UNTAMED LOVE

26 January,

Last year at Heden High haha!I've waited this for so long !I'll have to achieve my goals,as i want to study at the Faculty of Medicine in Eastbrun.

Hey! My name's Hayley Dean..yeah i'm a typical 22 years old girl.

Mom has prepared breakfast before going to work.

Wow! Pancakes!And ohhh...mapple syrup..my favourite!I had my breakfast ,took a shower ,combed my long dark hair into a bun,put my glasses on and my clothes.I stared at myself one last time in the mirror,and felt satisfied..

"Yes!You'll make it Hayley Dean,today's your first day at school,try to be cool,ha.."

I'm that kind of nerdy school girl who sit in the corner of a room amidst all the popular people in the school. I know they have better social life, giant friends circles, and that they are already winning the affection of boys who were, as you would call them, the "bad boys".

I have only one friend,Daisy Chow...well i had..we don't see each other very often now as she's always with her girlfriend Lily Sterl..

"Okay class ,i hope that this year would be a great year,like last year..some of you will have some changes in their timetable..but that's okay,we'll deal with that later..and oh..so first of all ,i would like to introduce a newcomer..psst Dylan..come in..well a new classmate,Dylan Cole!Could you talk a bit about yourself please Dylan?" Said Proffessor Andrea.

A strong ,good-looking guy stepped into the classroom,every girl stared at him..He has deep blue eyes,a comb-over black hair,thin nose,red lips like cherry,and dimples on both cheeks as he smiles..he's wearing a white t-shirt and black leather jacket,ripped jeans and leather boots,he has also a black wristwatch around his left wrist...what a sexy figure...He's the kind of guy every girl will fall for.He always has this flirtatious way of pulling his hair back that makes your heart melt.

"Hello i'm Dylan Cole ..from..(he hesitated,his reaction became different,as if he had to think hard)..from Madberry..i..i'm happy to be here at Heden High School" he said im a sweet voice,with a nice smile.

"Ohh my parents have a villa in Madberry,wow!Come and sit near me Dylan!"

That voice seemed familliar..yes it's that snob Sara Risings.She's a real devil.She thinks that everyone else is useless because her parents are rich..she's a kind of spoiled baby girl..

Dylan didn't say anything but only smiled at her,then i saw him staring at me for atleast 5 seconds,his expression seems different this time..he stopped smiling..he walked towards me with that weird facial expression..then went to sit besides Sara Risings.

I grinned then took out my books and started reading quietly...

I see myself as the "serious, good girl" who you cannot fool around with, who takes life seriously. A woman who gives a lot and expects a lot in return as well. I don't have a boyfriend and doesn't want any..Anyway ,who would want to be with a nerd like me,huh...But if i do,i truly don't want a bad boy..i just want a good boy who's going to treat me well..

The bell rang and i ran quickly to my locker.Dylan is still staring at me.That makes me so uncomfortable.

"Uh..hello..is it me or..you were staring at me.."I said with a smile.

He looked at me with pity and laughed.

"Haha do you think you're the centre of the world or what" he shouted

Everyone laughed and pointed at me.I feel humiliated,it was just a simple question,nothing else..

"It was a simple question.."

"And it is a simple answer" he walked away..

I can hear The Sara and company's pitch snobby voices.Those girls love to heavily trash talk of other people behind their backs and brag a lot.

"Ew, it smells like shit here"

"Look at her clothes, ew it's out of date"

"AHAHAHAHAHAHA"

"She thought she can date a guy like him one day hahah,pathetic!"

Sara came close to me as if she's trying to warn me.

"Stay away from Dylan,he told me you're not his type,i Am his type of girl,do you hear me,stay away from him,or i'll ruin your pretty face okay"

"Oh wow i see,so you've been talking about me with him,does that means that Sara Risings is afraid that a girl like me flirt with her crush?You know what..he's all yours,i'm not trying to steal someone that you don't even own.Bye" i said in a sarcastic tone ,took my bag and went home.Everyone was amazed about the way i talked to that snob girl.I'm kinda proud of myself...

On my way home,i saw Dylan.He was wandering in the woods,and kind of sniffing trees..He's weird..But i don't want to be too friendly with him after that humiliation.I continued my way but heard steps following me.

"Uh..who is it.."

I felt a hard grip around my wrist,i turned around..and it was Dylan.

"Ouchh..what..are you mad?"

His face had no expression,he continued to hold my wrist tightly,slammed me into a wall and looked straight in my eyes.

I can smell his cologne as he gets closer,he looked at me like he's going to kill me.

"Stay away from me,i don't want to hurt you" he said with a greedy voice.

