Unwanted desire

"Dude," he hugged me and presented my snapback. Annoyed I removed his grip on my shoulder and re -edged my snapback.

"Why are you here? You're so old that you still want to play with children, "I said to the man in the CTU Criminology uniform before lowering my skateboard.

"Is it my fault if I am the fastest sperm? It's because you're so slow, we won't be the same age, "he complained and sat down on the bench.

"When I got older, I'm not gonna be like you," Nexus grinned and ran to the ramp while carrying his skateboard.

"Same!" I shouted and chased after Nexus.

"Rude people!" we heard him shout so Nexus and I both laughed.

"What's up Nexus!" one of the skaters patted Nexus on the shoulder before looking at me. "Yow, JM."

I immediately climbed into my seat but I immediately frowned when I saw Calyx happily arguing on the bench, not caring that the women were already harassing him.

"Go Jaja and Nexus! Go, go, go! "

"She's embarrassed to be a brother," Nexus shook his head so we laughed as a group.

Jayesa Mireya is the name given to me by my family, 11 years old and the youngest of the Khönigs. I introduce JM to my friends because I don't want to let them know that I am the son of an actor. I'm sure they'll change their minds about Nexus and me when they find out.

They will think, we are just cool kids. Every afternoon I go straight here to practice, my parents don't know.

I was afraid that when they found out this was what I was doing every afternoon they would replace my bodyguard.

They are so protective of me that you think I am a baby.

I looked at my assistant bodyguard not far away who was watching me and holding a first aid kit, obviously worried about what I was doing. He is not really my bodyguard because he is the same age as my older brother Yuri.

It's like he's just an intern. His father is really my bodyguard and I can't see where he is again, maybe he's eating at the lomihan again.

I rotate my skateboard to avoid Nexus falling off his skateboard. I immediately stepped on the back of the board to stop in front of the Nexus that had just risen from the crash.

"Are you okay?" I will ask. He looked up at me and smiled.

"I'm fine. It's just a scar, "he replied and peered at her arm. He also immediately stood up and rubbed his pants before riding the skateboard again. I immediately smiled before following the Nexus exhibition again.

"That was good. It's just a lack of practice but your exhibition is good, "I praised Nexus.

"Yeah you're right. Sadly, the exam is near so we are cramming it again. "

I inherited Nexus' complaint and looked up at the sky. The sky was orange when Nexus and I finished practice and we were currently walking home. Nexus is the younger brother of Calyx who is far-fetched in his behavior. I immediately stopped walking when I remembered Kuya Calyx.

"Why?" Nexus asked me. I looked at my fellow bodyguard.

"Joaquin, Brother Calyx?" I asked him.

"Lady Jayesa, I told you that before. You just can't hear me, "he explained and bowed.

"Argh!" Nexus wiped his face. "Why do I feel like I'm still taking care of Kuya?" he complained and skateboarded down the park again. I just chose to walk to keep up with Joaquin who was still gasping from our climb into the subdivision. We found Kuya Calyx sleeping on the bench under a white light pole.

"Brother," Nexus woke up to his brother and tapped his ear. Annoyed, Calyx removed Nexus' hand and turned his back on us while still sleeping. Nexus took a deep breath before waking up the brother again.

Nexus is my age, so it's no wonder we're the closest to each other. When we were kids, my Yuri and Nexus were always jealous of us because we always played, unlike his Calyx who was just a group of friends.

Honestly, now I understand how Nexus felt then. My older brother Yuri is gone now, he is studying abroad and he has been there for two more years. It's been a few years since he left and Calyx has stood up to my older brother. Before, Mika, my cousin, also visited me, now he doesn't. He is also busy preparing for his studies abroad.

Nexus shook Calyx. I handed Joaquin my bag and approached the sleeping man. I turned his face to me and slapped his cheek.

"Hey, wake up!" I continued to slap his cheek. He opened his eyes slightly before turning his back on us again.

"It's still morning. It's still dark oh! " he annoyed her and scratched her neck. "My class is still at 10 AM."

Nexus and I looked at each other before deciding to pull him down the bench. He looked at us angrily. Before he could complain, Nexus threw his bag at him.

"It's hard to wake up. It's even easier to melt gold. "

"Ah, it's still night," Calyx whispered around him so Joaquin and I just laughed while Nexus shook his head and walked away.

