Six Years of Empty Love

For six years, I was the loyal, grateful boyfriend, constantly working to keep Nicole, the "it girl" every guy wanted, by my side. I tolerated her college ex, Ryan, a trust-fund musician who always lingered, a constant source of anxiety and a recurring fight. Tonight, at a packed Super Bowl party, the simmering tension exploded. As I watched from across the room, Ryan, his arm draped casually over her, leaned in and kissed her-a deep, dramatic, movie-style kiss-right in front of everyone. The room fell silent. Every single person turned to stare at me, their faces a mixture of pity and morbid curiosity, waiting for my usual explosion. But the expected rage, the desperate plea, the furious fight? None of it came. I felt nothing but a strange, hollow calm. How could the woman I' d spent six years trying to keep, the love that defined my adult life, betray me so openly without a flicker of remorse? How could I have been so utterly blind? Instead of screaming, I raised my beer bottle in a mock toast, a deadpan smile on my face. "Encore!" My love for her, which had fueled my world for so long, had just died. The tank was finally, completely empty. Now, it was time to reclaim my life.