The antiseptic smell stung my nose, and a dull ache pulsed behind my eyes as I woke up in a hospital bed.
A sharp voice cut through the quiet: "She\'s awake. After all that drama, she finally decides to wake up."
It was my adoptive mother, Helen, with my father, David, and then Liam, my husband, walked in.
They weren\'t there for me; they were worried sick about Scarlett, my stepsister, who lay pale and fragile just a few rooms away.
"You almost died trying to get Liam\'s attention again, " Helen sneered. "Are you happy now?"
Liam, meanwhile, looked at me with chilling indifference before grabbing my arm and dragging me to donate blood for Scarlett.
The nurses whispered about my supposed obsession, but their words meant nothing; the pain, the desperation, it was all gone.
My amnesia had wiped the slate clean, and for the first time, I saw the truth: I was a burden, a wife Liam didn\'t want, an obligation they resented.
And for the first time, I felt clarity, not sorrow.
I picked up my phone, found a number, and then said, "I want a divorce. And I want to sever all ties with my adoptive parents, the Hayes family."
The first thing I noticed was the smell. It was a clean, sharp smell that stung my nose. Antiseptic. The second thing was the blank white ceiling. I stared at it for a long time, trying to remember where I was. My head ached, a dull throb that pulsed behind my eyes.
I tried to sit up, but my body felt heavy and weak. A woman's sharp voice cut through the quiet.
"She's awake. After all that drama, she finally decides to wake up."
I turned my head slowly. A well-dressed woman with a tight, disapproving face stood by the door. Beside her, a man who looked just as stern stared at me. I didn't know who they were.
"Olivia, stop playing dumb," the woman said, her voice dripping with irritation. "You jump into the pool to what? Get Liam's attention again? You almost died. Are you happy now?"
Olivia. That must be my name. Liam. The name felt familiar but distant, like a word from a dream. Pool? I had no memory of a pool.
"I... I don't remember," I said. My voice was hoarse.
The woman scoffed. "Don't remember? You pull this stunt every few months. Now you're adding amnesia to your list of tricks? How pathetic."
The man finally spoke, his tone cold and dismissive. "Enough, Helen. We came to see if she was alive, and she is. Our duty is done. Scarlett is still recovering. We should be with her."
Scarlett. Another name. This one sent a strange, unpleasant feeling through me. The woman, Helen, nodded immediately. Her harsh expression softened as she spoke of Scarlett. "You're right, David. Scarlett was so frightened. That child is too kind. She was crying for Olivia, worried sick about her."
They were Mr. and Mrs. Hayes, my adoptive parents. The information surfaced in my mind without any emotion attached. They had adopted me, Olivia Reynolds, years ago. But their real daughter, their everything, was Scarlett Hayes. They took me in because my parents, their close friends, had died in an accident. They did it out of obligation. Scarlett was the one they showered with love. I was just an afterthought, a burden.
And Liam Sterling, my husband. I was married to him. The memory was a fact, not a feeling. We were married because of our families' arrangement. He never wanted me. He wanted Scarlett. My entire life, as the memories slowly trickled back in fragmented pieces, had been a desperate, humiliating attempt to win his love, to earn a place in a family that never wanted me.
Just as Mr. and Mrs. Hayes were about to leave, the door opened. A tall man with a cold, handsome face walked in. He wore an expensive suit and carried an air of power. Liam Sterling. My husband.
He didn't look at me. His eyes went straight to the Hayeses. "How is she?" he asked, but it was clear he was talking about someone else.
"She's fine, Liam. Just a little weak," Mrs. Hayes said softly. "The doctor said she just needs some rest after losing so much blood."
"Good," Liam said, his shoulders relaxing slightly. He finally glanced at me, his eyes filled with a deep, chilling indifference. There was no concern, no worry. Just annoyance.
I followed them out of the room, my bare feet cold on the polished hospital floor. I needed to see. They didn't notice me trailing behind them. They stopped in front of a VIP room down the hall. Through the large window in the door, I saw her.
