Dawn Roth woke up to the sound of a siren screaming past her window, but it was the heat that actually pulled her from sleep. It was a thick, wet heat that clung to her skin like plastic wrap. Her T-shirt was stuck to her back. She lay still on the narrow twin mattress, staring at the water stain on the ceiling that looked vaguely like a map of Florida.
She reached for her phone on the milk crate she used as a nightstand. The screen was cracked, a spiderweb of glass over the display. She tapped the banking app.
$42.18.
A red notification banner dropped down from the top of the screen. Student Loan Payment Overdue.
Dawn closed her eyes and let the phone drop onto the mattress. Her chest felt heavy, as if someone were sitting on her ribs. She pushed the blanket off her legs and swung her feet onto the linoleum floor. It was sticky.
She opened the bedroom door and the smell hit her instantly-stale frying oil and cigarette smoke. The air in the living room was even hotter than in her bedroom. There was no air conditioning here.
Aunt Lydia sat at the small, chipped dining table. She was applying a coat of bright pink nail polish, her fingers splayed out on a placemat. She didn't look up when Dawn entered.
"You're up late," Lydia said. Her voice was scratchy, like sandpaper on wood.
"It's seven," Dawn whispered. Her throat felt tight. It always felt tight in this apartment.
Lydia blew on her nails. "There's coffee. Don't take the last of the milk."
Dawn walked to the counter. There was a piece of paper sitting next to the coffee pot. It was a printed photograph, grainy and low resolution. It showed a man with a shiny, bald head and a thick neck. He was smiling, but his eyes looked flat.
"Who is this?" Dawn asked.
Lydia finally looked up. Her eyes were sharp, outlined in smudged black liner. "That is Mr. Vane. He owns the dry cleaning chain on Steinway Street."
Dawn looked at the picture again. The man looked at least twenty years older than her. "Okay."
"He's looking for a wife," Lydia said. She capped the nail polish bottle with a sharp twist. "He's very stable. He has a house in Bayside. A nice house. With central air."
Dawn's stomach turned over. She put the paper down. "I have to go to work."
"He's willing to pay off my credit cards," Lydia said, her voice dropping an octave. "And he's willing to take over your loans."
Dawn froze. Her fingers curled into her palms. She looked at Lydia, waiting for the punchline, but Lydia's face was dead serious.
"I set up a date," Lydia said. "Tonight. Six o'clock. Café Lalo in Manhattan."
"Lydia, no," Dawn said. The words felt like stones in her mouth. "I can't."
"You can and you will," Lydia snapped. She stood up, the chair scraping loudly against the floor. "Do you know how much it costs to keep you here? The food? The electricity? You think that museum job pays for the space you take up?"
Dawn took a step back. The familiar panic was rising in her throat, closing off her airway. This was the Selective Mutism. It wasn't that she didn't want to speak; it was that the wires between her brain and her mouth simply cut out.
She looked down at her hands. She started counting her fingers. One, two, three, four, five.
"He's a good man," Lydia said, moving closer. She smelled like cheap perfume and sweat. "He wants a family. You give him a kid, he gives you a life. It's a fair trade. If you don't go, don't bother coming back tonight. I'll put your boxes on the curb."
Dawn looked at the door. She couldn't breathe in here.
She grabbed her canvas messenger bag from the hook and bolted.
"Wear the red dress!" Lydia shouted after her.
The hallway was stifling. Dawn ran down the three flights of stairs and burst out onto the street. The Queens air was heavy with exhaust fumes, but at least it moved.
She walked four blocks to the subway station to save the bus fare. Her shirt was already damp by the time she swiped her MetroCard. The turnstile displayed Insufficient Fare.
Dawn closed her eyes. She dug through her bag, finding two quarters and a dime, and went to the machine to add exactly enough for a single ride.
The train was packed. Bodies were pressed against bodies. The air conditioning in the car was broken. A man in a suit elbowed her into the corner near the door. The train stopped in the tunnel between stations. The lights flickered and went out.
In the dark, the heat intensified. Someone cursed loudly.
Dawn's heart hammered against her ribs. The darkness felt like the closet she used to hide in when her parents argued, before the accident. Before the silence took over.
One, two, three, four. She tapped her thumb against her thigh. Five, six, seven, eight.
The lights buzzed back on. The train lurched forward.
