Your Love Is Gone

Chapter 1

Jackie's Pov

I am currently walking on the pathway, not far from me I see my ex who is with Her new one, my ex bestfriend which is, Celine Montenegro.

Walking happily towards their department, I was also going to my department.

I also felt pain when I saw them happy. But I can't do anything If He really loves Celine.

I'm just going to accept it, He loves someone else that's not me, It's painful to think because He made it last longer, He loves someone else, but I can handle it alone, I'll be the mother and father of my future child.

I'll admit it's hard but for the sake of my son, I can handle it with Isa. I didn't realize that my tears were falling, while I was walking towards my room.

When I got to my room, I heard the noise of my classmates, when I entered I immediately saw my friends talking.

"Hi," I greeted them.

"Jackie, we've been waiting for you for a while." Laiza de Guzman, one of my best friends, openly promised me that she is approachable, caring, generous, just don't abuse her goodness, you might regret it.

" Yes." according to Carlo Santos, Carly sa Gabi, he's gay and handsome, I don't know why he became gay, He's also one of my best friends, he became a man when he saw his friends being oppressed.

"Hey, let our friend sit down, that's already singing." scolded by Marco Villafuerte. His handsome man, rich, kind, protective best friend.

"Right." According to Shania Corpuz, she looks modest but when you bully her, you'll see what you're looking for, with a good heart.

"Come here," Elisa said to me. At the same time, he tapped the seat next to him that was vacant. She's one of my friends who's willing to help you, without returning.

So I sat next to Him.

I still haven't told them I'm pregnant. But I'm just looking for time to tell them, I know they'll really attack my ex.

While I was deep in thought, I didn't realize that my friends were talking to me.

"Hey, why are you so stupid there like to leave." Laiza promised me.

" Nothing, just thinking about something." my answer.

"It's deep, it's hard to reach." joke Ni Elisa promised me.

"What are you thinking, you are serious." Shania said.

" Nothing." I only promise.

"What's wrong," Marco.

"Yes, you have nothing, but I can see the reaction on your face." Carlo.

" Do you have a problem?." Laiza asked me.

"Care to share." Shania.

I couldn't stop my tears from falling.

"Hey, why are you crying?" They told me with concern.

Elisa hugged me again, because she was the only one close to me.

The other friend is in front of us.

"I know you have a problem, explain to us later, then Marco and I will confess something to you.' Shania spoke to us.

Marco and Shania are in a relationship, they have been dating for a long time.

I also noticed something strange about Shania, lately, she eats a lot, sometimes moody, should I leave what is happening to her.

Our professor has also arrived, so our classmates are quiet, so are my friends.

"Good morning class." Greetings to Us From the professor.

"Good morning Mr. Gabriel Guevara." We also congratulate him.

"Please take your seat." He promised.

We sat down. He has also started attending to His students. He also called students, fast forward to the letter D, until I was called.

Jackie Duterte, call me Ni Sir.

Present sir, I answered him.

I also saw that he looked at me. It's like He's tickling me. I also looked at him, it's like the way he looks at me is like a fool. He was the first to look away, I just ignored him.

Fast Forward..........

He started to open his book, first he wrote keypoints on the board, after he wrote, he also started to discuss.....

He also discussed our topic for half an hour.

"Class, I'll remind everyone in the class that we're having a quiz tomorrow, about our session today," he said.

"Class dismissed." he added.

We also have students ready for our second subject.

Unexpectedly, our friend Shania suddenly felt dizzy. It's good that Marco was by His side, so He was able to support it.

"Shan, are you ok?". I asked her.

"Just dizzy". He answered.

"Are you sure?" Laiza asked with concern.

"yeah" it was a frugal answer.

"It's better that we just take him to the clinic." Elisa's suggestion.

"Right". said Carlo.

"Hon, are you sure?" Marco asked worriedly while offering to his bride.

"Why are you pale Shan, you seem sick." I still promise.

"Let's take Yan to the clinic." Carlo. So we took Shania to the clinic.

"I'm the only one to watch over here Kay Shan, You've entered our second subject." Marco promised us.

We just nodded.

Let us know if "Shan" is ok, why he got dizzy with the paleness. I remind you Marco.

He also nodded at me. So my friends and I left.

While my friends and I were walking, I didn't mean to look at the other building, I wish I didn't because I saw my ex, along with his new one happily holding hands. Good thing they didn't turn in our direction but He could see me looking at him. The pain is in the eyes, but it hurts more in my chest. We talked for a day.

