Chapter 1
I entered the room and immediately laid myself on the bed.
my life is like a hell
I just closed my eyes and let drowsiness swallow me
inamarie please help my sister's sister's lament while holding her twin child
I also cried when I nodded to my sister I'll help you" I cried as I took a baby from my sister
my sister wants to run away with her children because daddy wants to sell the immunity because he says it's just a shame for our family because they don't have a father.
"hurry up " cried ata as we went down the stairs manang and immediately ran out to open the gate
daddy is gone now because he is talking to his syndicate friend who will take the twins while mommy is at the casino again.
Hurry up!" manang shouted and we were immediately let out of the gate
the sister was crying as she hugged her son who was now also crying loudly
"Baby stay home" my sister cried and immediately took a taxi
In Sohma village," my sister said while we were inside the taxi
I just silently cried as I watched my sister hug and hug one of her children.
since daddy found out that ate is pregnant, he has always hurt ate mary.
the taxi stopped so my sister immediately handed over the payment before I quickly got off and took one of its twins from me.
"I'm just here sister" I said softly to her and immediately leaned against the wall.
my sister rang the doorbell a few times before opening it
"Who are they?" the maid asked
"I need to talk to your boss please even now" my sister begged
I bowed down because of the pain I felt Wait a minute" replied the maid and I didn't hear her voice and I only heard the loud cries of my sister's children
who the fvck are you ?! " I heard angry shouts of male voices
my sister called its name but I didn't hear it because my sister's children were crying louder.
your child is sac "I heard my sister sob
what a bstch "he just shouted and immediately laughed
I clenched my fist because of his insult to my sister you! You are the only man before me and this is our fruit! " my sister's cry
I banged my head on the wall because of the pain I felt.
sister
No! don't fool me! you're the one who seduce me and that's child is not my children, you! " the man shouted angrily again
"Have mercy please even if it's your child, just accept me even if it's not me anymore, I'm begging" my sister cried loudly while begging
I cried as I peeked from it and the man turned his back on me as I saw that my sister was on her knees now while her twin was lifting.
"Fvck this b * tch, arg fine!" angry shout of the man and signaled to its staff and immediately took the two children to the sister
Take care of my child" cried my sister and immediately held the man's hand
but the man immediately turned it over and signaled to his staff again so the men immediately picked up my brother and immediately dragged him so he immediately leaned back in my previous seat while crying
I immediately hugged my sister as the two men pushed her out.
Sister" I cried and cried while hugging her Shhh stay, my sister is also crying" when he sat down while kissing my forehead
ate bakit? why did you handle all this?
"Let's go home youngest" he said calmly so even though I was crying I immediately nodded
my sister smiled at me and immediately helped me to walk to guard the taxi.
when we got in the taxi I was just quietly crying while looking at my sister who was just stunned by the absence.
"Ito ho manong" when I reached the driver for payment before helping my sister I will never see my children grow up" she cried
I get hurt every time my brother gets hurt, he's the only one I have.
Find Mary!" I heard daddy shout inside so I tightened my grip on my sister's hand don't be afraid" he smiled at me but I shook my head
"Sister, you ran away" I cried but it also shook
My sister won't leave you, I don't want them to hurt you because of my sister's sin" she cried while her trembling hand was holding both my cheeks
"A-ate please l-get out of here" I cried and stomped my foot
"Mary!" daddy shouted angrily so I was shocked to look at the door where daddy was standing angrily
"Where are your children ?!" its angry cry and immediately approached our habit
"Nothing! My children ran away! " my sister also shouted so I cried while shaking her shoulder
what? daddy shouted angrily and immediately pulled his sister and dragged her
"Daddy! let go of your sister! what!" I cried and cried while holding one of daddy's arms
he just angrily withdrew my hand and immediately pushed my sister hard
"That girl is dirty, I don't know!" daddy shouted angrily and immediately pulled his sister to her feet let go of me!" my sister shouted loudly while struggling
"Let him go daddy!" I cried and cried
I looked at the man in black who was now smoking and was happy to see daddy beating his sister. you animals!
"This is your thing!" daddy said and immediately kicked his sister hard and also immediately slapped her so weakly sister sat on the tiles while holding her tyan.