A beautiful, fragile-looking girl was lying in the bed, pale and delicate. Scarlett Hayes. Liam stood by the window, his gaze fixed on her. The coldness on his face melted away, replaced by an expression of such deep love and tenderness that it made my chest feel tight.
He gently pushed the door open and went inside. He sat by her bed, took her hand, and spoke to her in a low, gentle voice. The contrast between how he looked at her and how he looked at me was a chasm.
Then, he looked up and saw me standing in the hallway. His face went back to stone. He walked out of the room, closing the door behind him. He stood in front of me, his height casting a shadow over me.
"What are you doing here?" he asked, his voice a low growl.
"I..." I didn't know what to say.
He looked me up and down, his gaze filled with disgust. "Scarlett is RH-negative. She lost a lot of blood because of your little performance. The hospital's blood bank is low. You're the same blood type. You will donate blood to her."
It wasn't a request. It was an order.
"Now," he added, grabbing my arm. His grip was like iron. He dragged me towards the blood donation center. He didn't care that I was weak, that I was a patient myself. He pushed me into a chair.
"Draw her blood," he told the nurse. "As much as you need for Miss Hayes."
The nurse looked hesitant. "Sir, the patient just regained consciousness. She's not in a condition to donate a large amount of blood."
Liam's eyes turned icy. "I'll take full responsibility. Just do it." He threw a black credit card on the table. "This will cover all expenses and any trouble."
He didn't even look at me. He just turned and walked back toward Scarlett's room, as if I were a piece of equipment he had just ordered for her use.
As the needle entered my arm, I could hear the nurses whispering.
"That's Olivia Reynolds, right? Liam Sterling's wife."
"Yeah. I heard she's obsessed with him. Always causing trouble to get his attention."
"Poor Miss Hayes. She's always the one who suffers. She's so sweet, and she has to deal with a sister-in-law like that."
Their words floated around me, but they didn't hurt. It was strange. Before, words like these would have broken me. I would have cried, despaired, and hated myself. But now, with the memories feeling like a story about someone else, there was only a vast, empty calm inside me. The pain, the desperation, the frantic yearning-it was all gone.
The blood flowed from my arm, a crimson line connecting me to the woman my husband loved. I watched it, detached. This was the price for her scare. My blood.
When it was over, I felt dizzy and light-headed. No one came to help me. I sat there for a while, then slowly stood up and walked back to my empty room. The calmness remained. It was a clarity I had never felt before.
I picked up my phone from the bedside table. I found a number in the contacts. A lawyer.
I pressed the call button.
"Hello," a professional voice answered.
"I want a divorce," I said, my voice steady. "And I want to sever all ties with my adoptive parents, the Hayes family."
The lawyer, a man named Mr. Harrison, was efficient. He asked a few questions, his voice calm and professional, and promised to draft the documents immediately. When I hung up, a sense of relief washed over me. It was so simple. One phone call.
I looked out the hospital window at the city lights. I had lost my memories, but it felt like I had gained myself. This amnesia wasn't a curse, it was a release. It had wiped clean a slate filled with pain and obsession. It was a chance to start over, completely.
I made another call, this time to a travel agency. I booked a one-way ticket to Paris, a city I had always dreamed of seeing but never had the courage to visit alone. My passion was painting, a talent I had buried under years of trying to be the perfect wife for Liam. In Paris, I could be an artist again. I could be anyone I wanted to be.
The next morning, the hospital discharged me. Liam didn't come. He sent his driver, an older man named Frank, who had worked for the Sterlings for decades.
Frank was quiet as he drove. The silence in the car was heavy. I decided to break it.
"How is Miss Hayes?" I asked, my voice neutral.
Frank glanced at me in the rearview mirror, a flicker of surprise in his eyes. He probably expected tears or a tantrum. "She's doing well, Mrs. Sterling. Mr. Sterling has been with her all night." He paused, then added, "He was very worried."
He didn't say Liam was worried about Scarlett. He didn't have to. The unspoken truth hung in the air. Liam's world revolved around her. I was just an obstacle. It didn't hurt to hear it. It was just a fact, like the sky being blue. It confirmed my decision was the right one.
