The rain had stopped, but the earth remained soft, as if refusing to let go. The mud covered his feet, sticky, as if trying to hold him a little longer before letting go. Elias struggled forward, his arms covered in scratches, his muscles tense, his chest burning with each breath.
He had been running for hours. Or maybe days. Time in the forest isn't measured like it is in the world of clocks. The undergrowth had broken his skin, insects buzzed as if they knew his story. He didn't know if they were chasing him or escorting him.
Suddenly, the trees parted toward a bend in the river. Clean water. Fluid. Like a promise. Elias dropped to his knees and clumsily reached inside, drinking desperately. He felt if he closed his eyes now, he'd never open them again. His fingers stirred the gravel as if searching for something buried there. Something long lost. The engine of a pickup truck roared in the distance.
A figure was approaching along the dirt road: a dark, double-cab vehicle, sliding with difficulty through the mud. The driver-an older, gray-haired man, alone-seemed unaware of the half-fallen log blocking the path.
Elías scrambled to his feet, unsteady.
"Watch out!" he shouted, but his voice cracked, barely a whisper in the humid air.
He ran without thinking. He just reacted. The log gave way, the tire scraped him, the pickup truck became unstable. Elías arrived just in time to open the driver's door, pull the man out, and roll with him down the slope. There was a loud bang, followed by the screech of metal hitting a rock.
Silence.
Then, only the steady sound of the river.
A memory clouded his mind:
Run.
A faceless voice. A hand pushing him in the darkness.
Don't look back.
The creaking of a metal door. The smell of confinement: old oil, rancid dampness, dried blood.
A chain dragging. A stifled scream.
And then... nothing.
The man he'd saved was breathing heavily. His shirt was torn and his forehead was bloody, but he was conscious. He sat up slowly, dazed. He looked at Elías as if he didn't know if he was seeing a boy... or a ghost.
"What's your name?"
Elías remained silent. Not out of distrust. But because the question pierced him. As if naming himself would betray something he didn't yet fully remember.
"You don't have to say it," the man added, his voice softer. "But you saved my life. And you don't forget that."
It wasn't a common pattern. It showed in the way he looked at him, without arrogance or pity. As if he, too, had been on the brink, once.
"Do you have a place to sleep?"
Elías shook his head, barely a movement.
"Then come with me."
They traveled in silence along a narrow road. The truck was still moving, albeit with a broken headlight and a dented body. Elías was in the back seat, wrapped in a blanket the man found among the tools. Outside, the trees passed slowly, in a blur. Inside, the air smelled of dampness, cheap cigarettes, and freshly turned mud.
"You're strong," the driver said, without taking his eyes off the road. "Few people throw themselves into the mud for a stranger."
Elías didn't answer. He clung to the blanket as if it kept him connected to his body. As if the cold didn't come from outside.
"My name is Renato. Renato Altamirano."
The name meant nothing to him. Or not yet.
Renato took a deep drag before continuing:
"I don't know where you're coming from, but if you're looking for an opportunity... I can give you one."
Elías looked up. He watched him from the rearview mirror. His eyes were dark, full of tiredness. And empty.
"Why?"
Renato glanced at him out of the corner of his eye. He didn't respond immediately. He slowed down as he approached a curve and muttered, as if talking to himself:
"Sometimes you help someone you don't know... because you couldn't save someone you did."
The house was large and quiet. The warm lights contrasted with the humid night. Elías entered as if he were treading on forbidden territory. The room assigned to him was modest, but clean. A made bed. A towel. Freshly baked bread on a plate. Hot water in a jug. No one asked his name. No one tried to touch him.
He stood for a few seconds, not knowing whether to sit down, sleep, or run away. Then he slowly took off his shirt. On his back, the scars stretched out like a map of the unspoken. They didn't seem recent. But they weren't distant either.
He approached the bathroom mirror. He looked at himself. Something about his face seemed alien. As if it weren't yet his. As if he were occupying a borrowed body.
And then, from a dark corner of his memory, or his conscience, arose a soft, almost childlike voice that barely whispered:
You are nobody.
Elías lowered his gaze. He didn't respond. But inside him, something was beginning-very slowly-to awaken.
The house was quieter than it appeared from the outside. It wasn't cold. Not yet. But it was so tidy, so exacting, that Elias felt any misplaced step could make it crumble.
He had been greeted with measured politeness. A woman dressed in gray-neither young nor old-led him down a wide, carpeted corridor, saying nothing more than necessary. Not a glance, not a smile. Just "this way" and "wait here."
Renato had disappeared as soon as they crossed the front door. Hurried words, a curt "thank you" and a promise to "talk again." Nothing more. Not even his name again.
The bedroom door closed behind him with a soft click, as if someone were sealing something.
Elias scanned the room. Polished wood, an oversized bed, a floor lamp that emitted a warm light. Everything had that sheen of things left untouched. There was an oval mirror opposite the bed. He didn't approach.
He sat on the edge, without undressing. His fingers ran over the blanket. Clean. Soft. Different.
His hands were shaking.
A memory:
You can't hear the ocean, but there's the sound.
Someone walks barefoot on the metal floor.
A flashing light.
"You have to learn not to look into the eyes."
A man. Hoarse voice. Dark glasses, even in the darkness.
"If you look at them... they'll take your name away."
Elías stood up abruptly. He opened the window. He breathed in the warm night air as if it were the only truth he had left.
He didn't know if it was the moon or the garden lamp, but a glimmer made him look down. Someone was down there. A woman. Not far from the back gate. She walked purposefully, as if she didn't want to be seen, but she wasn't completely hiding either. She was dressed in dark clothing, her hair tied back. He stopped, took a cigarette out of his jacket, and lit it.
