My husband Jeremy crashed a wedding for his ex, Donnie, and the video went viral. I was at home, pregnant and making his favorite lasagna, when I saw him screaming about saving her from the groom.
This wasn't the first time. Three years ago, his obsession with playing her hero cost me our first baby. He swore it would never happen again.
He had promised to be there for my prenatal check-up, but he abandoned me to rescue her instead.
When he finally came home that night, he fell to his knees, crying and begging for another chance, just like he did before. He looked pathetic.
But this time, I felt nothing but a cold, hollow emptiness. The woman who loved him was already dead.
I looked him straight in the eye and calmly delivered the final blow.
"I had an abortion today. The baby is gone."
"Sign the papers, Jeremy."
Chapter 1
My phone vibrated, buzzing against the tile counter where I was kneading dough. It was Sarah, my best friend, her name flashing like an emergency beacon. I wiped my flour-dusted hands on my apron, a small smile playing on my lips. Jeremy would be home soon, and I was making his favorite lasagna. Life felt, for the most part, perfect.
"Chelsey, have you seen TikTok?" Sarah's voice was a frantic whisper, laced with a strange mix of shock and disbelief.
I chuckled, picking up a stray strand of hair. "No, why? Did another cat video go viral?"
"No, Chelsey, not a cat video! It's... it's Jeremy."
My smile vanished. My hand froze mid-air, the dough cold and heavy beneath my fingers. "Jeremy? What about Jeremy?"
A beat of silence. Then, a torrent of words. "There's a video. It's everywhere. He crashed a wedding. Donnie Decker's wedding."
The name hit me like a physical blow. Donnie. After all this time. My stomach lurched.
"He was yelling, Chelsey. About saving her. From that poor groom." Sarah's voice dropped. "Chelsey, is he... is he back with her?"
My phone, suddenly heavy in my hand, started to ping, an endless barrage of notifications. Text messages, DMs, missed calls, all blinking furiously. My social media feeds were exploding. The video. Everyone was talking about it.
My friends were calling, asking if I was okay. Strangers were tagging me, offering condolences mixed with thinly veiled judgment. There were hashtags trending: #WeddingCrash, #SaviorComplex, #DixonDonnieDrama.
I scrolled, my thumb numb. The video quality was grainy, shaky, filmed by a guest who was probably more entertained than horrified. Jeremy, my husband, was indeed there. He was a whirlwind of rage and desperation, his usually composed face contorted, veins bulging in his neck. He was shouting, something about love, about saving her from a mistake. Donnie, in a white dress, looked terrified, then strangely... expectant. The groom, a bewildered man in an ill-fitting tux, tried to intervene, but Jeremy pushed him aside like he was nothing.
The air left my lungs. It was happening again. Three years. It had been three years since the last time Jeremy' s "heroics" had torn my world apart. The pattern, stark and undeniable, was repeating itself.
I remembered the comments from that time, too.
"Isn't that the guy who got into that bar fight? The one with the crazy girlfriend?"
The video had comments, thousands of them already. "OMG, this guy again?" one read. "He's genuinely unhinged." Another said, "Remember that story from three years ago? The one where he nearly went to jail for defending her honor? This is the same woman!"
"He once told me he'd burn the world down for her," a comment from an unknown user read, "literally. He said she was his soulmate, his true calling."
"This is like a bad novel," someone else wrote. "You can't make this stuff up."
I stood there, phone in hand, absorbed in the digital cacophony, the cries of outrage and amusement. The lasagna forgotten. The smell of burning tomato sauce filled the kitchen. I looked down. The ceramic pot had cracked, a jagged line running from rim to base. Hot, bubbling red sauce oozed onto my bare foot.
I didn't feel it. Not really. The scalding liquid was a dull throb next to the ice-cold numbness spreading through my chest.
My fingers, strangely steady, dialed Jeremy' s number. It rang once, twice, three times, then went straight to voicemail. "The subscriber you dialed is temporarily unavailable..." the automated voice chirped.
I laughed. A hollow, brittle sound that scratched at my throat. It wasn't funny. Nothing was funny.