By the time she reached the Metropolitan Museum of Art, she felt dizzy. She swiped her employee badge at the side entrance. The blast of climate-controlled air hit her face, and she almost cried with relief.
She went straight to the restoration lab in the basement. It was quiet here. It smelled of turpentine and varnish and old dust. It smelled like safety.
"You look like you walked through a swamp," Harper said. Harper was sitting at the next workbench, mixing pigments. She slid a plastic cup of iced coffee across the table. "Extra milk, two sugars."
Dawn took the cup, her hands shaking slightly. "Thank you."
"Rough morning?"
Dawn nodded. She pulled her stool up to her easel. On it sat a 19th-century oil painting of a storm at sea. There was a tear in the canvas, right through the hull of the ship.
"I have a date tonight," Dawn said. Her voice was steady now that she was safe.
Harper's eyes widened. "A date? With who? Is he cute?"
Dawn picked up a tiny brush. She dipped it into the solvent. "I don't know."
"Blind date?" Harper grinned. "Exciting. Where are you going?"
"Café Lalo."
"Ooh, fancy. Like in that movie." Harper leaned back. "You have to tell me everything tomorrow."
Dawn forced a smile. She couldn't tell Harper that this wasn't a date. It was an appraisal. She was a used car being driven off the lot by a man who smelled like dry cleaning chemicals.
She worked for six hours straight. She didn't take a lunch break. She focused entirely on the microscopic fibers of the canvas, weaving them back together. Here, she had control. If something was broken, she could fix it.
"Heads up," the supervisor, Mr. Henderson, called out around three. "The Holcomb family rep is coming through later to check on the donation pieces. Look busy."
Dawn didn't look up. People like the Holcombs didn't look at people like her. They looked at the art. She was just part of the machinery that kept their tax write-offs pretty.
At five o'clock, her phone buzzed.
Lydia: Don't be late. Table 11. By the window.
Dawn went to the staff bathroom. She washed her face with cold water. She looked in the mirror. Her eyes were dark, framed by lashes that were naturally long. Her brown hair was frizzy from the humidity. She tried to smooth it down with water.
She changed into the red dress she had brought in her bag. It was a wrap dress she had found at a thrift store. It was slightly too big in the waist, but the color made her skin look less pale.
She walked out of the museum. The sun was beginning to set, casting long, bloody shadows across Fifth Avenue.
She walked the twenty blocks to the Upper West Side. She couldn't afford another subway ride if she wanted to eat tomorrow.
By the time she reached West 83rd Street, her feet were aching in her cheap flats. She stopped in front of a bridal shop window. The mannequin wore a dress that cost more than her entire life's earnings. She stared at it for a second, then shook her head.
Café Lalo was ahead. The windows were glowing with warm, golden light. It looked like a fishbowl of happiness.
Dawn took a deep breath. She smoothed the skirt of her red dress.
Just survive, she told herself. Just get through dinner.
She pushed open the heavy wooden door. The bell chimed above her head.
The air inside Café Lalo was crisp and smelled of roasted coffee beans and expensive perfume. It was a stark contrast to the humid, garbage-scented air of the street. Dawn shivered as the cool air hit her damp skin.
It was crowded. People were laughing, clinking forks against ceramic plates. It was a symphony of normalcy that Dawn felt entirely excluded from.
She pulled her phone out of her bag. The screen was dark. She pressed the power button, but nothing happened. The battery had died during the walk.
She closed her eyes for a second, trying to recall Lydia's text. Table 11. By the window. Or was it Table 1? The crack in her screen went right through the number.
She scanned the room. The tables were packed tightly together. Near the back, tucked away in a semi-private alcove surrounded by large potted ferns, was a table with a small brass number stand.
It looked like a 1.
A man was sitting there. His back was to her. He was wearing a suit jacket that fit across his shoulders perfectly-no wrinkles, no strain. The fabric looked dark and expensive.
Dawn hesitated. The man in the photo Lydia had shown her-Mr. Vane-had looked... wider. Sloppier. But maybe the photo was old. Or maybe this suit was just very slimming.
She walked toward the table. Her heart was thumping a frantic rhythm against her ribs. One, two, three, four.
She reached the table and gripped the back of the empty chair.
"Hello," she said softly. "I'm... I'm the one Lydia sent."
The man went still. He was reading a document in a blue folder. He slowly closed the folder and turned his head.
Dawn's breath hitched.
This was not Mr. Vane.