Sister !" I shouted loudly and immediately ran closer to him and immediately hugged him
"my sister! my sister!" I moaned with her as I hugged her
"Ino, I'll just buy him one night, the child is totally gone, eh" I heard the man from the syndicate say
"Sure sure" daddy replied happily so my hug with my sister got tighter
"Let go of me!" I cried and shouted as daddy's staff pulled me away from my sister
"Don't come any closer!" my sister shouted while hugging herself but the syndicate man just smiled before holding my sister's hand and making her stand up
I was crying and struggling because I also saw my sister struggling but she also punched me in the stomach right away go into your room inamarie if you don't want to get hurt! " mommy's angry cry
I wanted to chase my sister out now but I didn't have the strength so I sat on the tiles and cried for a few minutes before quickly running to the top.
"My sister!" I cried and immediately entered my room
I'm just an idiot while crying I don't know how many hours I spent crying but all I know is that I'm in so much pain.
"Inamarie" my sister called weakly outside my door
I jumped on the bed and immediately ran to the door before opening.
Sister" I cried as I called her name
it fell while the shrouds were torn and the face and body were covered with bruises
"Sister, why is this? why did this happen to you ?! " I cried and moaned and immediately helped him to his feet
it also cried and touched my cheek
They are exploiting me, they are driving me away! they are driving me away! " she cried so much that I hugged her
"I don't want to! ayoko na! I don't want to! " its cry while crying loudly
My Sister
My sister is very tired" he said and touched my cheek again
"You and my twin are the ones I have but my sister can't take it anymore" he said while the tears were constantly dripping
"Sister, why did it happen like this? why why? " I asked crying
shake shake it and smile
You love your sister, don't you? go to sleep and my sister will take a bath she cried as she commanded me and it seemed that it was difficult to speak because of crying
I shook my head but it smiled at me so I didn't do anything but help it get close to the bathroom before I slowly walked to the bed and closed my eyes until I didn't know that drowsiness would swallow me.
sister?" when I call my sharp sister, she is not beside me
I ran to the bathroom but it was also gone so I quickly left the room and immediately ran to its room
"Sister ?!" faintly I cried as I stared at my sister's lifeless body
it's hanging! it committed suicide!
"Ate! ate! ate! " I shouted one after another and wept.
"Sister!" I immediately shouted and immediately sat up in bed
dream!
my sister has been dead for five years but I still have nightmares every night.
"Sister, I miss you" I whispered and wiped away the tears that I didn't immediately realize were dripping.
To Be Continued...
Chapter 2
I got out of bed and immediately walked out of the room
"What ?! reported that one of our children was found dead ?! " I heard daddy's angry shout at his staff
"Yes master, I don't know that mr zac didn't burn the child's body" a man explained with a bow
I just stood here on the stairs while looking at them
"Pay Lieutenant Montegro to get rid of the case against that girl" annoyed daddy
I just shook my head and immediately walked heavily to my sister's room, I immediately opened the door and was exposed to her clean room because I always ordered the housemates to keep this room clean.
I slowly walked to my sister's study table and immediately opened its drawer before sitting on the chair that is here.
"My diary" I read while holding my sister's blue diary book that I also read almost every day
"Day one. I don't know why I fell for the man who was stuck with the owner of our school, he looks bad boy and is famous on campus because of his handsomeness so he's just a playboy and other women have slept with him "I read on the first page
"Day two.
I can't bear to just look at it so I made a way for it to notice me, I wore short clothes like the women he met "I continued and immediately opened the new page again until
"Day ten.
the dean wanted the students to have fun all over the campus so he thought of going to palawan which is a place i will never forget. I gave up the only one I kept to sac but it was drunk at night and I don't know if I remembered it or not but I'm still very happy because this is what I've been waiting for, to give my vcard to the man I love "I read and leaned back in the chair
"Day eleven.
I don't know for a few days because I've been missing for a long time but I miss writing to tell the story of my life here. IM pregnant! I'm happy because what sac and I did paid off, our love paid off "I continued
You are the only one who loves ate.tss
"Day twelve.
this is the most painful day, sac doesn't accept our child and he wants me to abort the child. my father beats me because of my stupidity but I will not give up being a mother "I read weakly
I held my sister's diary tightly and I immediately stood up but suddenly a piece of paper fell.
"what is this?" I asked in surprise and immediately picked up the paper
"Inamarie, my sister loves you and forgive my sister for giving up right away, forgive my sister if she gets tired right away as long as you always remember that my sister loves you. inamarie I'm begging you to leave this house because the sister who is always by your side is gone, this is not the life for you "I read in the letter
a-ate?
"Why did I only see it now" I asked
I shook my head and immediately put my sister's letter in her diary before running out of her room and running back to my room.
I took my suitcase under the bed before opening my cabinet to get my clothes that I would need.
"I'm sorry if I've been weak" I whispered softly and closed the suitcase before taking the money in my drawer.