This morning, Jeremy had kissed me goodbye, cradling my belly. "I love you, Chelsey. I love us," he' d whispered, "I'll be back early, just in time for your prenatal check-up. And that lasagna. Don't forget the lasagna."
He had made so many promises. So many vows. "I will never hurt you again, Chelsey. Never. Our baby deserves a whole family, a loving father."
I didn' t feel the sharp spike of pain, the burning betrayal I expected. It was just an emptiness. Like someone had scooped out my insides and left me hollow. The most desperate moment, the kind that rips your soul to shreds, had already happened three years ago. I survived that. I would survive this.
I calmly placed my phone back on the counter. The kitchen was a mess: flour everywhere, burnt sauce sizzling on the stove. I cleaned it all. Methodically. Efficiently. The broken pot went straight into the trash.
Then, I picked up the phone again. Not to call Jeremy. I dialed the hospital.
"Hello? I'd like to cancel my prenatal appointment for tomorrow." My voice was flat, devoid of emotion. "And I'd like to schedule... another procedure. As soon as possible."
The front door clicked shut, the sound echoing through the silent house. It was almost three in the morning. I sat upright on the sofa, the tablet on the coffee table still playing the viral video on a loop, Jeremy' s frantic shouts filling the oppressive quiet. My eyes burned, not from tears, but from the sheer exhaustion of waiting.
Jeremy stepped into the living room, his gaze locking with mine. For a long moment, neither of us spoke. The air was thick with unspoken accusations, with the bitter taste of betrayal. He looked disheveled, his expensive suit rumpled, his hair a mess.
His eyes fell on the tablet, his own face screaming from the screen. He strode forward, his arm outstretched, slamming his palm down on the power button. The screen went black, plunging the room into deeper silence.
He turned to me, his shoulders slumping. Slowly, almost theatrically, he sank to his knees.
He looked pitiful. A grown man, CEO of a promising tech startup, on his knees on my Persian rug, begging for mercy. It was both pathetic and absurd. How many times had I seen this posture? This carefully constructed display of remorse?
"Chelsey," he choked out, his voice hoarse, "I know. There's nothing I can say. It's too late, isn't it?"
He was right. It was too late. But he still tried.
"I promise, Chelsey, this is the last time. I swear it. I was just trying to help her. Her father, he's sick. He needs money for an urgent operation. She was desperate."
He reached out, as if to touch my hand. I recoiled.
"She called me, Chelsey, pleading. I tried to ignore her. I really did. But she said she was so desperate, so utterly alone, that she was just going to marry that man for stability, even though she didn't love him. She was going to throw her life away." His voice broke. "I just... I felt so sorry for her."
There it was. Sorry. The word that had been the ruin of my marriage, the poison in my perfect life.
I knew, with chilling clarity, that every time Jeremy said he felt "sorry" for someone, it was me who paid the price. Every time he played the hero, I became the victim.
"You felt sorry for her," I repeated, my voice flat, devoid of warmth. "Just like you felt sorry for her three years ago, when she couldn't pay her rent. You felt sorry for her when she was struggling to get her business off the ground. You felt so sorry for her, you opened a bar for her, didn't you? You felt so sorry for her, you nearly went to jail protecting her when she got caught up in that bar brawl."
He flinched at each memory, his head bowing lower.
"And now," I continued, a cold, hard edge entering my tone, "you feel sorry enough to crash her wedding? To humiliate her groom, yourself, and everyone else involved? To put yourself in the spotlight again, all for her 'sake'? Is stopping her from getting married also a form of 'pity' in your book, Jeremy?"
My words, sharp and precise, seemed to pierce through his carefully constructed facade of victimhood. His head snapped up, his eyes wide with a flicker of indignation.
"It's not like that, Chelsey!" he protested, trying to rise. "You're twisting it! My sympathy, my compassion-"
"Oh, your compassion," I cut him off, a bitter laugh escaping my lips. "Your boundless, overflowing compassion for every damsel in distress, except for the woman you married. Isn't that right, Jeremy?"