I don't know what time it was when I got home. I changed my clothes and gave Nexus my skateboard so Mommy wouldn't notice. Mommy and Daddy caught up with them talking on the laptop. Daddy immediately turned to me and motioned for me to come over. I quickly approached and peeked at what they were talking about on the laptop. It was as if my world stopped when I saw who they were talking to.

Mommy and Daddy caught up with them talking on the laptop. Daddy immediately turned to me and motioned for me to come over. I quickly approached and peeked at what they were talking about on the laptop.

It was as if my world stopped when I saw who they were talking to. Yuri's face is a bit different now but I know he is. This is the first time he has called us since he flew to Ireland. I still remember how I fell asleep crying then and would wake up because of Mommy's sobs.

I didn't realize I was in front of my bedroom door. I couldn't open my bedroom door, I just wanted to cry. I'm angry with my older brother Yuri, I know I miss him but I'm angry. Why did he have to leave? Why can't he just study here in the Philippines? How does he put up with Mommy and me?

"Lady Jayesa," a familiar voice called.

"Leave me alone!" I shouted and opened my bedroom door and inside cried. I miss my older brother Yuri. I lowered my face to my knees and struggled to keep my sobs from escaping.

I looked up when I noticed a few pieces of candy under my door. I wiped away my tears and stared at the insertion of some more candy. I listened to the voice of the one at the other door, obviously arguing. I stood up and opened my bedroom door. The three men who put candy under my door were stunned and at the same time looked up at me. Joaquin quickly stood up and bowed to me.

"I hope you're feeling well Lady Jayesa," he said without leaving the nod. Next Nexus stood up and placed a few pieces of my hair behind my ear to cover my face. I looked at Calyx who was just staring at me and obviously worried. He remained sitting on the floor and leaning against the door. He opened his arm.

"Come here."

I quickly knelt down and hugged Calyx and made him cry. I miss my own brother. Calyx doesn't speak but he calms me down by caressing my hair.

"I miss Yuri," I sobbed. "But I'm still mad at him."

"Why are you mad at him?" he pulled away from me and touched both my cheeks. "Your older brother Yuri did the same for your family. Nor is it easy for him to be away from you. He doesn't have parents in Ireland, he is alone. "

"Eh why didn't he just come home here?"

"Because there are things he can't learn until he sees your company. Yuri is studying hard so that he can set up a branch here in the Philippines so that he doesn't have to leave in the future or even your Daddy, he doesn't have to leave the country for meetings. Trust him, he will come back. Next time, don't run away from your brother. Talk to him. Say you love him and you miss him. That's great, I'm sure. "

Two more years later, Yuri never called again. He is now graduating in Ireland and he graduated as valedictorian. Mommy and Daddy were both there while I was left here with Aunt Noe, busy with the upcoming exam.

"Is there a problem?" Aunt Noe asked me while she was busy with her four -month -old baby. I sighed before leaning back on the sofa. I was shocked.

"My older brother Yuri is coming home, isn't he. I would like to make a banner for one day when I meet my older brother at the airport. It's just that I don't know how to do it, we have an exam tomorrow. "

"Jaja, just focus on your studies. I'm sure Yuri will be happier when your exam scores are good.

Why don't you just show him that when he arrives, "he smiled at me. Immediately my face lit up at what I heard. He's right, Kuya will be happier when I show him good scores.

We had just finished our exam and Kuya Calyx picked me up at school to pick up Kuya Yuri at the airport.

He is still in uniform and has just finished his training. I excitedly got in his car and quickly fastened my seatbelt.

"You miss my brother too," I said and Calyx laughed at me.

"Who doesn't? Finally, my brotherhood with a stubborn person like you will end, "he laughed in response to me.

"Thank you Brother Cal. I know you stressed out taking care of me while I was growing up but you didn't fail. I just think you're really lacking, "I laughed jokingly.

"I'll crash it into the truck in front of the two of us, so you can't see your brother."

"What are you, just kidding hahaha!"

"Joke joke. Nexus hurts you both. Yuri's character is growing. Sometimes I feel like you're really Nexus' brother and not me. "

"Sus, you're still contributing, no one is proposing to you."

"You're harsh on me," he complained and looked hurt so the whole trip I just teased him.

Yuri's plane landed at seven in the evening but Calyx and I arrived at the airport just before 6:30 and were waiting for Mommy to arrive.