I went out after holding my suitcase and didn't think my parents could see me.
parents? did they become my mother and father? the fvck!
where are you going iha? daddy asked me as soon as I got down the stairs
outing "I said sparingly and while holding my suitcase
"Okay, iha enjoy" he said excitedly while smoking
tsk enjoy your
I stopped talking and immediately went straight out the door.
I stopped walking with men heading in my direction
"Oh, Zac!" daddy's loud cry
I was shaken and immediately avoided them and immediately walked towards the gate.
"Hurry up!" the staff of a man named zac shouted as the ten children were raised.
I just ignored it and immediately hailed a taxi.
"Where are we ma'am?" its question
I scratched my neck so hard that I didn't even know where I was going now
"Anywhere" I just replied
the driver suddenly fell silent so I just leaned my head on the seat and closed my eyes.
I've been planning to leave that hellish house for a long time but I can't do it because I know I have nowhere to go.
I am anamarie 21 years old and actually they didn't allow me to go to school so I was just homeschool.
I took my cellphone and denied atty's number. mira
"Hello, this is atty mira what can i help you?" it started so I was shaken
"I want you to hide my true identity, change my last name and it's up to you. I'll deposit all my money to pay you" I said at length
"Okay" he just replied so he immediately dropped the call
"Mom? where are you really we have been traveling for a long time "complained the driver
"All right, stop here" I said so it stopped immediately
I took a thousand out of my wallet and immediately paid with him.
"Keep the change" I said and immediately got out of the taxi so it left immediately
where am i going fvck this life!
"DADDY!" I heard the child's cry
I looked behind me and saw in the distance two children in black.cute
one cries while holding his brother's hand without any reaction.
"My daddy" he kept crying so I walked to go to them
"Daddy! daddy! " its cries got louder so I accelerated my walk and I immediately stopped in front of them
why are you crying?" I asked and knelt on one knee to match it
we can't find daddy crying its complaint i help you find smile i said and looked at them one by one
they have blue eyes and they really get tired when they grow up
"Really pwo?" it cried a question to me so I nodded and immediately picked it up
"Put my brother down" said one angrily
"We're going to help brother, don't be mad" the boy from me said calmly
maybe they are twins and its father is really careless.tsk
"Let's go" I nursed them and held the hand of the stunned child
where can I find their father?
"What's your dad name?" I asked them
"Isaac" smiled the response from me while still wiping his cold
I just nodded and went for a walk in a quiet place here
"Do you know it's dangerous here especially when you're young?" I asked them again while looking at the road
it played a game with my hair
"Yes, but daddy said he will buy our food but we can't find him until now" he replied.
English child
"What's your name?" I asked my lifelong child while one was silent
"Dark sohma and I'm already five years old" ngiting ano nito
I looked at the one who was now looking up at us
"Dirk, 5 years old and were twins" he replied so I nodded
we stopped at a car that was now parked
"Ohh I'm cumming" I heard a growl inside the car and the shaking was so strong I frowned
here it is still really thought to make misery
"That's my father car" dark said with a smile so I looked at him
what? seriously? so are his father and mother there? Poverty is more important than taking care of children!
"Get out!" I heard screams inside the car and immediately a woman came out who was really covered in fabric while the heel was too high
she cried to run while hugging herself because the chest part of her dress was torn.
isn't that their mother?
a man also immediately got out of the car who now still has sunglasses and artistically shook his clothes.
"Daddy!" dark shouted so it looked at our behavior
I don't know if it's looking at its children or mine
"Come here" he just shrugged at his children so I immediately put drake down and he would have let go of dirk's hand as he just tightened his grip on me and looked at his father without emotion.
what's wrong with him?
"Hey, are you okay?" I asked him weakly
he just nodded before facing me and raised both hands as if he wanted to lift so I immediately lifted it.
You stuck with me earlier, you just wanted me to lift you up
"Hey dirk come here" annoyed his father's command to him
dark was already smiling as it was made by his father
"Don't" he said firmly as I started to walk to deliver it to his father
"What? why? " I wondered
"Just don't" it was cold
"Dirk don't tease my patience" his father also said coldly
what's going on with them?
"Who are you?" his father asked me and slowly removed the sunglasses
oh my goodness, it's also pogi like his children like an adult version of him.tsk
"What's wrong?" I asked dirk
he just shook his head as he looked at his father.
because maybe in disgust that the man was slowly approaching it where we were.
fvck! why i feel like i'm nervous?