"What the hell,you're the one following me and harassing me..let me go.."

He bit my lips with anger,and smelled my neck like a greedy beast..What the hell is wrong with this boy..

I don't want to have any kind of relationship with him..i pushed him with all my strength ..and slapped him hard..i noticed his eyes becoming red..and he's groaning like an animal..i was terrified,and ran away..I was thinking about going to talk about that to my mum as i'm very afraid now..

I had to wear a cardigan to hide my swollen wrist.I was afraid to talk about what happened so i stayed silent the whole night.I had my dinner,completed my homework and went to my bedroom .I made a nightmare that night where i saw Dylan torturing me.I suddenly woke up in pain and walked at the window.Thinking about this weird boy.What does he want from me...I'm not the kind of woman who would want to hook up with an excessively masculine 'boy' who is overly flirtatious with every pretty face that crosses his path. If this ever happen i'd have to be on my guard all the time lest a prettier face or a hotter body whisks away my man from under my nose haha..What's the point of being in such an insecure relationship anyway?I'm so silly..talking to myself about someone who nearly hurt me..

For the couple of weeks i avoided him as much as possible at school.And for the couple of weeks i still have the same nightmare,that scares me more.

Everytime he sees me he's always staring at me like i'm a thief..

Ohh weekend!I love weekends as i can relax ..and study quietly..

I'm helping mom cleaning the dishes.She has a day off today and she wanted to spend some time with her adorable daughter..haha..

"There'll be a kind of party at school to celebrate it's 50 years of existence..Well it'll be in two weeks and i have to get a dress and heels and those stuffs ..you know .." i said in a lazy voice.

"Oh,my baby's first party"

"Mom i'm not a baby,i'm a grown up gi..no ..i'm a woman"

"Oh you'll always be be my baby..shameless daughter haha"she punched me gently on my cheeks.

"Oh mom stop..."

"Promise me that you'll attend that party,and that you'll rock..and also that you'll kick the ass of that bitch sara..i mean not really kicking her ass..but showing her that you are the most gorgeous girl at that school..you are so beautiful my darling,stop wasting your young years with those clothes,glasses and..look at yourself baby,you're such a gorgeous sexy bomb,but you're hiding all that beauty..Don't get me wrong baby,i'm your mother..i know what i'm..."

"Stop.Please mom,stop..you can't judge me as you're never here when i ..pfffft..forget it,i don't want us to argue..i..i'm going to my room.."

She held my hand,and looked at me with a sad expression.

"I'm sorry..i didn't mean to hurt you or judge you ..you know that it's not easy for me ..i have to work..i have to do overtime..i have to pay your school fees,i have to buy food,i have to pay the bills,you know that it's very hard for a single mom to handle all this.. "

I can see the pain in her eyes .I know that she's trying hard to hold her tears.I felt guilty for what i just said,and i hugged her tightly.

I don't like to party but i have to ,as i've made a promise to mom.So from now on,i'll have to start pampering myself.

In the afternoon,i went to have a walk nearby,near a kintergarten..The children played with their parents.I smiled when i saw them laughing and running around..I thought about my mom..

Suddenly i felt a warm breath in my left ear..

"Booo!"

I nearly had a heart attack.

"Oh sh..Dylan Cole..what the f..ck..go away or i'll scream.."

"Relax..i can make you scream another way Haddie..(he winked at me)Haddie?That's your name right?"

"Hayley.My name's Hayley..Anyway..are you following me ir what?That's harassment..And you don't even know my name!What do you want from me..do you want to humiliate me like last time?!"

"I'm sorry..we got off to a bad start.."

"And for the day you threatened me?"

"Well that was a bad start as well..i said i'm sorry,do you want me to kneel before you or what..i just want us to be friends"

"A bad guy being a nerdy's friend?well that happens only in movies..all those guys want is to have sex..that's all.."

"Don't judge a book by its cover.."

I didn't say anything,and looked away.He shaked some keys in front of my face.So what now?What's wrong with this guy?Can't he understand that i don't want anything from him?He's the kind of guy who thinks that he can have everything he wants whenever he wants.

"Wanna have a ride?"

"A ride?Can't you see that i'm not interested "

"I said a ride,not having sex.If you don't want to ,that's okay..and ..i'm not that bad as you can see.."

I thought about what mom said.The fact that i'm wasting my young years.It's just a ride afterall.Nothing wrong can happen to me.I'll activate my gps in case there's something fishy...Well i'll go for a ride with him then i'll go home.I shook my head as a yes,with no expression on my face.He smiled,he's like an angel when he smiles revealing his dimples and his sparkling eyes.I followed him and we got on his heavy motorcycle,wearing helmets.

