Torn Bond: The Alpha's Late Regret

Clarabelle POV:

The wet, ragged gasps and the frantic friction of bare skin against skin drifted through the heavy oak door, slicing through the midnight quiet like claws across glass.

I froze in the dim hallway, my hand still holding the silver tray with a cup of herbal tea.

Inside his suite, the rhythmic slaps and guttural groans grew harsher, wilder-raw with a desperate, animal need.

My Alpha was taking care of himself.

A sharp, sick ache punched through my chest. Today was the fifth anniversary of our mating ceremony, and in all those five years, he had never once touched me. Never consummated the bond. Every time his Heat flared up and his inner wolf burned with primal fever, I stood outside his room playing the dutiful nurse with calming teas and cold compresses.

The Moon Goddess had decreed us fated mates, weaving our souls together with an undeniable spiritual thread. He was starving for release right now, and his fated mate stood just inches away on the other side of the wood, carrying the natural soothing scent granted by the goddess to calm his fever.

Yet Gasper would rather use his own fist.

To him, claiming a crippled she-wolf was a permanent stain on his proud Alpha bloodline. He believed my ruined leg had destroyed his glory, and his arrogant wolf chose to fight its own primal mating instincts to the brink of madness rather than submit to the bond.

The panting inside spiked, hitting a frenzied peak. Then came a strangled, breathless shudder-a sound ripped straight from the depths of his soul:

"Becky..."

The name shattered the last fragile piece of my heart.

Becky. His first love. The sweet, fragile daughter of an allied pack who had left him to study in the human realm years ago, shattering his pride and driving him to reckless binges. He swore she was just a ghost from his past, an old wound buried beneath his duties as Alpha.

He lied.

The tea tray slipped from my numb fingers.

Crash!

Porcelain exploded against the marble tiles with a deafening clatter. Scalding liquid splashed over my bare ankles, soaking the hem of my dress, but the burning tea was nothing compared to the ice flooding my veins.

Panic seized me. I had to get away before he saw the shattered remains of my pride.

I spun around to flee, but in my frantic hurry, my ruined left leg betrayed me. The scarred muscles buckled under my weight. I slipped on the wet floor, smashing hard against the console table before collapsing into the puddle of tea and jagged ceramic shards.

The bedroom door was ripped open.

Gasper filled the frame, tall, broad, and radiating an overwhelming wave of musk and spent Heat. He wore only a pair of dark sweatpants hanging low on his hips, his muscular chest and flat stomach glistening with sweat. His slate-gray eyes were still dark, glazed with the lingering aftershocks of his climax.

When he looked down and saw me sprawled in the mess on the floor, his brow furrowed with sharp irritation.

"Clarabelle?" His voice was thick and raspy, rough from the sounds he'd made just moments ago. "What are you doing out here?"

"I... I came to bring you tea," I choked out.

Desperate to escape his suffocating presence, I pressed my palms against the tiles, trying to scramble up. But the floor was slick, and my damaged leg had no strength. I slipped again, scraping my knees against the broken porcelain, cutting into my palms.

Five years ago, I was on track to become an elite pack warrior. Then Gasper, drunk and reckless over Becky's departure, walked into an ambush, and I threw myself between him and a rogue's silver-laced trap. The silver ate into my flesh, crippling my leg forever. The Moon Goddess had revealed our mate-bond shortly after, but that sacred connection had curdled into a curse of suffocating guilt. He completed the public mating ceremony out of obligation to the broken girl who had shielded him, but behind closed doors, he locked away his touch, refusing to let an imperfect mate share his bed.

Gasper stepped out of the doorway. He reached down, offering an arm with that practiced, smooth courtesy he always put on. "Did you hurt yourself? Let me help you."

His words sounded caring, but his posture was stiff, holding himself back. And as his eyes flicked down to my trembling, twisted limb, I caught it-that fleeting, instinctive twitch of his jaw.

The disgust.

