The party was never meant to be anything official. Someone's older brother had brought a crate of stout back from the city. Someone else had pinched a bottle of whiskey from a cupboard they thought wouldn't be checked. Word passed the way it always did in a small town-quietly at first, then all at once.
The forest sat just beyond the last line of houses, where the road gave up pretending it led anywhere important. Everyone knew it. We'd grown up skimming stones along the stream that cut through it, carving initials into bark we swore would last forever. Mothers warned us not to go too far in, but they always said that, about everything.
The wireless crackled with half-caught stations, the sound warping as someone adjusted the dial. Laughter burst and collapsed in uneven waves. Girls in borrowed coats huddled together against the damp cold, cigarette smoke clinging to wool and hair. Boys stood too close or not close enough, all elbows and bravado.
I moved through it easily. That was my talent.
Someone handed me a drink I hadn't asked for. Someone else told me I looked well. I said thank you, smiled, said it back. I was good at that too-fitting into the shape people expected, like a piece from the right puzzle.
But underneath it, something in me kept pulling.
I watched the firelight flicker over familiar faces and felt oddly removed, like I was already remembering the night rather than living it. The music skipped. A girl shrieked with laughter. A lad kissed someone he'd regret kissing come morning.
I edged away before anyone could decide I was meant to stay.
The forest swallowed sound quickly. The music dulled first, then the voices, until all that remained was the soft crush of leaves under my boots and the low murmur of the stream somewhere to my left. The air smelled damp and green and old, the kind of smell that never quite leaves your clothes.
I told myself I was only stepping away for a minute.
The trees stood closer together here, branches tangled like clasped hands. My hair snagged on thorns and twigs, and I muttered under my breath as I freed it, stuffing it into my coat to keep it out of the way. The ground dipped slightly, the land folding inward as if keeping a secret.
That was when I noticed the stones.
At first, I thought they were just part of the hillside-another scatter of rock half-buried by time and moss. But then I saw the curve. Too smooth. Too deliberate.
I knelt, brushing away leaves and dirt with my sleeve. Cold bit through the fabric, but the stone beneath was strangely warm, the contrast sharp enough to make me pause.
The carvings revealed themselves slowly.
They weren't pretty. They weren't decorative. Figures etched deep into the surface, worn by weather but unmistakable in their intent. Bodies caught between shapes. Limbs stretched too far. Mouths opened in silent cries or howls. Around them, smaller figures huddled together-people, I realised-arms raised, heads bowed or turned skyward.
It felt like standing in the middle of a sentence without knowing how it began.
At the centre of the stones was a slab set flat into the earth. A seam ran through it, so fine I might have missed it if the light hadn't struck just right.
A door, my mind supplied, unhelpfully.
I laughed under my breath, the sound thin and nervous.
"This is ridiculous," I said to no one.
Still, I pressed my palm to the stone.
The forest held its breath.
The warmth beneath my skin wasn't imagined. It pulsed faintly, like something sleeping just under the surface. My chest tightened, not with fear exactly, but with recognition-an unearned familiarity that made no sense at all.
I didn't hear footsteps. I felt them.
A shift in the air. The subtle awareness that comes when you're no longer the only person inside your own thoughts.
I turned sharply.
He stood a few paces away, as startled as I was, one hand half-raised as if he'd meant to speak and thought better of it. Dark hair, dark eyes, his coat pulled tight against the cold. Oisín. The boy people pretended not to see during daylight.
We stared at each other, equally caught.
"I didn't know anyone else was out here," he said finally.
Neither had I.
The firelight from the party didn't reach us. Whatever this place was, it belonged to neither of us. Not yet.
And beneath our feet, something old and patient waited to be disturbed.
By morning, the forest had returned to being just a forest.
That was the strangest part. No scorched earth, no broken stone, no sign that anything had shifted at all. The ruins sat quietly in my mind like a dream I couldn't shake-too detailed to be imagined, too unreal to be trusted.
I didn't mention it to anyone.
At breakfast, my mother talked about the weather and the price of bread. My father folded the paper with more force than necessary, muttering about men in Dublin who'd never set foot west of the Shannon. The radio murmured in the background, something about America, something about change.
I nodded where I was meant to. Smiled when expected.
But my thoughts kept circling back to the same thing.
Oisín.
He was everywhere once you started looking for him. Or perhaps he always had been.
I saw him that afternoon down by the quay, unloading crates slick with seawater. Oysters, someone said nearby, their tone dismissive. Dirty work. Lonely work. But the men unloading beside him moved with the ease of people who trusted one another with their lives, hands steady, movements practised.
Oisín didn't speak much. When he did, it was brief, efficient. No wasted words.
People watched him the way they always did-from a distance that pretended not to be interest.
"He's the one with the English mother," a woman murmured near me, as if the sea itself might overhear.
Not English, exactly. That was the version smoothed for public consumption.
The real story had sharper edges.
She'd run off when Oisín was still small. Taken up with a British soldier stationed nearby, uniforms and promises and the illusion of escape. She'd left in the night, they said. Never looked back. Letters stopped coming after a year.