I held him tight as he's driving very fast,and from time to time i checked in his mirror ,and he smiled ...

He's so unpredictable..

Where the hell are we going now...

We drove for about two hours,and it's getting dark.I almost fell asleep by the warmth of his body.I got even closer and sniffed his cologne.It smelled dry and warm,like a peefect mixture of sandalwood, patchouli and cardamom.I could eat him,he smelled so good.I smiled to myself.He noticed my witty smile.

"Hey,what are you smiling at?" He smiled,.I could clearly see his perfect deep dimples through the mirror.I pulled myself together and looked around.It was dark,there were no cars on this road.I heard like waves,but far away,i'm not even sure what it was.

"Nothing..where are we going?It's getting late,what should i say when i get home?"

"Tell them you were with a boy.What's wrong?" he laughed.

"Ohh do you think that i should go home and say 'hey mom whats up,i'm late because i was with a weird boy,oh and guess what,i had a long night drive on his bike,are you proud osf me?' ..stupid ..do you think it's easy..?"

"Hahaha ..ohh..the whole..nerdy starter pack!"

"What..?Are you trying to mock me?Oh i was so stupid,i thought you'll change..silly me..lete get off that bike.."

"Tsskk ,didn't your parents tell you to never ever disturb a driver whilst he's driving..?And i can't leave such a beautiful girl like you here alone,it's dangerous"

What?A beautiful girl like me?He thinks i'm beautiful?Really?I'm sure that it's just a trap to get me into his bed.

"You're even more gorgeous when your mouth's shut"he laughed.I slapped his head very gently.I don't know what's wrong with me but i feel something special when we're closed to each other like that.That's a weird feeling.I want to get away from him but at the same time,i just want to be with him.

He suddenly stopped and removed his helmet.His headlight is turned off.He got off the bike and strechted his arms,then looked at me.I got off the bike slowly,wondering where we were.Now i can clearly hear the sound of the waves.

"We're at the beach?" I was really puzzled.

"Well that's a surprise,but before that,i want you to call your parents.Tell them that you're at a friends house or anything,i don't want you to get into troubles because of me"

I was shocked.Is this the real Dylan Cole?The meanest person i've ever met at school lately?No,it can't be.Damn!What a drastic change!

I stared at him for a while,but he already turned away,watching the dark horizon.I picked my phone and dial mom's phone number.

"Hi..uh mom..i'll come a bit late tonight"

"Hello..i was worried ,i went home this afternoon and you were not there,you said you'll ho have a walk but you haven't returned yet..do you have any troubles?Im coming home straight away.."

"No..no mom..don't worry..well im okay..im just with someone right now.."

"What?Hummm are you with a boy...humm you're such a secretive little cow..haha"

Dylan turned ann looked at me,as if he has just heard what mom was saying.I felt embarassed,i turned away,scratched my head.

"No..he's just a friend..we'll talk later.."i whispered.

"Ohhh..i need every single details when i get home..oohhh im so excited.."

"Mom!..please stop"i blushed.

"Okay okay..see you later honey..take care..don't go too late..huh"

"Yes..love you"

"Love you my sweety"

I turned around,and i saw Dylan staring at me,crossing his arms.He them smiled.

"Haa..women..women..always gossiping..phewww.."

I frowned,and crossed my arms too.

"Huh?I don't know what you're talking about..and where are we?"trying to avoid his point.

He came close to me and took my hand.He bend on his motorcycle and switched on his headlight.This view kept me speechless.

Dim light of stars and the moon create simmering reflections on the water. It seems that small pieces of light are moving towards shore all the time.The sea seems calm ,and we're the only beings here.

"I knew you would love it.." he smiled.

I was puzzled. How did he knew that i loved the sea..and also that it was the first time a came by the sea at night..? But before i could speak,he pulled me closer,i can feel his warm breath on my face,his arms around my tiny waist.His lips came closed to my ears and he whispered "I know everything about you Hayley Dean".Then he bit my earlobes.I pushed him away as he was tickling me..I'm not used to these situations..i feel weird..

He looked at me,bit his lips and said

"Come let's swim..ooops i guess you'll have to remove all these..well i can help.." he winked at me.He's so nasty.

"No..i..i won't swim..just go..if you want to."

Before i could continue my speech he shoved me very forcefully to the water..

"Ahhhh..Dylan Cole..you bastard...ouuuch..!"

"Haha..i told you to come,and it was not a request."

He came closer and bit my lips like a hungry beast eating flesh..