Adriel
The scent of fine whiskey filled my nostrils as I raised the glass to my lips, watching the amber liquid dance inside it. A grand party was happening at the Ricci family mansion, and I was among the guests. However, despite the evident joy around me, I felt restless, almost impatient.
Everyone seemed to be in ecstasy, celebrating the news of Cecilia and Liam's baby, Frederico and Valentina Ricci's first grandchild. Laughter echoed through the halls, champagne flowed, and smiles were contagious. But for me, something was amiss.
I accepted another pour of the high-quality whiskey that was generously served. The Ricci family certainly knew how to throw a party, that much I couldn't deny, even though I had never harbored any fondness for Frederico Ricci, the father of one of my best friends.
Logan, my other close friend, approached, casting me a disapproving glance at the glass in my hand.
"Maybe it's time to stop, Adriel," he suggested, with a concerned expression. "You've had enough."
I brushed off his advice with a smirk, but deep down, I knew he was right. Perhaps I was trying to drown out my thoughts, or simply avoid facing the reality that seemed to loom over me like a persistent shadow.
"I know perfectly well when it's time to stop," I replied, trying to sound more confident than I felt.
However, my response only seemed to further irritate my friend.
"You've been acting strange lately, Adriel. What's going on?" Logan inquired, fixing his intense gaze on mine as if he could decipher my thoughts with just one look.
Before I could formulate a response, something that would convince Logan that there was nothing wrong with me, Manuela approached us. She noticed the tense atmosphere between Logan and me, and her concerned expression didn't go unnoticed.
"Is everything okay here?" Manuela asked, her soft voice trying to dissipate any tension. "It seems like I'm missing something."
Logan didn't hesitate to explain, his voice laden with frustration.
"I'm trying to understand what's going on with our friend here. He's been acting strange lately," Logan said, shooting me an accusatory look.
Manuela's eyes met mine for a brief moment, and I could see understanding reflected in them. Trying to steer the conversation in a lighter direction, she commented:
"You guys noticed how everything looks so beautiful? I've never been to a party like this, and I'm amazed!" she said, smiling.
Logan raised an eyebrow, not allowing himself to be distracted. He spoke directly, as he always did.
"I know what you're trying to do, Manuela. I'm sure you know what's going on with Adriel."
Manuela couldn't disguise the discomfort on her face, and as she looked at me, her eyes begged for understanding. It became evident that she was somehow involved, and I knew I could no longer avoid facing the reality I had been trying to hide behind every sip of whiskey.
I took a deep breath, determined to put an end to the speculations and tell the truth. I looked into Logan's eyes, ready to speak the truth.
"I haven't been well lately, something has been tormenting me."
Manuela widened her eyes in explicit horror, already anticipating what would come next. She had made it clear her opinion on the matter, believing that I shouldn't reveal the truth, that I should keep my feelings hidden. However, I couldn't bear to keep it to myself any longer.
Manuela's face became a mask of concern, her eyes pleading for me to consider my words. She knew what was coming and didn't agree with it. Logan, on the other hand, grew curious, as was his investigative nature.
"Is it related to your future senatorial candidacy? The upcoming elections?"
Logan's question made me hesitate for a moment. The idea of my senatorial candidacy was indeed linked to my dilemma, but there was more than just politics involved in it. I took a deep breath before finally finding the courage to speak.
"No, Logan. It's something more personal than that," My voice was firm but laden with emotion. "It's related to Cecilia and Liam."
Logan frowned, repeating the names of our friends in a tone of confusion.
"Cecilia and Liam? What does it have to do with them?"
Manuela let out a restrained sigh, and I was sure she regretted that I hadn't followed her advice. Logan, on the other hand, kept pressing, eager to understand what was tormenting me.
I sighed, preparing to reveal the truth that had consumed me for so long.
"It's related to them, Logan. Directly."
Logan's expression shifted to a determined look.
