I signed the forms, my final act of defiance against a cruel inheritance.
My time was short, a merciless illness stealing my future, just like it had taken my mother and grandmother.
So, I had to hurt the man I loved, Ethan, make him despise me, so he wouldn't mourn what he thought he'd lost.
I had built a fortress of hatred around myself, shielding him from the truth of my fading life.
He became cold, rich, and brought women home, his vengeance a constant reminder of my fabricated betrayal.
But his latest paramour, Isabelle, proved to be far more vicious.
She found my hidden medical files, uncovering the terminal secret I'd fought so hard to keep.
Then, in a fit of cruel jealousy, she caused the accidental death of Leo, our beloved ginger cat, my only comfort and last tangible link to the Ethan I once loved.
Isabelle then delivered her brutal ultimatum: "End it quickly, or I'll tell him everything about your illness, about your deception, about how you manipulated him into thinking you only cared for money."
She threatened to strip away the bitter peace I was trying to leave him.
The choice was excruciating: allow Ethan to grieve a villain, or force him to bear the unbearable truth of my sacrifice and his own unwitting torment during my slow demise.
My heart ached with the silent agony of this final cruelty.
How could I possibly let him find out the truth?
It tore at my soul, but there was only one path left for me to take.
So I cooked his favorite meal, whispered a final, hateful lie, and then, in cold earnest, ended my own life, leaving him with the memory of a mercenary wife, sparing him the grief.
But death rarely keeps its promises.
I awoke, gasping, in a time that shouldn't exist, finding myself on the precipice of a fate I had already lived, a second chance I never asked for, ready to make a different choice.
I signed the last form for my body donation.
The administrator looked at me with pity.
"Are you sure, Ms. Miller?"
I nodded.
"Yes. It's all I have left to give."
My time was short. This was a final act, a way to make sense of the end.
The fluorescent lights of the donation center felt cold.
I thought about my grandmother, then my mother. Now me.
This illness, it ran in our blood, a cruel inheritance.
I drove back to the house Ethan bought.
Our house, he called it. It never felt like mine.
Music was playing. Loud. Not my kind.
I heard a woman' s laugh from the master bedroom.
It was a sharp, bright sound. It cut through the heavy air.
My hand froze on the doorknob.
This was not new. This was our life now.
I pushed the door open slowly.
Ethan was there, on the bed, with a woman I didn' t recognize.
She was young, blonde.
She giggled, pushing a strand of hair from her face.
"Oh, Ethan, you're too much."
Ethan didn't even look at me.
He said to the blonde, his voice smooth, "You know, I still love my wife more than anything."
The blonde laughed again, a disbelieving sound.
"You're terrible. Saying that in front of her."
She thought he was joking, being cruel in a playful way.
I knew better.
His words weren't for her. They were for me.
A twisted declaration. A reminder of what he thought I threw away.
Each word was a perfectly aimed dart, meant to hit the deepest part of my pain.
Because he did love me once. Or I loved the him that was.
I remembered university.
Ethan Hayes, with his bright eyes and easy smile.
He wasn' t rich then. Just a hardworking student.
He' d save his lunch money to buy me a small bouquet of daisies.
We studied together in the library, his arm around me.
He' d whisper jokes, making me stifle laughs.
He believed in us. He believed in forever.
"Sarah," he' d said, his voice earnest, "I'll work hard. I'll give you everything."
I believed him. I loved him with an intensity that scared me.
Our small apartment, filled with second-hand furniture and dreams.
Leo, our ginger cat, a tiny kitten then, curled between us on the worn-out sofa.
Those days felt like a different lifetime. Warm. Real.
Then the diagnosis came.
The same path my grandmother walked. The one my mother was on.
Aggressive. No cure.
I saw my future in my mother' s fading eyes, her trembling hands.
I couldn' t do that to Ethan.
I couldn' t let him watch me disappear, piece by piece.
So, I broke his heart.
It was raining that day. A cliché, but true.
"I can't do this anymore, Ethan," I said, my voice cold, practiced.
"What are you talking about, Sarah?" His face, confused, hurt.
"I want more. More than you can give me. I'm tired of struggling."
The words tasted like ash in my mouth.
"Money? Is that what this is about?" He looked devastated.
"Yes," I lied. "I deserve better."
He begged. He pleaded. He didn't understand.
"I love you, Sarah. We can face anything together."
"I don't love you anymore," I forced out.
That broke him. I saw it in his eyes. The light went out.
I walked away, leaving him standing in the downpour.
Every step was agony. My sacrifice. My secret.
I thought he' d move on. Find someone else. Be happy.
Instead, he changed.
The hurt festered, turned into a relentless drive.
He poured all that broken energy into work.
Tech. Finance. He soared.
Within a few years, Ethan Hayes was a name. Powerful. Rich.
And then he came back for me.
Not with love. With vengeance.
My mother' s condition had worsened. The medical bills were crushing us.
He knew. He offered help.
His price? Marriage.
"You wanted money, Sarah," he' d said, his eyes cold, empty of the boy I loved. "Now you'll have it. And you'll have me."
It wasn't a proposal. It was a sentence.
I agreed. For my mother. What else could I do?
So now, I lived in this grand, empty house.
He brought women here. Often.
He wanted to provoke me. To see me break.
