CHAPTER ONE
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I arrived at my boarding house without myself. What I had seen before kept replaying in my brain.
I couldn't get rid of anything I tried so I decided to go out.
it's only about seven o'clock in the evening so there are a lot of people, it's a good thing it's Friday so I don't have school tomorrow. I think that's even better because I don't think I can meet or even see the two.
I wanted to drink so I chose to wear jeans and a white crop top and a black cardigan. I'm a teacher and it's not good for my students to see me in this state but I also have a life of my own, I'm doing my job well so it's not bad anymore.
I know a bar nearby so I chose to just walk, I'm not wearing high heels either so it's okay.
I was crossing the street when someone texted so I didn't look at it myself.
Ma 'love
Hi love. I'm sorry I didn't deliver you earlier, I'm super busy. I just recovered another day. I love you and i miss you so much. Go to bed early huh? Don't neglect yourself. I can't call you anymore because I still have papers to process.
My tears flowed again when I read the content of his text. I couldn't help but feel angry, I think it was fooling me, but it was right. He is really cheating on me.
I angrily wiped my then wet cheek again and walked quickly down the road, without looking around, just straight when I heard a deafening horn to my left.
my body went stiffed when i realized that i was about to get crashed, i was there standing, my tears literally stopped, losing myself and not being able to step on my feet to get out of there.
The driver beeped again but it was like i was lost, i dont know what to do, my mind went blanked.
I just realized that the driver of the limousine car was supporting himself, he repeatedly asked me if I'm okay.
I just nodded. Still can't believe it, I almost collided.
"Are you okay miss?"
"Are you sure?"
"Nothing hurts?"
"Miss?"
"Miss?"
repeated its question but I could not even open my mouth.
So it shook both my shoulders,
That's where I realized.
"O-okay I'm fine." I was nervous to answer this.
"Are you sure?" the old man had a worried face but he was still handsome compared to men I think his age,
"Manong is a pet gym." I didn't realize that it came out of my mouth, I just found out that it laughed a little.
"I think you're okay before because you were not on your own. I'm fine and I'm fine. "He said happily.
A smile appeared on my lips when I heard him speak, his contentment contagious.
"Ah w-I don't have that man. All right. Thank you." I say goodbye here because people are already looking at our behavior, and his parked car is also causing traffic.
"Just call me Adriano sister, it's like I'm not too old for Adriano." He said happily again.
I would have answered someone who called here by the name he gave.
"Adriano! Lets go!" Cold promise of the man in the car.
I couldn't see it very well because it was dark inside the car and the window wasn't very open so even if it was lit outside, I still couldn't see the person inside.
I turned my gaze to Adriano of,
"Wow strength to be Adriano ah" I joked to myself.
when he laughed and scratched his neck,
"All right, miss ganda huh? You're just okay huh? I'm leaving and maybe my boss will kill me without knowing the word patience." This information makes me laugh again.
I nodded with a smile and informed him as well.
I waited until I could get in and the car started to roll away, just as I was leaving I couldn't help but peek at the mysterious man inside the car, I still remember the horror that enveloped my being when I heard his voice deep and cold.
because Adriano was driving quite fast, I only saw the sideview, I could see a little of what I thought was his handsome face because of the yellow light inside the car.
His face was serious and seemed to scold the old man. as far away as the car in my sight then came back to my mind what I had been thinking before.
Sadness faded from my face and pain in my heart, thanks to that old man and I momentarily forgot about that naughty man.
I immediately made my way into the bar I was going to while meditating.
I need to get wasted or else, i might drown myself from deep thinking.
Arries was my first love and my first heartache, he should be my last heartbreak.
Sad but determined I promise myself.
men would only ruin my life, so before that could happen I had to distance myself from them.
Arries was the only one who restored my trust but also took it back.
I stopped in front of the Bar,
i took a deep breath and then walk gracefully, i swayed my buttocks confidently.
I, then, took off my cardigan and enter the bar with those eyes plunging in me.
I smirked, I didn't notice the shape of my body much especially when I was wearing the uniform slacks and sleeves at school,
But
The dress I wear, complimented my body so even if it's simple, my body will carry it.
"I'm the only one you wasted." When I talk to Arries in my mind.