Too Late For Regret: The Capo's Ex-Wife

To save my husband, the crime lord of this city, I took a bullet to the gut.

As I lay dying, Dante didn't even glance my way.

He was too busy shielding his mistress, Camilla, checking her for scratches.

When I woke in the hospital, I found out that while I was unconscious, my brother had called, screaming for help.

Camilla answered my phone. She told Dante it was just a prank.

The next morning, my brother was found dead in a dumpster.

When I confronted Dante, he defended her innocence, told me not to make a federal case out of it.

He forcibly removed my grandmother's heirloom ring from my finger and slipped it onto hers.

He mocked me for being unable to bear his heir, completely disregarding the fact that I'd lost that ability five years ago, taking shrapnel for him.

Camilla delivered the final cut: our marriage license was never registered.

Ten years. I was never his legal wife.

He thought I was trapped. He thought without the Moretti name, I was nothing.

But I didn't cry. I went to the guest room and packed my knives, not my clothes.

Two years later, I run the only security firm that can rival his.

When a man, his face a ruin, appeared at my brother's grave begging for forgiveness, I felt neither love nor hate.

"I'm free," I said.

Chapter 1

I was still wiping Russian brain matter from my cheek when Dante ushered his mistress into the warehouse.

His hand was on her hip, possessive, while I stood there, the smoking gun that had just saved his life still in my grip.

"Serra, clean yourself up," Dante said, his voice flat, stripped of any warmth. "You look like a butcher."

He didn't look at me.

His focus was entirely on the girl tucked under his arm.

Camilla.

She wore a white dress, the kind of fabric that would stain if you so much as glanced at the grime on the warehouse floor.

I looked down at myself.

Black tactical gear.

Boots caked with mud and half-dried blood.

"She shouldn't be here, Dante," I said. "The Southside cops are still doing a perimeter sweep."

"And that's why you're here," Dante replied, finally deigning to look at me.

It wasn't a look. It was an assessment. A king assessing a tool, not the woman who'd shared his bed for a decade.

"Keep watch. Camilla's not like you. She's sensitive to... this kind of environment."

He guided her toward the VIP lounge, the one clean room in the building.

I watched the heavy steel door click shut behind them.

Ten years.

Ten years I'd spent carving his name into the city's streets with my own knife. I'd fought beside him from street punk to kingpin.

I'd stitched his wounds when we couldn't afford a doctor.

I'd taken the first bullet meant for him when he was just a soldier.

Now he was the king.

And I was just the clean-up crew.

I tightened my grip on the Glock 19.

I walked to the sink in the corner of the warehouse.

The mirror above it was cracked.

It fractured my reflection, splintering my face into a mosaic of a stranger, a woman I didn't recognize.

I wiped the blood from my cheek.

The water swirled pink down the drain.

It reminded me of a promise he'd made five years ago, the night I bled out our child.

He'd said, We're one soul, Serra. Your pain is my pain.

And now, I looked at that closed door.

I could hear the soft murmur of the woman's laughter.

A sound so out of place in this world of gunpowder and steel.

Dante hadn't laughed with me like that in years.

With me, it was all business.

All survival.

I was his anchor in the storm, and he'd grown tired of the sea.

He wanted sunshine.

And I was just the rain.

The club's bassline thumped against my ribs like a second, frantic heartbeat.

We were finally leaving.

Dante walked ahead, his arm curved protectively around Camilla.

She leaned into him, giggling, her head lolling from too much champagne.

I kept my precise three-step distance.

My eyes swept the rooftops, then dropped to the dark glass of passing cars.

My hand rested near the holster under my jacket, the muscles in my fingers tight, ready to draw.

"Dante, the car's on the left," I called out, my attention snagged by the driver's position in the wrong spot.

"Relax, Serra," he tossed the words over his shoulder, careless. "Paranoid much."

Then the tires screamed.

The sound ripped through the night.

A black sedan jumped the curb, smoke boiling from its tires.

The rear window slid down.

The snout of a submachine gun emerged.

"Get down!" I yelled.

I lunged.

But Dante was a fraction of a second faster.

He didn't go for his weapon.

He didn't reach for me.

He grabbed Camilla, shoving her violently behind a concrete pillar.