Elías stood still, watching her. Not out of curiosity. Out of something older. Recognition. As if he'd already dreamed of that silhouette, that way of holding solitude.
The woman looked up. Just for a second. She didn't seem to see him. Or she didn't want to. Then she turned around and disappeared into the garden trees.
The next morning, Elías woke up certain he hadn't slept. He went downstairs, not knowing if he should.
In the kitchen, the woman in the gray uniform was waiting for him, a cup in her hand.
"Mr. Altamirano will see you in your office," she said, without emphasis, without judgment.
She handed him a clean shirt. White.
"Shower first. There's mud in your thoughts."
She didn't smile. But she wasn't cruel either. As if she understood... only too well.
Renato's Office – Half an Hour Later
The walls were high, the desk immense. An abstract painting hung in the back, and a large window let in just enough light.
Renato was standing, looking at his cell phone. He looked up when Elías walked in, dressed in the clothes they'd left him.
"I'm glad to see you standing," he said.
Elías nodded, his hands in his pockets.
"I offered you an opportunity. But I don't want charity. I don't give it or ask for it," Renato continued. "If you stay here, you'll work. From the bottom up."
"Okay," Elías said, his voice barely above a whisper.
"I have a company, Elías. There are warehouses, filing cabinets, thankless tasks. You'll move through all the areas. I'm not one to give away positions."
"I don't want anything for free."
Renato studied him more closely this time. Something in his tone. A formless rebellion. He wasn't a street kid. Nor just any worker. He had learned to keep quiet, yes. But behind the silence... there was history.
"How old are you?"
Elías hesitated.
"I don't know."
A second of emptiness. Renato concealed it with a slight movement.
"Good. Starting tomorrow at six. They'll drive you to the logistics center."
Elías nodded and turned around.
"One more thing," Renato added. "If anyone asks... say an old family friend recommended you. It's not a complete lie."
Elías walks through the garden at dusk, as if memorizing the terrain. From a distant gallery, someone watches him through the curtains: attentive eyes, motionless body. Victoria.
She doesn't say anything. She just looks at him.
And he, without knowing why, looks up just before she hides.
A heartbeat. Something has already begun.
Elías didn't know if the garden was really big, or if everything in that house had the capacity to seem so. He walked slowly, hands in his pockets, avoiding looking at the windows. He still felt like an intruder, as if clean clothes weren't enough to remove the mud from the night before.
No one was there at that hour. The gray-uniformed maid had told him he could walk if he wanted, "as long as he doesn't bother anyone."
He wouldn't bother anyone. He was an expert at disappearing without moving.
He stopped near the side wall. From there he could see part of the house: white columns, tall windows, a balcony enclosed by vines. Everything too clean. Everything too far away.
He turned his head.
She was there.
A few meters away. Sitting on the edge of a switched-off fountain. Alone. As if the entire garden belonged to her, but she didn't want to claim it.
She was dressed in black, her hair loose, no makeup. She had a novel open on her knees, but she wasn't reading. He was staring at a fixed point in the bushes.
He hadn't seen him. Or he had seen him, but pretended not to.
Elias stood still. By reflex. By instinct. As if entering his field of vision were a mistake. As if it were dangerous... or sacred.
The girl calmly closed the book. She looked up.
Their eyes met.
A second.
Two.
She said nothing.
Neither did he.
Then, as if it were the most natural thing in the world, she stood up and walked toward him.
"Are you the new one?"
Elias hesitated.
"I guess."
"What are you doing here?"
"They told me I could leave."
She narrowed her eyes, still calm.
"That wasn't a complaint."
The silence stretched.
"Do you have a first name?" she asked.
"Elias."
"And a last name?"
"I don't use a last name."
The answer surprised her. Not because he was insolent, but because he was naked.
"Curious," she murmured, taking a step closer. "My father is usually reserved, but not with strangers."
Elías didn't answer. He lowered his gaze, without tilting his head.
"I saw you last night," she said. "From above. You didn't sleep."
"And you did?"
The question came out before he could stop it. Victoria raised an eyebrow. She didn't smile. But it didn't go away either.
"Do you know what you're doing here?"
"Not entirely."
"Then we have something in common."
Elías blinked, puzzled.
"You don't know what you're doing here either?"
Victoria held his gaze.
"You don't always choose the place you live in. Sometimes you just learn to endure it without shouting."
Elías didn't know what to say. That phrase... he had heard it, or thought it, or felt it before. But in another language. In another confinement.
Victoria turned around. She walked away without looking back.
He watched her until she disappeared among the paths. As if the shadow she left behind were more real than herself.
Fragment of Memory – Non-Chronological
Tube light. Metal chair.
A girl. Braided hair. Forced silence.
An old notebook. A word written in pencil.
"Elías."
Someone erases it with their palm.
"No one must know your name."
Renato's Office – Later
"How did you feel today?" Renato asks, without looking up from his papers.
"Fine," Elías says.
"Have you met anyone in the family yet?"
"A girl. I don't know if she's in the family."
Renato nods with a barely perceptible gesture.
"Victoria. My daughter. It's hard not to notice her."
"She doesn't seem to want to be seen."
Renato remains silent. He closes a folder with more force than necessary.
"That's who she is. Don't expect me to speak to you twice."
"I won't look for her."
"Better."
But Renato's tone didn't sound like a warning. It sounded like a warning to himself.
Victoria goes back to her room, locks herself in. She throws the book on the desk, carelessly. She pauses in front of the mirror.
"She doesn't use a last name," she says quietly, as if repeating something that doesn't fit.
She opens her desk drawer. She takes out a black and white photograph. Two men in an old factory. One is wearing overalls. The other, a child at his side. The child's face is marked with a pencil cross.
Victoria watches him, but not with fear. With doubt.
As if something were beginning to thaw.