But I was already broken in a way he couldn' t comprehend.
My illness was my shield. My secret armor.
His taunts, his affairs, they were surface wounds.
The real decay was happening inside me, silent, relentless.
I just had to make him hate me enough.
So when I was gone, he wouldn' t grieve. He' d feel relief.
Leo was my only comfort.
He was old now, but he still remembered me.
He' d curl up on my lap, his purr a gentle vibration against my pain.
He was a link to the past, to the Ethan who loved me.
Ethan ignored Leo. The cat was a reminder he didn' t want.
A sharp pain shot through my head, then down my spine.
I pressed my hand to my temple, breathing through it.
It was happening more frequently now.
I remembered my mother, Carol, in the hospice.
Her gentle smile, even as her body failed her.
"It's okay, my love," she' d whispered, her hand trembling in mine.
"Don't let this define you. Live."
The doctors had been clear with me after Mom passed.
"It's hereditary, Sarah. Aggressive. You have it too."
The neurologist showed me the scans. The dark spots on my brain.
"A few years, maybe less. We can manage the symptoms, for a while."
Manage. Not cure.
I looked at Ethan, still with the blonde.
He was laughing, but it didn't reach his eyes.
He was a ghost, haunted by a love he thought betrayed him.
And I, I was a ghost in waiting.
My role was clear. Be the villain. Be the mercenary wife.
Let him despise me.
It was the only kindness I had left to offer.
Soon, it would all be over.
The pain in my chest tightened suddenly.
I gasped, a cough tearing from my throat.
It was wet.
I pressed a hand to my mouth.
When I pulled it away, there was blood on my palm. Bright red.
Panic, cold and sharp, shot through me.
Not now. Not yet.
I stumbled back, away from the bedroom door, towards the guest bathroom.
My phone rang. Ethan' s name flashed on the screen.
My fingers fumbled with the answer button.
"What?" I managed, my voice weak, breathless.
"Where are you?" His voice was sharp, impatient, but with an undercurrent I hadn't heard in years. Concern?
"I... I don't feel well," I whispered, leaning against the wall.
Another cough, more blood.
"Sarah? What's wrong?"
The concern was unmistakable now. It was a painful echo of the past.
The Ethan who would drop everything if I even sneezed.
For a moment, I wanted to tell him. To break down.
"My chest... it hurts."
The line went dead.
A few minutes later, I heard his footsteps, fast, urgent.
He burst into the hallway, his eyes wide.
He saw me, saw the blood on my hand.
"Sarah!"
He rushed to my side, his face pale.
He was holding a small cake box from a bakery we used to love.
A strawberry tart. My favorite.
He' d remembered.
"What happened? Are you okay?" His hands hovered, unsure where to touch me.
The old Ethan was there, for a fleeting second, his eyes filled with raw fear.
My heart ached with a terrible, sweet pain.
This was dangerous. This momentary lapse in his hatred.
I had to fix it. Quickly.
I forced a weak, shaky laugh.
"Oh, Ethan. You should see your face."
I wiped my hand on a tissue from my pocket.
"Relax. It' s just a prank."
I tried to sound nonchalant, like a cruel child.
"A little fake blood. For drama. You know how I love attention."
His face changed. The concern vanished, replaced by a furious storm.
"A prank?" His voice was low, dangerous.
He stared at the strawberry tart in his hand.
Then, with a sudden, violent movement, he threw it against the wall.
The delicate pastry splattered, cream and strawberries sliding down the expensive wallpaper.
"You think this is funny?" he roared.
"You think my concern is a joke?"
His eyes blazed with a fresh wave of hurt and anger.
"After everything, you still play these sick games!"
He was shaking, his fists clenched.
"What is wrong with you, Sarah? What more do you want?"
Leo, startled by the shouting and the crash, darted out from under a table.
He meowed, a small, questioning sound, rubbing against my leg.
Ethan looked at the cat, then back at me, his face a mask of contempt.
"Get out of my sight," he spat. "Both of you."
He turned and stormed back towards the master bedroom, slamming the door.
The sound echoed through the silent house.
I sank to the floor, Leo purring anxiously, nudging my hand.
Tears streamed down my face, silent, hot.
It worked. He hated me again.
The relief was a bitter pill.
His absence in the following days was a blessing.
He stayed away. Slept in the city apartment, he told his driver.
It gave me space to manage the bleeding, the worsening pain, without his eyes on me.
Marcus, Ethan' s driver, sometimes looked at me with a quiet sympathy.
He was a kind man, caught in the crossfire.
He' d been with Ethan for years, had seen us in happier times.
One afternoon, he found me in the garden, struggling to catch my breath.
"Mrs. Hayes," he said gently, "are you alright? You look pale."
I waved a hand dismissively. "Just tired, Marcus. Thank you."
He hesitated. "Mr. Hayes... he's been seeing a lot of Ms. Moreau lately. Isabelle Moreau. From his company."
He looked uncomfortable, like he was betraying a confidence.
"She's young. Ambitious."
He was warning me. Trying to be kind.
I forced a smile. "Is that so? Well, Ethan has his needs. As long as the checks keep coming, I don' t much care who he warms his bed with."
Marcus looked disappointed. He probably thought I was heartless.
Good. That was the point.
My resolve hardened. I had to see this through. For Ethan' s sake.