Dawn of a new beginning for me

Her body was burning with heat as strong as volcanic lava, save her, was the man before her, she clung tightly to the cold marble like skin, her survival instinct eventually making her give up all resistance, pain was accompanied by pleasure slowly rising bit by bit like fireworks display going off in her mind, making her feel like, she was a lone boat in a sea of fire.

Rising, then sinking, it was hard for her to free herself "hey, don't catch a cold", the pressure on her shoulders caused Ning Xi to wake up abruptly, her disoriented gaze met with the concerned eyes of the nurse, in an instant, her guilty conscience made her face blush, she wished she could crawl into a hole in the ground as she avoided the nurse gaze in shame. Dam, although it has already been such a lousy time after that one drunken night, that hot night she had with Suyan kept reappearing in her dreams from time to time, thanks to being drunken to the point of unconsciousness, she did not have much memory of that night, otherwise she would not know how to face shuyan, the nurse saw that she had finally woken up, and passed the papers in her hands to her, "you forgot to take your pregnancy health results, dr Zhang would like you to come again next week"! Ning Xi received the report, smiled sweetly and carefully placed the papers in her own purse. Suyan was still studying overseas, he was coming back tonight, thinking of the meeting tonight, Ning Xi unconsciously tensed up, because the area Suyan was at was too inaccessible, it was only until the child was more than 7 months old that she finally contact him, was it because she was particularly sensitive due to the pregnancy?, Ning Xi felt that Suyan was not happy as she was about this, the doctor reassured her saying that men were always like that with their first child, their mentality would take some time to change! But it couldn't be that even regarding marriage, she would have to be the one to speak up, the sun was burning brightly in the sky when she came out of the hospital, Ning Xi struggled to support her waist, just as she was about to wave down a taxi, a dazzling red sports car rushed towards her, Ning Xis heart thumped, and she retracted quite a few steps back, only to hear a screeching sound from the brakes, as the red sports can just brushed, as the red sports car just brushed air on the edge of clothes, before stopping abruptly, Ning Xis heart almost stopped after slowly regaining her footing she saw a woman wearing a body hugging red dress, toss her wavy hair as she stepped down from the car, Ning Xueluo, are you crazy Ning Xueluo, looked at her laughing with deep meaning, with crossed arms, as if strutting on the catwalk, she swayed as she walked until she stood in front of Ning Xi, using the advantage of her high heel, she arrogantly looked down on the big bellied Ning Xi, what?, are you scared I'll kill that b*st*rd in your stomach?, Ning Xi subconsciously protected her abdomen, taking a step back, she looked at her warily, Ning Xueluo don't go too far,despite knowing that Ning Xueluo has always been at logger heads with her,Ning Xi had not thought she could speak such vicious words to her,

Going too far? You are the one that went too far, after getting drunk and doing it with some wild man and getting pregnant, then struggling to make Suyan the father, tsk tsk, Ning Xi aren't you shameless? Ning Xi froze, what nonsense are you saying? Hey don't tell me what you really believe that man that slept with you that night was Suyan? Ning Xueluo laughed before leaning back, saying that you grew up with Suyan since you were kids with other sentences, saying that you are childhood sweetheart and you don't even know what he's figure is like? Ning Xi grew paler as she listened despite standing under intense sunlight, her whole body felt cold, yes the man From that night, she had only imagined that Suyan was fitter than she had imagined after growing up, now with Ning Xueluo malicious reminder , she then suddenly recalled that other than the body, the man from that night was indeed different from Suyan.