"What is that?" Calyx's attention to the banner I was sewing.

"Welcome banner . This is a compilation of my exam for two days. I want him to see that even without him, I still come from school. "

"Wow, that will make your Yuri happy," Calyx smiled at me and helped me put together my test papers. He also wrote 'Welcome Home Yuri Boy'.

I don't know how long 'I've been waiting for my brother while squatting and holding my banner. I want to see him. I miss Yuri. The amount I wanted to show him. I want to show that I'm good at school, that I'm good at skateboarding. I also want to have him read the novels I am writing that are now also about to be published.

I immediately wiped away my tears when I remembered how yuri used to write my stories so that I would never forget when I was older.

"Jaja, I'll take care of that," Calyx offered me. I quickly shook my head and smiled.

"It's OK. I want him to see me first when he arrives. "

Moments later I saw Mommy being harassed by reporters, Daddy separated from her who quickly veered off the road when I noticed. I followed Daddy's gaze until he came to me.

"Jaja, what are you doing here?" he asked me and looked again for Mommy who was now surrounded by bodyguards approaching us.

I will ask. He was stunned by my question and looked at the banner I was holding. Cal immediately took the banner from me and held it up.

"Sweetheart, why are you here?" Mommy asked me but my eyes searched for Yuri.

"Where is he?" I also asked him.

"Son, what's the matter?"

"He's not coming home, Ja," Daddy said directly so I was stunned. I'm confused. Even Calyx was shocked to see us and lowered the banner he was holding.

"What about uncle?" he asked my Daddy. Daddy immediately grabbed both my shoulders.

I looked at one of his trembling hands. I turned my gaze back to him with watery eyes.

"What do you mean?" I whispered. Daddy immediately wiped the tears dripping from my eyes. " said he has only been in Ireland for six years. It's been six years now Daddy, why isn't he still coming home? " I sobbed.

"brother wants to train with the company for two years. Promise, has only been in Ireland for two years. After that, he'll stay here for good. "

"No," I pushed my father away from me. "He's a liar. He broke his promise. Can't he go home at least to see me and then he can just go back to Ireland if he still wants to train? That's unfair! It's so unfair for my part that I am waiting for someone who doesn't even want to come back! "

"Son, that's not true. Kuya misses you so much and he wants to be back immediately.

He just needs to finish training so he doesn't have to leave, "Mommy cried holding my arm.

"No, I won't believe him. Even if he doesn't come back, he's just there. He doesn't need it, he wants it! "

I quickly ran away from them, regardless of some people getting angry when I bumped into them. I left the airport with my eyes dimming because of my tears. I hate him

I gasped as someone pulled me from behind. We both sat on the floor while he held 'me.

"Are you okay? Does anything hurt?" Calyx asked me and looked at my arms in confusion. I quickly hugged her, regardless of the people around us.

"It's fine, Jaja. Just fast two years. You will notice one day, your older brother Yuri is home. "

"I hate him," I sobbed.

"No, you don't really hate him. You're just disappointed. stop it Jaja, "she wiped away my tears. "Look, you almost got hit by a taxi because you were already running. What do you think your Yuri will feel when something bad happens to you? "

Since that day, I have stopped waiting for him to return. He will just make me feel disappointed. He called more often but not once, I did not face the camera. I still can't move on to the fact that he broke his promise. I focused on the things in front of me.

"It's tiring," said Calyx and sat down next to me before drinking the water. Nexus and Mika, who have just returned from studying abroad, are now playing basketball.

He was able to come back after three years as what he had promised. Why didn't my brother do it? He has a choice to go home but he refused.

"I heard Yuri is coming back," Calyx said to me. I stood up to leave, I didn't want to talk to someone who wasn't here. I'm 15 years old, it doesn't change the fact that I grew up under the care of someone else's brother and he has nothing to contribute to what I'm doing now. At this point in my life, I don't care if he gets angry with my behavior. He wasn't here, what right does he have to question me?

Mommy and Daddy were at the airport to pick up my brother, while I was left with Joaquin. Honestly, my bodyguard looks more like my brother.

"How's school, Keeno?" I asked my bodyguard who was driving me home.

"It's okay milady, thank you for the techniques you teach."

"Can you stop that' milady 'thing?" I laughed at the smiling man driving.