At the same time, his other arm pistoned out.

He pushed me.

He pushed me into the open space he'd just occupied.

The air exploded.

Concrete fragments stung my face like hornets.

I felt the impact before I registered the sound.

A violent, internal tearing.

I hit the pavement.

The air vanished from my lungs.

A hot flood spread across my abdomen, soaking my shirt in seconds.

The sedan screeched away, tires shrieking on asphalt, and disappeared.

Silence rushed back in, and with it, a pressure in my ears, like being a thousand feet underwater.

"Camilla? Are you hurt?" Dante's voice, sharp with panic.

"I... I think I scraped my knee," she whispered.

His hands ran down her leg.

He was checking her arms.

I lay five feet away, my life bleeding out onto the sidewalk.

"Dante," I forced the word out.

He turned.

His eyes went wide at the spreading scarlet pool beneath me.

"Get a medic!" he roared at his security, but his hands were still on Camilla's shoulders. "Get Camilla into the armored SUV. She's in shock."

The world went dark.

I woke to the sterile, unforgiving glare of a hospital.

My phone was on the bedside table.

Its screen blinked.

I reached for it, and a lance of fire tore through my abdomen.

One missed call.

Leo.

My brother.

My thumb slipped across the screen twice before it unlocked.

There was a voicemail.

I pressed play.

Static.

Then a scream.

"Serra! Serra, please! They got me! They didn't catch Dante at the nightclub! They said--"

The line went to a dial tone.

An icy stillness flooded my body, drowning out the burn of the bullet wound.

I dialed Dante.

Straight to voicemail.

I dialed the house phone.

Camilla answered.

"Where is he?" I rasped. "Where's Dante?"

"He's in the shower," she said, her voice syrupy sweet, laced with that irritating innocence. "We had a tiring night, Serra. He needed to relax."

"Put him on. My brother--"

"Oh, that phone call?" she interrupted, her tone light, faux-discovery. "Some boy was screaming nonsense. I thought it was a prank, so I hung up. I didn't want to bother Dante with such a trivial thing."

"That was my brother!" I screamed, the force of it tearing the IV from my arm, blood spraying the white sheets.

"How was I supposed to know?" she sighed, her voice heavy with annoyance. "Don't be so dramatic. Dante's tired. We're going to sleep."

The line went dead.

I stared at my phone.

The silence in my ear was a void, larger and more complete than any gunshot.

I pushed myself up. The room tilted.

I grabbed a discarded epinephrine injector from a crash cart and jammed it into my thigh.

I needed chemical fire; my flesh was failing, but my rage was not.

I dragged myself out of the room, one hand pressed tight to my side, blood soaking through the bandages and the thin cotton of the hospital gown.

Every step was a knife twisting in my gut.

I stole a coat from the waiting room to cover the blood.

By the time I reached the warehouse district, the sun was rising, casting a pale, indifferent light on the city.

They'd found my brother in a dumpster.

His face was gone.

But I knew him by the sneakers I'd bought him for his birthday.

Dante arrived an hour later.

He looked fresh. Clean.

He looked at my brother's broken body, and then he looked at me.

"I didn't know," he said.

"She hung up on him," I whispered, the sound escaping my chest like a dry rustle of air. "She deleted the call log."

Dante's jaw tightened.

"Serra, she thought it was a prank. She doesn't know anything. She's just a civilian, she doesn't understand this life."

He put his hand on my shoulder.

I didn't feel it.

I didn't feel anything.

The Serra who loved him died in that dumpster with her brother.

The funeral was yesterday.

Dante didn't show.

He sent flowers and a thick envelope of cash, the kind of expensive flowers meant to cover the stench of a bad deed.

I burned the bills in the kitchen sink, watching the faces on them curl into black ash.

I sat at the kitchen island, staring at the divorce papers I'd scrawled on a cocktail napkin. It was the only paper I could find when I'd finally made up my mind.

The front door slammed open, shaking the walls.

Dante stormed in, shrugging off his jacket, tossing it carelessly at a chair.

His eyes landed on the napkin immediately.

He picked it up, his thumb pressing an irreversible crease into it as he read the first line, and then tore it in half.

"Enough of this tantrum!" he snarled, tossing the pieces onto the counter.