I'll just tell you straight, that night you drank wine that I added a little something to,and out of good will, I found two brawny men for you, so that you could satisfy your desires, who knew that you would be so insensible? You even entered a wild man's room and even unceremoniously, Ning Xueluo tone was filled with disgust, Suyan is too kind hearted, he was afraid that you wouldn't accept the truth, so he said it was him that night,

You! Ning Xi was trembling with anger, listening up to here she could no longer hold back and grabbed Ning Xueluos wrist, why would you do that to me? Why! Haven't you harmed me enough? Ning Xueluo had her eyebrow raised at first, and was about to push Ning Xi, she immediately softened her voice, showing off a delicate and pitiful expression, Older sister, I know I was wrong, if you want to beat and scold anyone do it to me, don't blame Suyan, Ning Xi froze, in the next second, she saw Ning Xueluo suddenly fall on the ground, that pose.. as if she had pushed her.

Ning Xi, what did you do, a scolding voice was sounded behind her.

Ning Xi turned in surprise to see Suyan with a cold expression, Suyan brushed passed her to support Ning Xueluo up, Xueluo are you okay? Ning Xueluo was practically hanging her whole body on suyan, I didn't do it on purpose, am in the wrong, I should be the one to be sorry to sister for causing all this..

That's enough I'll settle all this, Suyan patted Ning Xueluo shoulders, letting her enter the car, I'll explain everything Ning Xi,

Ning Xis mind was completely bind, she watched Suyan walked towards her and watch his mouth open and close.

He talked for a long time,he spoke of the time together as childhood sweetheart, of his struggle when he fell in love with Ning Xueluo, of his anger when he heard that Ning Xueluo had plotted against her, of his shock and guilt when he found out that Ning Xi was pregnant, he spoke of how he had accepted Ning Xueluo apology, finally, he said Ning Xi, sorry I can't marry you, is not because of the night or the child is because I can't let Ning Xueluo down, and I don't want to deceive myself and my feelings. These few months he had being taking Ning Xueluo overseas, and after getting along day and night it has become hard to separate, even if though he admitted that he was the one who had relations with Ning Xi that night for the sake of covering her pain, in his heart he had already chosen Ning Xueluo, so after knowing that Ning Xi was pregnant, he couldn't bear it anymore, he immediately went to the Ning family to explain everything to their parents and to reveal the truth to Ning Xi.

Then.. Suyan.. you knew all along that it was Ning Xueluo who drugged me to ruin my innocence? For the sake of protecting her you told me it was you that night? The Ning Xi that finally regained her voice looked at the cool and calm Suyan as if her soul has left her body,

Ning Xueluo didn't do it on purpose, she was still young and impulsive, then what about me? Ning Xi raised her face and looked at Suyan, did you ever think of me? Not even a little bit, Suyan did not speak, after a while he reached out to Ning Xi, the sun is too bright here, let's go home first..

Don't touch me, Ning Xi pushed away Suyans hand and started laughing loudly, living up to now Ning Xi felt her life was a joke, in order to live in thesame city as Suyan, she had to effort in studying so she could get into a university, in order to please Suyan, she had given up her dream of acting,

In order to match his upbringing and family background, she had abandoned her adoptive parents and return to the Ning family, clumsy trying to please those so called distinguished figures. In the end what she received was one sentence "I can't let Ning Xueluo down"

Ning Xueluo had not only stolen her identity, and her biological parents but she has also stolen her sweetheart

Ning Xueluo was still young so her mistakes could be forgiven?

Then who would take the responsibility for her life? She even does not know who the man from the night was, Ning Xi covered her face body shaking fiercely, she was already in the depths of despair,

Suyan watched Ning Xi walked towards the road unthinkably, as if in a trance he threw the cigarette he was holding in between his fingers and was about to chase after her, but was held back by Ning Xueluo who held unto his sleeves from behind, Suyan where are you going?

In the instant Suyan was hesitating, a loud noise rang out, Ning Xi who has been walking on zebra crossing was thrown into the air, landing heavily on the ground

Help.. help.. a pregnant woman was hit...

In the glaring light, Ning Xi saw shaking silhouettes and the two faces that made her nauseous, the cramping pain that came from her belly caused her to loose consciousness bit by bit. She only blinked her eyes once, and the fresh blood on her forehead flowed into her eyes, the world fell into darkness....