My first life ended with a bomb, a cruel joke played by my own husband, Andrew.
Then, a blink, and I was back, the bitter taste of betrayal fresh on my tongue.
This time, it wasn't me on the bomb, but my mother-in-law, trapped on a pressure plate in a derelict industrial lot.
Andrew, an EOD expert, was our only hope, but I knew his true colors.
In my past life, he let me die while he was out with his high school sweetheart, Sabrina.
This time, he scoffed, called it a prank, and refused to come, humiliating his own mother in front of the entire town.
He even accused me of trying to ruin his "perfect day" with Sabrina, leaving his frantic mother abandoned and weeping.
The world watched as my mother-in-law' s strength gave out, her legs trembling on the brink of disaster.
How could he be so monstrously cruel, so utterly devoid of humanity, to abandon his own mother to a a gruesome death, all for a date?
Knowing there was no other choice, and vowing to expose his depravity to everyone, I took a steadying breath.
I placed my foot beside hers, ready to trade places and face what Andrew refused to save.
The world came back in a flash of phantom heat and the deafening roar of an explosion, a memory so real it made my skin prickle. In my first life, that was how it ended for me, blown to pieces by a bomb my own husband, Andrew, had set.
I blinked, the ghost of the explosion fading, replaced by the gritty reality of a derelict industrial lot on the edge of our dying Rust Belt town. The air smelled of rust and damp earth.
"Molly? Molly, don't move. Help me."
The voice, thin and trembling, belonged to my mother-in-law. She was my only family, the only reason I stayed married to her son. She stood frozen a few yards away, her face a mask of pale terror. Her foot was planted firmly on a rusty, pressure-activated pipe bomb.
My heart seized. It was happening again. Not the same bomb, not the same day, but the same terrible choice.
"Mom, stay calm," I said, my voice steadier than I felt. "Just don't lift your foot."
The local volunteer Fire Chief, a grizzled man named Hank who' d known my parents, was already there, his face grim. "We need Andrew," he said, his voice low and urgent. "He's the only EOD guy in a fifty-mile radius."
A bitter taste filled my mouth. Andrew. Of course. In my last life, I begged him to come. I called him over and over while he was out with his high school sweetheart, Sabrina. He' d laughed, accused me of trying to ruin his date, and hung up. He left me to die.
"He won't come," I said, the words flat and dead.
Hank looked at me, confused. "What are you talking about, Molly? This is his mother."
"He won't come for her, either," I stated, the knowledge a cold, hard stone in my gut. I had married Andrew out of a debt of gratitude. My parents had saved his mother from a flash flood years ago, dying in the process. It was a debt I thought I had to repay, a promise to look after the woman my parents gave their lives for. Andrew saw it as an obligation, a chain that kept him from the life he wanted with Sabrina.
"Let him go," I said to myself, a quiet vow. This time, I wouldn't beg. This time, the whole town would see him for what he was.
A couple of young EMT trainees, kids I knew from the neighborhood, looked horrified. "We can go get him," one of them, a boy named Leo, offered earnestly. "He's probably at the mall with... her."
Everyone in town knew about Andrew and Sabrina. They knew he spent his factory paycheck on her, buying her designer bags while his own mother scavenged for scrap metal to afford groceries. The humiliation was a constant companion.
"Go ahead," I said, my voice devoid of emotion. "Go find him."
I already knew what they would discover. I watched them speed off in their beat-up pickup truck, their youthful optimism a stark contrast to the cold certainty in my heart. They would come back angry and disillusioned, and that would be the first thread in the unraveling of Andrew Scott.
They were gone for less than an hour. When Leo' s pickup truck screeched back into the lot, dust flying, the look on his face was exactly as I' d predicted: pure fury.
He slammed the truck door and stomped over to me and Chief Hank, his fists clenched.
"That son of a bitch," Leo spat, not even caring that he was swearing in front of the Chief. "We found him. Right where everyone said he'd be."
"The mall?" Hank asked, his voice tight.
"Worse. The new jewelry store. He was buying Sabrina Chavez a necklace," Leo reported, his voice shaking with rage. "We told him his mom was standing on a live bomb. We told him it was urgent."
He kicked at a loose piece of gravel. "You know what he said?"
I knew, but I let him continue. The whole town needed to hear it.
"He accused us of being your accomplices," Leo said, looking at me with disbelief and pity. "Said you put us up to it. A prank. To stop him from spending money on Sabrina. To ruin his 'perfect day' with her."
Sabrina, standing beside him dripping in new clothes, had just laughed. She' d called me a "dramatic, broke bitch" who would do anything for attention.
My mother-in-law let out a small, choked sob. Her face, already pale, was now ashen. Her legs were starting to tremble violently from the strain of holding her position.
"I can't... Molly, I can't stand much longer," she whispered, tears streaming down her wrinkled cheeks. "My legs are giving out."
She looked at me, her eyes filled with a terrible, familiar guilt. "This is my fault. I've made your life a living hell. If I just... if I just let go, you'll be free of him. You can finally leave."
She was talking about dying. Right here. To free me from the son she couldn't control.
"No," I said, my voice sharp. "Don't you dare say that."
In my first life, I had been the one on the bomb. He had left me there. But this time, it was his mother. The woman my parents died for. The woman I promised to protect.
A cold resolve settled over me. Andrew had drunkenly bragged about his EOD training a hundred times. He' d explained the "replacement technique" in slurring detail one night, a simple concept of shifting weight from one person to another without releasing the pressure plate. It was a desperate, stupid move. But it was the only move I had.
"Mom," I said, my voice soft but firm. "We're going to trade places."