My sarcasm hit its mark. He winced, dropping his gaze to the floor. Embarrassment, perhaps even shame, crossed his face. He pushed himself up, slowly, tentatively, and took a step toward me, arms outstretched. He wanted to hold me, to embrace me, to somehow absorb my anger into his chest.
I pushed him away. Hard. My hand connected with his chest, and he stumbled back, caught off guard.
He stared at me, then slowly, agonizingly, sank back to his knees. His eyes, now red-rimmed, searched mine desperately.
"Chelsey," he whispered, his voice cracking, "are you... are you really going to abandon me again?"
The question hung in the air, weighted with the history of our shared past. But the words that left my mouth were cold, firm, and absolute.
"The person who abandons first, Jeremy, has no right to ask to be saved."
I never thought Jeremy would betray me. Our story had been etched into the very fabric of our small town, a tale whispered with fondness and a touch of envy. We were the high-school sweethearts, the golden couple who had defied the odds, turning teenage infatuation into a decade-long partnership, then a marriage.
The day I found out about Donnie, it was our wedding anniversary. I' d actually been planning a surprise dinner. The irony was a cruel twist of the knife.
All those years, all that history-it dissolved in the face of a stranger's manufactured tears. It was a joke, a sick, twisted joke playing out in front of my very eyes.
Before, Jeremy had often worked late, building his startup from the ground up, fueled by a relentless ambition I admired. My friends would sometimes tease me. "Aren't you worried, Chelsey? All those late nights, all those pretty young interns?"
I would just shrug, confident. "Worried? Why would I be? If a man gets dirty, I just won't want him anymore. Simple as that."
I had overestimated Jeremy's loyalty. And in doing so, I had severely underestimated my own love for him. I believed that if you loved someone more than you loved yourself, you were asking for trouble. A karmic debt. My repayment was swift and brutal.
The truth came out, not through a confession, but through a careless slip of the tongue. Jeremy had been pouring money into Donnie, covering her debts, paying for her lavish lifestyle. A mutual friend, a little too tipsy at a dinner party, accidentally let it spill. "Jeremy, you really shouldn't have paid off all of Donnie's gambling debts. Chelsey would kill you if she found out."
The table fell silent. All the men present, Jeremy's closest friends, suddenly found their shoes incredibly interesting.
That day was a blur of pain, a day I have tried to erase from my memory. But some memories are like scars. They never truly fade.
I remember clutching my stomach, the world spinning around me. I had just found out I was pregnant. I was planning to announce it at that very dinner. A surprise. A celebration. Instead, it became the day my world imploded.
I didn't handle it with grace. I became the cliché: the screaming, sobbing wife, demanding details, demanding answers. My dignity shredded, my self-respect in tatters, I confronted Donnie.
Jeremy, usually so gentle, so afraid to raise his voice to me, stood in front of her, shielding her. He bellowed, "Have you made enough of a scene, Chelsey? Are you happy now?"
Donnie, the picture of innocence, stepped forward, her eyes cast down. "Oh, Jeremy, don't blame Chelsey. It's all my fault. I seduced him. I'm so sorry, Chelsey." Her voice was a soft, trembling whisper, dripping with false remorse.
My vision went red. I shoved Jeremy aside. He stumbled, caught off guard. My hand connected with Donnie's cheek, a sharp, stinging slap that echoed in the sudden silence.
Donnie cried out, collapsing into Jeremy's arms. He held her close, his eyes blazing with a hatred I had never seen directed at me. "How could you, Chelsey? She's just a child! Are you really that cruel? And what if I chose to spend my money on her? What right do you have to question it? She needed help!"
His words hit me like a physical blow. I gasped, my body trembling with a cold, righteous fury. From that moment on, we were at war. A cold war, fought in the silence of our home, in the empty spaces between us.
Everyone thought Jeremy would break first. That he would eventually crawl back, begging for forgiveness. After all, he had always been the one to chase me. But it was me, in the end, who used our unborn child as a bargaining chip, desperately trying to salvage what was left of our shattered life.