"Why? I'm your modern knight milady, "he smiled in the rear view mirror which made me laugh even more.

Keeno and I soon arrived at the house where I caught up with Mommy and Daddy's car.

The light in Yuri's room was also on and noisy inside. My shoulder immediately dropped and the earphone was plugged into my ear. What a bad time to have eyes.

I quietly entered the living room where Tito Gabe and I were making a fuss around a man behind me. They were all busy when he arrived so they didn't notice my arrival.

"Jaja."

I was stunned on the climb and closed my eyes tightly when I heard Tito Alex's voice. The place was quiet. When you look at it again. I confronted people in the living room and my sister and I immediately saw no emotion on our faces.

"Hi," I greeted them emotionlessly before continuing to climb. I immediately closed my bedroom door and faced the computer and waited for it to come to life.

He looks different. It's not about how his face matured, his face will definitely change.

He was 12 when he left, what would I expect? It's the look in his eyes that made him really different.

He looks at me differently. I laughed heartily, why would I even care on how he looks at me?

I've been staring at the word document for hours. I still can't write now, I really feel like I'm missing something. I looked at the door with a knock.

"Yes, do you have a minute?" Daddy's voice.

"I'm busy. I have a deadline to finish, "I replied. I'm sure he'll just talk to Kuya Yuri. I'm sure they both know my issue with my older brother. I think I made it clear to them. They didn't even know that I was almost hit by a taxi that day.

"Yeah, just a moment."

I rushed to the door and opened it for my father who was about to knock again.

"What is it? IM busy."

"Why do I feel like I'm seeing Yuri in you?" he asked as he looked at me.

"If you don't have anything to say, I'll go back now to my writings," I closed the door but he immediately stopped me with his hand.

"I know you're mad at brother for not coming home from two years ago. But Jayesa, he's back. Can't you forgive him? "

"Let him be," the voice of a man unfamiliar to me.

I looked at the source of the voice. He was standing at the door of the room near the stairs.

She was folding her arms and looking at Daddy and me. "If she doesn't want to speak to her brother, let her be. What do I care if he doesn't talk to me? I'm not gonna die. We won't even talk for the rest of our lives. "

I quickly removed Daddy's hand from my bedroom door and slammed the door. I sat behind the door. I didn't realize I was already crying with so much annoyance.

"Why did you say that?" I heard Daddy say that.

"What? Do you think Jayesa is young? Jayesa is no longer a baby. You won't get him through baby-talks anymore. Let her taste her own medicine. "

Annoyed I took the photo of the two of us that I hid in the drawer and slammed my door open.

Daddy's face showed the shock of what I did but he was even more surprised when I threw the frame at my brother. He looked at the cracked frame, obviously surprised.

"Taste my own medicine? You don't have any idea on how I feel! It's not that you're the one pushing yourself on other people because he lacks the love of his older brother.

I changed so some people can accept me! I just wanted a brother who will be there for me but you did nothing but expect me to do nothing.

You don't have the right to make me feel like I'm wrong because at the very beginning you didn't know how to keep your promises! You are a fucking liar! "

"Jayesa watch your mouth!" Daddy shouted but I didn't listen.

Instead I slammed my bedroom door and collapsed on my bed. It hurts.

The pain of feeling. I feel so hurt seeing the face of my father getting hurt with what I said. I wish I could take back what I said but no, I know I'll never. Why? He needs to know how I feel. My emotions are valid, not just his. My reasons are valid, not just his.

"Jayesa, son. Open this door, "Mommy's voice checked the doorknob. I didn't bother to answer or even stand up, I had blocked the door earlier.

"Jaja, come on. Open the door, " Calyx called me. Do they have to bother 'em just for our family issue? Although I wanted to open Calyx, I didn't. I just want to be alone.

I woke up at noon. The house was quiet, maybe they had all left. I went down to the kitchen to eat but I caught my brother also quietly eating while typing on the laptop. He looked up but I immediately turned away and went to the refrigerator to get some cereal. I laid the cereal in front of him and poured milk. I'll just eat at the top.

I was surprised when he grabbed my wrist after I lowered the milk bottle.

"What happened here?" he asked as he caressed the scar on my palm from the glass I had touched when I was about to be hit by a taxi.

"What happened here?" he asked as he caressed the scar on my palm from the glass I had touched when I was about to be hit by a taxi.