The raw revulsion he always hid whenever he looked at the ugly silver burns carved into my skin.

"Don't touch me," I whispered, slapping his hand away with the last scrap of dignity I owned. "I can stand on my own."

Gasper's hand hung in the air for a second before he pulled it back, his expression turning cold and distant.

"You're being difficult over an accident," he muttered, crossing his arms over his bare chest. "If your leg is that weak tonight, you shouldn't be wandering the halls. Go back to your room."

Without looking at me again, he pressed a finger to his temple, opening the mind-link: Martha. Third floor. The Luna dropped something outside my door. Clean it up.

I dragged myself up against the wall, white-knuckling the wallpaper as I forced all my weight onto my good leg, trembling with agony.

"By the way," Gasper added, gesturing toward a small velvet box sitting on the console inside his room. "Happy anniversary. I had my assistant pick out a gift for you. Take it when Martha's done."

A hollow, bitter laugh almost tore from my throat.

I didn't need to open it. For five years, on every birthday and mating anniversary, he handed me that exact same box containing the exact same style of enchanted moonstone necklace. Inside the drawer of my nightstand, nine identical necklaces were already gathering dust.

This made ten. A mechanical, hollow handout to soothe his guilty conscience, while another woman's name was on his lips when he spilled his seed in the dark.

"Thank you, Alpha," I said softly, the words tasting like ash.

I leaned over and picked up the velvet box from the console, clutching the cold velvet tightly in my bleeding palm. I didn't look back at him.

Clutching the wall, dragging the scarred leg that had once run like the wind, I limped down the endless corridor toward my empty room. Behind me, his heavy door clicked shut with an indifferent thud.

Five years of patience. Five years of devotion.

Tonight, it was finally over.

Clarabelle POV:

The moment I returned to my room, I didn't turn on the lights.

Compared to Gasper's master suite, which was saturated with his commanding Alpha aura and decorated in dark, opulent luxury, my room felt like a suite in a five-star hotel-tasteful, immaculate, but hollow and devoid of any warmth that made a home.

In the pale moonlight streaming through the window, I dragged my ruined left leg across the floor to my desk and opened my laptop. The cold glow of the screen illuminated my bloodless face. The tears had dried, leaving behind a stillness as sharp and brittle as winter frost.

I clicked on the flagged email I had opened hundreds of times over the past months. The sender was the Lycaeum of Neutral Knowledge-an ancient, sovereign academy nestled in the neutral borderlands, entirely beyond the jurisdiction of any werewolf pack or Alpha.

"Dear Ms. Rhodes: We are pleased to inform you of your conditional acceptance into our Master's Program in Ancient Runes and Advanced Herbalism..."

The gilded digital font shimmered softly before my eyes.

Looking at it, a phantom image of my former self flickered in the glass-the fearless girl from five years ago who had been favored to become an elite pack warrior.

I admitted it to myself: back during our academy days, long before the tragedy, I had harbored a silent, secret crush on him. He was the golden heir, the aloof prodigy at the top of every combat and tactical ranking, revered by instructors and peers alike. I was just a quiet recruit specializing in herbalism and runes-fields often dismissed by arrogant young wolves as secondary, almost trivial compared to raw brute force. Though I was pretty enough, pretty she-wolves were a dime a dozen. In a pack where battlefield dominance was everything, my quiet talents went largely unnoticed, and some even looked down on them.

It had been a solitary, one-sided infatuation, safely buried in the dark, and I had never dreamed of the day I might actually stand beside him as an equal.

Then came that bloody night. A single silver-laced rogue trap, meant for Gasper, shattered my leg and ripped away every shred of my warrior future.

For five years, Gasper married me to repay a blood debt. He showered me with unlimited wealth, luxurious privileges, and hollow status, yet withheld even a single drop of genuine warmth or affection. He gave me everything a Luna could want, except the one thing I had once naively prayed for: his heart.

