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The Unforgettable Pain

The Unforgettable Pain

Author: : nor17
Genre: Adventure
PROLOGUE "Today is our fourth anniversary. Then...Then... Are you just playing with me? Tell me, Jai. Do you really love me?" I asked him while I was crying. It feels like my chest is being stabbed with a sharp blade and it seems non-stop, so I feel more pain in my heart. "I love you, Miamor. I love you, so much, baby..." "But you can leave me just like that and marry your best friend?! Or are you just lying? That you don't really love me and that Jillian is exactly who you want to be with and not me!" I screamed and my tears started falling down my cheeks. My chest is just getting tighter and it seems I'm having trouble breathing again. Feels like a big hand is squeezing my heart. "I love you, Miamor but I want to help Jillian. She needs--" "You don't love me, Jai! I never felt that love! You give it to others and not to me! So, you can hurt me like this! You are only doing this because of your best friend! So, that you and Jillian can be free!" I said, it's roaring. He just shook his head at me and I could see tears also falling from his eyes and he even bit his lower lip. His fist was tight so his veins came out there. "I'm sorry..." What he said made me even more sad. Four years. We've been in a relationship for 4 years and I admit to myself, I never felt the love he says. Cause he always thinks of Jillian. I knew that girl had a space in his heart, because otherwise... If he really loves me he will choose me, and he will leave Jillian, not me... "I regret giving myself to you. I regret knowing you and wasting my time just to love you. What a coward you are!" "Senator Ferrara?" It seems like I woke up from a deep slumber of my past when I heard my secretary's voice and a faint shaking on my shoulder. I sat down and fixed my glasses. I was still breathing before I turned my back on her. "Are we here yet?" I asked, no emotion and she just nodded at me. We just got back from Manila because I had an urgent meeting in Singapore with Dad but he came back here earlier. The door on my side opened and I unbuckled my seatbelt and slowly got out of the car. As usual, we are visiting the patients who were victims of the fire last week. Well, it's in my heart to help my fellow Filipino, but the citizens won't believe because they will say that we are just showing off. Who wouldn't, if you're in the world of politics? De Cervantes Hospital, I know the owner of this hospital. A close friend. I shrugged when I remembered my referring friend. I have five bodyguards with me and my secretary Red Michigan. Others bring relief goods. The ward of the fire victims is on the second floor so, we took the elevator. I took off my glasses and gave this to my secretary. The elevator opened, a sign that we are already on the second floor. I was about ready to go out when I saw a doctor standing across from me. It's like he's waiting for the elevator to open too. The guy is tall and has a big body. He is slightly bent over while reading what is on the paper he is holding right now. One hand was stuck in his pants pocket. He was wearing glasses too. But his build is familiar to me. I just don't know why my heart reacted so fast. I got out of the elevator completely and accidentally broke his shoulder. "Damn it," I heard him curse and my eyebrows just rose up. I rolled my eyes. For the second time around, I got pulled over again when I stepped on something. I took it and checked the ID. Only to make my heart beat faster when I read the name of the owner. Dr. Jaickel San Amero. Neurologist Doctor. I faced him, "This is yours?" I asked him with no emotion written on my face. He stopped and looked at me. I can't see him in shock because he has no emotion either. I stepped closer to him and he didn't even avoid my gaze. I don't know if he recognizes me yet or not. "You drop this, Dr. American," I casually said and handed him his ID. He quickly snatched it from me without interrupting staring at me. No word I turned my back on him then walked straight on. After so fucking years... Our paths crossed again, Jai. What a luck. I'm Miamor Ferrara, I'm Senator and medicine inventor. That man is my ex-boyfriend. The world is really small for us. I smirked

Chapter 1 the university

Chapter 1

Miamor Ferrara Pov

"Where the hell are you, boy? I asked my boyfriend from the other line in a loud voice. I held my phone tightly and I looked inside their classroom. I can't find him!

He told me he was gonna pick me up earlier and we were going somewhere, and I'm too excited for that! I also waited at the waiting shed where I often spend time there for him to pick me up and this is not a first time he has done it. Because he has done this to me several times, ha! That man has never aged!

I've been waiting for him for over an hour and I've been trying to call him but he's not answering his phone. I don't know if he meant it! Just now he also answered the call where I went to him in their department. This is his 6th year in college, he's a medical student. While me, I'm taking my two years of medicine too.