"This is none of your business," I pulled my hand back. "What do you care about me?"

"You're my older brother so I have a brother."

"You don't act like you are," I replied quickly. Instead of answering 'me' he closed his laptop and took my hand again.

"I'm asking you a good question, don't let your rude behavior drive me," he whispered darkly before staring at me sharply. I couldn't breathe, I was scared of him. I have never seen such a stare from him.

"Answer me. Does Mommy know that? "

"No. I mean, they know I have a scar there but they don't know where it came from, "I whispered.

"Then tell me. Where did you get it? "

I averted my eyes. When I say that, I just cry. I don't want to look so weak in front of him. I looked at him as he tightened his grip on my hand. I couldn't help but cry.

"That was from two years ago. When... when I thought you're coming back, I almost 'collided' with a taxi. Kuya Calyx just caught me in time so I didn't get hurt but little did we know that I touched glass. I didn't tell Mommy and Daddy about it and just went straight to hospital to have it treated because I don't want them to worry. "

He loosened his grip on my wrist and I quickly pulled my hand away from him. For a moment, I saw my brother, the old brother I had, the old brother I want.

"I'm sorry," he whispered. "I'm sorry if I failed."

It's been three weeks since Yuri and I talked. The tension between the two of us is cooling but I feel like we are still getting along with each other's behavior. We are now side by side in the car but I feel like we are still miles away from each other. I watched him in the reflection of the window, he was busy reading a book. I took a deep breath before daring to ask.

"What are you reading?" I asked but he didn't answer. I just continued to watch my surroundings that I have seen over and over again in recent years going to school.

"You're good. I always knew you'll be this good when you grew up. "

Shocked, I turned to my brother who kept his eyes on what he was reading.

"What do you mean?" I asked and he lifted the familiar cover of a book. I sighed when I noticed that he was reading my book.

"Very good. I like how you describe things. Not just the settings but the exact feelings of the characters. You make me feel like I'm the main character. You're setting up a deep connection. "

I can't speak, I don't know how or where to start. That was my first book I wrote because I hated Yuri from two years ago.

"This is how you feel towards me, right? I sense so much hatred in your novel. "

"We're already here," the driver stopped in front of CTU. Yuri came down quickly and didn't even wait for me. I immediately wiped the tears that dripped from my eyes.

"Lady Jayesa," Keeno called to me and handed me the tissue.

"Why... why do I feel like he's a different person now?" I sobbed.

"Lady Jayesa, I'm not interfering but maybe your older brother hasn't really changed. Maybe you have really changed. "

My mouth dropped open at what Keeno was saying. I wanted to answer but it looked like he had more to say so I just chose to listen to him.

"Please don't be angry but no matter how Master Yuri treats other people, he is still the same so I don't think he has really changed. Maybe he's just new to you because you were young when he last saw you. You are a young woman now and have your own mind, unlike before. Maybe he just doesn't know how to deal with you. "

I went to CTU to enroll. There are only a few people today, I was struck by the sight of my older brother Yuri who had already entered the clinic for the physical exam. It is noteworthy that the women criticized him. Not 'I'm surprised, my older brother starred Alpha Royale during HTS Kids Season 4. At the age of five, he jumped into the competition where at the age of eight, he starred as the best.

I approached the admin and asked for a registration form. When I finished, I immediately handed in my paper, and my brother came out of the clinic where he walked towards me while he was still buttoning his polo shirt. He just passed me as if we didn't know each other. Sadly I turned to my brother who was just going straight to the accountant.

I was stunned when I was hit by criminology students who were jogging up to here at the admin station. Even before I fell, I felt someone catch up with me.

"To Calyx?"

"De Jesus, we're still training and you're graduating, you'll flirt there later," said one of his companions and was followed by jokes.

"Stupid," he laughed and helped me to my feet.

"Child abuse is stupid hahahaha! That's a minor! " another man's cock.

"Stupid, I'm young hahahaha!" he laughed before touching my cheek. "I'm leaving, look where you're going so you don't crash. You're lucky, we were the only ones who bumped into you so we caught up right away. All right, I'll do something else. See you later, "he said goodbye to me and kissed my forehead.

I was caught in my chest. I don't know when but every time I see Calyx, my heart beats faster. I feel, when my day is bad, he is the only one I see, I become happy. Everything seems to be getting easier.

