Today is my sixth wedding anniversary. It's also the day my husband, Liam, brought up divorce for the 47th time.
He does this for Seraphina, his childhood friend. The woman who orchestrated a car crash on our wedding day, a tragedy that left her unable to have children and left him shackled by a debt of guilt. For six years, I have been the price of his repayment.
I endured the relentless cycle. But this time was different. This time, after Seraphina pushed me down a spiral staircase, Liam promised me justice. He swore he would make her pay.
Instead, he ensured the smart home security system "mysteriously" erased all evidence.
That night, from the supposed safety of a house he had arranged, Seraphina had me kidnapped. As her hired thugs tore at my clothes in the back of a cold, dark van, I managed to make one desperate emergency call to Liam through my smartwatch.
He saw my plea. And he hung up.
I leaped from that moving van, not onto asphalt, but into the cold, unforgiving sea. As I fought for my life in the icy water, swallowed by the darkness, I made a vow.
This time, there would be no 48th remarriage.
This time, I would simply cease to exist.
Chapter 1
The crystal chandeliers of the city's landmark skyscraper, the Zenith Tower, cast a glittering, merciless light across the grand ballroom. Tonight is the annual Starlight Foundation Charity Gala, the pinnacle of the city's social calendar, and I am a ghost at my own husband's side. Or rather, I am several carefully orchestrated steps behind him, a shadow in a bespoke gown that feels more like a costume than a statement.
Liam Vance, my husband, is a vision of tailored perfection, as devastatingly handsome as the day I first laid eyes on him. But his attention, his very orbit tonight, is centered on another woman. An hour ago, in the silent, tense atmosphere of our penthouse apartment, he had approached me with that familiar, pained look in his eyes, the one that always preceded a sacrifice on my part.
"Elara, darling, I know this is last minute," he'd murmured, his hand hovering near my shoulder but never quite making contact. "Sera's not feeling well, the anxiety is acting up. The thought of facing this crowd alone... she's terrified. Could you possibly let her be my plus-one on the main table? You could oversee the event logistics from the back, you're so brilliant at that. It would mean the world to her. To me."
So here I am. Exiled to the periphery, armed with a clipboard and a strained, professional smile, while Seraphina, radiant in a crimson dress he bought her last week in Paris, clings to his arm in the full glare of the spotlight. She plays the part of the fragile, beautiful survivor to perfection, her every glance a testament to her supposed vulnerability and his unwavering devotion.
The auction begins, the evening's main event, a parade of extravagant items for an even more extravagant cause. I watch from the wings as bids fly for vintage wines and exotic holidays. Then, the auctioneer, a man with a booming voice and a practiced smile, announces the next lot. "And now, a truly special piece. An original oil painting titled 'Fading Light,' generously donated by the immensely talented artist, Mrs. Elara Vance."
A polite smattering of applause follows. My heart gives a painful thud. The painting is a deeply personal piece, one I almost couldn't part with. It depicts a lone lighthouse against a stormy sea, its beam growing fainter with each brushstroke. It is a self-portrait of my soul.
Just as the bidding starts, a sharp, theatrical gasp cuts through the hushed anticipation of the room. Seraphina has "accidentally" stumbled, her delicate frame colliding with a passing waiter. A heavy silver tray, laden with a tureen of scalding lobster bisque and several glasses of deep red wine, goes flying. It seems to move in slow motion, an elegant, horrifying arc of destruction, before its contents descend directly upon me.
The heat is a sudden, searing shock, soaking through the delicate silk of my gown and scalding the skin of my chest and shoulder. The wine follows, staining the pale silver fabric a gruesome, bloody crimson. I am a public spectacle of humiliation, a drenched and ruined figure standing amidst the wreckage of fine dining.
Flashbulbs pop, a series of blinding explosions that sear the image into the city's collective memory. A wave of murmurs, a mixture of shock, pity, and thinly veiled amusement, ripples through the well-heeled crowd.
But Liam's first reaction is not to me. It is not to his wife, who is standing there, physically burned and socially crucified. He leaps onto the stage, not down towards me, but up towards the source of the chaos. He wraps his strong arms around a "shocked" and trembling Seraphina, shielding her fragile form in a protective embrace, as if she were the one who had been assaulted. He glares out at the stunned audience, a fierce protector, a noble knight.
He is protecting the wrong woman. And in that blinding, public moment, I realize he has been for a very, very long time.