I'm done with my four years in college and I took a course in Political Science, according to what Dad wants me to do, because he knows what my future will be. I rolled my eyes.

He is like this most of the time. Nothing new, he is always followed and he's always right, right and right. I'm not complaining because I also have no choice but to be consistent with my father. ``Because I'm only his daughter and the pressure is on me. So I also do my best.

He also has no idea that I already have a boyfriend and God knows what he'll do if he finds out about Jaickel. I wouldn't let my dad do anything to that man I love the most, even if his behavior is annoying sometimes.

I didn't like my first course but I'm still lucky because he let me study again even for two years. That's the course I want too, to make and invent my own medicine. I would like to deal with medicine. But most of the time my dad is really the villain for the things I like!

"Meh, can we just go out next time, please?" instead that's what he asked me so my head quickly got hot. My fist is clenched because here he is again. Here he is again with his excuse.

"You made me wait for more than an hour and that's all you tell me?! Next time?! An excuse again?! Seriously, Jaickel?!" I asked him angrily. I heard him sigh as if he was stressed with me again.

I cringed when someone hit my shoulder and I couldn't stop myself from scolding the girl.

"Are you blind, Miss? You could see there's someone here, huh!" I asked the crouching woman and she was scared by my shouting. His shoulders shook quickly and he looked like he would cry in no time. With so many students who would do that to me, why is there a nerd like him?!

"I'm sorry, I-I didn't see you..." he stuttered and his voice was really shaking.

"Exactly!" I screamed and took a big step to leave that place.

But I wasn't even far enough to remember what I said to the girl. I tightly closed my eyes because of the irritation I feel at this time. I went back to my place earlier and the woman still hadn't left. I think I offended him too much. Bullshit, Miamor!

Needless to say, I gave him the burger and drinks I brought. While I was waiting earlier, I asked Dad's bodyguard to buy it and I actually left one with that man but it never came.

The woman almost didn't catch the white bag and looked at me in surprise. That's my peace offering because I yelled at him and I know someone saw us earlier. I embarrassed him. I even heard some people say 'stupid and clumsy.'

"I'm sorry if I yelled at you, okay? I'm just hot-headed and sadly you're the lucky one to face my whatever," I said to him emotionlessly then I turned my back on him.

"Miss--" he continued.

"Don't bother," I said and left there completely.

I'm always like this. When I'm hot-headed I often yell at people who are close to me or even our maid in the mansion.

Daddy taught me to be calm and control my emotions, like when I'm angry or happy. I should be seen as modest but in such a way that people will be afraid of me at first glance. Is there someone so modest but his presence is intimidating?! Like nothing! Of course I did that, but often my true nature comes out.

I am not a villain or a villain in people's lives. I just like this, okay?

"Mih," I heard Jai say my name. I forgot that our call has not been disconnected.

"Mih, Mih your face! Don't show me your ugly face if you don't have a valid excuse today! I don't always understand you, you're a man!" I was still interested in him then I hung up on him. I was still panting because of the volume of my voice.

I was still stomping in the corridor while walking and almost screamed so my schoolmates avoided me when they saw me. Maybe scared of my fierce looks now.

My cellphone rang and I answered the call without looking to see who the caller was.

"What?!" I shouted back.

"What's with the loud voice, Miamor?" I caught my own breath when I heard Dad's voice. He is very calm and what you think is also very smart.

Father Mozer Ferrara, or I rather say Senator Ferrara. He's a strict father and he controls all the people around him, including me. There's no exception even though I'm his only daughter. So, we are like robots who only listen and obey him because he controls us all.

If you look at him, he seems to be wise, very responsible, considerate of others, but he is not. He only does things that he thinks will make his name better just because of his current position.

He is so thirsty for public attention for his next run as President of the country. He's capable, I mean... Dad is capable of managing the Philippines. Even though he is a strict person, I know he is not a corrupt senator. He doesn't care about the money and he's not after it. Because it's in our family and blood to enter the politics.

And also, Daddy comes from a rich family. They have businesses and all of that I will inherit and manage one day. Oh, don't I have 101 percent pressure!

God knows when my father wins as president I have to follow him, in his footsteps. It can't be because I'll be the one who gets upset.

My mother Mary Amor? My parents divorced for a long time, five years ago. Because Mommy doesn't want Dad's chaotic life. He prefers peace. He once made my daddy choose. If it wants a peaceful life with him or a chaotic life without him from our father?