After I enrolled I went back to the car where I caught up with Yuri who was sleeping. Honestly, I wanted to talk to him but I didn't know how. I was surprised when he opened his eyes and looked at me.

"Why are you staring at me? Don't you know you look stupid? "

"Ah-what did you say? I look what? " I was annoyed.

"So you're deaf too? My bad luck with having a brother. "

"You-"

"Joaquin, let's go home. I'm tired, "he ordered the driver and ignored me.

Annoyed I looked out the window. The nerve! He's annoying, he's so annoying. I looked at my sister when her cellphone rang. He answered it immediately.

"Hello? Yes, this is Yukimura Khönig speaking. Oh, Dominic, yes I do remember you. "

Yukimura? What right does he have to that name? Grandpa's sanity and then he just revives it? Also, Dominic? The name Dominic is familiar to me. I struggled to remember where I heard that 'name' until I remembered Daddy always talking to Dominic on the phone about the company. I also heard Mommy talk back then that Dominic was different from his father Tito Maurice.

"Is Dominic the son of Tito Maurice?" I asked as he hung up.

"How did you know him?" my brother asked me a cold question.

"I heard Mom and Dad talked about him but it's been a long time, maybe from two to three years ago. They said Dominic seems a bit off and different form Tito Maurice. I just don't understand how. "

"Dominic is a schemer," he said and looked out the window. I was stunned by what he said. "I had to extend my stay in Ireland for me to know more about the company. I need to be prepared in case something happened. I need to be the one to take-over the company, not someone like him who only wants for his own sake. "

I seemed to be poured boiling water on what I heard. He extended his stay for our family. I can't understand how pressured he must be. If I'm the only one who has nothing else to think about but studying, I'm under pressure from Daddy, what about my older brother? Guilt started building inside me, how can I be immature?

"I'm not going to let him take over the company our father paid with his own blood and honor."

The sun ran even faster. My older brother and I are slowly getting closer to each other. Every day, every night, we were always fighting.

"You? Will they muse? Are they blind? " he asked and spit out the rice.

"You know how bad your behavior is!" I sighed and folded my arms. I also kicked his leg which he quickly lifted.

"My, oh my. Don't fight in front of grace, "Mommy smiled.

"When will I be able to see you get along like when you were kids?" Daddy asked so Mommy laughed.

"My love," Mommy put her hand on Daddy's hand. "Don't you think it's a good start? And at least they're talking again. In no time, they'll be the kids we used to have in this home. "

"Yuck," my brother and I answered with a smirk.

"Pft," I stopped my laughter and my older brother shook his head with a smile. Soon the four of us were laughing.

After eating I immediately went up to my room because my stomach hurt from satiety. I didn't bother to lock my bedroom door because Mommy might need something from me, I didn't want her to disturb my concentration. I finished quickly and immediately left my room where I caught up with Yuri who was reading a paper that I had folded. He was holding chocolate in his other hand.

"Hey, what's that?" I grabbed the paper and looked at what he was reading. My whole body went cold and I felt like I had run out of physical life from what I saw. Love letter ko 'to kay Calyx, pakingshet.

"Did you crush Calyx?"

I closed my eyes tightly before looking at my older brother badly.

"Why are you interfering with something with something? Doesn't your hand know how to hold it? And then what are you doing here? " I shouted and burned my love letter. He slapped a chocolate bar on my forehead.

"I just passed by a chocolate boutique and remembered that you like this. Why are you still burning that? I already know what is written there. "

"Can you please shut up ?! You have nothing to say about what you read, not Mom, not Dad, not even Calyx, not even anyone! You understand?"

"What's in it for me? Will I get anything if I keep your secret? "

"Will you get anything too if you say so?" my eyebrows are high.

"Entertainment," he replied quickly and smiled at me. My mouth fell open at what he said. I immediately slapped his arm.

"Dominic is not the schemer. You are! How can you do this to your own sister ?! "

"I'm Yuri Khönig, I'm not sanctifying."

"Fine! I'll be your slave, make me your servant, just don't come out of the room, this is my secret. "

"Deal," he replied and took a piece of paper from my desk and wrote on it. He handed me the ballpoint pen and the paper asking for my signature.

"Are you serious? Why do you need to create a contract for such a trivial matter? " I asked and also signed two papers.