Flash back.......

"Jason can we talk for a while," I said to him.

Just spell it, I have a date with Celine." hastily said.

"Jason, I'm pregnant with you," I stated.

How did that happen, I don't know what you're talking about." He said.

What you don't know, you did it and then you don't know." I said raspingly.

I was drunk then, I didn't know what I was doing." He reasoned.

"Why didn't you stop me, when was that time, because you wanted it too, now, you're going to accuse me of liking you." he insisted.

I don't know why you are acting like that Jason, but I will tell the truth that I am pregnant and you are the father. Why am I lying to you, for what," I said, my tears started to fall, I just held them back, I don't want Him to see me weak.

"One more thing, I didn't know that what I drank was mixed with s*x drugs, I also didn't know what happened." I added.

"That, I didn't know at first, maybe it was with another man. You just asked me to do it because you can't take responsibility." He promised.

"Are you out of your mind Jason, If you are not the father of what I am pregnant with now, you think I will approach you now, will I let you know." I said annoyed.

"I don't know if that's really mine, I'm not responsible for that either, because Celine is also pregnant." He said with doubt.

I couldn't stand what He was telling me, So I slapped It, I couldn't stop my tears from falling anymore.

"If I were you, we wouldn't have a problem, just abort Yan, it's total blood all the time." He added.

I slapped Jason again, because I was angry with him, for what He was saying to be our son, HE was killing him in the stomach.

"Your mind is so narrow. You will kill your own son." I smiled brightly. "It's really easy for you to say that, because you didn't really love me a bit, because of the two of us, I'm the only one who loves you." I said as my tears fell.

"Don't worry this is the last time we'll talk, I won't mess up your life, then I won't mess up yours either Celine, starting now we're strangers." I promise even though it hurts my feelings. I felt pain inside of me, but I need to be strong for my baby.

"I'll avoid you too, I don't want Celine to get mad at me, just follow what I told you so you won't have any problems, me too, We must act like we're strangers, we didn't know each other, forget it Just because we went through something, I will also forget you.." He told me without emotion.

I also felt a pain while he was telling me that, it really just proves that in the few years we will be in a relationship, I will be the only one who loves him.

For almost four years, we're in a relationship, I'm the only one who truly loves him, It's just because of me, so that he can be close to Celine, whom he truly loves, I'm the only one who made me a bridge between the two. We're best friends before with Celine, but accidentally I found out the relationship between the two.

I have also let go of being friends with him, because he treats me differently, I have also avoided him. I don't want trouble.

" We're totally broken, I hope we don't cross our paths, if that happens just act we're strangers, I'm setting you free. I hope you love Celine like I did to you." my farewell said to him.

End of flashbacks.....

I didn't expect my tears to fall.

Why is that, I didn't do anything bad to him, but why did He do this to me, It's painful to think that my son will be without a father, in my mind.

"Hey" my friends called attention to me.

"Why did you cry there?" They promised.

" Nothing." I answered sparingly.

"Are you sure?" Another concerned question.

"Yes, I'm ok." I promise.

"Hmm, I think your not." Laiza.

"Yeah, I just miss my parents." I'm still lying.

To be honest, that's not really the reason I'm just making excuses, I've got a mixed feeling. That I miss my family too.

In truth, I'm just self supporting, but luckily I received a scholarship, and I also work part time at a coffee shop, sometimes at a restaurant, owned by the family of my best friend Carlo.

If you're asking why I left us, because I'm getting married to someone I've never met in my entire life.

That's what I don't want to happen, because of their benefits, to grow our business with powerful partners.

Yeah, they have points but not in a good way, just for me. I didn't agree with that reason, having arranged marriage has the business grow.

It is possible to become a business partner without arrange marriage. That's why I run away, So I didn't ask them for help, even though I'm having a hard time sometimes, it's good that I have friends who are ready to help me.

"No, I don't agree that your ok, Jackie." Carlo.

"hmm, don't deny that you're ok, because we'll see you if you have a problem or not." Elise.

"Guys, let's see if there is a professor, we will be scolded.." I agree with them.

We are walking towards our second subject. As soon as we entered the room, the noise of the classmates was what we heard. It's a good thing our professor was late, otherwise we wouldn't be able to enjoy the sermon.