He glared at me. "You want a divorce from me? Because I missed your brother's funeral? Camilla's been unwell, she's pregnant, I have to be there for her, you understand?"

"It's not a tantrum," I said. "I'm leaving."

"You're not going anywhere. You're my wife."

"Am I?" The question slipped out before I could stop it.

Then, the sharp click of heels on marble. Camilla appeared.

She was wearing one of my silk robes, a vintage one I loved.

It was open at the neck, displaying the hickeys on her collarbone and chest. She had one hand dramatically placed on her stomach, leaning against the doorframe.

"Dante... I feel so faint," she began, her voice a carefully controlled tremor. "The baby... I think he's restless. It's making me nauseous."

A muscle in Dante's jaw relaxed, his whole posture softening instantly, and a chill hit my chest.

He moved to her, placing his broad hand over hers.

"Go to the master bedroom," he murmured to her, low. "I'll be right there."

"That's my room," I said, my voice sharp as broken glass.

Dante turned to me, his hand on the counter clenching into a fist.

"Not anymore. Camilla needs the space. She needs the big bath for her back pain. You can take the guest room."

"You're moving your mistress into our bed?"

"She's carrying my heir, Serra!" he shouted, the veins in his neck standing out like ropes. "Something you couldn't do."

He pointed at me. "If you could have given me a child, I wouldn't have needed someone else! Don't be so selfish that I can never be a father just because of you!"

The words hit me like bullets; they passed right through, leaving a cold, hollow space behind.

He knew exactly why I couldn't bear children.

He knew it was because I'd taken shrapnel for him five years ago.

To save him. The shrapnel that tore through my uterus.

"I took three bullets for you," I said quietly, the memory a dull ache in my abdomen.

Back then, Dante wasn't the crime lord yet. We were caught in an ambush. I shielded him, took several shots, one of them hitting my lower abdomen, leaving me unable to have children.

I knew he wanted kids, so I tried to call off the wedding.

He refused without a second thought.

He said I mattered more to him than any child ever could.

And now, he was calling me selfish.

"And you lived," he countered. "Don't play the victim. You were born for this life. Camilla's different... she's delicate. She's pure."

A beat of silence, then he added, "What I mean is, you could totally think of me and Camilla's kid as our own. If you want, we'll be his parents together."

I shook my head, decisive. "I don't want that."

Dante's patience evaporated completely. "Serra, don't think I'll endlessly tolerate your bad temper just because I love you."

"I said, you'll always be my wife. You have to learn to accept Camilla."

"She'll stay in the master bedroom until the baby comes. You move to the guest room for now."

He turned his back and followed Camilla upstairs.

I stood there for a long time, frozen in the dead silence of the kitchen.

Later, my throat dry, I went to the fridge for water.

Camilla was just standing there, leaning against the counter, eating an apple.

She smiled when she saw me, her lips parting slowly over her teeth.

"He's so happy about the baby," she said, chewing, unconcerned. "Too bad about your brother. But maybe it's for the best. He was always a loser, wasn't he?"

The sanity in my brain evaporated.

My hand moved, a blur.

I slapped her.

Hard.

The sound cracked through the kitchen.

Camilla gasped, clutching her cheek. Shock flickered in her eyes, then was replaced by malice.

Then, her gaze dropped.

She saw the edge of fresh bandages peeking from my waistband, the aftermath of the recent ambush.

She reached out and jammed her fingers directly into my wound.

Pain exploded behind my eyes, turning the world white.

I felt a hot, tearing pull as the stitches gave way.

I crumpled to the floor, my lungs refusing to work, my mouth open in a soundless scream.

"Dante!" she shrieked, fake tears instantly welling up and spilling down her face. "She hit me! She's trying to hurt the baby!"

Dante stormed into the room.

He saw Camilla crying, playing the victim to perfection.

He saw me curled on the floor, fetal, clutching my bleeding stomach.

He didn't look at my wound. He didn't even blink.

He stepped over me like I was a stain on the floor and went straight to her.

"Get out of my sight, Serra," he snarled, holding Camilla. "If you touch her again, I'll forget you ever existed."

I coughed, a metallic taste flooding my mouth.

Blood spattered on the pristine white tile.

"You already have," I whispered.