"I'm a businessman Jayesa. I'm sure. I'll send the full contract on your email, if you have any problem with what is written, feel free to contact me to discuss about that, "he said and walked out of my room. Annoyed, I followed the doorman and watched him walk away.

"Why are you treating me like I'm sort of a schemer ?!"

"Because we're siblings. We both think the same way. "

"Yuri, Joaquin isn't here, maybe we can clean the car first," Daddy ordered my brother who was reading in front of me. He lifted his foot on the table and pushed my book with his foot. I immediately raised an eyebrow at what he did.

"Dad, Jaja is the only one who will clean the car."

"What am I?" my complaint. He immediately frowned and seemed to be worried. He looked at his watch.

"I think I have something to say to Calyx. Come to think of it, we haven't even been able to talk properly. Is Calyx free for billiards? " he asked himself and stood up. I also immediately got up and ran out.

"Dad! I'll clean the car! " I shouted at my father outside. I turned to the living room and saw in the mirror my sister also looking in the mirror while smiling at me. I raised my middle finger so he laughed.

"Jayesa Mireya!"

I quickly ran down the stairs for fear that my older brother would hit me again. When I was young, my older brother and I were close to each other, now, we are always fighting. I was even made a slave to ulaga because of his blackmail.

"Jayesa, you might fall," Mommy said to me as she placed the fried rice in the middle of the table.

" because Mommy thought that you are going to spunk me again ," I complained and sat down at the table.

"How can you not be shocked? You interfered with his project again," Daddy sermonized to me and put down the newspaper he was reading.

"I just looked at it," I muttered and took out the ham. Mommy immediately slapped my hand.

"You haven't washed your hands yet," he sermonized. I reluctantly went to the sink and washed my hands. Eventually my demon older brother came down. I was just upset when he looked at me badly.

"Why do you look like that? I just want to see if the miniature you made looks like our house," I growled.

"Do you know how sensitive I made you? He hasn't glued yet, okay. Even just a touch, can move the angle of my miniature which can ruin my whole project. Of course not, you don't even know how to use a ruler Isn't it. Who's crazy with a ruler, will still use the ID card to make straight lines? "

"Do you care, the ruler is stabbing me."

I looked at my Daddy when he reached for a tissue to wipe the blood from my nose.

"That's enough. Don't fight anymore, we're in front of grace," Mommy said.

"It's brother," I complained and took some fried rice.

I couldn't help but stare at my older brother in front of me, 20 years old and gumraduate valedictorian abroad. It's only been two months since he came home here after another 2 years working for our company and he was still trending that day. Tito Gabe said, my older brother grew up in front of the media so people know him very well, unlike me who Mommy really hid from the public for the privacy of my life. Sometimes I get jealous of my brother. The crowd just loves him. Once again I compare him. Well oh well, he's a demon.

He told me he would be gone in 6 years. 6 years you face, you extended another two years, grassy 'to. But he told me the reason so I just missed it.

"What are you staring at me for?" he asked me without taking his eyes off the tablet with his lectures.

"Nothing. You're handsome, "I sighed and started eating. My older brother is really handsome, still tall. He is also smart and you know there is a destination in life. The only issue is that he doesn't know how to get along as a person. But aside from that, I can pimp my older brother. It's only fifty oh. He looked at me and I laughed.

"What's funny?" Daddy asked me.

"No, I just thought of something," I shook.

"Aren't you in?" he asked me.

"Sunday today, are you busy?" I asked him but he did not answer.

I'm here now in the living room and looking at our family's trophies and medals. I'm not the best at what I do, but I'm hardworking so I look talented in what I do. Maybe, 'tis really my talent.

"Dad. Do you love me?" I asked my father busy typing on the laptop. "Even though I'm not like brother who is very good at everything? I'm ordinary as the other people. Sometimes I think you are not my child. "

I turned to my Daddy who just stared at me and kept chewing peanuts.

"Dad! You look so annoying! " I shout at him.

"Yuri!" he called my brother. As before, my handsome brother was no longer emotional but he was very rude.

"What?" he asked our father coldly. I just frowned. Is it human?

"Tell your brother that we love him. Praning e."

I stared at my father. Isn't my suspicion correct? Come to think of it, there was no recorded announcement when I was born, while Cal, Yuri and Mika, still had an announcement on social media. I also remember, there is also a Nexus. Could it be that there was no recorded announcement of my birth because I was not born into this family?

