The moment I was gone, they planned to switch my wedding decor for a hidden "Happy Birthday" banner and turn my reception into a lavish party for my nephew. My entire life was just an inconvenient opening act for a celebration I wasn't invited to.
They had always called me paranoid for feeling invisible. Now I knew the horrifying truth: they weren't just ignoring me, they were actively plotting to erase me from my own life.
But my late grandmother had left me one last gift: an escape hatch.
A business card for a man named Julian Thorne, with the words "Unconventional Solutions" printed beneath his name.
I smashed a crystal vase, fled the five-star suite in my bare feet and a silk robe, and walked away from my life, leaving them to clean up the mess. My only destination was the address on that card.
Chapter 1
The silence in the bridal suite was the loudest sound I had ever heard. It was a weighted, expectant silence, thick with the cloying scent of a thousand white lilies and the faint, sharp tang of hairspray. Outside the grand, floor-to-ceiling windows of the Veridia Grand Hotel, the city hummed with life, but in here, time had slowed to a syrupy crawl.
I stood before a gilded, full-length mirror, a stranger in a dress that cost more than my first car. The silk was a heavy, liquid coolness against my skin, its intricate beadwork catching the light and fracturing it into a million tiny rainbows. It was a perfect dress for a perfect bride. The problem was, I felt anything but.
*Breathe, Clara. Just breathe.*
The thought was a frantic whisper in the chaos of my mind. My reflection stared back, wide-eyed and pale beneath the artfully applied makeup. My heart hammered against my ribs, a frantic bird trapped in a cage of bone and lace. This was supposed to be the happiest day of my life. Everyone kept saying so. My mother, my fiancé Mark, his perfect sister Isabelle. Their words were like smooth, polished stones, dropped one by one into the turbulent waters of my anxiety.
"You look breathtaking, darling. Absolutely a vision." My mother, Eleanor, glided into the room, her own dress a whisper of dove-grey chiffon. She smelled of Chanel No. 5 and quiet disappointment. Her smile didn't reach her eyes; it hadn't for years, not when she looked at me.
Her fingers, cool and tipped with perfectly manicured nails, fussed with a stray curl near my temple. The touch was meant to be comforting, but it felt like an assessment, a final quality check before presenting a product for sale.
*Don't flinch. Don't show her she's getting to you.*
"Thank you, Mother," I managed, my voice a thin, reedy thing.
"It's just nerves, dear," she said, her gaze flicking over my shoulder to catch her own reflection. "All brides get them. Just try to relax. We don't want a repeat of the engagement party."
I winced. The engagement party. I'd had a panic attack, overwhelmed by the crowd and the suffocating weight of everyone's expectations. Mark had called it a 'charming little wobble.' My mother had called it an embarrassment. They both referred to my 'delicate nerves' as if it were a chronic, incurable disease I was selfishly inflicting upon them.
Isabelle, Mark's sister and the sun around which my family seemed to orbit, drifted in behind my mother. She was everything I wasn't: effortlessly confident, radiant, the mother of a cherubic little boy, Leo, who was the undisputed darling of the family. She was holding a glass of champagne, her smile bright and pitying.
"Clara, you look lovely," she cooed, her voice like honey laced with arsenic. "Mark is so excited. He just can't wait."
Her eyes scanned my dress, my hair, my face, and I felt a familiar, hot flush of inadequacy. She was the daughter my mother always wished she'd had. The kind of woman who never had 'wobbles.'
"I brought you some champagne," she offered, holding out the flute. The bubbles danced merrily. "To calm those delicate nerves."
There it was again. That phrase. A verbal pat on the head.
My mother took the glass instead. "Not yet, Isabelle. We don't want her getting flushed." She turned to me. "Now, I'm just going to check on the final arrangements with the coordinator. Isabelle, stay with Clara. Make sure she doesn't... unravel."
The door clicked shut behind her, leaving me in the fragrant, suffocating silence with Isabelle. I could feel her watching me in the mirror.
"It's all going to be so perfect, you know," she said, her tone conspiratorial. "After today, everything will finally settle down. We can have a proper celebration for Leo's birthday next week. Mother was saying she wants to use the main ballroom."
My stomach twisted. My wedding reception was in the main ballroom. Was she implying they were already planning to redecorate?
"My wedding is today, Isabelle," I said, my voice sharper than I intended.