"So it's something simple. You need to talk to them. It's not fair that they're not aware of what's going on."
Manuela smiled, but it was a forced smile, agreeing with Logan's words. With a hurried gesture, she grabbed my arm and said:
"You're right, Logan. Adriel needs to talk to Liam and Cecilia," she agrees, "But first, there's something I need to tell you. Now."
Logan looked at her, confused by the sudden urgency in her words.
"You're acting strange too, Manu!" He complained.
She just shook her head, her eyes conveying a silent message to me.
"What I have to tell Adriel is really urgent. We'll be back soon."
Without waiting for a response from Logan or even for my agreement, Manuela held onto my arm even tighter and discreetly insisted that I follow her, pressing me with a determined look. I already guessed what she had to say, so I decided to do what she wanted and followed her.
Manuela led me to a balcony further away from the main hall of the party, where the music became a distant murmur. Making sure we were alone, she turned to me with a disapproving expression.
"You shouldn't have let slip to Logan about Cecilia. That was a mistake."
"I know, Manu, but I can't keep it to myself anymore. I love her, and she needs to know."
Manuela shook her head vehemently.
"That's wrong! You can't do this. Cecilia is in love with Liam, and they're expecting a child together."
"I know what I'm doing, Manuela. I need to talk to Cecilia, and I'll do it soon."
Manuela tried to dissuade me again, but I stepped away from her, determined to follow my heart.
As I walked away, I saw Cecilia approaching Manuela. They talked briefly, then headed to the garden together. A sense of urgency took hold of me, and I knew it was now or never. After another shot of whiskey to gather courage, I followed them to the garden, determined to finally confess my feelings to Cecilia, whatever the cost.
I found them sitting on a wooden bench, under the shade of a tree. Cecilia seemed curious about my approach, and in her always attentive and gentle way, she quickly asked:
"Aren't you enjoying the party?"
I longed for a different kind of conversation, but I responded to your question:
"The party is delivering what it promised," I said. Then, I went straight to the point, "But I would like to talk to you privately."
Before Cecilia could respond, Manuela intervened, approaching me and firmly gripping my arm. Her gesture didn't surprise me, and I should have anticipated that she would try to stop me.
"This isn't a good time, Adriel..." Manuela said, her voice containing a note of caution.
Cecilia looked at Manuela with curiosity, seeming surprised by her reaction.
"There's no problem, Manu," she said with a smile. "I can talk to Adriel now."
Despite Cecilia's words, Manuela insisted on trying to prevent the conversation between us.
"I know there's no problem, Cecilia, but I'm saying this isn't the best time," Manuela insisted, staring at me with a reproachful look. "Come on, Adriel. You can talk later!"
I would have insisted that that moment was as good as any other, but the arrival of an unexpected couple of guests made me end up agreeing with Manuela. Caíque and Leila were heading towards Cecilia, as well as Liam.
The ideal moment had passed, and it was all Manuela's fault.
Manuela
Finally, after an unexpected turn with the arrival of Leila and Caíque, I managed to prevent Adriel from confessing his feelings for Cecilia that night. And that brought me relief mixed with a hint of concern.
Cecilia was in a wonderful moment of her life. Pregnant, radiant, and deeply in love with Liam, her husband. Seeing her happy was all I wished for. However, if Adriel had revealed his feelings for her that night, it could have caused confusion that could have disturbed this happiness.
Cecilia is an incredible person, kind, and generous. She didn't deserve to be put in a situation like that, where she would have to deal with the unrequited feelings of a close friend. Knowing that someone is suffering for her, while she is so fully committed to Liam, would only bring sadness and guilt to her.
But at the same time that I felt relieved for having avoided a potential emotional disaster, a twinge of worry crept into my heart. By preventing Adriel from pursuing his desire, I could have put our friendship at risk.