At the very bottom of the letter, a highlighted reminder stared back at me: "To secure your placement, a non-refundable enrollment deposit of $5,000 is required within 48 hours."

The black card linked to Gasper's account held enough fortune to buy an entire estate, but I refused to spend a single cent of his money to buy my freedom.

Instead, I logged into a private offshore account registered under my maiden name. This five thousand dollars wasn't Gasper's. It was money I had quietly earned over five years, locking myself in the archives, translating dusty herbal grimoires, and anonymously selling specialized healing salves on the neutral black market.

Without hesitation, I entered the amount and clicked Confirm Transfer.

When the screen flashed with a green notification-[Transaction Successful]-a long, shuddering breath escaped my chest.

The countdown to ending this suffocating, five-year sham of a marriage had finally begun. I was no longer the discarded Luna waiting in the shadows for scraps of attention. I was Clarabelle Rhodes.

I picked up my phone, intending only to silence my usual dawn training alarm, when a notification from the pack network's social feed popped up on my lock screen.

The algorithm was as cruel as a poisoned blade.

The account handle read: Becky_B.

The timestamp showed it was posted last night-mere hours before Gasper had locked himself in his suite and broken down.

The video began with booming bass and rowdy cheers, followed by the familiar voices of several young pack warriors shouting over their glasses: "One, two, three-to Becky! Welcome home!"

The camera panned across the VIP lounge, centering on a tall, striking figure.

Gasper.

The man who was perpetually stoic, whose emotions remained as cold as stone, and whose very touch felt like sub-zero ice whenever he was near me, was leaning back with a glass of amber whiskey in his hand. His face was flushed with a rare, intoxicating buzz. His lips curled into a broad, radiant smile as he toasted the camera with a heat I had never once witnessed in five years: "Welcome home, Becky."

He had broken his strict rule against drinking.

He could laugh like that. He could look at someone with such vibrant, untamed adoration.

He wasn't incapable of love; he simply refused to waste a single ounce of it on me. And just hours after that toast, when primal Heat took hold of him in the dark, the name torn from his throat had belonged to her all along.

I stared at the screen until my eyes burned with unshed tears, then closed the app and snapped the laptop shut.

I didn't sleep that night.

At daybreak, the sound of muffled movement came from down the hall. Through the door, I heard Gasper's deep, clipped voice instructing the head housekeeper: "I have meetings with pack elders tonight. Tell the Luna not to wait up for dinner."

Every morning for the past five years, I had forced myself up through the throbbing ache in my leg to lay out his pressed shirts, tailored suits, and cufflinks.

Today, I pulled the duvet over my shoulders and remained facing the wall, unmoving.

His footsteps paused outside my door for a beat-likely noting the empty valet stand in his dressing room-before he turned on his heel and walked away.

At eight o'clock, a soft knock sounded at my door.

"Luna, are you awake?" Martha stepped inside carrying a glass of warm oat milk, her face lined with worry. "About last night... are you alright? The Alpha seemed in a foul mood this morning."

"I'm fine, Martha. Thank you." I sat up and took the glass, keeping my expression entirely neutral.

"What should the kitchen prepare for dinner tonight?" she asked hesitantly.

"Whatever the Alpha prefers-"

The habitual response, drilled into me over five long years, caught in my throat like a shard of glass. I cut myself off and let out a faint, dry breath.

"Prepare whatever you like," I said calmly. "Don't bother taking my preferences into account, and don't wait for him either."

Martha blinked, looking unsettled by my sudden detachment.

"Also," I added, taking a slow sip of the milk, "I will be going out this evening."

"Going out?" Martha's gaze dropped instantly to my scarred left leg, panic flaring in her eyes. "Alone? But the Alpha commanded that you never leave the estate without an escort..."

"There is no need to disturb him," I replied smoothly, a faint, polite smile touching my lips. "I'm simply meeting an old friend. Don't distract him from his duties."

Tonight at eight o'clock, in private suite 7 of the Blackwood Grill, an examiner from the Lycaeum was waiting to conduct my final evaluation in ancient runes and potion brewing.

