Unwanted Wife

When I woke up I fell that my stomach is starving already, without a second thought I stood up and looked at the wall clock it's already 10 in the evening. It seems like I overslept.

I look outside to see if Thunder is home already and to my disappointment I found nothing his car in not in the garage so that means that he's not home yet.

I can't help but to think about him. Perhaps he's not coming home and I know by now he was

with another woman.

My eyes started to get blurry again by just thinking of it, tears starting to flow again. Honestly, I don't know what I should do to him just to hear me out. I had done nothing from the mistakes that he keeps on blaming me. All I

want is that he would listen to me.

Yes, we're married , we're together, we're living under one roof but nothing more. He treats me

like nothing and what's worse is we keep on arguing always that leads him to hurt me emotionally and physically.

Since we got married he never treated me right . All he did was loathe me and felt abhorrence

towards me. He keeps himself drunk to get wasted and enjoy being with his woman.

"You'll regret marrying me" until now it's clear like a camera megapixel in my memory as he

spoke those words. Nonetheless being together for years I never regret every second of it even

though I was just a mere nothing to him but maybe because I just love him this much.

I just went to the kitchen and prepared something to eat. I'm sure he won't come home so I'll be eating alone again. I took some rice from the rice cooker and put in the microwave the dish I cooked earlier to pre-heat it.

I finish my food quickly. As I was soaking the dishes I heard the sound of a car. I immediately

wipe my wet hands and walk towards the main door to open it for him.

As soon as I opened the door, a beautiful and sexy woman was there assisting my drunk

husband Thunder. I felt a sudden pain in my chest as I watched them together. It hurts seeing the one you love being held by someone, being hugged by someone and being together with someone and you witness it.

"Babe, come in or maybe you'll stay here just for tonight," Thunder said.

"Oh my gosh babe, aren't you feeling tired? We've done it the whole day and now you still

want it here in your house? Hahahaha! But even though I want to be with you for too long but

I can't cause I need to go home" his woman responded as she clings herself to my husband.

While me, standing here like a statue and watching my husband with someone else.

"Even though we've been doing it the whole day I still want you, to be with you and taste you all over again." Thunder whispered to his woman but I can still heard it clearly.

I can't take it anymore, " Miss? Maybe I should take care of him? " I called out the woman's

attention.

As her eyes gazed upon me she raised her eyebrow right away "Yes? You're saying what? Babe do you know her?" he asked Thunder not minding my presence.

"Yes babe, she's my personal maid." Thunder responded dryly.

"Oh I see, she's lucky to be your personal maid and I hope nothing beyond that because I know you too well babe. '' she replied.

There was this urge inside me wanting to tell this woman that I was Thunder's wife but I tried

not too because I knew it would make Thunder mad.

"Don't worry about it babe. Be careful on your way home, I love you" Thunders sweetly responded and put his arm around her.

"Okay, I'll see you again next time babe. Thank you for this day, I really enjoyed it. I love

you too." she replied and gave my husband a kiss on the lips.

I saw Thunder how he responded the kiss before his woman bid goodbye. My chest tightened on what I saw, I felt like a thousand stabs in my heart. Why do they have to do it in front of me? It's way more painful than being introduced as his personal maid.

I approach him and help him to get inside the house but he shoves my hands away. "Let me help you Thunder." I tried to hold him again but he pushed me.

"Why did you come home this late? And you drink too much." I said calmly.

"Why do you care? I enjoyed spending my time with her. Can you stop minding someone's business and don't you dare touch me!" he replied coldly and walked passed through me.

I followed him "I care Thunder, because I'm your wife! Is this how a married man is supposed to be coming home?" I don't know where I got the courage to speak to him like this.

He stopped and stared at me coldly " Don't act like a good-fine spouse, it doesn't suit you." then he went up the stairs.

I was left again with tears in my eyes and a heavy heart. It hurts knowing that my husband is happy with someone else and I can't be that someone. Never be.

I did everything for him to love me but I think it's still not enough. I dried my tears and went up to my room as I'm about to enter my room I found myself looking at the halfway open door of Thunders room. Since then we never slept together.

I walked towards his room and found him sleeping peacefully. I came near him and sat beside him and carefully stroked those hair trying to cover his handsome face. "Maybe everyone thinks that I am this stupid and martyr enough for staying even if all you did was hurting me emotionally and physically but I don't mind it at all, its fine with me I can take it, I can

endure all the pain because I love you and I'm still hoping that one day you'll love me back the way how I love you and you'll change as a loving husband. I'm willing to wait that day will come but for now I'll jist accept all the pain Thunder but please don't leave me cause thats the only thing I can't bare to take." my tears flow like a waterfall as I spoke those words into him even if he couldn't hear me.