Yeah, Mommy can afford to leave me and Dad only chose one. The chaotic life with me and Mommy not being in our lives. They are both funny, because instead of giving me attention and care they put themselves first. What a selfish parents they are, right? I was not hurt by the decision they chose. I can't blame them. We have the same decision in life and I accepted that part of them.

All that matters to me is that they both never looked for someone else. Mommy is in Paris at this time and there she runs her business, a big Fashion Show and a boutique. Yeah, my Mom is a fashion designer. She was still a young woman and that was her dream and she was very good at her job.

While my Dad, he hasn't married yet and I know the reason.

He still loves my mother. How did I know? Of course, I always catch him watching Mommy on TV news or something when there is an interview and all the magazines that have something to do with my Mommy and it is featured, Dad has a collection. Her room, there are many pictures of Mommy. Often those are even stolen shots. He looks like a stalker but he's not a creepy. He just loves my Mom, too much.

And that's just what I admired about my dad. His true love for my mother but it wasn't enough for him to choose her.

We're on good terms with Mom. He often greets me and Daddy often asks me if Mommy called me. If he asks how is his life in politics. That's all and what most people know is that my parents are not divorced. Mommy was not at the important events but the media didn't doubt it. I'm fine with that though.

"I'm sorry, father. I'm just stressed with my activities," I answered in a modest voice and full of respect.

"Don't show that again if you are in a public place, my child. Did you finish your activities and class today?" When he asks about my classes I know what he's going to do.

"It was our last subject earlier. Why is that, father?" I asked him.

"Good. I will call your assistant and take you to the lunch meeting today. Ready yourself, okay?" I stopped. Lunch meeting. When he has a meeting like this, I'm never really absent. Even though I have class, Dad always excuses me just to go.

"Alright, Dad. But what about my outfit? I'm still wearing my white uniform," I said and looked at my white uniform. I even fixed a little mess at the end.

"You can drop by your mother's boutique. Don't take your time too much. I don't want to keep our meeting waiting, my child," he said calmly and my eyeballs rolled again.

Don't want to keep your meeting waiting, Dad? Excuse me? We are the ones waiting for them, duh!

"Yeah, sure father," I just said and he hung up his phone first. I sighed violently.

My class is only half day when it's MWF, so my boyfriend and I actually thought about going out after our class, but we just put it off.

When I left the university, my bodyguard immediately became alert. There are only two of them because I don't want many people following me. They are both women according to my request.

Red got out of the driver's seat and opened the backseat door. Red, she's my assistant and a close friend of mine. We only met since we were both freshman in college.

I sat down and just dropped my leather backpack next to me.

I reached for my large duffel bag and intended to put my things in it. Especially in this situation. I feel comfortable changing my clothes here.

To Be Continued...

Chapter 2 First argument

Chapter 2

I took off my white shoes and while Red moved the car forward, I fixed myself.

I took off my uniform. There is no case against me even if I am only wearing undies. I have a shirt and shorts and Red is a girl, no malice.

Following behind us was a car belonging to my two bodyguards. Yes, we still have different cars.

The dress I wore was silver bodycon that was above my knee. I also wore my black stockings and my extra strap heel sandals that were only three inches high.

"Let's not stop by Mommy's boutique, Red," I said to my companion and he looked at me from his review mirror.

"Okay," he simply answered. Red personality is strong and always quiet and serious. I'm also quiet so we became close to each other.

I tied my hair in a high ponytail, so my jaw and cheeks got even more defined. I look like a cursed and evil person in my outfit.

My hair is past my shoulders and I dyed it light brown and I know that Dad doesn't want me to put anything in my hair.

I took my make-up kit. I only apply light lipstick on my face and pitch lipstick. Small earrings with a black diamond on it and a necklace.

And I'm Miamor Ferrara, 24 years old. I own the Amor Restaurant, an inventor someday and Dr. Jaickel Sanre Amero is my long time boyfriend.

And about Mother's boutique. She already has a branch here in the Philippines but she has never visited it, I don't know her reason or she just doesn't want to be interviewed by the media and her trusted friend is handling it which is my Ninong Elcano, a gay. So I don't want to go there because he makes me a clown. Oh, don't get me wrong, he's good with make-up over but I really just like that light. That's all.