I backed away when brother was in front of me. He smiled at me as if we were both back to childhood. He laid his hand on my head. I missed this. I used to miss my older brother.

"You know," my older brother calmly began and smiled. "We raised you even though you're ugly and now you're still looking for love. Are you different?"

I was amazed at what my good brother said. I was about to hit him when a question came to my mind, 'What if my brother is telling the truth? Then he was like that to me because his parents loved me more because I was obviously kinder than their son. '

I noticed the change in Yuri's face as if surprised by what he said, or because of my face. I do not know why.

"Dad ... Am I adopted?" I asked my father who was stunned. "Dad ... Tell me, am I just an adoptee? I'll accept ... I still love you," I asked tearfully. Instead of comforting his crying son, my father just laughed.

"Dad ... Am I adopted?" I cried. I looked at my sister who just smiled and sat on the sofa in front of our father. He started reading a book.

"Brother ... Am I adopted?"

"Yes," he answered directly and seriously.

I can not breathe. I ran to my room and locked up. The chest pain that I probably just adopted. Could this be how Mommy felt when she found out Grandpa Yuki was her father? The pain, on many occasions, today is my 15th birthday that they don't even remember. Soon I heard a knock on the door. I immediately covered myself with a blanket.

The pain, on many occasions, today is my 15th birthday that they don't even remember. Soon I heard a knock on the door. I immediately covered myself with a blanket.

"Ja, " Mommy's voice that I'm not mommy.

"I'm sleepy," I stopped sobbing.

I was startled when a strong force pulled at the blanket.

"Hey, Ja. Ugly."

damn you it's just my older brother..

"Leave me alone! What is it?" I shouted and tried to pull my blanket but my older brother was strong. My eyes widened in amazement at them.

"You're happy now?!" I sighed at my brother.

"You're so ugly, then you cry. You look even uglier. Double kill."

"You know, you bwisit!" I shouted and kicked him hard but his hands quickly touched my legs.

"Ja, don't shout at your older brother," my mommy said softly that I wasn't a mommy. He is the only person here, my brother and Daddy are both demons. He is the only one who loves me. I looked at my mommy who was holding the cake.

"Mommy, why didn't you say you're not my child?" I sobbed.

"Huh? What is not a child? Stop me from doing that, Jayesa. I'm going to die giving birth to you and then you're going to question my parenting? "

I stared at my brother who was staring blankly at our Mommy who was obviously hurt by what you heard from me.

""He said you adopt me," I sobbed so Yuri laughed all the way.

"My goodness, Jayesa. Think about it, you're not mistaken for Mommy and Daddy's child but they know very well that you're a sister when we stick together, because you look like me," my good sister said angrily to me. They said that Daddy looked very much like yuri when he was just born. But as brother grows up, it seems to change. It was as if Mommy and Daddy's faces were already mixing. He was also right in what he said, I don't look like Mommy and Daddy's child. I folded my arms and stared at him. To my surprise, he smeared a paper plate full of icing on my face. I couldn't move, I noticed Mommy's suppressed laughter.

"Brother! My beddings!"

"It's okay, you'll do the laundry," he laughed and went out.

"Mom. Why is that? Was the wrong vaccine injected there?" I asked in disgust and he just laughed.

"What happened there?" Daddy asked after entering my room while looking at my demon brother. He turned to 'me.

"Pfft."

"Yasu," Mommy laughed at Daddy who couldn't help himself and laughed. I even started to cry as Mommy removed the icing from my face.

"Son, Yuri loves you. He's just happy with you so he does that," Mommy laughed in defense of her eldest son.

"Mom, he's ugly to rejoice."

"Son," Daddy replied and helped Mommy clean my face while suppressing her laughter. "He just loves you for being you. He loves seeing that side of yours that no one knows but him. You're young. One day, you'll understand how lucky you are to have him. He loves you more than anything. If you notice, compared to us, makes more time for you. Because one day, he knows he will lose time with you. He wants to create memories that he will remember. And then he misses you. did you miss him? "

"I don't miss him anymore!"

Daddy laughed. I don't know how he thinks. Who knows how thinks? he's Abnormal

"How could he hate you?" mommy asked and hugged me. "You are his answered prayer."