It was the final gate I needed to pass before walking out of this gilded cage for good.

Clarabelle POV:

Martha finally left, closing the door behind her with a lingering look of worry.

I did not go back to sleep. I washed my face, sat down at my desk, and pulled up the examination syllabus for the Lycaeum.

For the past five years, ever since the silver-laced trap ruined my left leg and ended my path as an elite warrior, I had spent ninety percent of my life confined to this estate. Gasper always said it was for my own good, claiming that without him or an escort, I was better off staying safe inside. But we both knew the unspoken reality: a crippled she-wolf was an embarrassment, an awkward shadow beside a powerful Alpha.

To keep from drowning in loneliness, and to stop myself from spending every waking hour waiting for a man who rarely looked at me, I had carved my days into rigid routines. Two hours of ancient runes, three hours of herbalism theory, and endless afternoons translating forgotten texts in the archives.

I had studied simply to survive the emptiness. I never imagined those solitary hours would become the very wings to carry me toward freedom.

Around midday, Martha brought a light lunch to my room on a tray. As she cleared away the empty plates, she hesitated, then mentioned that the Alpha had already left the pack house for the day and would not be returning until late.

I knew why. Becky's social media schedule had mapped out her entire return week. Today was Gasper's turn to host, surrounded by his loyal pack brothers who treated her like their golden idol.

I did not let it distract me. I spent the entire afternoon reviewing the formula for the scent-erasing brew and memorizing the final sequences of the neutral border runes.

By late afternoon, the autumn sun began to sink below the treeline, casting long, bruised shadows across the lawn.

It was time.

I opened my wardrobe and chose a simple, high-necked black dress with a sweeping hem that fell all the way to my ankles, completely concealing the twisted silver scars on my left leg. I pulled on dark leather gloves, slipped my travel pass and identification into a small purse, and threw a heavy hooded coat over my shoulders.

When I reached the foyer, Martha hurried over from the dining room, her hands wringing her apron.

"Luna, are you truly heading out alone?" she whispered, glancing nervously toward the empty driveway. "Please let me call one of the pack drivers. If the Alpha finds out you left the estate without a guard-"

"He is busy celebrating with his friends tonight," I cut her off gently. "There is no need to trouble him over something so minor."

I pushed open the heavy front doors and stepped out into the chill evening air.

The moment I stepped past the estate gates and into the bustling street, an old, defensive instinct took over. My shoulders curled inward. I lowered my chin, pulled the heavy hood down over my brow, and turned up the coat's collar to shield my face from view.

Ever since I began to limp, walking in public had felt like walking under an interrogation lamp. Every curious glance from strangers felt like a silent, cutting question: how could someone so grand and accomplished as Alpha Monroe have a crippled mate? That shame had been etched into my bones for five long years, and peeling it away would take more than just a single day.

I raised a hand and hailed a passing cab.

"Where to, ma'am?" the driver asked.

"The Blackwood Grill," I replied, sliding into the back seat.

The final assessment for the Lycaeum was set for eight o'clock tonight in private suite 7 of the Blackwood Grill. An examiner would be waiting there to evaluate my runes and practical potion brewing. Once that clearance was stamped onto my papers, my departure from this territory would be absolute.

The drive took forty minutes through the thickening evening traffic.

When the cab pulled up along the curb opposite the Blackwood Grill, I paid the fare and stepped out onto the pavement.

I looked across the street at the imposing, gilded facade of the luxury restaurant, and my breath seized in my throat.

Parked directly in the reserved VIP bay right in front of the main entrance was a sleek, obsidian Bentley. The custom silver emblem on the grille bore the sharp, familiar crest of the Monroe Pack.

Gasper's car.

A cold drop of dread sank straight into my stomach.

Becky's posts, his sudden absence, the private gathering-they were dining right here tonight.

In the very same building where my only chance at freedom was about to be decided.