We also sat in the chair, waiting for when the prof came, instead of the professor going to the room, a student came. Our teacher said he couldn't teach now because he was doing something, so he just asked us to do something.

We have already done what He did, after we finished what was done to Us, My other classmates went out, We did the same so we could go to recess...

Recess time...

"Guys, let's go, I'm hungry, after we eat, let's go see Shania." I told them.

"sure." My other friends said.

We're walking to the cafeteria, since it's not really recess yet, just a little. The student is now walking outside, expected to be in the cafeteria.

And Cafeteria....

There aren't many students yet because there is still class.

"Guys, what are you going to buy? Carlo asked.

"Why are you free? asked Laiza.

"No, I'm just asking." He answered.

"That's Carlo madam Yan." Elisa's joke

"Hey, don't help our friend." I scolded

"Let's get in line to eat because I'm hungry, it's like PITY." I added.

We got in line, I ordered a bowl of Bangus porridge, then a bowl of rice, chicken, an order of fries, two burgers, banana chips.

"Hey, that's enough." Laiza.

"Girl, I'm sure you can eat, What." Carlo.

" Only you will eat that." pointing at what I ordered, Elisa.

"Yes, I'm hungry." my answer.

"Let's just eat, so you can keep quiet, hehehe. "I added.

We are now eating in the cafeteria...

"He ordered you a lot, will you finish it?" Laiza asked.

"Yes." I answered while taking a bite of rice.

"Jackie, maybe you forgot it's just a snack, it's not lunch yet." Elisa.

"Admit it to us, are you pregnant?" Carlo asked.

That's why I choked on what Carlo said. Elisa also gave me water.

"Hey, are you ok?" Carlo asked. At the same time he caressed my back.

"Are you fine now?" Laiza asked.

"Yes, I'm fine now." my answer.

"Why did you ask that, Carlo?" I will ask.

"There seems to be something strange about you.." He said..

"It's good that you don't pay attention to what I ordered." I said. I continued to eat, now what I ate was your burger. Again, there are many students in the NASA cafeteria now because their class is over.

"Hey, do you have a problem?" Laiza asked me.

"What kind of question is that?" I ask.

"Don't ask me with questions" He answered.

"No, I don't have a problem." my answer.

"Are you sure?" His assurance.

"yeah" I replied sparingly while biting into my burger.

"How about your relationship with your boyfriend?" Elisa asked.

"We broke up, already." my answer. Still chewing on the burger. I don't make it obvious that I'm affected. I was shocked when I saw their reaction, but Carlo still seemed happy.

"That's good for me," He said, "That's a cheater, I see that he's flirting with someone even though you're still in a relationship, What's worse is that you used to be friends." His line.

" speaking of the devil." Said Elisa while snorting at it. The two of them just arrived at the cafeteria.

I didn't pay attention then I continued eating. I finished Ang Isa, now the second burger.

"It's good to be punched by your ex, it's good to be beaten." Laiza promised.

"I heard that Celine the flirty is pregnant." Elisa, the flirtatiousness is really emphasized.

"Don't make any noise, maybe someone will hear you." I scolded them.

They were busy talking, I was busy eating, until I ran out, The only thing I haven't eaten is chips.

"Woah, you used it all up" They promised.

"Hurry up there so we can go to our next class right away." I promised them.

" Well, your ex always looks at our behavior." Carlo.

I also glanced at It, we just looked at each other, but I just looked at It with no emotion to be seen, as if I didn't know Him, I also saw that He was happy with Him. I was the one who avoided looking at him. I just looked at my friends.

"That's what I want to tell you that they have been in a relationship for a long time, even if you are still in a relationship." Laiza.

"Yeah, I've known that for a long time, because I caught them, I just wanted him to admit it to me, but no, I just let him go, because I love him." I wait with my friends.

"That's love again, you'll be really stupid." Elisa.

To Be Continued........

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Chapter 2

"Guys, let's not talk about that, then don't pay attention." I reprimanded them. They are constantly staring at Jason and Celine's behavior, along with their friends.

I know he is also looking at the behavior noticed by my peripheral vision, I just don't pay attention anymore, because it will only hurt me.

"Have you finished eating?" Carlo asked us.

"Me, a while ago," I answered.

"I'm done," Laiza.

"Me too." Elisa.

"Let's see if I can't get over it yet." Carlo.

"Wow, gay, I thought you were like us, now it seems different." Laiza's joke.