This man was terrifyingly handsome. He had a jawline that looked like it had been cut from granite. His hair was dark blond, swept back with precision. But it was his eyes that stopped her. They were ice blue, cold and intelligent, and they were looking at her with an intensity that made her want to step back.
He didn't speak. He just looked at her, then his gaze dropped to the ID badge she had forgotten to take off. It was clipped to the strap of her bag. Dawn Roth. Junior Restorer.
"Lydia sent you?" His voice was low, a deep baritone that seemed to vibrate in the air between them.
Dawn nodded, her throat tightening again. "Yes. I'm sorry if I'm late. The walk was... long."
He looked at her flushed face, the slight sheen of sweat on her forehead, the cheap red dress that hung a little loose on her frame. Then he looked past her, toward the front entrance.
Dawn started to pull the chair out. "I know this is awkward. I've never done this before."
A waiter appeared instantly at the table. "Sir, is this young lady bothering you?"
The man looked at the waiter, then back at Dawn. His eyes narrowed slightly, calculating.
"No," the man said. "She's with me."
The waiter nodded and vanished.
"Sit," the man said. It wasn't a request.
Dawn sat. She placed her bag on her lap, hiding the scuffed toes of her shoes under the table.
"Drink?" he asked.
"Just water, please."
He signaled the waiter with a single finger. "Water. And another black coffee."
He leaned back in his chair, studying her. He looked like a predator deciding whether to play with a mouse or eat it. "You said you walked?"
"From the Met," Dawn said, her voice barely a whisper. "I work there."
"I see." He tapped his finger on the blue folder. "And Lydia... she arranged this meeting?"
"She's my aunt," Dawn explained, feeling the need to fill the silence. "She said you were looking for... that you needed a wife."
The man's finger stopped tapping. His expression didn't change, but the air around him seemed to drop a few degrees. "Is that what she said?"
"She said you wanted someone stable. Someone quiet." Dawn looked down at her hands. She was twisting the strap of her bag. "I don't talk much. I have... trouble with it sometimes."
"Selective Mutism," he said. It wasn't a question.
Dawn looked up, surprised. "How did you know?"
"I observe," he said. "You count your fingers when you're nervous. You're doing it right now under the table."
Dawn froze. She stopped her thumb from tapping her index finger.
Suddenly, a loud voice erupted from the front of the café.
"I'm looking for a girl! Red dress! Table 11!"
Dawn turned in her seat. Her blood ran cold.
Standing at the hostess stand was Mr. Vane. He looked exactly like his photo, only sweatier. He was wearing a brown suit that was too tight, and he was wiping his bald head with a handkerchief. He was shouting at the hostess.
"She's supposed to be here! Lydia said Table 11!"
Dawn looked at the brass number on the table she was sitting at. It was a 1. Not 11.
She had sat at the wrong table.
Panic exploded in her chest. She scrambled to stand up. "Oh my god. I'm so sorry. I made a mistake. I have to..."
She looked back at Mr. Vane. He was scanning the room. His eyes were bulging slightly. He looked angry.
Dawn looked at the man across from her. He hadn't moved. He was watching the scene at the door with a look of mild distaste.
"Please," Dawn whispered, her voice trembling. "I have to go."
She turned to leave, but a hand shot out and clamped around her wrist.
His grip was warm and firm. It wasn't painful, but it was absolute. He pulled her back down into the chair.
"Sit down," he said.
"But he's..."
"He's a pig," the man said calmly. He shifted his chair slightly, blocking Mr. Vane's line of sight to Dawn. "And if you walk over there, you're going to spend the next two hours listening to him chew with his mouth open while he tells you how lucky you are that he's willing to pay your debts."
Dawn stared at him. "How do you..."
"Sit," he repeated. He released her wrist, but his eyes held her in place. "Don't turn around."
Dawn sat frozen. She could hear Mr. Vane arguing with the hostess.
"Table 11 is empty, sir," the hostess was saying.
"Well, where is she?" Vane bellowed.
Dawn shrank into her chair. She wished she could dissolve into the floor.
The man across from her picked up his coffee cup. He took a slow sip, his eyes never leaving her face.
"So," he said, his voice smooth and dangerous. "You're looking for a husband to solve your financial problems. And I need a wife to solve my public relations problems."
Dawn blinked. "What?"
He placed the cup down. "I'm Gerhard Holcomb."
The name landed heavy in the air. Dawn knew that name. Everyone in New York knew that name. Holcomb Industries. The donors of the wing she worked in.