The car pulled up to a large, modern mansion. The Sterling estate. My home. It looked like a museum-beautiful, expensive, and completely devoid of warmth. This was the cage I had willingly lived in for three years.
I walked through the heavy front doors. The house was silent and immaculate. Everything was in its place, clean and sterile. There were no photos of us together. My art supplies were packed away in a dusty corner of the attic. The only personal touches were mine, small things I had tried to add to make it feel like a home, but they looked out of place, like wildflowers in a perfectly manicured but lifeless garden.
I remembered standing in this grand foyer on our wedding day, filled with a desperate hope that this would be the start of our life together. I had promised myself I would make him love me. I thought my devotion could melt his cold heart. What a fool I had been. The memory brought a bitter taste to my mouth, but the sharp sting of pain was absent.
I went up to the master bedroom. It was vast and impersonal. My side of the bed was neatly made, untouched. He rarely slept here. He had his own room down the hall.
In the back of my closet, tucked away behind a row of expensive dresses I never wore, was a small, locked chest. I found the key in a jewelry box. Inside was a single leather-bound diary.
My diary.
I sat on the floor and opened it. The handwriting was mine, but the words felt like they belonged to a stranger. It was a chronicle of misery.
October 12th. Liam came home late again. He smelled of Scarlett's perfume. He didn't even look at me. I cooked his favorite meal, but he didn't touch it. He just went to his study. I waited up for him, but he never came out.
November 5th. It was our anniversary. I bought him a watch he'd been looking at. When I gave it to him, he just said, 'I don't need this.' He spent the evening on the phone with Scarlett, laughing. I heard him. I cried in the bathroom so he wouldn't hear me.
January 22nd. Scarlett 'accidentally' spilled red wine on the painting I was working on for the gallery submission. She cried and said she was sorry. Mom and Dad told me it was just a painting and I shouldn't upset Scarlett. Liam told me to stop being so dramatic. I threw the ruined canvas away. I haven't painted since.
Page after page was filled with the same desperate yearning, the same casual cruelty, the same soul-crushing neglect. The girl who wrote this diary was starving for a single crumb of affection. She had abandoned her art, her friends, her entire sense of self, all for a man who treated her like she was invisible.
I read about the fights, the public humiliations, the lonely nights. I read about how she would meticulously learn his preferences, only for him to ignore her efforts. I read about how she would defend him to her only friend, Chloe, making excuses for his coldness.
Reading it was like watching a slow, painful death. The death of a person's spirit. My spirit.
Tears finally came, but they weren't for Liam or the love I had lost. They were for her. For the Olivia who had suffered so much, who had thought she was worthless. I cried for the years she had wasted, for the pain she had endured.
I held the diary to my chest, my body shaking with sobs. It was a eulogy for a life I was glad to leave behind.
"I'm sorry," I whispered to the girl in the diary. "I'm so sorry for what they did to you. For what I let them do to you."
A promise formed in my heart, solid and clear.
"From now on, I will love you. I will protect you. I will live for you."
I closed the diary and put it back in the chest. I would take it with me, not as a source of pain, but as a reminder of what I had survived. A reminder to never, ever let myself become that person again.
I spent the rest of the day in peaceful solitude, packing a single suitcase with my essential belongings. I didn't take any of the clothes or jewelry Liam had bought me. I only took the things that felt like mine.
As evening fell, my phone rang. The caller ID read 'Hayes Home'. I hesitated for a moment, then answered.
It was Mrs. Hayes. Her voice was sharp, as always.
"Olivia, where have you been? We're having a celebration for Scarlett tomorrow night to celebrate her recovery. Don't you dare be late. And try to look presentable for once."
She didn't ask how I was. She didn't care. It was another command. Another performance I was expected to give.
The old Olivia would have eagerly agreed, desperate for a chance to please them.
But I was not the old Olivia.
"Okay," I said calmly, and I could already feel the storm that was about to break.