"Let's go maybe something else. I think of others, Jan." his referring to Jason.

We stood up, then walked out of the cafeteria, I didn't look back at Jason's behavior.

Now we're walking to our room, we're in the same class in all the subjects, we're just friends in the same course.

"Guy's You can see how Jason looked at Jackie earlier." Elisa's Language

"Yes, He is staring at you." Laiza.

"Let him go." I promise.

"You're right, girl" Carlo.

"I hope he will stand by what he said, because I will also stand by what I told him." I promise.

"You have to tell us something later, when we get home." Elisa.

"You're right Jan, Eli." according to Laiza.

"It seems that there is something that we have not found out yet." Carlo.

The three of them are looking at me now, seriously.

"Ok fine," I answered.

"Besides, between our friends, isn't there a secret hiding place?" Laiza.

"You're right Jan girl." Carlo.

"Because those two jowa brothers also need to tell us something." Elisa.

"What is it?" I asked.

"Later, when we go home, at home." Laiza.

Elisa and Laiza were with me at the boarding house where I was staying. These two are capable of something. In this case, they also ran away from their parents, people like me who will be married to someone they don't know, because of business.

Our land lady is kind, so our rent is low in her house. We only have the same room, It's not bad anymore, we're comfortable, we have our own bed, the three of us have water and electricity.

We also help mother Rosing in cleaning her house, because she is the only one in her house. He also has an apartment for rent just near where we live, it's a mix of people who live there, there are also men, two storey The apartment house that mother Rosing rents, the men who live downstairs, then the women upstairs , mostly studente The renter is a student. It's good that mother Rosing agreed to let us live in her own house, actually her house is not that big, since she is an old lady, she only built three rooms, so that if she has guests, she will sleep in the two vacant rooms. When we were staying at first, it was noisy and there was always someone fighting. That's where we met the three of us, Elisa and Laiza, until we unexpectedly became friends. The three of us were in the same class.

Also when we moved to the new house we rented, in Mom's Rosing, we also met Shania there, who happened to be her niece. Shania Ang slept in the third room, until we became friends too.

Fast forward.....

Our class is over, Mangjowa still hasn't come.

"Guy's, they still haven't come in yet," I said.

"Let's go. We can, since we don't have class." Carlo.

"Yes, they were at the clinic a while ago, until now I haven't seen them either." Elisa

"Where is Shania now, I hope nothing happens to her." Laiza.

"Let's go" I agree with them.

When I stood up, I suddenly felt a thread, so I grabbed my head.

"hey what happened to you?" they asked me at the same time.

"I'm fine, I'm just tired for sure," I said.

"Maybe you worked overtime at your job." Elisa

"No way" I said.

" really." Laiza.

"Come on, I'm sure I'm just tired." I promise.

"You're ready like a racket." Elisa.

"Every Sunday at Nila Carlo's restaurant, when it's not Sunday I work part time at the coffee shop, after class I go straight there." Laiza.

The three of us go to the coffee shop together, sometimes the three of us go to the coffee shop together. Sometimes, it's just the two of us, sometimes it's just me because the work shift is different.

We're going to hang out at the clinic today because we're going to visit Shania. How is she? Is she okay? Why didn't they come in earlier?

"I hope he's ok." Carlo.

"I hope so." I added.

"Are they still at the clinic today?" Elisa.

"Maybe it's safe to go home." Laiza.

"Let's try to go to the clinic, so we can find out." I.

"Let's go, we have a duty." Laiza.

"What duty are you talking about there, Laiza?" Carlo.

"uh, what else, at the coffee shop." Laiza.

"You're really gay, Just What You Think." Elisa.

" what a gay." Carlo, he pretended to be cool.

"Oh, it's really a man." Laiza.

"You're still gay in my eyes." joke Saad Ni Elisa.

"It's gay in your eyes but it also makes you pregnant." Carlo.

So Laiza and I both laughed.

" you two seem to have chemistry." I jokingly promised them both as we walked to the clinic.

"Yuck, I don't like gay people." Elisa pretended to hate Carlo.

"Wow huh, I'm sorry, if I can get you pregnant there, I just don't know about you." Carlo.

"You should be terrified, gay carloy." Elisa.

"Hey, stop it, maybe you two will end up together, you know." said Laiza.

I laugh at both of them, at their reactions, Elisa She just made Carlo suffer.