"You sat at the wrong table, Miss Roth," Gerhard said. A ghost of a smile touched his lips, but it didn't reach his eyes. "But I think you might be exactly where you need to be."
Dawn tried to pull her hand back, but the memory of his touch still burned on her skin. Her heart was hammering so hard she thought he must be able to see it beating through the thin fabric of her dress.
"Mr. Holcomb," she whispered. "I really have to go. If Lydia finds out I didn't meet him..."
"What will she do?" Gerhard asked. He didn't look concerned. He looked bored, but in a focused way. "Kick you out? Scream at you?"
"Yes," Dawn said. "Exactly that."
"And then you'll go where?" He gestured vaguely with one hand. "To a shelter? Or will you go with him?" He nodded toward the front of the café where Mr. Vane was now loudly complaining about the service. "He looks like the type who expects a return on his investment immediately. Tonight."
Dawn felt the blood drain from her face. The thought made her stomach lurch.
Gerhard reached into the inner pocket of his jacket. He pulled out a black card. It wasn't a credit card; it was a business card. It was matte black with silver lettering. Minimalist. Heavy.
He slid it across the marble table.
"I have a proposal," he said. His tone shifted. The boredom vanished, replaced by the sharp edge of a negotiation.
Dawn looked at the card, then at him. "I don't understand. You don't know me."
"I know enough," he said. "You're quiet. You're desperate. And you have no one else to protect you."
The words stung because they were true.
"I am currently in the middle of a board restructuring," Gerhard said, as if discussing the weather. "The shareholders are nervous. They think I'm too volatile. Too much of a bachelor. They want to see stability. They want to see a family man."
He leaned forward, his elbows resting on the table. "I need a wife. For two years. A contract marriage."
Dawn stared at him. "You want to hire me to be your wife?"
"Essentially."
"Why me?" Dawn asked. "You could have anyone. Models. Actresses."
"Models talk to the press," Gerhard said coldly. "Actresses act. I don't want drama. I want silence. I want someone who will stand next to me at galas, smile, and not say a word to the reporters. You seem uniquely qualified for that."
Dawn looked toward the door. Mr. Vane was leaving. He stormed out, the bell chiming angrily behind him.
"He's gone," Gerhard said. "But he'll be back. Or Lydia will find another one. A worse one."
He checked his watch. It was a Patek Philippe, worth more than the entire building Dawn lived in. "I have a meeting in twenty minutes. You have one minute to decide."
"One minute?" Dawn choked out.
"This is a business transaction, Miss Roth. I don't like to waste time." He looked at her, his blue eyes piercing. "I will pay off your student loans. I will pay off Lydia's debt so she leaves you alone. I will provide you with housing and a monthly stipend. In exchange, you give me two years of your life and your signature on a marriage license."
Dawn's mind raced. It was insane. It was dangerous. This man was a stranger, and he radiated a kind of power that frightened her.
But then she thought of the heat in her bedroom. She thought of the red banner on her banking app. She thought of Mr. Vane's sweaty hands.
Gerhard Holcomb was a shark, yes. But he was a clean shark.
He started to reach for the card to take it back. "Time's up."
Dawn's hand shot out. She pressed her fingers down on the card, trapping it against the table.
"Wait," she said.
Gerhard paused. One corner of his mouth ticked up. "Is that a yes?"
Dawn took a shaky breath. She looked at his face-hard, unyielding, but offering a lifeline.
"Yes," she whispered.
Gerhard didn't smile. He just nodded once. He pulled his phone out and dialed a number.
"Sterling. Get the papers ready. The standard prenup. I'm coming over. Now."
He hung up and stood. He buttoned his jacket.
"Let's go, Miss Roth."
"Now?" Dawn asked, scrambling to grab her bag. "We're doing this now?"
"I told you," Gerhard said, turning toward the back exit. "I don't waste time."
He walked out the back door without looking to see if she was following. He knew she would.
Dawn ran a few steps to catch up. They emerged into an alley where a sleek black sedan was waiting, engine idling. The driver opened the rear door.
Gerhard gestured for her to get in.
Dawn hesitated for a fraction of a second. The interior of the car looked like a black hole. Once she got in, there was no going back.
"Get in, Dawn," Gerhard said softly. It was the first time he had used her first name.
She climbed in. The door shut with a heavy, expensive thud, sealing her inside.