating. I realized then that I wasn't just married to a quiet man; I was married to a fortress. And I was standing outside its walls, shouting into the void.
A chill snaked up my spine. My chest felt tight. This wasn't right. It couldn't be right. There was something fundamentally missing, something deeply wrong with this picture, but I couldn't quite put my finger on it. A cold dread, a premonition, settled in my stomach.
Later that week, the first hint of the truth arrived, wrapped in silk and smelling faintly of jasmine. Hillery Hudson, Conor' s adopted sister, returned from abroad. I' d heard stories, whispers of a troubled past, of Elsworth Hudson, their grandfather, sending her away years ago to "find herself." She was beautiful, ethereal, with a delicate grace that made me feel clumsy and boisterous in comparison.
We met at a family dinner, a stiff, formal affair at the Hudson estate. Hillery was a vision in pale blue, her movements fluid, her voice a soft murmur. I, of course, was my usual self, a whirlwind of anecdotes about my latest curating project. She smiled vaguely, her eyes flitting past me, her attention always, subtly, shifting towards Conor.
Then the email came. A crisis at the art gallery where I volunteered, a major funding opportunity at risk due to a misunderstanding with a notoriously difficult donor. I called Conor, my voice tight with panic, explaining the convoluted situation in rapid-fire sentences. He was busy, of course, dealing with the takeover bid, but he listened, patiently, as always.
"I need you to come," I pleaded, my voice cracking. "I can't handle this alone. They're threatening to pull out."
"I'll send someone," he said, his voice calm, reassuring. "Just wait there, Jacey. Don't do anything rash."
I waited. And waited. The minutes stretched into an hour, then two. The gallery's director was furious, the donor was packing his bags. My claustrophobia, a lingering scar from a childhood trauma, began to prickle at me in the confined office space. The walls seemed to close in.
Just as I felt the panic rising, Hillery appeared. She looked impeccably calm, her blonde hair perfectly coiffed, her eyes wide with concern. "Jacey, darling, are you alright? Conor sent me. He said you were in a bit of a pickle."
My initial relief turned to a cold dread. Conor sent Hillery? Not him? I swallowed the bitter pill. "Where is he?" I managed to ask, my voice barely a whisper.
"Oh, something urgent came up," she demurred, a hint of a smile playing on her lips. "Family matters, you know. But don't worry, I'm here."
Before I could process the sting of his absence, a cacophony erupted from the hallway. Shouts, the crash of breaking glass. Hillery, ever the delicate flower, clapped her hands to her mouth, her eyes wide with feigned terror. Just then, Conor burst into the room, his face etched with a fury I' d never seen before. He wasn't looking at me, or the director, or the donor. His gaze was fixed, laser-sharp, on Hillery.
"Hillery! What happened?" His voice was a guttural roar, raw and utterly uncontained. It was a voice I' d never heard, a passion I' d never been shown.
Hillery, her face pale, pointed a trembling finger towards the hallway. "Someone... someone attacked me! They were trying to steal my bag!"
Conor didn't hesitate. He was beside her in an instant, his hands gently cradling her face, his eyes scanning her for injury. He murmured soft words, words of comfort and protection, words laced with an intimacy that felt like a punch to my gut.
He finally turned to me, his gaze flickering over my pale face, my trembling hands. There was no tenderness, no concern, just a distant, almost perfunctory glance. "Jacey, are you alright?" he asked, his voice flat, devoid of the earlier fury, now merely strained with a forced politeness. His anger, his passion, his terrifying intensity, had all been for Hillery. Only for Hillery.
My world tilted. The air left my lungs. He had abandoned me, left me to flounder, while he rushed to Hillery's side, unleashing a torrent of emotion I didn't know he possessed. The silence he offered me wasn't acceptance; it was empty space. The words he reserved for Hillery weren't just words; they were his very essence, the core of his being.
A cold, hard truth slammed into me. I was nothing but a placeholder, a convenient wife. His gentle patience, his unwavering stoicism towards me, wasn' t a sign of his deep affection. It was a sign of his profound indifference. His rage, his fear, his frantic concern – that was love. And it was all, always, for her.
He reached out, his hand hovering, as if to offer comfort. But it felt like a condescending pat. I flinched, pulling back as if burned. The sudden movement, the stark realization, drained every ounce of strength from me. My voice, usually a torrent, was gone, replaced by a suffocating emptiness.
Conor' s hand dropped. His brow furrowed slightly, a flicker of confusion in his eyes. "Jacey?" he prompted, his tone a question.
But I had nothing. My throat was raw. My tongue felt thick. He was asking me if I was okay, after all of that. After seeing that.
My eyes met his, and for the first time, I saw him clearly. Not the man I had idealized, but the man who would always choose her. I turned, my legs shaky, and walked away, not knowing where I was going, only knowing I had to leave that space, that moment, that devastating truth behind.