I think Dad's lunch meeting setting was nearby so we arrived quickly. It stopped at a fancy restaurant. Oh, speaking of the restaurant. I do have one and I named it after my future baby. Just like I said earlier, Amor restaurant. Yeah, I'm weird, and too advanced and I want that guy to be the father of my first born. I'm referring to Dr. Jaickel the ugly.

Okay, he's not ugly. He's just ugly in my eyes when he does something I don't like.

I was about to get out of the car when I heard the ringtone of my cellphone again. I collected myself because it might be Dad again, but when I got my phone, my smile immediately widened.

My boyfriend is calling...

When he knows that I hate him, he can't stand me. He is making ways to seduce me. And since I'm not in the mood to talk to him right now I didn't answer his call. I declined. It's up to you, you're a man. I am still very angry with you. So wait for me to talk to you.

I got down and Red followed me. When we got inside, I didn't pay much attention to the people inside because it was obvious that they were looking at me again.

"Senator Ferrara is in a VIP room," said Red. I just flipped my hair then gave a nod at her and smiled sweetly.

"Hi, father," I greeted my father when I entered the VIP room. My two bodyguards stayed outside and only Red went inside.

I kissed Dad's cheek and like he used to, he would gently pat my head.

"Have a sit, Miamor and Red," he invited us to sit down. I sat next to Dad and Red sat on my left side.

Daddy looked at my phone that was still lighting up. It's on silent mode and there's no vibration either but it just lights up repeatedly. Because the person calling me is really naughty.

"Who is calling and why aren't you answering?" he asked me calmly.

I smiled at him sparingly. "It's nothing, father," I replied and toppled my cello on the table.

"Just turn off your phone if you're not going to answer the call, so the person behind that caller will stop pestering you, you won't be bothered," he said seriously. The blankness of his emotions even gave me goosebumps.

"Okay, father," I said and gave Red my phone. He is the one who hid it, I'm not sure if he has turned off my cellphone.

30 minutes passed before Dad's meeting partner arrived. Yes, we waited for almost half an hour. Dad was not obviously excited about our lunch meeting. He's just an early bird and it's okay for him to wait. Well, what about me?

My butt has been hurting since I sat here even though the chair is soft because it has a small pillow. What I hate the most is waiting. Good thing Dad ordered coffee for Red and me so I somehow amused myself while waiting.

There was a knock on the door so I carefully put down my cup and looked at the door and it opened.

A handsome man who is obviously also a politician because of his posture and posture. A beautiful lady is holding on to his arms, no wonder she's his wife. She has a beautiful smile.

Daddy even held my elbow to stand up and that's how he would greet us.

"Good morning, Gov. Delos and Madame Delos," my father greeted and they immediately greeted him back.

My daddy gently squeezed my elbow. It's my turn to greet them. Urgh, pressure.

"Good morning," I politely greeted them and gave them a small smile.

"Oh, you have your only child with you, Senator Ferrara," said the lady in amazement and her eyes seemed to shine when she saw me. I simply glanced at her dress. It's good, but my Mom, she's a fashionista so she can't keep up with my mother. Poor Madame.

That's why Daddy fell in love with her, eh.

"Yeah. She often goes with me to this kind of event. She actually volunteered to accompany me," Dad replied with a gentle chuckle. Really, father?

"What's your name, darling? You're so beautiful. You look like your mother," he asked me softly. But my Mommy is more mellow and her voice is really soft. Yes, my Mom is beautiful so I inherited from her.

We are back to sitting. "I'm Miamor Ferrara, Madame," I said and also showed her how sophisticated of a woman I am. Well, it must be because my mother has a good name in the fashion industry. But err--sometimes my outfit is weird, don't mind that.

"You have a nice name, darling. You are not with your Mother? I want to meet her. She's very famous." He has a lot of questions but I'm not the one to answer them yet and besides, if you're not an important person, my Mommy won't give you time. Even me.

"She's busy with her fashion event right now," Dad answered quickly and I knew he was updated on Mommy's life.

"I heard that he doesn't come home often," replied Gov. Delos. As far as I remember, he is one of those who will run as vice president, so he and Dad are really in good terms.

"He's happy with what he's doing now so we let him," Dad said with a laugh.

"Oh, what a lovely husband you are, Senator Ferrara. He's a very lucky husband like that." You have no idea what is the status of my parents right now, Madame. Of course it's only a secret because my father doesn't want his reputation ruined by being divorced from my Mom.