"Put my son down, woman" he coldly commanded me
I nodded and slowly put dirk down but he immediately hugged my neck.
the fvck
"Stop hugging her, dirk or else" her father said angrily
"Go on" dirk replied coldly
"Don't tease my patience dirk!" its father shouted loudly as I was already hurting my hip
I was just annoyed that I picked up dirk again
"Why don't you even include me in your problem!" annoyed I shouted
"Dirk, come with that" I calmly turned to dirk
"I want you to be my nana" he said so my eyes widened
"What? nana? for real? " I asked in shock so he nodded one after another
"Just say yes, woman." irritate that his father said
"That's why my son doesn't like you, eh" I whispered annoyed
"All right, yes," I said sarcastically
To Be Continued...
Chapter 3
your son
lets go "his language stuck and dirk immediately turned his back on us
omg! my suitcase I left in the taxi.
fuck! fuck!
when I got in his car, I immediately frowned because it was cluttered and there were still juices in it.
"Fvck" I said
does it have no respect for its children?
"Stop cursing woman, my son's is still innocent" he scolded me
I laughed sarcastically before taking the wipes it handed me and immediately cleaned its car seat which was really, ah disgusting!
"Disgusting" I whispered before throwing the wipes out
dirk sat on the side so I just sat down with a frown.
I leaned my head on the chair and closed my eyes but immediately realized that someone was sitting on my lap
"Dirk?" I asked him
"You look like me" he said while looking at me
what? far away, what does it say.
I stared at it and noticed the similarity of our eyebrows and lips and also its long eyelashes.
"Maybe" I replied and just closed my eyes again
I was shocked when my phone suddenly rang in my pocket.
"What?" I answered annoyed while still closing my eyes and not looking at who called
"It's over, I'll expect the payment" he said on the other line
it's mira
the fuck all my money is in my suitcase that I left in the taxi.damn
"Okay" I replied and immediately nodded my head before waking up
"Are you okay?" Dirk asked me
I nodded and pinched its fat cheeks
"Its hurt" he scolded me before slapping my hand
dark is in the front seat because he doesn't want to be separated from his father.
our car stopped and immediately blew the whistle so I immediately looked out the window.
oh it's a village because it has two guards who now easily opened the big gate while at the top of it there is a Sohma Villagel
when we got inside the village the houses here were really big.
tsk it looks like it's my first time to see a big house.
we're here ani ni isaac
Is it really Isaac? ah I just forgot we stopped at a big mansion so I was shaken because of the wealth of it.
I picked up dirk who walked to the door of their mansion.
nana! dark shouted and ran towards me so I immediately faced him and immediately held his small hand
what are you waiting for? his father was behind me it was snowing "I replied so he was annoyed and stared
he immediately stepped on the door so it immediately opened
thanks my short reply and immediately entered with the kids
peste I will be the nanny of these two.
dark's grandfather cried when he saw a man turned black while fourteen on the sofa
it's like I'm facing it
grandson smiled in response and immediately lifted dark
he's a monster too "dirk whispered to me so I wrinkled my forehead staring at their grandfather's face
What are you doing here?" isaac asked his father coldly
"I just miss my grandson Isaac" he smiled as he woke up dark
it's like I'm really facing him.
"I think I know you" the man turned to me
d $ mn! he's the guy who visited daddy earlier, fvck!
"I'm just poor, I'm from the province and I'm new to Manila, so how did you meet me?" wrinkled when I asked
best actress. fvck this
"Oh i see, you're beautiful so I seem to have misunderstood you" he smiled
fvck
"But can i ask iha?" he asked me so I nodded
"Virgin or not?" its question
gsgo!
"Guess what" I said smiling
"Just kidding sister HAHAHAHA" he said and immediately laughed out loud
"I like your joke" I said and immediately sat down on the sofa in front of it and fourteen
"Fvck your self old man" isaac replied angrily and sat down in another chair
"Okay" replied his father and laughed as dark came down
this one is also a syndicate
goodbye grandson goodbye to dark
I hugged dirk while his father looked at me
"What?" high eyebrows I asked
"Are you really live in province?" high eyebrows also question it
"Yes," I replied
"Are you really a good person?" this is another question
"Hmm maybe because I'm a better person than you" I said and smiled
"You!" its annoyed cry
"Stop fighting" dark groaned and immediately lay on Isaac's lap
"Call me sir because I'm your boss" was his authoritative command to me
"Ok boss" I said sparingly and nodded
"Tsk I really hate your attitude" annoyed he said again
pake ko
"Find my care boss" I said so he pointed at me annoyed again
"Are you teasing my patience, woman?" its angry question
"Maybe" I replied
"Fvck!" its angry cry
"Stop cursing because your sons are still innocent" I said and leaned forward
"You don't care, this is my son not you" he said
"Okay" I just replied
"Look at me, woman" he ordered me annoyed
it makes me sleepy
"I can't look at you in that long boss" I said as I stared at it for about five seconds
"What? are you kidding?" unbelievable yield of it
I shook my head and leaned back again and dirk turned to face me and hugged me before sinking his face into my neck.