"Come on, maybe you two will fight there." I'm with them.

fast forward....we also arrived at the school's clinic. We immediately saw that school nurse. Carlo immediately asked about Shania. The school responded that they rushed to the hospital, they also asked if anyone knew which hospital they were taken to, the school nurse also answered.

"So, what are our plans now?" Carlo.

"Edi, let's visit." I answered," but we'll just be there for a while because the three of us still have duty at the coffee shop." I added.

"Let's go" Elisa said.

"We'll ride in Carlo's car, If it's okay with him." Laiza. " so that we can also save on the fare." He also added.

" Yes." Elisa.

"hmm, you're Elisa Gutierrez, just go to the jeep, we're not greeting you." Carlo, pretend to be sulking.

"Hey gay, don't you feel sorry for me." Elisa said while making Carlo cute.

"Stop calling me gay, if you call me gay again, you will really taste me." Carlo's threatening language.

"ok sir, go ahead plss Take me with Mona." Elisa.

"ok fine." Carlo.

"Elisa, don't call Carlo gay first, because he is straight now, maybe something is making His heart beat now, which the others didn't notice, because it was numb." I'm joking. I saw Carlo blushing looking at Elisa.

"Come on, we still have duty, right?" Laiza.

"Yes, by the way." I promise.

"Let's go" Carlo said.

"Just wait guys, I'm going to pee first, just wait for me at the gate, I'm really fast." I.

fastforward...

I'm walking to restroom, not far away I see the two people who I really don't want to see, the pain in the eyes, but I have no choice because we only go to the same school, so all I can do is avoid them.

I was walking in a hurry so they wouldn't catch me. I didn't expect them to see me. Celine also called me, pretending I didn't hear, I was walking fast so they couldn't catch me, I didn't know there was always a giant, so He caught me while holding my hand.

"Wait, are you in a hurry?" He said happily.

I don't know if it's just annoying me or what.

"I'm already peeing because I'm going somewhere else." Kong Saad has no emotions. I know what He is showing me is mixed with plasticity, I felt it.

"By the way, I'm just going to thank you, because you didn't deprive my son of a father." He said happily with a hint of annoyance.

"no problem, I have finished what we have. The father that you brought, then He didn't love me either, He doesn't have any obligation to me, He really loves you, So you don't have to worry about anything, and don't Don't worry, I won't mess up your relationship." I really meant to raise my voice, then I deliberately emphasized my obligation just to be heard by Jason who was behind Celine. But I didn't pay attention to it yet.

"If there is nothing important to say, I will leave, because there is someone waiting for me outside." Kong Saad has no emotions.

"No more, thank you again." Celine.

I turned it away, then raised my hand as a response that it was ok.

I went to the comforter to pee. After I peed, washed my hands, also went out of the CR. I didn't expect someone to pull me, I was shocked So I slapped It. I looked and saw Jason holding His cheek that I slapped.

"Why do you need me?" I asked him without seeing any emotion attached.

"What obligation are you telling her, maybe she will think of something, pregnancy is still delicate." He told me angrily that I could also feel His anger because of the tightness of his grip on my arm.

"You heard everything I said, didn't you, So you have nothing to worry about, so don't worry, I didn't say anything that he would be with her, I did give him assurance, so he doesn't think about anything, You're the only one who worries, I didn't do anything to you, isn't it careless, What is it." my line "Then let me go, I'm hurt by what you're doing." I added.

"You will really hurt me if my son is hurt." he stressed his Promise to his supposed Son.

"Well, why am I the one to blame? I didn't do anything, I didn't disturb you, I didn't even come close. I didn't do it, then what, you will accuse me If anything happens to what He is bringing." I'm trying not to cry in front of Him, I want to show him even though he's not by our future son's side that I can bring him to life without him, that I'm strong. My head is hot for him, because he still won't let go of me. I also felt a rope but I managed to not fall in front of Him, fortunately I was also close to the wall, so I was able to hold onto it, as well as my head.

So He let go of me, His expression seemed to change when He saw that I was struggling. He was about to help me, but I just shook His hand.

"just leave me alone, I don't need your help." I said to her "just please... leave me alone." when I repeat here because he is still standing in front of me.

He left, after He left, my tears fell, I promise that I will be the last tear for him, I will never cry again just because of him.