"Yeah and I'm also lucky with her. I have a lovely wife and my daughter," my father said and he even rubbed his face on my head.

"What do you do for a living, hija? I've heard a lot about you. Of course it's your father who told all that," Gov. Delos blurted out. I know a lot but I've been asked what I do with my life?

"I own a fancy restaurant, Sir and I manage one of my father's businesses. But I also focused on my two-year course in medicine," I answered with a smile and the amazement was there again. he.

This scene is not new to me. So Daddy was really proud to introduce me to his political friends.

"Wow, that's awesome. Your son is very smart, Senator Ferrara," he said.

"Yes and soon he will take your place now, Gov. Delos," said Dad and the smile on my face disappeared.

"She's serious about running for governor this year?" he asked in surprise.

"Of course, she will." That's where I started stepping into the world of Dad and my family.

Mommy found out about my running for governor of our area and she didn't comment on that but not my boyfriend.

"Meh!" he called my name and I just walked straight away ignoring him. "Meh, wait up." I rolled my eyes because of his soft voice. You can't get me with your sweet voice, moron!

We are in the same department but we often have classes in the laboratory and I am graduating.

He pulled my arm and I couldn't move as he quickly hugged me. He immediately nuzzled my neck and I could still feel his hot breath there. I was tickled so I struggled.

"We're not happy yet for you to hug me like this!" I asked him and he didn't listen to me. He hugged me tightly, especially his arm around my waist.

So what I did was hit his back repeatedly but he didn't budge even though I almost scratched him.

"I'm sorry, baby..."

"Stop calling me like that!" I shouted and even though I did everything to get out of his embrace, I still didn't win.

"I'm sorry, Mih... It won't happen again," he said as if I would believe it.

"Oh, yeah. You won't do it again but you've done it to me so many times already!" I shouted at him and fixed my gaze on the two students.

Lervin and their beloved best friend Jillian. Yes, she's pretty and looks innocent but that's not how I see her! He is a villain in Jaickel and I's life.

Suddenly, my system calmed down when I felt Jai rubbing my back and his faint singing, or should I say humming. He often does this to me to calm me down if he thinks I'm hotheaded or too stressed.

"I love you. I will get back to you, Mih. I promised you that," he said. Mih, that's my nickname, short for Miamor.

And when he is like this, I can be easily persuaded! I'm fragile, huh? I just love him so much that I often forgive him right away.

I raised an eyebrow at my boyfriend's two best friends and as usual, Dr.'s handsome face showed no emotion. Lervin. But the other one, the trace of her face is clear but her eyes. There's something on it that I can't point out.

"I'm sorry yesterday, Miamor. I bothered your boyfriend too much," he said and his voice was very innocent. He looks cute, because he's so cute I wanted to slap him on the cheek but I chose to stay calm.

To Be Continued...

Chapter 3 Sunrise and happy moment

Chapter 3

"You know well, huh. I'm his girlfriend but his full attention is on you. You look like a mistress of my boyfriend," I said coldly. He was surprised, but unlike the students I yelled at, they bowed their heads, but him? He smiled sparingly and didn't really bow. He bravely met my burning eyes.

"Don't talk to her like that," coldly promised Dr. Lervin. I grinned. See? This one also favors the girl who just acts innocent.

"Lerv, stop it," Jai quickly stopped then he let go of me.

"Sorry," she said and I rolled my eyes.

"I hope you'll grow up next time. You're big enough but you rely on these two boys?" I said mockingly and pointed to my boyfriend and his friend. Lervin's jaw dropped because of what I said so my grin widened. "Remember that this girl will ruin your life," I said bravely and pushed Jai to get out of my way.

"Meh!" he called me but I quickly walked and went straight to our classroom. I slammed the door shut and felt that my classmates were surprised.

Height when I went to my desk and chair and sat down. I was so focused on our class that I didn't even notice the time.

"Class dismissed." I quickly arranged my things and then went out but I stopped when I saw the fool.

"What are you doing here?" I asked him coldly.

His eyes lit up and he smiled at me. "Let's have a lunch together, Mih," he asked but I made him hard.

"I don't want you to join me at my lunch time," I said bluntly and passed him but I still felt him following me.

"Something just happened yesterday Mih." Yes, he often explains things to me but I still can't help but feel hurt and jealous. "`It's just that Lervin also has class so Jillian was the only one who called me."

