"Don't worry, Sarah, I'm on my way," he said. "Your ovulation cycle is paramount. I love you."
The three words he'd never said to me. He slammed on the brakes, shifted into his massive wolf form, and abandoned me on a dark, rain-swept road to run to her.
I stumbled out into the storm, my heart finally shattered. I wasn't his mate. I was a placeholder, a prop to be discarded when his true love called.
Just as I wished the rain would wash me away, headlights cut through the darkness. A car screeched to a halt inches from me. Out stepped an Alpha whose raw power made my husband seem like a child. His piercing silver eyes locked on mine as a possessive growl rumbled deep in his chest.
He looked at me as if he'd found the center of his universe and uttered a single, life-altering word.
"Mine."
Chapter 1
The scent of rosemary and garlic clung to the air in our sterile, silent house. I had spent the entire afternoon meticulously preparing a roast lamb, Mark's favorite, arranging roasted potatoes and asparagus spears on our best china like a soldier preparing for a final, desperate stand. Three years. It was our third mating anniversary, and a pathetic, stubborn knot of hope was lodged in my throat, refusing to be swallowed. Maybe tonight. Maybe tonight he would finally look at me, *see* me.
My hands, which always felt too small and delicate, trembled slightly as I smoothed the linen tablecloth for the tenth time. The fabric was cool and crisp beneath my fingertips, a stark contrast to the anxious heat coiling in my stomach. Outside, the Veridia twilight painted the sky in shades of bruised purple and soft grey, the city lights beginning to glitter like fallen stars. But inside, the only light came from the two pristine white candles I'd set in the center of the table, their flames flickering nervously, mirroring the frantic beat of my own heart.
*He'll come home. He'll see the effort. He'll remember.* The mantra was a familiar one, a worn-out prayer I'd repeated on birthdays, holidays, and countless lonely nights.
The sound of the key in the front door lock was sharp, metallic, and it made me jump. I quickly lit the candles, my heart hammering against my ribs. I took a deep breath, trying to calm the frantic flutter of nerves. *Smile, Clara. Look happy. Don't look desperate.*
Mark stepped into the foyer, his broad shoulders filling the doorway. He was every inch the powerful Alpha his reputation claimed: tall, impeccably dressed in a dark suit that probably cost more than my car, with an aura of command that could make lesser men flinch. But the first thing that hit me wasn't his power. It was his scent.
Beneath the familiar, earthy smell of pine and damp soil that was uniquely his, there was another fragrance. A sharp, floral perfume, laced with the distinct musk of another she-wolf. It was a scent I had come to dread, a scent that spoke of meetings that ran late and partnerships that were purely professional, or so he claimed.
My carefully constructed smile faltered. My inner monologue, the one I tried so hard to silence, screamed at me. *He was with her. Again. On our anniversary.*
His eyes, the color of cool grey stone, swept over the dining room. They registered the candles, the perfectly set table, the aroma of the meal I'd poured my soul into. There was no flicker of warmth, no hint of pleasure. Just a faint, almost imperceptible tightening of his jaw.
"Clara," he said, his voice a low baritone that held no affection. He loosened his tie, the silk whispering in the quiet room. "What is all this?"
"Happy anniversary, Mark," I managed, my voice sounding thin and reedy to my own ears. I gestured towards the table, a hopeful, foolish gesture. "I made your favorite."
He didn't move closer. He stood by the door, a formidable barrier between my pathetic hope and his cold reality. "I told you not to over-exert yourself. Your constitution is... fragile."
The words were a physical blow, the same excuse he'd used for years. *Fragile.* It was his cage, and he'd locked me in it on our mating day. He used it to justify his distance, his refusal to complete our bond, his constant emotional neglect. He'd convinced everyone, including, for a time, myself, that I was a delicate thing to be protected, which in his language meant to be ignored.
My hope, that stubborn, foolish thing, finally died. It withered under his cold gaze, turning to ash in my chest. "I just wanted to do something nice," I whispered, the words tasting like defeat.
"I have an urgent pack meeting," he said, already turning away, dismissing me and my efforts as if they were nothing more than a mild inconvenience. "Thorne Industries is making a move on the southern territories. I have to handle it." He glanced back, his eyes unreadable. "Don't wait up."
And then he was gone. The front door clicked shut with a finality that echoed in the cavernous silence of the house. I was left alone with the two sputtering candles, the perfectly cooked meal growing cold, and the ghost of another woman's perfume.
The silence pressed in on me, thick and suffocating. I sank into one of the dining chairs, the polished wood cold against my legs. My gaze drifted around the room, at the life I was supposed to have. The large, empty house in the most exclusive part of Veridia, the designer furniture, the life of a respected Alpha's mate. It was all a sham. A beautiful, hollow lie.
My mind, a cruel tormentor, replayed the memory of our mating ceremony. I could still feel the weight of the ceremonial robes, smell the incense in the air. I remembered the hope that had swelled in my chest when he'd stood before me, so handsome and powerful, and promised to cherish and protect me for all our days. He had never completed the final step of the bond, the one that would have truly linked our souls. He'd claimed it was for my own good, that the intensity of a full Alpha bond might be too much for my 'delicate' nature. I had believed him. For a time.
Now, I knew the truth. It wasn't about my fragility. It was about my inadequacy.
My fingers fumbled for my tablet on the sideboard. I needed a distraction, anything to pull me from the downward spiral of my thoughts. I swiped it on, the screen glowing to life. And there it was. The top news alert from the Veridia Pack Herald.
A picture dominated the screen. It was Mark, smiling. Not the tight, controlled smile he gave me, but a genuine, unguarded smile of pride and affection. Standing beside him, her hand resting possessively on his arm, was Sarah Vance, the powerful Alpha female of the neighboring pack. The headline read: 'A New Alliance Forged: Alphas Mark and Vance Secure Landmark Deal with Thorne Industries.'
The article praised their partnership, their synergy, their combined strength. It was a public celebration of the very thing he denied me in private. He wasn't at a pack meeting. He was with her. The lie was so blatant, so cruel, it stole the air from my lungs.
A wave of nausea and heartbreak washed over me. I stumbled away from the table, away from the evidence of my failure. I needed to get away, to hide. I found myself in the hallway, pulling open the door to a dusty storage closet under the stairs, a space I hadn't entered in years.
The air was stale, thick with the scent of mothballs and forgotten things. I coughed, my eyes adjusting to the dim light. Tucked away in the back, behind a stack of old blankets, was a small, wooden box. It was my grandmother's. My parents had given it to me when I moved in here, and in the misery of my new life, I'd forgotten all about it.
My fingers, coated in a fine layer of dust, traced the carved lid. With a faint creak, I opened it. Inside, nestled on a bed of faded velvet, was a delicate pendant. A single, luminous moonstone, shaped like a teardrop, hung from a silver chain. It seemed to pulse with a soft, internal light.
Beneath it was a folded piece of parchment, the ink faded but still legible. My grandmother's elegant script flowed across the page.
*'When the moon is rejected, the true star will rise. Your blood is not a weakness, but a key.'*
My breath hitched. What did it mean? I lifted the pendant from the box. The stone was cool at first, but as my skin touched it, a faint, comforting warmth spread through my fingers, up my arm, and settled in my chest. It was a gentle, soothing heat that pushed back against the icy despair that had taken root there.
For the first time in three years, a seed of doubt was planted. Not about Mark, or his feelings for me-those were painfully clear. This was a doubt about myself. About the identity he had forced upon me.
Fragile. Weak.
As I clutched the moonstone, its warmth a silent promise against my palm, I wondered if he, and I, had been wrong all along.