Jackie's Pov

I feel better, so I hurriedly walked to the gate. Since my friends are also waiting for me, they might wonder why I took so long in restroom. But before I got to the gate, I saw the two of them walking in the hallway, happily talking, I just didn't look back.

"Oh, what took you so long?" Laiza asked me.

"Jackie are you alright, you look pale." concern Elisa said to me while holding my head.

"Yeah, I'm ok." Lazy Kong Saad.

"Your not ok, look at yourself Jackie, Your pale." Carlo.

"Hey, let's go to the hospital, then let's have Jackie check her, so we can know if she's okay, even if she's in pain, even if she's struggling, she won't tell, she'll just endure it as long as she can." By Laiza.

"It's good, there's nothing we can do about Jackie. She's only dealing with her own problems, so let's go to the hospital to visit our other friend. Let's take this girl with her to get checked, her stubbornness is unmatched." Elisa said with a mixture of nervousness.

I'm just listening to them quietly, it's like my thread is coming back with a headache. That's why I held onto Carlo because he was the only one close to me.

"Jackie," He called me. I couldn't answer because my vision was blurry, I just heard my friends panicking, then I felt someone pick me up, and then I didn't know what was going on.

Laiza's Pov

I don't know what happened to Jackie but lately I've been noticing something strange about her, she suddenly gets dizzy and eats a lot, usually she only buys a little food to save money because she's the only one who spent on her education since she left the them. Willingly, his two brothers would have helped him but he didn't want to accept it, because their father would know and know what they would do, when their father found out that they helped Jackie, maybe there's a possibility to control their every action, like Jackie left them because her parents controlled her, what to do, one of the reasons why she left was because she was going to marry someone she didn't know. A while ago when he said goodbye to us to go restroom for a while, I was afraid of him Why did he take so long to come back, I will pick him up I hope I saw him in the distance, I also saw that he was looking at his cheater ex and what he thought his true friend, That cheater is another one, It's nice to go bald and include His new girlfriend. Then it also avoided, and continued walking towards our way. I noticed something about him, He's pale, He's not very talkative anymore, He's quiet, I don't know what's going on with him. The only thing I notice about him is that he is moody sometimes. I don't even know if my suspicions about him are correct, as long as I can assure him that he is feeling something right now, I was also shocked when he suddenly passed out in front of us........

Who is the man who wants to marry her?

Where is Shania?

To Be Continued.....

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Chapter 3

Laiza's Pov

Carlo is panicking, so is Elisa, If I'm going to panic, it's all three of us, I really need to be calm, I can't panic, we're friends, right?

Carlo, let's take Jackie to the hospital, maybe she's sick, I promised Carlo. Carlo picked up Jackie again, I also opened the door of his car.

He immediately entered it, our friend is already pale, I don't know what is happening to him.

We went in right away, then He started the car. Its operation is also fast, fortunately there is no traffic, if we happen to take a long time, our friend might be overrun.

fasforward______

@ Hospital

We immediately got out of the car, then Elisa also opened the door, because they were just next to each other and Jackie was in the backseat.

Carlo immediately loaded it. As for me, I called the nurse right away because our friend hasn't woken up yet, it needs to be checked right away.

We were only on the first floor, Carlo immediately put us on the bed when we got to the room.

It's the doctor's Chineck right away, it's a good thing Carlo is also a friend of the doctor So Jackie was taken care of right away.

" Doc, what happened to our friend?" I asked the doctor

"Miss, your friend fainted because of staying up late, he needs to rest for his health, and you should avoid stressing your friend because it will affect them, they should also eat healthy foods to be healthy and it is also necessary every month His check up to check if their health is ok. If you need anything, I'm just in the office." Lintanya Of the doctor.

"Doc, I'm just asking why. You said earlier, our friend shouldn't be stressed, because it will affect them, I'm confused, doc." I said

"I'm the same, doc, I'm also confused by what you said, It's not clear to me what you said." according to Elisa.

"Your friend is pregnant, that's why she experiences something like that and she's awake. That's why she passed out, please tell your friend that she needs to always be careful because the attachment of the child is weak, so she needs to take vitamins to strengthen the attachment as well Children, and eat nutritious food. I will just give later that he needs to buy vitamins. I'm leaving, I still need to do something in my office, If you have any questions, just come to my office." His line.

We just nodded, because we couldn't believe that Jackie was pregnant, that's why she's so greedy sometimes.