"When I'm the one in need, are you sure you'll come? Because with your attitude, it's like you'll put your beloved best friend first. So don't fool me because I know you well!" I said and I closed my eyes because my face hit something hard. I almost lost my balance if I hadn't been caught from behind.

"Hey, slow down!" Jai shouted and hugged me tightly. I looked at the man who bumped into me. She.I forgot her name but I know she is from HRM and I often see her with Jillian but I don't tell Jaickel.

Maybe what else this one will do. He's still an overprotective best friend. Take note of the sarcasm, please.

"Why don't you look where you're going? There's a big way," Jai coldly asked the man. He puts me on his back and steps closer to the man. He seems to really want a fight. Even before he got hot, I pulled him into his arms.

"Jai, let's just leave, shall we?" I rudely promised him. He didn't listen to me so I got in between them. I pushed the man in the chest and his eyebrows crossed, he even looked at his chest that I touched. Jai quickly pulled me away because he didn't like what I did.

"Baby, what the fuck?" he cussed and even wiped my hand with his handkerchief which he grabbed from the pocket of his white pants. The man raised his eyebrows because of what my boyfriend did.

I also raised an eyebrow at him.

"Dude, next time. Wear your own eyeglasses so you don't bump into guys anymore. Okay?" I said coldly and asked my boyfriend to leave.

I also let go of him when we got away but he just chased after my hand.

"Are you still angry?" he asked me sadly. I glanced at him and stared without emotion.

"What do you think?" I asked flatly and rolled my eyes at him.

I didn't even look at him when he actually came to the canteen and I went straight to the empty table.

"I'll be the one to order," he announced. Duh, he does that often. He pays for what we eat. His duty as my boyfriend.

I held him motionless and dropped my backpack, which made a noise. I even saw his shoulders jump in shock. He closed his mouth tightly and sighed. Even our schoolmates also looked at our behavior. They were confused about our timing. When they saw my dark face, they immediately looked away.

I distracted myself with my phone while waiting for him to return. There are many students in the canteen and they are busy with their food.

I just put my phone down when Jai came back. He had a tray containing rice and fried chicken. There are also fried fishcakes, soft drinks and mineral water. He removed the cover of one and held it close to me. I let him when he took care of me himself. He was constantly tasting because I wasn't really paying attention to him.

"You probably won't obey your Daddy, right? You won't replace Gov. Delos in his place. Baby..." he said. I know he doesn't want me to do that because he's worried. They say it's too dangerous and too messy.

"Let's see," I said indifferently. Because I don't see any reason why I won't obey my father.

"Baby." he said weakly. "Don't do that, baby..."

"You know I'm an only child. That's why I don't have any choice but to accept my fate, I will still follow in daddy's footsteps. He will still be the one to follow, nothing will change there," I told him and his jaw just tightened.

"Is there any other way to stop it? Because I'm going to do it. I don't want you to go into politics," he told me. I drank some water first and smiled at him. I'm still playing with my drink straw.

"If you face Senator Ferrara, you will introduce yourself as my boyfriend and you will marry me immediately and then you will be ready to obey Dad. You will run, instead of me. That is the only way that my daddy will not force me to enter politics, " I said and he stopped. I just laughed because I saw his reaction. Of course, that was just a joke and I know that becoming a doctor is what he really wants and dreams of. I love him so I will support him. "Eat," I told him and pushed his food closer to him. "Don't mind that, Jai. I was just kidding, baby," I teased him.

"In the right time, baby..." he just said then he started eating.

He even took me to my classroom after we both finished eating. I'm still silent and somehow my anger and resentment toward him is disappearing. So I let him hold my hand. That's going to happen. So the students can't avoid looking at us.

They all know that Jai and I have a relationship and they also know me as the son of Senator Ferrara. I am also hearing about my running for governor. Mr. Someone even cheered me up saying I can handle it. I don't think so, if I'm capable of that.

"Come in, you might be late," I told him. He nodded and kissed my cheek then he gently planted a kiss on my lips.

"I'll make it up to you, baby... I love you, Mih," he said.

"Alright. I love you too," I said. He hugged me tightly then he left.

A few weeks passed and he didn't repeat what he did to me. Dr. Lervin is the only one I see with Jillian but there is still a chance that Jai's gaze lingers on the two. Something seems to be bothering him too. He doesn't seem to be really worried.