I wipe my tears and give him a soft kiss on his cheeks before leaving his room.

I love you Thunder and I always well even though it's tearing me apart.

The next morning Jewel woke up late because she was not able to sleep right away after she

left her husband's room.

As she gets off in bed Jewel directly straight off to her husband's room. She was about to go

through her husband's room when suddenly she heard a strange noise inside it. The noise is

getting clearer as she draws near the room.

"T-thunder! Ahh Ahh, Fuck baby, Yeah thats it! Fuck me harder. Oh shit.." the woman claimed it

loudly.

"Oh scream my name bitch! Cum with me."

Her heart was tearing apart gazillion times watching her husband making out with someone.

A few minutes she heard approaching footsteps indicating that they were done doing their

thing inside. She swiftly walked back to her room and pretended that she didn't know what was going on and she just woke up from bed.

The woman just looked at her and clung even more to her husband's arm who seemed didn't

care if she was there.

"Who is she baby?" the woman asked Thunder.

"Don't mind her, she's just a maid" Thunder replied.

"Oh I see" the woman mockingly said.

"What are you looking at? Get out you're blocking my way!" she yelled and shove her off.

She just step back and stop herself to complain for the sake that Thunder might get mad.

They continue their way out as if she wasn't there. Instead of following then she just went back inside her room and lay down on her bed.

She looked around her room and noticed the picture of her and Thunder on their wedding day.

The picture shows that she's very happy while her husband is emotionless.

She got teary-eyed as she thought about Thunder and his woman a while ago.

"Even if it's breaking me apart, Thunder I won't give up. I'll continue and endure everything

because I love you" she muttered.

She still believes that they can have their own happy ending like those love stories. As much

as she could fight for their love she will fight. She loves Thunder so much that she will do

everything for him to love her back.

Later on she felt starved, she remembered that she hadn't eaten since she woke up this

morning but she remembered Thunder and his woman was still there.

She stayed and waited a few minutes before deciding to get up and leave her room and go

downstairs. She roamed around and found no one, it looks like they already left.

She just went straight to the kitchen to cook and prepared food for her to eat. After she finished

her food she decided to clean the whole house. It's already afternoon when she finished

cleaning and cooking food for dinner but still her husband is not home yet. She sat on the sofa because she felt so tired. She turns on the TV and watches some movie series. It was late at night but still Thunder didn't come home, so instead of waiting for him she just eat her dinner.

Later on she heard the sound of a car, a sign that her husband is already home. She hurried to the door and opened it. As soon as she opened the door, the face of his husband appeared his totally red and totally limp, obviously he was drunk again.

She immediately approached and held him for support but he just pushed her away "What did

I told you? Don't ever touch me!" Thunder shouted to her.

She ignored it and approached his husband again , she's about to touch him when he shouted her again "Damn it Jewel! Don't you understand what Am I saying? Are you that stupid enough?" his voice roared like thunder inside the house.

She has no choice but to let him because if she insists it might be the reason for them to fight

and probably she'll get hurt.

She waited a few minutes before going upstairs, she went to her husband's room to check if he

was already asleep. She entered the room not making any noise and found her husband

sleeping soundly. She drew near him and removed the shoes and covered him with a blanket.

She just stared at her husband's handsome face, she could only do it when Thunder is already asleep because when he's awake he's like a tiger that would devour her. She caressed his face, "I'm still hoping Thunder, I love you so much and I'll do everything for you" she whispered.

She's still wondering what next might happen to their marriage life. She's clueless in every

possible outcome if she could be happy or in pain or achieve what she desires.

"I hope the day comes that you'll love me. I'll wait for that day and when that day comes I will be probably the happiest woman"

Not even once she thought on stepping aside and leaving her husband even if everyone thinks

of her like a fool or stupid she didn't care. She just loves her husband so much and she believes that being hurt is part of love. As much as she can still hope, even if it's painful and tiring she will take a risk.

She left the room and moved into her room. She lay down and stared at the ceiling unexpectedly.

She remembered their first conversations the night after their wedding.

They were at the hotel that night, as soon as they entered the room Thunder immediately

overtook her arms harshly.

"Ouch! Thunder it hurts!" she exclaimed in pain.

"Now what? Are you happy? Jewel, are you happy ruining my life?" He shouted in anger.

"I don't understand. What are you talking about? I really don't understand." confusion is all over

her face as he responds.