Totally I'm shocked by what I heard from the doctor, same reaction with Carlo and Elisa.

"That's why sometimes our friend is greedy." commented by Carlo.

"Also pale, sometimes moody." according to Elisa.

"By the way, Where is shania's room?" I asked her.

"Didn't we ask earlier because we were in a hurry, maybe how is Jackie, who is just tired." Carlo.

"I'll just ask the front desk." Elisa's promise to us is voluntary.

"Wake up there, you worried us. We thought you were doing well, you are pregnant, you haven't told us yet." I'm sick of it even when I'm asleep. "When you wake up there you have to explain to us." I added.

"Laiza, don't disturb her, you're making her more stressed," scolded Carlo

"It's that man's fault," he continued.

Then we heard a grunt, So we looked at It, it turned out that Jackie had woken up.

"Why am I here, what happened to me." He asked Us.

"You passed out earlier, that's why we brought you here." Carlo answered.

" Then you need to explain something to us, later when you get home." I promise.

He nodded.

"yeah, sorry." He said then suddenly started crying.

"Hey, don't cry, Yan will be with you." I greeted him, I approached him and hugged him.

" Let's talk about that at home, now you need to rest." I still speak.

"Let's go home, I don't want to be here." He promised.

"yeah, we'll go home after we visit Shania, is that ok with you?" I ask here.

He also nodded at me.

"Yes, it's Shania, let's go see her." He said then suddenly got up.

"Slowly Jackie, just be careful, your carrying a baby." Carlo scolded

Jackie's Pov

After that incident, I don't know anymore. As soon as I woke up I was in the hospital lying down. I saw the faces of my friends who were worried about me, they were touching, because we are not related by blood but they were there by my side ready to support me.

I do feel guilty towards them because I haven't told them that I'm pregnant yet. I know that they already know about my pregnancy, I'm sure that there is a doctor who checked me up.

My siblings don't even know about this, and I have no intention of informing them about my current status, because if they find out, they might tell our parents. It's hard for my parents to judge me, especially my father, so I disobeyed His wishes, so I know that he's angry with me, I also don't want to be scolded and then judged, I chose to rebel against their wishes, so I stand by it, I know If they tell me This, then say it's a girl because she got pregnant by a certain man.

I don't want that to happen to me either, I just took the lead, Because I'm still ahead, isn't it, That's the pain.

If you are asking me, do my brothers and I still talk, just once, because they are also careful that they might have made a mistake, do to them what was done to me.

If you ask me about my Mom, if she worried about me, I don't answer your question right now.

I don't even know if my mother is worried about me. Since, I left the house, we have not seen each other again.

If our paths cross, I don't know what I will do or feel.

But I'm only insured for one thing. I love them, but I leave it to them, I disobeyed what they wanted.

Because it's unfair, you're going to marry someone you've never met. What if that guy has a girlfriend, right? I don't want to have an enemy, I don't want to mess up my life just because of that.

I read in the stories, Because I arrange your marriage, then when you are together, you will first know or feel the suffering at the hands of your wife.

The pain is also part of you that you see your husband with a woman, then brought right to your house, worst thing you've witnessed, their sweetness and making love right in your bed.

That's why I took the lead, That's it, I'm now pregnant, then my boyfriend left me, went with another woman, isn't it weird? But it's still a fight even though it's hard, I like it, right?

If I had agreed then, would this still be the case for me or vice versa now?

Sometimes I also wonder if the guy I will marry is nice. I also did not regret what I did because now I will have a child.

I will be a mother and father to my child. I have accepted that Jason doesn't want me anymore. He chose Celine over me, it's painful to have to accept it, then it's also painful that He rejected our future child, should we still have an abortion, that's what I don't want.

It's just like that, it's good that he won't be in our lives anymore.

Elisa' Pov

I have also volunteered, that I will be the only one to ask Where is Shania's room. While Carlo and Laiza will watch over Jackie. I was really shocked, honestly speaking. I didn't immediately process in my brain that Jackie was pregnant. I'll just leave it, when His parents find out.

I have also asked where Shania's room is, A nurse also told me, It's also close to Jackie's room, It's only about three rooms apart.

When I went back to the room, I saw Jackie already awake, Carlo was still weaned, suddenly got up so that there was no Child in the womb, the Child's attachment was still weak.

"Guys," I called attention to them, they turned to me at the same time.

"Have you asked which room?" Carlo.