His father had stayed.
That was almost worse.
A good man once, by all accounts. Quiet. Solid. The sort who fixed fences without being asked and showed up early to Mass. After she left, something in him broke loose. Drink took its place where responsibility had lived, and the house hollowed out around him.
Oisín left school early. Earlier than anyone else I knew. People said he'd been clever-too clever to waste himself the way he had. They said it with the same tone they used for weather damage or illness. A pity, not a problem.
He went to the coast. Oyster fishing. Long days bent over cold water, hands raw and cut, the tide dictating when you worked and when you starved. Solitary hours. Honest money. The kind of work that fed mouths without earning respect.
But it paid.
Enough to keep the lights on. Enough to put shoes on his sister's feet before they wore through. Enough to make sure she stayed young a little longer than the world would have allowed otherwise.
I saw the sister once-Máire, I thought her name was-running along the road with her hair unbraided, laughing freely in a way Oisín never did. He watched her from the doorway like a guard, not a brother. Protective. Alert.
That night, I dreamed of water closing over my head.
Not drowning. Floating. Suspended in a dark that felt like a held breath.
When I woke, my skin felt wrong-too tight, as if it didn't quite belong to me. The sensation faded by midmorning, leaving only unease behind.
I told myself it was nothing.
That evening, as the light softened and the town settled into itself, I found Oisín again without meaning to. He stood at the edge of the road near the fields, looking toward the forest as if it might look back.
He noticed me watching.
There was no accusation in his expression. Only surprise, and something like recognition-though neither of us had earned it yet.
"We didn't imagine it," I said, before I could stop myself.
"No," he replied. "We didn't."
The word we landed heavier than it should have.
Behind us, the land waited. Quiet. Patient.
And for the first time, I wondered who else had begun to feel it stirring.
I remember the sound first.
Not a crash or an explosion, but something deeper-like the earth shifting its weight. A low vibration rolled through the ground beneath my boots, subtle enough that I might have dismissed it if the stones hadn't answered back.
The carvings began to glow.
Not brightly. Not theatrically. A dull, internal light seeped into the etched lines, tracing the figures as if remembering them into existence. The wolves-men-things caught between forms shimmered faintly, the stone warming beneath my palms until I had to pull my hands away.
My heart hammered so hard it hurt.
"This isn't possible," I whispered, though the words felt childish the moment they left my mouth.
The forest responded with silence.
Then the ground shifted again. A shallow tremor, just enough to unbalance me. I staggered back, boots slipping on damp leaves.
Oisín caught my arm without thinking.
His grip was firm, steady. Protective in a way that felt older than either of us.
"Stay behind me," he said.
"I don't-"
Another tremor cut me off. This one stronger. Somewhere nearby, birds burst from the trees, wings thrashing wildly as they fled into the dark. The air thickened, pressure building in my ears like the moment before a storm breaks.
The slab at the centre of the stones pulsed.
Light leaked through the seam, pale and cold, illuminating the clearing in brief, uneven flashes. The forest around us seemed to recoil, shadows stretching and twisting unnaturally as if trying to pull away.
Fear surged through me, sharp and undeniable.
And beneath it-excitement.
A terrible, electric thrill curled low in my stomach, humming through my veins. I felt awake in a way I never had before, every nerve alight, every sound painfully clear. My breath came too fast, too shallow.
"Oisín," I said, gripping his sleeve, "do you feel that?"
He nodded once, jaw clenched. His eyes never left the stone.
"I feel something," he said. "And I don't like it."
The slab shifted with a sound like stone grinding against bone.
A crack split the seam wider, light spilling out in a thin, blinding line. Heat washed over us, not burning but heavy, pressing into my chest until I gasped.
Images flashed behind my eyes-too fast to grasp fully. Running. Teeth. Blood darkening soil. The sound of howling carried on wind that smelled of iron and rain.
I cried out, dropping to my knees.
Oisín was beside me instantly, crouched low, one arm braced in front of me like a shield. His body was tense, coiled, as if ready to fight something he couldn't see.
"Look at me," he said sharply. "Don't look at it. Look at me."
I did.
The light flickered.
The rumbling subsided, retreating back into the earth as suddenly as it had come. The seam sealed itself with a final, resonant thud, the glow fading until the stones were nothing more than stone again-cold, inert, ancient.
The forest exhaled.
Crickets resumed their song. Leaves rustled. Somewhere in the distance, laughter drifted faintly from the party, unaware that anything had happened at all.
I realised I was shaking.
Oisín didn't let go of me until I stopped.
When he finally stood, he offered me his hand. I took it, surprised at how reluctant I was to break the contact.
"We don't tell anyone," he said.
It wasn't a suggestion.
I nodded. "No one would believe us."
"That's not why," he replied.
I searched his face for an explanation and found none-only resolve, heavy and unearned, like he'd stepped into a role he didn't know the name of yet.
As we walked back toward the lights of the party, I glanced over my shoulder.
The stones sat quietly in the darkness.
Waiting.