I died alone on a cold hospital bed, my father gone, my life shattered by my best friend Madison and my boyfriend Kevin.
Madison had drugged me, sold me to a cartel in Cancún, and watched a video of my humiliation go viral.
They turned everyone against me, Kevin branding me a slut, my university expelling me, and the cyberbullying driving me to despair, while Madison used my stolen identity to destroy my family.
My father, my secret protector, died after loan sharks Madison sent hounded him, leaving me with nothing but overwhelming grief and a searing sense of betrayal.
Then, I opened my eyes in the sorority house living room, hearing Madison's saccharine voice, realizing I was back: the day it all began, but this time, I wouldn't be the victim.
I died on a cold, sterile hospital bed, a bottle of pills empty beside me. The last thing I saw was a news report on my phone. My father, a man who built a tech empire from nothing, had died of a heart attack. The headline said loan sharks had harassed him. They were my loan sharks.
Madison, my sorority sister, my best friend, had set it all up.
She was the one who suggested the Spring Break trip to Cancún. She claimed it was on her trust fund, a generous gift for all of us. She collected our IDs and Social Security Numbers to book the "all-inclusive" package. In Mexico, she drugged me and sold me to a cartel trafficking ring.
I still feel the grit of the dirty floor against my cheek, the flash of a camera phone. The video went viral.
When I escaped, broken and bleeding, and confronted her, she turned everyone against me. My boyfriend, Kevin, was the first to side with her. He called me a slut, said I went looking for it. The whole friend group testified against me. They said I wandered off, that I was unstable.
The university expelled me, rescinding my scholarship. The video was everywhere. The cyberbullying was relentless. Then the loan sharks came. Madison had used my stolen identity to take out millions in predatory loans. They found my father. The shock and grief of what happened to me, combined with their threats, killed him.
He was my only family. My secret protector. The world thought I was a poor scholarship kid. No one knew he was my father. He wanted me to have a normal life.
With him gone, I had nothing left. So I ended it.
Then, I opened my eyes.
I was in the sorority house living room. The air was thick with the scent of cheap air freshener and hairspray. Madison was standing in the middle of the room, a bright, fake smile plastered on her face.
"Okay, everyone! Cancún here we come! I just need all your IDs and SSNs to finalize the booking. Let's get this done so we can start packing!"
It was happening again. The day it all began.
A wave of nausea washed over me. The memory of my past life was so vivid, so suffocating, it felt like I was still there, in that dark room.
Madison, with her perfect blonde hair and charismatic smile, looked like an angel. But I saw the devil underneath. I saw the envy in her eyes as she looked at me, an envy I' d never understood before. She wanted my life, even the fake, poor version of it she thought I had.
"Chloe, honey, you first," she said, her voice sickly sweet as she extended her hand towards me. "Let me see that ID."
The other girls were already digging through their purses, excited and chattering about bikinis and tequila. They were all caught in her web.
I froze. My hand instinctively went to my purse, clutching it tight. I couldn't let her have it. I couldn't let any of this happen again.
"What's wrong, Chloe?" Madison's smile tightened. "Don't you want to come?"
Kevin, my boyfriend, was sitting on the arm of the sofa. He looked at me with annoyance. "Chloe, stop being weird. Just give her your ID. Maddy is being super generous."
I stared at him. The handsome, popular fraternity brother I thought I loved. In my first life, he was the one who publicly shamed me, who spat on my name to save his own reputation. His loyalty was never to me. It was to Madison and the social status she represented.
"I... I don't think I can go," I stammered, my voice barely a whisper.
Madison's face fell into a mask of theatrical disappointment. "Oh, Chloe. Why? It's a once-in-a-lifetime bonding experience! We'll all be together."
Her words were a trigger. I remembered her filming me, her face cold and cruel. I remembered the flash.
"I just can't," I said, my voice getting stronger.
Kevin stood up, his patience gone. He strode over and snatched my wallet right out of my purse.
"Stop being so slow and ungrateful," he sneered, pulling out my driver's license. "Here, Maddy."
He held it out to her. Madison reached for it, her eyes glinting with triumph.
This was it. The exact moment my life had shattered.
But not this time.