"Me too nana!" dark shouted and immediately ran towards me before hugging dirk
ISAAC! loud shout in a male voice
dark left hugging me and immediately stood up on the sofa.
"Tito allan" he smiled
"Lower your voice fvcker" isaac's angry rebuke
"My baby boy" said the man
Allan seems to be the name
"Oh my god who are you?" he asked me and I was still cornered
I slapped its forehead and immediately pushed it away from me
"Inamarie gonzales" I said
because this is the last name that mira changed to mine
"New fling?" it turned to Isaac and immediately approached dark
I smiled at what it said.
fling your a $$
"Fling your a $$" I replied
"Do you want to fvck my a $$?" its startled question
what?
"Fvck you self id10t" I replied
"Aw you're so mean" he said passionately and held her chest
"Can you two shut the fvck up?" rebuke of the protagonist Isaac
"Who is she?" allan taught me
"She's the babysitter of my son" he replied
"You're a nice babysitter?" its a shocking question to me
"Yeah" dirk replied
"Why are you hugging her? oh don't tell me you immediately imitate your father who is a woman ?! " its cry while pointing at dirk
"What the fvck are you talking fvckers" annoyed isaac again
arg the noise!
"Are you gay?" I asked allan
"of course not!" it shouted again
"Okay, shut your mouth up it's irritating. D $ mn it" I said annoyed so he nodded immediately
good
"Are you scared with my nana?" dark asked
"No, but it looks like a dragon is angry, look at his face, he's so proud" he replied so I frowned
"Where's my room?" I asked and turned to Isaac
"In my room" smiled his response
I raised an eyebrow at it
"I'm fvcking seriously boss" I said
I want to sleep!
"Manang!" its cry
"Señorito!" I heard a woman's response
later on an elderly assistant approached our practice.
"What's that fish?" he asked Isaac
"Accompany this girl in her room" he said and pointed at me
the woman nodded and immediately turned to me
"Are you a woman again?" its question.the fvck
"I'm the babysitter of his sons manang" I said sarcastically
"Ay surmaryosep I'm sorry sister, because all the women he brings are always with him" he said. Okay
"Good to know" I said and stood up while dirk stood up
"I'll come" replied allan
I fvcking k ck that ball of you if you can't shut that fvcking mouth of yours" I said angrily and immediately approached his habit to take dark
manang berta and I first took the twins to the room to get dressed before they took me to my room next to boss isaac's room.
it's like we're in the middle of it, because it's a twin room.
"Fvck" I said when I was at the bathroom door
I have no clothes!
"who is that?!" I shouted angrily with a knock
"I'm your boss woman so don't shout at me!" also isaac's angry response outside the door
annoyed I walked closer to the door and immediately opened the door
"Oh what's up?" annoyed I asked him
"Go to the dining room with the twins" he ordered annoyed
"Take me, I don't know where the way is" I said calmly
without saying a word it turned around and immediately walked away so I followed behind it.
when I enter the dining room, I am immediately devalued in my mind
"What the fvck are you doing dark ?!" isaac asked angrily to dark
the floor was full of flour and they were already bathed in flour and chocolates were scattered on the floor.
"D-daddy?" its startled question
"Clean that up" I ordered the two so dark quickly ran to get the broom
I took a seat and immediately looked at the two who now looked as if asking what to do
"Hurry up" I ordered them so dark immediately started sweeping
"Wha the fvck, you're the one who should clean that sh $ t" isaac was angry with me
"Do I have work?" I asked
"Clean that sh $ t inamarie" he ordered me angrily so I was forced to stand up
I approached the twin and took the broom in the dark before putting it down first and immediately carried it to her father.
"It's just you two" I said authoritatively to dark and dirk full of flour
arg!
"Just order manang" I turned to Isaac
"Fine" it said coldly
thank you
"Susmayosep what happened here?" manong asked in shock as it appeared
the two bowed down
"Flood the flour" I said so it scratched my neck and immediately pulled me away from the dirt
"Oh he'll take care of it" he said so I nodded
I picked up dirk and held dark's hand before turning around and walking away
"Tsk come back here inamarie" isaac said coldly
tsk
"I'll bathe your son boss" I said and immediately resumed walking
annoying people now
To Be Continued...