"Don't act like you don't know anything! I know you know what I'm referring too!" he blurred out.

Anger and hatred lingered in Thunders face that he almost hurt her and it made her screech in

fear watching him.

"Thunder, I thought you understood. This is what our parents agreed for." she exhorted.

He suddenly threw the chair near him. "Don't make me fool Jewel! I know you like it too, You

can't fool me. You can refuse the wedding but you choose not to!" he shouted in frustration.

"I won't give disgrace and embarrassment to my family Thunder! I can't take seeing them

disappointed in me. Why didn't you do it, you can refuse and not come to the wedding!" she answered.

"For what? For me to take all the blame? Wow your so great Jewel! " He sarcastically said.

"What do you want me to say Thunder? It's done, it happened already and we can't do anything

about it." she said calmly.

"You really want this marriage thing, that's the truth Jewel admit it! Do you think I didn't know that you like me? That's why you agreed to this quickly as soon as they told you that you'll be

marrying me. "

She bent down her head so that she can't see Thunders face that is already burning in anger.

Now she knew that Thunder already knew what she felt about him.

"Don't expect too much that I will love you back Jewel, stop daydreaming, stop that foolishness. Yes, you have my last name but never my love and heart, put that in your small mind. " He said

before leaving her in their hotel suit.

It was the day that he put all the blames on me. Yes, I wanted to get married to him so when

our parents agreed about it I didn't refuse.

She released a deep sigh as he remembered all of it. Here she is suffering but if it's for the

person she loves , she can take it all because she knows that all her sacrifices will be paid

someday.

Drowsiness visited her as soon as she closed her eyes.

Thunder was in his office that was owned by his parents, after he got married to Jewel he

inherited his fathers company.

He felt irritated and bored sitting there and he couldn't think of anything to work on too, their

board meeting was over and he had already signed those papers given by his secretary.

He thinks it's too early to go to the bar at this moment. And it's easy to find a woman whenever he wants, a woman that is easy to get warm in bed and easy to get dumped after. Almost all of his women he got in bed are the one showing some interest and motive that they want to be taken by him.

He also thinks that he would rather go to the bar or be with his woman than going home early. He doesn't want his day to be totally ruined seeing Jewels face. He couldn't stop but to get angry knowing that because of her he's tied up to a marriage he never dreamed of. He also thinks that Jewel planned all of it because she has a feelings towards him. If this is what Jewel wants then she will never be succeed.

Thunder stood up on his chair and walked near the window glass of the office where he could see everything, those large company buildings, restaurants, cafes, pedestrians where people are busy walking through, and etc. He was busy looking everywhere when his phone rang he

immediately took it out in his pocket...

CAIN CALLING.....

"What do you want, Fuentabilla?" I said as I answered the call.

"So sweet of you dude, I just call you. You should be happy by that." He heard him laugh over the phone.

"Asshole! Tsk! You're wasting my time. If there's nothing you called for I would rather off this call.

" I said in an irriatated voice

"Okay, Okay chill dude. You're hot tempered by the way Dark invites us over. It looks like he has

a love problem."

"Until when he will act like a fool with that Calliyah? She's not even here in the Philippines but he's still head over heel with that woman." I responded.

"He loved her, even though Calliya is far he stays loyal to her"

"Stupidity! Whatever you say, see you there" and I hung up the call.

I can't understand Dark's why his head over heels for Jewels friend, there are so many

women out there trying to win him but still he's forcing himself towards that woman. He's to stupid, tsk!

I'm sleepy, I walk back to the sofa and lay down, I'm feeling drowsy maybe because I haven't

had enough sleep since yesterday. That woman I was with yesterday seems that the word tired is not part of her vocabulary. She's wild in bed at the same time she's fucking good in sucking my lenght.

I was about to close my eyes when I heard the doors open. Shit, who's this fucking sh't trying to

disturbed me. As I looked up I saw my secretary's face. I roamed my eyes over her body, she's wearing a tight mini-skirt paired with a sexy dress and coat but still her cleavage is more accentuated.

"What do you want?" I asked.

She smiled at me seductively and came near me and massaged my shoulder, "You look tired

Sir, I was thinking that maybe you are bored, do you want me to please you sir?" She said and

bite my earlobe.

I was starting to get seduce. Who am I to say no, I'm just a man. I posthaste kiss her. I'm getting more aroused by the fact that she responds to the intensity of my kiss.

She's also wild like the other girls I bed.