When I suggested that it would be best to leave Cecilia and Liam alone in the garden with the newcomers, my intention was to guide Adriel back to the party. However, Adriel didn't follow my suggestion. Instead, he walked around the mansion and headed towards where the guests' vehicles were parked. Instinctively, I followed him, even uncertain about his reaction to the frustration of his plans.
He stopped next to his car and stared at me, and for a brief moment, I could feel the gravity of the situation weighing on us. I braced myself for what would come next, feeling a lump forming in my throat.
Adriel finally broke the silence, his voice vibrating with an intensity that made me shiver. "You shouldn't have meddled, girl!" He admonished me, his voice heavy with tangible anger. "Cecilia has the right to decide her own fate, and you can't control that."
A lump formed in my throat, feeling suffocated by the cutting coldness of his words. "We're friends, Adriel," I tried to argue, my voice trembling under the weight of the moment. "Cecilia is my best friend, but you... you helped me when I needed it the most. And that's why I don't think you should do this. I know Cecilia well enough to assert, without hesitation, that she doesn't feel for you in the way you hope."
A flame of indignation burned in Adriel's eyes at my statement, his words sharp as a honed blade. "You can't say that for sure, Manu!" he snarled, his voice echoing with a wild determination. "You're not Cecilia, and you never will be. Only she, and no one else, can speak for herself."
Adriel didn't expect any response from me. Right after throwing those words in my face, he violently opened the car door and got into the vehicle, slamming it shut harder than necessary. The engine roared as he drove off, tires screeching in an act of childish anger.
That reaction seemed childish, worthy of an explosive temper. But it wasn't the way he left that bothered me the most. It was the way he threw in my face that I'm not Cecilia. It was cruel and unnecessary.
At that moment, a painful certainty settled within me: Adriel knew about my feelings for him. And now, he was using them against me as a form of revenge. It was a low blow, and I didn't know how to deal with it.
I no longer had any mood for the party, but I couldn't simply leave without giving an explanation to my best friend. I wasn't sure if I could face the party after that; I felt shaken and confused after the argument with Adriel, but I had a responsibility to Cecilia. So, I put on a forced smile and returned to the hall.
Upon entering, I found Cecilia next to Liam, Caíque, Leila, and their in-laws, Frederico and Valentina Ricci. It was evident that they were enjoying a family moment, but I needed to inform Cecilia that I was leaving. It was the least I could do.
As I approached, I was surprised by the light and seemingly harmonious atmosphere among them, considering what Leila and Caíque had done with Liam and Cecilia. As I approached, Cecilia gave me a big smile and, after excusing herself from the group, came to meet me.
We exchanged a glance of understanding, and Cecilia soon realized that I was curious about the recent events, following my departure from the garden. Cecilia and I stepped away from the hustle and bustle of the party, and that's when she began to share the events that had occurred in my absence. Surprisingly, Caíque and Leila had redeemed themselves from their mistakes, and everyone agreed to give the couple a second chance. An unexpected turn of events that left me perplexed, but I agreed that, given the circumstances, it was the best course of action.
"That really was the best thing to do, considering everything that happened," I commented, trying to maintain a neutral expression. The last thing I wanted was to spoil the light atmosphere that was settling among them.
"Something's wrong, Manu. I can sense it. Are you okay?" Cecilia asked, her concern evident.
I forced a radiant smile, trying to hide the inner storm that was brewing.
"I'm great, Cecilia, really. Just tired. The week at Laser Inc was intense."
She frowned, seeming unsatisfied with my response.
"You can tell me, Manu. If something's wrong, I want to know. Something about Marcão and his gang?"
Lying to Cecilia was something I never wanted to do, but at that moment, it seemed like the only option.
"No! There's nothing wrong, Cecilia, I promise. I'm just tired. But I don't want to spoil your night. You're pregnant and deserve to enjoy every moment."
Cecilia didn't seem entirely convinced but decided not to insist further. Instead, she smiled and said:
"You're the best friend I could wish for, Manu. Thank you for being here."