My relationship with Jaickel is not smooth if that's what you're asking. He is often with me but it doesn't seem like it either. It seems like I'm not with him because he's always quiet, he doesn't speak and he's constantly sighing. The look is also far away. I asked him what his problem was but he just answered that there was nothing and that everything was fine.

One time I asked him to unwind. Dad didn't know this because he would really ban me and he didn't want me to go in and out of our mansion, but I managed to escape. Of course I didn't tell my boyfriend that I just ran away. Because for sure he will take me home. He said he didn't want me to run away, because Dad might be angry with me and what would he do to me.

Dad is strict but he doesn't hurt physically. He is not like fathers who like to hurt their children. I'll just be scolded and I won't be hurt.

I brought my car and I just texted him that I was outside his condo. I waited inside my car for a few minutes, I think he was still asleep but I immediately saw my cellphone light up. He is calling.

"Hello. It's still early, Mih. What are you doing there?" he said on the other line. He had just woken up so his voice was hoarse. I smiled. I really want to hear his bedroom voice.

"Come on. Just get out of here while my apologies are still long. I've been here for a while, eh," I told him. He blew out air and seemed to be in a hurry. I could hear his quick movements from the other line.

"I wish you had called me before you came here. It's dangerous, baby... How could you be..." he said with a hint of anger. I just shrugged my shoulders. Yeah, he's an overprotective boyfriend.

"Just hurry up to get here," I said and hung up on him.

I tapped the steering wheel and started singing when I saw him come out. He looked around because he was obviously looking for my car. When he saw it, he started running, just to get close to me. He knocked on the window and I rolled it down. He was wearing a black hoodie and denim pants. He still seems to be cold.

"Good morning," I greeted him with a wink. His eyes were still watering and the corners of his lips were raised.

He likes my car. He grabbed my chin and lifted it up. "Good morning, baby," he greeted me back and slowly brought his face closer to mine. I close my eyes when I feel his soft and warm lips on mine.

I kissed him back even though our position was uncomfortable so when he couldn't take it anymore he opened the door. He undid my seatbelt and pulled me.

He made me sit on the hood of my car and he positioned himself between my legs. I growled when I felt his hard member and pressed me again with a deeper kiss. I hugged both my arms around his neck and his hand went up and down on my back and waist. That made me goosebumps.

He gently bit my lower lip and that's his way to slide his tongue inside my mouth. He will suck my lips and my tongue so I will be crazy about what he did. My body was starting to heat up and I knew he was too.

"Jai, let's go...Maybe someone will see us here," I breathlessly told him and gently pushed him further.

I heard her moan softly and she just dropped her kiss on my neck. I even gave him freedom and I was laughing because I was tickled there. I can also feel his wet tongue there and will bite him again after sucking him.

"Come on, baby... Let's go," I said and pulled his hoodie over his head. I pulled her face away from me by pulling her hair. He laughed and just kissed me on the cheek.

"Let's continue inside your car?" he asked seductively and dropped me off the car.

"No. I can't walk by that sea," I said with a snort. Because he won't just kiss. He will claim my body and because I am fragile I will be given to him.

Yeah, we're already doing that thing but we're both still making sure we have protection because we're both not ready to have children. Everything will just get complicated.

"Then, later?" he still scolded me. I just nodded and both my cheeks are really red because I can feel it getting hot.

We're just going to the beach. That's what I call unwind. So early in the morning we went to our resort to see the sunrise as well.

"I will drive," he said but I shook my head.

"You just woke up, baby. I will drive," I said and tiptoed to kiss her on the cheek. "Get in, doc..." I ordered sternly. He didn't do anything else but ride in the backseat.

"You have this power to make me obey, ah," he said making me laugh out loud.

"Yes and I'm proud of that," I said and winked at him again. He just shook his head and smiled. "Fasten your seat belt, Jai."

"Alright, Ma'am. Here we go," he said laughing.

Being with him is really nothing more I could ask for. He makes me happy even though there are still times when he makes me cry. But I love him, and I'm afraid to lose him. He is the only one who makes me happy.

We only traveled for three hours and we arrived right away. We sat on the beach and Jai hugged me with his back. I brought a blanket and two of us shared it. I yawned and leaned on his chest. I felt him kiss the top of my head and hug me tighter.

To Be Continued...

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