"Yes, only on the first floor." my answer

"Let's go" Jackie said, then suddenly stood up. So It Feels A Little Poisonous.

"That's how stubborn you are, he said, just move slowly, the close baby is weak. So always be careful, you heard me Jackie, we're doing this because we love you." Laiza's sermon is like a mother reprimanding the child who scolds.

" Sorry." Jackie apologized, gave us a smile and a peace sign.

"Thank you for being pregnant, otherwise I will really fight you." Laiza said.

Jackie approached it, then hugged Laiza.

"I'm sorry mom" he said jokingly.

" Oh, you." said Laiza, while pinching his cheek.

"Come on, we still have work at the coffee shop, maybe Madam will wonder." said Jackie.

"You won't come in now," Carlo and I said together.

So we looked at each other, It's just making me suffer, it's a man suffering, but it's like a double Kara Naman.

I've just heard the pregnant woman scream, If she's really pregnant, I've hit her too, thank her, we don't want her to get stressed. I looked at it and suffered. It approached Laiza then hid behind it.

"Let's go so we can go home immediately" Laiza said to us.

I went out first and they followed me.

Fastforward we are at the door where Shania's room is. Im about to knock When it suddenly opened, it was just Marco.

"Where is Shania?" I opened to him.

"It's inside, come in" He answered me.

We also entered, we saw Shania's mom who looked like she was sad. While looking at the sleeping child.

Marco also informed us that he would go out first to buy food. Carlo also accompanied it.

"Aunt, how is Shania's condition?" Jackie asked here. It cried, so Jackie approached it and hugged it, we also approached it because the pregnant woman might get dizzy again.

"I don't know if He has told you this, because He doesn't want you to worry." Aunt started "Shania is pregnant" She continued.

Double revelation for today, we're totally shocked, we're the same reaction, but it seems that Tita is not happy, why? in my mind.

"It seems your not happy Aunt having a grandchild." I said

"It's not because I'm not happy, but there are twins who are sad." She was crying, so the pregnant woman comforted her, because she was already sitting next to Auntie.

" Aunty, we are curious, why are you crying, then what is the sadness of what you said.? " Laiza.

" Shania has a heart disease, she also has asthma, her body is also weakening. I was worried about the condition of both of them. My grandson, he doesn't want to have surgery, he doesn't want to lose the child in his womb. I don't want to lose them both. I love them so much." Auntie was sobbing, Jackie just hugged her who was also crying, Laiza and I were also crying. We also don't have enough money for our best friend's surgery, you know Again, we left Amin, Runaway Bride So we were the three of Jackie and Laiza.

We were also saddened by the revelations we found out today, I don't know what I felt, I felt sorry for both of them The child, If you choose Shania's life, The child will die, If your baby is also chosen, Shania has a chance to die too. Sure, it's safe when it comes to seven months, it's safe to undergo CS for the baby, it's up to me to take care of the premature baby, but the problem is also where to get a heart donor, that's the question on my mind.

I'm about to ask Tita, but Laiza has already preceded me.

"Aunt, how many months is Shania pregnant." it asked

"Three months, it will be four months." replied Auntie.

"Yours, Jackie, how many months is yours?" I asked here. This made me even bigger, I know that he doesn't want Shania to worry as well as Tita, they treat as family, especially Jackie because she is really close to Shania, it's like they are real sisters They treat both of them, unica hija Because Shania is Tita's. The two are equally reprehensible. Criticism on their own good.

So Tita turned around here.

"Are you pregnant Jackie?" Aunt asked.

"Yes, Auntie." He answered then bowed.

" How many months?" Tita asked again.

"One month, it will be two or two months." He answered this.

"How are you feeling, iha." Aunt asked.

"It's ok Auntie" replied Jackie

"Your baby's attachment is weak, so you should always be careful, then the doctor will tell you to eat healthy foods." I remind him.

He also nodded at me. "When you don't listen to Us I'm telling you Jackie, we will really pinch your groin." Laiza still threatens here.

"Yes, sister and mother." He joked with both of us. Laiza, he even smiled at us. If I'm not really pregnant, I'm really telling you, I'm really scared.

" Always be careful Jackie, don't stay up all the time" Tita reminded.

"Yes Aunt." He answered.

While we were talking we heard a grunt So we immediately looked at Shania, she also moved, She didn't open her eyes right away because of the light, eye pain.

To be continued......