She gave a little laugh, a tinkling sound that grated on my raw nerves. "Of course, silly. I just mean... well, once all this fuss is over. Mark has been so stressed, trying to manage everything. You know how he worries about you."
*Manage me. He worries about managing me.*
The words echoed in my head. That's what I was. A project. A problem to be managed. Mark wasn't marrying a partner; he was acquiring a beautiful, fragile doll that needed to be kept on a shelf.
Just then, Mark himself pushed the door open, his face a mask of strained cheerfulness. He looked handsome in his tuxedo, his dark hair perfectly coiffed. But his jaw was tight, and his eyes darted around the room before they landed on me.
"There's my beautiful bride," he said, the words sounding rehearsed. He came over and kissed my cheek, his lips dry and brief. He smelled of expensive cologne and a faint, underlying scent of stress-sweat. "Ready to become Mrs. Davenport?"
"Mark," I began, my voice trembling slightly. "Isabelle was just saying... about the ballroom... for Leo's party?"
His smile faltered for a fraction of a second. A flicker of annoyance crossed his face before being smoothed away. He shot a dark look at Isabelle, who simply shrugged, a picture of innocence.
He took my hands in his. They were cold, my fingers like ice. "Clara, darling. Don't do this. Not today. You're getting worked up over nothing."
"It's not nothing," I insisted, the words tumbling out in a desperate rush. "It feels like everyone is looking straight through me. Like this whole day is just... an obstacle to get past."
"You're being paranoid," he said, his voice dropping to a low, placating tone he used when I was being 'difficult.' "You're overwrought. It's the stress. Why do you always have to make things so hard, sweetheart? Today is supposed to be about us."
Gaslighting. It was his favorite tool. Twist my genuine feelings into an accusation, make me the villain of my own story. My concerns weren't valid; they were an inconvenience to his perfect day.
He squeezed my hands, a little too tightly. "Just smile, look beautiful, and walk down that aisle. Can you do that for me?"
I nodded numbly, the fight draining out of me, replaced by a familiar, hollow ache. He kissed my forehead and left, leaving the scent of his cologne and his dismissal hanging in the air.
Isabelle gave me one last, triumphant smirk before following him out. "See you at the altar," she chirped.
Alone again, the silence returned, heavier than before. Tears pricked at the corners of my eyes, and I blinked them back furiously, refusing to ruin the makeup artist's careful work. That was my only job, after all. To look beautiful.
My gaze fell on my clutch, a small, beaded bag sitting on the vanity. Inside was the one thing that felt truly mine today: a small, silver locket from my grandmother. She was the only one who had ever seen me, really seen me. Not as a fragile doll, but as a person. She'd passed away two years ago, and the loss was still a raw, open wound.
I fumbled with the clasp, my fingers clumsy. It wasn't there. Panic, cold and sharp, lanced through me. I emptied the purse onto the silk chaise lounge. Lipstick, tissues, a compact mirror... but no locket.
Where had I put it? I remembered packing it. I'd put it in the small, antique wooden box she'd left me, for safekeeping. The box I'd tucked into my overnight bag.
I scrambled to the closet, my silk robe whispering around my legs. I found the bag and pulled out the small, cedar box. The familiar, comforting scent of the wood filled my senses. My grandmother's box. It was my anchor in this swirling sea of anxiety.
I lifted the lid. The locket wasn't there. My heart sank. But something else was. Tucked beneath the velvet lining, a place I had never looked before, was a hidden compartment. My fingers trembled as I pried it open.
Inside, nestled on a bed of faded silk, was a single, stark business card. It was made of a heavy, matte black stock, the lettering a severe, silver font.
*Julian Thorne. Thorne Industries. Unconventional Solutions.*
Beneath it was a small, folded piece of notepaper, the ink faded but the handwriting unmistakably my grandmother's. Her strong, elegant script was a ghost from a happier time.
My hands shook as I unfolded it. The message was short, a lifeline thrown across the years.
*For when you're ready to choose yourself.*
A single, hot tear escaped and splashed onto the card, blurring the imposing name. Julian Thorne. I didn't know who he was, but my grandmother had. And she had left this for me. An escape hatch.
The thought was terrifying and exhilarating all at once. Choose myself. For the first time all day, I felt a flicker of something other than despair. It was a tiny, dangerous spark in the suffocating darkness. A glimmer of hope.