"I should thank you for being part of such a special moment for you."
We exchanged a tight hug, and for a few seconds, I allowed myself to relax next to my best friend. Before she could perceive my true mood, I pulled away and asked hesitantly:
"Would you be upset if I left the party now? I would love to stay, but I'm really exhausted."
"Of course not! It's okay... even Liam and I are thinking of leaving soon" Cecilia revealed with a contagious laugh, easing my concern with her happiness.
I ended up laughing along with her, feeling the weight of the world dissipate for a moment. Logan, who was approaching us, joked:
"Any jokes you'd like to share with a cool guy?"
Cecilia, amidst laughter, clarified:
"It wasn't a joke. Manuela is leaving, and I made a friend's comment."
Logan's expression indicated that he wasn't entirely convinced by Cecilia's explanation; his raised eyebrow gave it away. But he chose not to press. Turning to me, he offered:
"Can I drop you home, Manu? Shall we?"
"Sure" I agreed, accepting his kindness but already anticipating the reason behind it even before getting into Logan's car.
I audibly sighed, feeling pressured by his insistence.
"I really don't know, Logan. I'm not hiding anything."
He pointed out the fact that Adriel and I had become close after the days I spent at his house, noting that there was a great affinity between us.
"That's true, Logan. We did grow closer during that time," I admitted, choosing my words carefully.
"And you two seem to have quite a bond as well," he continued, his eyes turning to me, analyzing my reaction.
"Adriel is a great friend," I replied, keeping my response simple yet genuine. "But that doesn't mean he tells me everything about himself."
Logan eventually accepted my answer, but uncertainty lingered in the air. I didn't know if he truly believed my words or if he simply gave up on pressing further. However, that didn't matter to me as much as the fact that Adriel was about to reveal the truth.
The way he desperately tried to express his feelings for Cecilia, without caring that Liam was his best friend, showed that Adriel was about to cause a big problem. He didn't seem to care that Cecilia was Liam's wife.
The rest of the journey was made in tense silence, with Logan constantly casting glances at me. I could sense that he wanted to say something, and the fear of hearing what he had to say grew with each exchanged look.
When Logan parked his car in front of the modest building where I had managed to rent an apartment, his eyes fixed on me intensely and then came the question that caught me off guard.
"Can I come up with you?"
At first, I thought I had misunderstood. Logan had given me rides home before, but he had never suggested accompanying me to my apartment. It was usually Cecilia who asked him to drop me off when we all went out together, something that happened frequently since I started working at Laser Inc.
"Come up with me?" I repeated, seeking confirmation.
"Yes, that's exactly what you heard," he replied, persistent.
I was speechless for a moment as he pressed on, insisting he wanted to talk to me.
"But we're already talking now," I pointed out the obvious.
It's not that I was afraid of Logan or anything like that, but I also wasn't exactly eager for his company in my apartment.
Manuela
I realized my assumption was correct when Logan started driving. He wasted no time beating around the bush and spoke directly:
"I know Adriel is hiding something from Liam and me."
His eyes reflected a determination that made me uncomfortable, but I kept my expression under control, even though I couldn't avoid a slight furrow of my brows.
"I also know you know what's going on with Adriel" he continued, his voice firm and assertive.
I tried to disguise my surprise at his direct approach, maintaining a calm tone when I replied:
"I don't know what you're talking about, Logan."
He wasn't fooled by my denial.
"There's no point in denying it, Manu. You know. And I want to know what it is."
I audibly sighed, feeling pressured by his insistence.
"I really don't know, Logan. I'm not hiding anything."
He pointed out the fact that Adriel and I had become close after the days I spent at his house, noting that there was a great affinity between us.
"That's true, Logan. We did grow closer during that time," I admitted, choosing my words carefully.
"And you two seem to have quite a bond as well," he continued, his eyes turning to me, analyzing my reaction.
"Adriel is a great friend," I replied, keeping my response simple yet genuine. "But that doesn't mean he tells me everything about himself."
