Unforgettable Pain

Anna had always tried to be an honorable and trustworthy friend to Lisa. She wanted to be as honest as possible, but when Lisa began to show some of her true colors on occasion, Anna became frightened that the arrows would be turned against her in the end if she told her the truth. Anna tried countless times to tell Lisa the horror of what she was experiencing and what had happened to her. She longed to tell how she was struggling spiritually and emotionally with what Lisa's husband had did to her.

She wanted to tell her of the first time when Joel approached her, but every time her throat would close up preventing her from concealing such shameful information to her friend.

She remembered it just like it was yesterday. Joel was supposed to be taking her on a job inspection for a training when she suddenly noticed they were turning down a dirt road with nothing in sight.

Anna was so frightened and didn't know what to do. She asked Joel why they were going so far out. Joel replied that he needed to show her something at a site.

They continued on while Anna nervously looked out the window. She had no idea what awaited her, however the way Joel had looked at her on quite a few occasions left Anna with an eerie sensation and a slightly skeptical view.

Before she could complete her thoughts the car came to a sudden halt . Joel out of nowhere, turned to Anna. With lust in his eyes he caressed her breast.

Anna tried to move away but Joel reached down and placed a hand between her legs and with the other he placed one of Anna's nipples in his mouth. Joel sucked fiercely as if he was a starved beast while his other hand slipped down her pants and into the forbidden place.

Anna grabbed his hand and tried to move him away from her, but Joel was persistent and got even more powerful by the moment. Anna began panicking. Fear shot through her eyes like a wounded prey.

She had no idea what to do at that very moment. She thought about striking him or maybe shouting loudly at him but she realized quickly that no one would hear her no matter how much noise she made.

Anna thought she should at least try, maybe she could knock some sense into him. However, fear got the best of her and her frail body went limp under the strength of Joel.

Joel climbed atop of Anna and with what seemed to be a millisecond, he managed to slide Anna's pants the rest of the way down. Joel forced his way between her tightly squeezed legs.

He was so strong and Anna's resisting seemed to be to no avail. Anna let out a squeal as he entered her. Pain flooded her as he thrust himself inside of her.

She kept repeating to him that he should stop this, but he would listen to nothing. Joel was a stubborn and determined man and would stop at nothing to have what it was he wanted .

At this moment it was apparent that heaven nor Hell's fury would be able to stop him from fulfilling the desire that he had obviously devised for who knows how long.

Anna thought one last time of her options. Should she pray at such a moment as this, or maybe threaten him?

Whatever the decision, Anna knew that at this point, nothing would erase the memory of this fearsome, unexpected and unforgettable event. An event that in her usual calculative yet naive mind, she never saw coming.

This incident was viewed by Anna , as a stain she could never erase. The only thing she was able to do was try her best to block out what had happened from her mind unless she wished to create a scandal with her accusations.

How could she expose the man she had respected and trusted all this time. Yet it was as if that value had all disappeared so suddenly. Anna was aware of the gossip and the scandal this would create so she chose to remain silent on this matter to not destroy Lisa's heart for one, and also for the sake of his children.

Anna was afraid, and after her past experiences she was now in a state of reliving a tragedy she thought would easily be erased at this moment, but it was far from reality.

Broken and feeling lost, she sat there staring out the side window as he had his way with her.

Joel finished and pulled himself out of her quickly, wasting his seed on her lower abdomen and some accidentally inside of her. She sat there flabbergasted and feeling disgusted. She could feel the semen at the entrance of her and concern overwhelmed her tremendously.

In no way was she ready to have another child and certainly not with CEO of her Job who was the husband of her good friend Lisa.

Every time something bad happened to Anna, she always had a tendency to put the blame on herself even when she was far from being the culprit. She was very hard on herself and always relived and examined the things she could have done to change the course.

Anna had no idea what to do or what else to say on this matter. She felt weak, debased and was still in pain from all of the thrusting.

She felt very stupid for trusting Joel and believing that he was a just man and would never do such a thing to harm her physically or emotionally and especially without consent.

She always saw him as a father figure and liked him as a person but never had she thought of things going in such a direction and taking such a turn. Never had she thought such a thing could ever happen.

Anna was extremely naive, ever since she was a child. She was very trusting of people that seemed to care about her yet not realizing that many times, people have had ulterior motives for their kindness.

Joel pulled up his pants , positioned back in the driver seat, took a long drink of his water and while sighing a long sigh of relief he put the gear into drive.