Meanwhile Jewels just arrived and took off the taxi in front of the company building, she was

there in the company to invite her husband to eat his favorite food she just prepared. She know that Thunder haven't eaten yet because their board meeting held so early, so she thought on cooking, preparing and bring it to his office.

As soon as she entered the company many employees greeted her kindly. She greeted them

and smiled in response. She is used to this kind of treatment by the employees whenever she's

in the company. She has many accompanied employees while taking the public elevator toward her husband's company office.

Happiness and excitement is written all over her face despite doubting that maybe her husband

wouldn't eat the food she prepared.

The elevator rings a sign that he has already reached the office floor of her husband. She walks through the secretary's office and nobody's there, maybe she's taking her break time.

I know his secretary is modest and kind, not the same as those bitch Thunder used to have.

Without any doubt she continued walking to her husband's office.

"Oh ohh, Suck it! Make it fast! You're fucking good. Aahh. Oh. ohh. Fuck!" she knows it's her husband's voice inside the office.

"I know that I am always good babe. So fucking good. Deeper babe! deeper!" she feels like losing her balance of disbelief ,like something cold water hit hard on her face knowing who's inside the office.

Maybe she was this masochist to herself instead of living them both. She slowly opened the office door that exposed her husband lying while his secretary was riding him like a well known pornstar and you can see through her expression that she's enjoying it while her husband is busy massaging its pinkish round big boobs.

Tears started to shed in her eyes as to how painful the sight she witnessed at the moment but still she avoided doing some unnecessary action. She wanted to pull the secretary's hair,

wanted her to taste her anger but something was stopping her from doing it. She couldn't do it because of Thunder, she's scared that her husband would be mad and might hurt her as well.

Her tears flowed non-stop on her face before she could make a noise, she turned her back

leaving them both reaching their own climax.

She immediately ran to the elevator and pressed it and when it opened she was stopped by

entering as if she remembered something.

"I won't leave and let that flirty bitch secretary alone, she needs to learn a lesson" she said to herself

She hurried back to her husband's office and slammed the door open. The two of them were

stunned that someone caught them. The secretary's face was shocked and at the same time felt ashamed knowing she's the one who caught them in such a way but she remained emotionless looking at them.

When the secretary regained from the shock she quickly left Thunders lap and picked her dress up and put it on. She's about to leave when Jewel suddenly pulled her hair, "You shameless bitch! How unladylike of you to flirt with your married boss! You whore!" she's shaking in anger as she continues pulling the secretary's hair.

Thunder quickly approached them and defined his secretary "Stop it Jewel! Don't make a

scene!" but it seems that Jewel doesn't hear him.

She even continued pulling the hair of the secretary even harder. She's in the top range of her anger.

"You're slut and a totally whore! You're here to work not to be a bed warmer nor a sex slave of my husband! You bitch! I'm gonna kill you!"

Thunder violently took her away and let her secretary go. The secretary almost grumbled in a hurry to leave the office.

When there were the only two of them left, all of the sudden Thunder pushed Jewel that made

her slammed on the sofa, " What do you think you're doing, huh? Making a scene here in my office?" He furiously shouted.

"So I'm the one who's making a scene here? Don't you feel ashamed ? Even here in your office you are doing your dirty shits and even to your secretary! No , you're the one making here a scene."

He instantly gain on her and holds his wife's jaw.

"Don't you dare talk to me like that! Don't try my patience or else you'll see" He emphasized

everything he said.

Jewel can't stop but to laugh not minding that tightness on Thunders hold on her jaw. "What are you going to do now Thunder? You'll hurt me? Then do it! And let everyone know how beast you are, that the boss there looking up to is heartless when it comes to his wife." Jewel dumbfounded on

where she got those courage to speak back.

Thunder let go of her right away and tried to calm himself. He doesn't want to make a scene and let his employees know about it. He is trying to avoid such an event that would bring

embarrassment to him.

Jewel stood up and fixed her clothes and left the office to escape further happenings knowing

that she talk back to her husband. She took a taxi straight away , as she got in her tears that

she's been holding back giving up. She cried and cried that even the driver felt sorry for her.

"I don't understand him. Does he really want me to suffer? Is this how he loathed me that

much? Why does he need to hurt me? Isn't it enough for him to see me suffer everyday? Isn't it enough that he hurt me physically? I'm here always for him but why did he choose to bed another woman. We never slept together but he treated me like I was the most disgusting woman he met. " she thought of it full of resentment.

"Miss, where should I take you?" the driver asked.

"In the Light Bar"I responded.

She think that maybe she should go to the bar and she need a drink to forget what had happened awhile ago.