Logan eventually accepted my answer, but uncertainty lingered in the air. I didn't know if he truly believed my words or if he simply gave up on pressing further. However, that didn't matter to me as much as the fact that Adriel was about to reveal the truth.
The way he desperately tried to express his feelings for Cecilia, without caring that Liam was his best friend, showed that Adriel was about to cause a big problem. He didn't seem to care that Cecilia was Liam's wife.
The rest of the journey was made in tense silence, with Logan constantly casting glances at me. I could sense that he wanted to say something, and the fear of hearing what he had to say grew with each exchanged look.
When Logan parked his car in front of the modest building where I had managed to rent an apartment, his eyes fixed on me intensely and then came the question that caught me off guard.
"Can I come up with you?"
At first, I thought I had misunderstood. Logan had given me rides home before, but he had never suggested accompanying me to my apartment. It was usually Cecilia who asked him to drop me off when we all went out together, something that happened frequently since I started working at Laser Inc.
"Come up with me?" I repeated, seeking confirmation.
"Yes, that's exactly what you heard," he replied, persistent.
I was speechless for a moment as he pressed on, insisting he wanted to talk to me.
"But we're already talking now," I pointed out the obvious.
It's not that I was afraid of Logan or anything like that, but I also wasn't exactly eager for his company in my apartment.
"I just would like to have a more comfortable conversation than inside my car, Manuela," he protested. "Or we can go out for dinner tomorrow night. What do you think?"
His proposal left me even more surprised than I already felt. I wasn't sure what to think or how to respond. Why was he so determined to talk to me? And why invite me to dinner?
After a brief reflection, driven more by curiosity than anything else, I decided to accept Logan's invitation for dinner. The idea of having any kind of conversation that night didn't seem very appealing to me, especially after the tension involving Adriel and his attempt to confess his feelings to Cecilia.
Logan agreed to pick me up at my apartment the next night, and we said goodbye after I thanked him for the ride. As I climbed the stairs to my apartment, I couldn't help but wonder about Logan's true intentions. That question echoed in my mind as I tossed and turned in bed, my mind filled with turbulent thoughts involving Adriel, Cecilia, Liam, and now, Logan. What a mess I had gotten myself into!
*****
The next day, at the agreed time, Logan showed up promptly to pick me up at my apartment, and we soon headed to the restaurant he had chosen. The place was elegant but not overly formal, with well-spaced tables that provided a sense of privacy. The intimate atmosphere of the place made me feel quite at ease, something I appreciated, as I wasn't very well-versed in etiquette norms. However, I was always trying to learn, watching tutorials on the internet, fearing making faux pas when going out with Cecilia and her circle of friends, now composed of São Paulo's elite.
The conversation flowed naturally, accompanied by delicious wine and even better food. I thanked Logan for choosing the restaurant as we enjoyed the meal.
I noticed that Logan's company was even more enjoyable than I had realized before. I had never paid much attention to Liam's other best friend. One of them already completely occupied my thoughts. But that night, sharing stories and laughter with Logan, I realized I had underestimated his company. He was kind and attentive, and his genuine smile made me forget, for a moment, the worries that had prevented me from having a satisfying night's sleep.
After dessert, as we sipped on our coffee, I noticed an unusual tension in Logan as he set his cup down on the saucer. His movements seemed stiff, and his eyes met mine with a firmness that made me hold my breath. I realized that this would be the moment when he would speak his mind.
However, before any words could leave Logan's mouth, a familiar voice interrupted our moment.
"I never imagined finding you two here."
My heart skipped a beat as I recognized the voice. I turned towards the sound, and my heart nearly stopped as I faced the newcomer. Of all the people in the world, the last person I wanted to encounter that night was precisely the one standing next to our table at that moment: Adriel. The surprise was immense, leaving me speechless in the face of the unexpected presence of the man who dominated my thoughts.